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    Just a place for all my asexual and asexual-adjacent fics to live. If you only follow me for that type of content, feel free to follow this instead.

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    06 Jan 2025

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    Jisung needs to find a rebound after his latest breakup. He needs to prove himself that he can still be intimate, still be good at sex, after the betrayal.
    So, with the help of Felix, he sets up an account on Grindr and starts looking for his redemption booty call.

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    05 Jan 2025

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    "Are you still nervous?" Minho asks, retaining that addictive nonchalance to his voice.

    Jisung releases a pathetic little laugh between his gritting teeth. “Yeah,” he breathes out. “Just a little bit.”

    "Let me smoke you out, then."

    Jisung makes the mistake of letting his curious gaze wander, allowing a mesmerized "How?" to escape him. He's done the moment their eyes meet, because then Minho's taking Jisung's jaw in his hand while the other holds what's left of his blunt, dark eyes trailing down to the lips he wants to coax apart.

    "Open for me."

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    Shotgunning: the practice of inhaling smoke and then exhaling it into another individual's mouth.

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    04 May 2023

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    Chan, frozen in place, grapples with the knowledge that this kid, living and breathing and fidgeting Jisung, standing at the height of the armrest with wide beady eyes, sunken cheeks and overlong hair, came out of his sister five years ago. It doesn’t make sense. None of it makes sense.

    Five years. Five fucking years. It’s not like he expected her to have told him but–

    And now he's responsible for him.

    In which Chan learns love through his nephew, and maybe his best friend too.

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    11 Mar 2023

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    It’s desperation that drives Felix to place himself at the mercy of someone he has no right to expect kindness from. Six months on the street with his funds running low, if one of his father’s men doesn’t kill him then the oncoming winter will. Going to Chan is a decided risk, he might put a bullet in Felix's skull instead of taking on the job he's offering, but— well. At least that death will be quick.

    But Chan doesn’t kill him. He gives Felix shelter, gives him a home. And Felix finds himself in way too deep with a man who doesn’t even fully know who he’s falling for.

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    04 Feb 2023

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    literally one of the best fics i have ever read there is a shortcut made by my browser cause i’ve opened this fic so many times