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    Ilya Rozanov, newly retired former captain of the Ottawa Centaurs, has a busy year. Entrepreneurship, hockey and pregnancy wait for no one.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Exhausted by the media frenzy following his father's death, Ilya decides to take a month-long break to escape the circus surrounding him.
    What he didn't expect was that, while trying to dodge paparazzi on the streets of Ottawa, he would end up seeking refuge in a small flower shop. There, in the comforting silence, he finds a gentle omega who doesn't immediately recognize him, neither by name or by fame.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Eight years after their divorce, Ilya and Shane have become experts at avoiding each other. They only speak when absolutely necessary, never hold each other's gaze for too long, barely make eye contact, and never talk about what happened. But ignoring one another becomes nearly impossible when they're still raising two children.
    One day, Ilya gets into what seems to be a serious argument with their oldest daughter, and Shane is forced to step in. Suddenly, everything they've spent years avoiding begins to surface.

    or,

    Shane was about to break an unspoken rule.
    Because every time he and Ilya got together to talk, they ended up fucking.

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    10 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 55

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    Ilya's been busy away from home for a few weeks, too busy to have phone sex and only responds to Shane's nudes with a thumbs up emoji.

    When he returns, he is distracted and uninterested in Shane's body like he used to be. Shane is worried sick that Ilya is cheating or falling out of love so he plans to baby trap Ilya. Thus, he decides no more condoms ...

    OR: the angsty, sexy, loving baby trapping fic of my dreams. NO actual cheating is happening.

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    09 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 16

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    We didn't even kiss.

    It had been almost two months since that night. In the early morning, Shane had cleaned up, packed his things and left for Ottawa, to stay at his parents´ cottage for the summer. Any thought to the night before had been banned from his mind and the events were stored in a neat little box in his mind.

    On an unassuming Wednesday morning, Shane had woken up like always, planning to go on an early morning run, make a protein smoothie, spend some time with his family and later check by his cottage, which was being built at the moment.
    Those plans were cut short, when Shane sat up and felt nausea washing over him. Shane got up and sprinted to the ensuite bathroom, where he started throwing up the contents of his stomach into the toilet. After a few minutes, Shane slowly got up and looked into the bathroom mirror, expecting to see... what exactly?
    He looked a bit pale and had noticeable eyebags, but besides that he looked like always. He didn't look sick.

     

    Or: Shane is pregnant at different stages during the "situationship from hell" and the relationship and a pregnancy is the last thing he wants

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    08 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 25

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    Ilya Rozanov is the face of the Ottawa Centaurs. Untouchable on ice, reckless everywhere else. He's built life on instinct, indulgence, and taking whatever he wants.

    Until the one person he never got over walks back into it.

    Shane was supposed to be a closed chapter, left behind years ago along with everything Ilya didn't understand. Now he's back in Ottawa living a quiet life, with a partner, a child, and no room for the past.

    Drawn together by unfinished history and choices neither of them should make, they fall into something just as intense, and far more destructive than before.

    And when everything breaks, Ilya is left with a truth he can’t outrun: love isn’t something he can win.

    It’s something he has to become worthy of.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Ilya closes his eyes.
    He blinks back his tears. He wants to nod or shake his head or something, but he can't.
    This can't be happening.
    He blinks and blinks and blinks again but he's still in the hospital and he still feels like shit and his mom is dead and Shane is far away and he thinks he's depressed and there is something inside of him that he doesn't know what to do with.
    Fuck, he thinks, in russian and in english and in french, even. Fuck.

    Or, in 2020, Ilya has a (very) unplanned, (very) complicated pregnancy, Shane has to learn that sometimes things don't work out the way he planned, and some other things. Set in The Long Game, kind of.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    The game starts normally.

    It does not stay that way.

    Or: Shane and Ilya become parents in the middle of a hockey game.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    At nearly forty-two weeks pregnant, Ilya is miserable, overdue, and very ready to evict the stubborn little Hollander-Rozanov leech currently using his body as a luxury suite.

    What starts as one last desperate attempt to naturally induce labor turns into the most intimate labor and delivery, with Shane offering comfort and orgasms all day long.

    By the end of it, they finally meet the son they’ve been waiting for.

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    05 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 40

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    When Shane finds out that he's pregnant, he's hunched over the toilet in the furthest stall from the door, fresh after practice and retching like he's been punished by divine powers. All the cliches had manifested themselves to him, a cruel joke in a universe that was already cruel enough to him already: unbearable nausea, instability on his feet, and even worse, instability on the ice.

    or; Shane gets pregnant during the early stages of his new relationship with Ilya. Things are bad. Then they get good.

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    05 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 65

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    Shane Hollander-Rozanov is tired, emotional, clingy, and eating like a man at war with both God and flavour. Ilya remembers that combination all too well.

    Between a fiercely observant team, a toddler who bites in solidarity, and one pre-dawn bathroom full of pregnancy tests, Hollanov find themselves facing the impossible, terrifying and beautiful truth.....

    Baby number two is on the way.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    After Shane suffers another miscarriage, Ilya decides he’ll be the one to get pregnant this time to save Shane and their marriage. But to spare his husband more grief, Ilya vows to keep the secret entirely to himself until they clear the fragile thirteen-week milestone.

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    The screen lit up with Dr. Chen’s last text, sent hours ago: Call me when you’re ready. The offer still stands.

    Ilya stared at Dr. Chen’s message again, thumb hovering over the keyboard. He could still hear Shane’s voice, raw with grief—What if we’re not meant to be parents?—and the memory alone was enough to make his stomach twist.

    Ilya finally found his voice, rough with emotion. “My turn,” he whispered, the words a vow, a confession, and a promise, all in one.

    He typed…

    Ilya: I’m ready.

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    03 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 78

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    “It looks like you’re having twins, actually in separate sacs.” Her tone is cool and matter-of-fact. As if she was saying the sky was blue and as if she was not delivering the news of complete and utter insanity.

    Shane’s hearing has gone muffled by the time the doctor finishes speaking and he stares straight ahead to the ceiling. Words are being exchanged but his mind is unable to catch up to decipher them. PMDS. Uterus. Pregnant. Twins.

    What the fuck.

    Something is being smoothed over his face but he feels numb. He blinks for a moment and suddenly the brightness of the room and the voices become coherent again. It is Ilya touching his face, whispering sweet affirmations in order for him to come back into himself.

    “Breathe moya lyubov. In and out. I’m here with you. Is okay.” Ilya keeps repeating these sentiments until Shane is finally present in his body enough to speak coherent sentences.

    “It looks as though you are about less than 10 weeks along. We’re going to take proper measurements and provide you with the details here. But we also understand this is unprecedented for unsuspecting parents and we want to inform you of your options.” Dr Hammock says.

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    02 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 22

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    They lay on the bed together with Shane behind Ilya, his hand on Ilya’s belly again, with Ilya holding that hand.
    As they lay there and breathe together, Ilya can hear the cogs turning in Shane’s brain.
    “I can hear you thinking and planning from here, solnyshko.”
    “I’m just thinking!” Shane says somewhat indignantly.
    “Tell me.” Ilya says.
    As Shane begins talking, Ilya closes his eyes, and breathes, taking in the sound of Shane’s voice.
    Soon, another cramp happens, this one lasting longer than the others. Ilya inhales sharply and grips Shane’s hand tightly.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Shane snickers, like he’s realized the whole situation is a little ridiculous: his concussion, his hospital bed, his secret fuck buddy calling his parents and making him breathe and talking to him like a fucking T-800. 

    “Okay, maybe you could sit down, at least?” he suggests.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    "Shane." The serious tone called the Metro's attention. "Did you take a pregnancy test?"

    "What? Why would-" Shane started but soon realization hit him. "Shit... do you think I could? I-I couldn't right? God, I feel sick again."

    [...]

    He did have morning sickness for a few weeks now. Maybe he has gotten emotional about not being able to have an ice cream cone. His skin was a little less perfect lately and he has been craving weird seasoning. He cried more than his mother over a drama movie they've watched a million times. He cried about Ilya. A lot.

    He was late, he was considerably late.

    Shit.

    Or
    Cliff Marlow actually hits pregnant Shane Hollander

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    01 Jun 2026

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    It's 2016.

    Shane Hollander. 25. Fresh off his second, consecutive Stanley Cup win. Captain of the Montreal Voyageurs.

    An omega, too, though Hollander would never verbally express how much the media ticked him off whenever reporters bring up that fact despite the hard look in his eyes. The first known omega in the NHL. He was a trailblazer, but not by choice. 6 months prior to the second Stanley Cup win, his team rallied around him when some nosy nurse leaked his medical records to the internet.

    Ilya Rozanov, 19, a rookie with the Boston Bears, and an alpha, can't wait to play against his hero. They say never meet your heroes, but Shane Hollander has always been an exception.

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    01 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 69

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    Shane Hollander wakes up in 2006, fifteen years old again—thirteen months before he had presented as an omega, thirty-one months before he'd meet Ilya Rozanov in Regina, thirteen years before the world had turned on him for his lies, and fifteen years before he had tried to kill himself.

    (He would never know if he had succeeded.)

    Ilya had always believed that love conquered all, and Shane had thought he had been catastrophizing for not following similar thoughts.

    Love, it seemed, had not been enough. Not that time.

    Shane resolves to change that.

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    01 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 46

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    Ilya and Shane were separated, with only the bond of little Jade—the fruit of a failed marriage—left to bring them close.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    For one fragile moment, he feels weightless. There's almost no time left on the clock, they can run it out without any issues. He's scored the game winner and Ilya is going to come to his home and complain about the score tonight, will bitch and moan just to tease Shane into arguing with him, before he grasps the back of Shane's neck and pulls him into a heated kiss.

    The next wave of pain hits and Shane folds forward, falling from his teammate's grasp as he screams.

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    29 May 2026

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