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May I Hold You, Sweetheart? (I’ll Be So Careful This Time) by serrawn
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
03 Aug 2025
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Psychiatrist Castiel Novak, an Alpha, was known for his control—calm, collected, and deeply trusted in his field. Until one rut changed everything. Overcome by instinct, he crossed a line his omega partner didn’t consent to. The aftermath left him shattered with guilt and diagnosed with Alpha Instinct Reversal Syndrome—a condition that turns an alpha’s drive to protect into total paralysis unless explicitly permitted to act.
Cas resigned. Disappeared. Now he lives alone in a remote house deep in the forest, unbonded and isolated, afraid of the part of himself he can’t trust anymore.
Until a half-conscious, bleeding omega stumbles onto his porch—wild-eyed, scent-starved, and running from a violent alpha. Castiel’s instincts roar to protect, to soothe, to save.
But his body won’t move.
Not unless the omega says yes.
And for some reason… Dean does.
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Can Your Love Make the Withered Flowers in My Heart Bloom? by serrawn
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
02 Aug 2025
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Dean Winchester is a single mom, café owner, and the center of his daughter Claire’s small but steady world. He bakes like it’s therapy and loves like it’s war—especially after everything Lisa left behind.
Castiel Novak is a philosophy teacher, a single dad to Emma, and the kind of Alpha who makes Dean forget how to breathe. Gentle, steady, infuriatingly handsome—he shows up like clockwork, and somehow always sees too much.
Their daughters are already dreaming of endgame. But ghosts don’t stay buried, and Lisa’s shadow still knows where to find them.
Can Dean and Cas build something real—or will old wounds tear it apart before it begins?
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I’m Freezing in the Frost of Your Ice-Blue Eyes. Do You Even Notice? by serrawn
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
01 Aug 2025
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Dean Winchester never planned to join the university's football team. He’s a quiet, nerdy omega who writes lyrics in the margins of his notes and avoids the spotlight. But one look at star player Castiel Novak—alpha, rival, and heartbreak wrapped in stormwind—and Dean finds himself running toward something he doesn’t understand.
On the field, Cas is relentless. Off it, he’s cold, cutting Dean down with every word. What Dean doesn’t know is that behind Cas’s cruel facade lies a love he’s trying desperately to bury.
As the season heats up and secrets crack open, both of them are forced to face the truth: love hurts, love heals, and sometimes it’s the only thing worth fighting for.
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In Every Form You Take, I’ll Love You Devoutly. by serrawn
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
22 Jul 2025
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Dean is a familiar—a squirrel when it suits him, a rule-breaker always. Cas is a soft-spoken witch who brews stubbornly healthy tea and loves him more than life itself.
Their cottage is all warmth and quiet magic, rooftop naps and healing rituals. But when the bond between them falters, Dean slips closer to the edge than he’s ever been.
Now Cas has one job: bring him back. Whatever it takes.
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- Part 48 of You Deserve to Be Saved, My Beloved❤️🩹
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After surviving a brutal attack, Dean Winchester, an Omega, is left voiceless—his larynx crushed, his scent receptors damaged, and his bond instincts severed. Isolated and unreachable in a hospital ward built for recovery he can’t access, Dean retreats into silence, his body alive but his soul fraying.
Enter Castiel Novak: an Alpha with a rare, instinct-driven sensitivity. Cas begins to feel Dean’s presence before he ever sees him, drawn by a quiet pull that bypasses every rule of biology and training. What begins as curiosity turns into devotion—as Cas steps into the role Dean can’t ask anyone to fill. He becomes Dean’s voice, his scent anchor, his constant.
In a world where survival depends on scent and sound, Cas proves that bonds can form in silence—and that love doesn’t need words to be real.
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I’m Losing Myself in the Mirror, Darling. Don't You See? by serrawn
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
05 Jul 2025
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Dean Winchester-Novak keeps the floors spotless, the laundry folded, the smile rehearsed. That’s what perfect omegas do. That’s how they stay wanted.
He calls it love—this routine, this silence, this ache tucked under perfect sheets. But something inside him is unraveling, and no matter how tightly he grips the edges, it keeps slipping through.
Castiel Novak, his alpha, sees the cracks. Tries to reach through them. But Dean has built walls out of obedience and fear, and even love can bruise when it knocks too hard.
Maybe healing is possible.
Maybe not.
Some people break loud.
But Dean is breaking quietly.Series
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In a utopian world built for peace, Dean Winchester lives with a heart that still remembers pain. Silenced by a lifelong illness no perfect cure could mend, he stands apart—an aching shadow in a land of golden sunflowers and easy breaths. But Cas sees him. Feels him. Catches him when he falls.
When a sudden health crisis brings Dean to the edge, Cas doesn't hesitate—carrying his lover home on wings only Dean can see. As Dean battles panic, fear, and the crushing weight of not belonging, Cas anchors him in breath, in love, in promise.
This is a story of tenderness in a world too quiet. Of holding on when the world says let go. Of imperfect hearts, sacred care, and a bond stronger than any utopia could offer.
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- Part 47 of You Deserve to Be Saved, My Beloved❤️🩹
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Dean hasn’t had a pack in years. After surviving a cruel Alpha bond and losing his family’s trust, he’s spent most of his adult life drifting—avoiding hospitals, suppressing his heats, and keeping his scent muted with suppressants. But when a brutal flu takes hold, he’s too weak to run anymore. His heat hits suddenly, dangerously, as his fever spikes—and he crashes, half-conscious, into a scentless nest in a run-down motel.
Cas, a traveling Alpha doctor with a reputation for helping Omegas in crisis, is sent for a wellness check. What he finds breaks him: Dean, curled and shaking under old blankets, burning with fever, scentless, alone. And yet, somehow—still trying to be quiet about his pain.
Cas doesn’t ask questions. He doesn’t judge. He kneels in that nest, cradles Dean’s sweat-soaked body, and cries. Because no Omega should ever be left like this.
And as Dean recovers, he slowly begins to scent again. Not for survival.
But for Cas.
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A storm. A stranger. A name lost to memory.
When Castiel finds a wounded man in the rain with no past and eyes full of fear, something ancient stirs inside him—a connection he can’t explain. As he offers shelter, care, and kindness, what begins as a chance encounter becomes something deeper: a quiet bond forged in the space between forgotten pain and fragile hope.
But as the man Cas calls Dean begins to unravel the mystery of who he is, both he and Cas are drawn into something larger than memory—something that might cost them everything, or save them both.
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- Part 46 of You Deserve to Be Saved, My Beloved❤️🩹
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I Tore the World Down 'Cause I Couldn't Feel You by serrawn
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
06 May 2025
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During a dangerous hunt, a curse breaks the bond between Dean and Cas, severing the psychic connection that has always been their source of strength and comfort. Dean collapses from the mental strain of the break, his body weakened and vulnerable. Cas, desperate and terrified, must find a way to restore their bond before Dean’s condition worsens. As Cas fights to save Dean, he reassures him that their connection—both emotional and physical—can never truly be broken.
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A rotten tooth leads Dean to the wrong Novak brother—sexy, intense gynecologist Castiel instead of dentist Gabriel. One awkward undressing later, sparks fly, instincts flare, and a hilarious mix-up turns into the love of a lifetime.
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- Part 3 of Crack Fics
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Can You Love Me, Even with the Scars in My Soul? by serrawn
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
04 May 2025
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Dean Winchester, a golden-hearted Omega, is trapped in a toxic engagement with Jimmy Novak, an Alpha who manipulates, gaslights, and abuses him under the guise of love. Jimmy's true nature, hidden from everyone, cages Dean in misery while isolating him from his loved ones. But when Castiel, Jimmy's identical twin and a kind, protective Alpha, steps in to care for Dean, everything changes. As Jimmy's manipulations escalate into violence, Castiel intervenes, risking everything to save Dean. Amidst the wreckage of Dean's trauma, Castiel's unwavering love and devotion become a beacon of hope, healing Dean's wounded heart. Together, they discover a bond stronger than anything Dean has ever known—a love that brings light to his darkest days.
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A former soldier haunted by trauma, a quiet pharmacist with healing hands. When pain and love collide in the middle of the night, what begins as a desperate plea becomes the beginning of a lifelong rescue. Some scars never fade—but love can make them bearable.
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- Part 45 of You Deserve to Be Saved, My Beloved❤️🩹
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Dean has always had his guardian angel, Cas, watching over him, protecting him from the shadows. When Dean sacrifices himself to save a child and Cas can't save him in time, the angel is devastated. In Dean's final moments, Cas reveals his feelings, creating a bittersweet farewell before the reaper, Tessa, takes him to Heaven. In Heaven, Cas joins Dean, and they find a new way to be together, their love transcending life and death. Cas remains protective and caring, helping Dean recover from the trauma of his passing, showing that love is the most powerful force in all realms.
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- Part 44 of You Deserve to Be Saved, My Beloved❤️🩹
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Let the world end, let humanity perish—I don’t care. Just stay with me. by serrawn
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
22 Jan 2025
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In the apocalyptic Endverse, humanity is crumbling under the weight of the Croatoan virus. Dean Winchester is a hardened leader with scars too deep for anyone to see, and Cas, stripped of his angelic powers, clings to their love in a world that has turned to ash. When Dean is ambushed, critically injured, and nearly drowned, Cas embarks on a relentless mission to save him. With flashbacks of tender moments intertwined with their harsh reality, their bond is tested as Cas fights to keep Dean alive. As pneumonia worsens Dean’s condition, Cas faces near-impossible odds to protect the man he loves, proving that even in the end of the world, love can be a lifeline.
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- Part 43 of You Deserve to Be Saved, My Beloved❤️🩹
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When Dean Winchester-Novak, an Omega, becomes pregnant despite his history of hypertension, his Alpha, Castiel Novak vows to do everything in his power to protect his family. But as complications arise, Cas’s protective instincts are pushed to their limits. Dean’s high-risk pregnancy is fraught with moments of joy, fear, and love as their bond deepens with every heartbeat of their growing child.
When tragedy strikes during the birth, Dean’s life hangs in the balance, leaving Cas to care for their newborn daughter while grappling with the possibility of losing his omega. Through anguish and hope, their love is tested, and their strength is redefined. Together, they navigate the storm, discovering that love and family can overcome even the darkest moments.
This is a story of devotion, vulnerability, and the unbreakable bond between an Alpha and his Omega.
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Don't Look at Me with Those Eyes, as if You Were the One Who Hurt Me by serrawn
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
05 Jan 2025
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Dean Winchester is in a loving relationship with Castiel Novak, but their relationship is tested when Jimmy, Cas's identical twin, becomes consumed with jealousy. Disguising himself as Cas, Jimmy forces himself on Dean, sending Dean spiraling into panic and trauma from his past. Cas arrives just in time to save him, and his anger at his brother's betrayal knows no bounds. As Dean slowly recovers, Cas becomes fiercely protective and possessive, doing everything in his power to help Dean heal.
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- Part 42 of You Deserve to Be Saved, My Beloved❤️🩹
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Sing Me a Lullaby 'Cause I've Never Been a Child by serrawn
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
04 Jan 2025
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Years after retiring from hunting, Dean struggles with worsening insomnia. Afraid to burden Cas, Dean hides his sleepless nights, pushing himself to his breaking point. When he collapses from exhaustion and sleep deprivation, Cas steps in with quiet determination and fierce love, offering Dean not just rest but a safe haven in his arms. Through soothing rituals and unwavering presence, Cas helps Dean heal, one sleepless night at a time.
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- Part 41 of You Deserve to Be Saved, My Beloved❤️🩹
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The evening was meant to be perfect—a peaceful dinner at home, the bond between Dean and Cas glowing warm and steady. But when a sudden seizure leaves Dean unconscious and the air thick with deadly gas, Cas must race against time to save his omega. With love as fierce as it is unwavering, Cas fights to protect his omega. In the aftermath of fear and fragility, their bond proves stronger than any danger, a sanctuary where love heals and hearts beat as one.
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When I'm with you, my songs slow like the world, and my voice speeds like my heart. by serrawn
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
25 Dec 2024
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Dean Winchester's voice has always carried the weight of his pain, but this time, it’s too much to bear. Singing Hey Jude in front of the camera unravels the memories of a broken childhood and a heart that never learned to heal. With Castiel Novak—his alpha—by his side, Dean confronts the wounds of his past and learns to reclaim the melody of his life. A story of love, vulnerability, and the strength it takes to trust someone with your heart.
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