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    "Can't find any men your own age?" Ilya teased.

    "Don't want to," Shane breathlessly replied. Ilya's hands stilled for a moment.

    "Oh yeah? Need an older man to treat you right, baby?"

    "Yeah, daddy, I do," he whispered, timid to commit to full volume.

    Shane answers a booty call from a much older Ilya on Grindr.

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    27 May 2026

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    and I oop

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    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

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    20 May 2026

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    encroyable

  3. Public Bookmark 6

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    The first thing Jack learns in army basic training, to his delight, is that it provides a myriad of opportunities for young men to piss themselves. After witnessing it time and time again, he finally decides to try it out for himself.

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    19 May 2026

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    wink wink baby

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    Shane of ALL the kids in the world mine had to go and pick a fight with that of one of the asshole attorneys from the 16th floor
    Hayden is she hot?
    Shane dude
    Hayden sorry force of habit
    Hayden is he hot

    or: two equally stubborn single dads headbutt over a playground fight

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    17 May 2026

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    genius truly

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    Shane Hollander is trying his best to keep everyone compliant with Health, Safety and Wellbeing standards at Centaurs by Design. Ilya Rozanov does his best to make Shane's job as difficult as possible.

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    12 May 2026

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    how brilliant & hilarious & smart!!! love it

  6. Public Bookmark 25

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    Ilya isn't the best student out there, but he'll certainly try for his graduate student instructor, Shane Hollander.

    or; Ilya is infatuated with his GSI, and nothing if not determined.

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    11 May 2026

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    this is so fkn hilarious

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    “Can’t hang out tonight, Hayd. I have plans.”

    “Bullshit,” Hayden responds. “You never have plans.”

    Objectively, this used to be true. Nowadays Shane has many, many plans, between his nightly plans to look at Ilya’s penis through Skype and his various long-term plans laid out helpfully in his notebook, Canva (For Ilya’s sake. He is a visual learner), and more recently, Excel. Shane loves that excel sheet. He’s colour coded it.

     

    In 2017, Shane Hollander spirals and proposes to his boyfriend of 4 days (or 7 years, or 9 years, or not his boyfriend at all, depending on how you look at it), which leads to a lot of plans, weird theories in the Montreal Voyageur locker room, some Twitter drama, and Ilya Rozanov entering his WAG era.

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    02 May 2026

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    genuinely brilliant... top 5 of ALL TIME BABY

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    “Say you got married,” Robby found himself asking. “Would you wear your dress blues? Or civilian clothes?”

    It had only been an idle thought, no different than any number of easy, directionless musings of the sort that often came over the two of them on mornings like this one, when no one had a shift to go to for at least thirty-six hours. Robby didn’t mean anything by it. But he regretted the words the instant they left his mouth, even before he saw the incredulous grin slide over Jack’s face.

    “Say I got married?”

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    01 May 2026

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    Brilliant and hilarious and sexy!!!

  9. Public Bookmark 69

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    Hygiene has always been a big part of Shane's life, and Ilya's trying his best.

    Or, Ilya wants Shane to help him shave, and Shane gets distracted.

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    29 Apr 2026

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    hmm yes

  10. Public Bookmark 20

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    Another heat bubbles inside. It starts at his esophagus, scratching and clawing at the thick walls as it slithers further and further down Shane’s body. It infects every vein in Shane’s quickly loosening body. He feels like a hazy memory, like Ilya dreamt of him and manifested him in his lap. He grips onto Ilya to remind himself that he is an actual living thing.

    Shane pulls back, “Ilya,” The four letters feel tacky as they rip off of his tongue like an old sticker. Shane trails his fingers along the smooth skin of Ilya’s shoulder. If he presses any harder, his fingers will dip into the muscle, pulling at the tissue.

    He whines before dropping his forehead against Ilya’s, “I really fucking feel it now.” He whispers as he slightly moves his hips up, letting his cotton-covered dick rub against the thin-material of Ilya’s gym shorts. Precome soaks his sweatpants.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    munch munch munch yum yum yum

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    “Did you… Did you get a whole roll of wrapping paper for it?”

    “Yes. And ribbon.”

    “You’re cute.”

    “Shut up.”

    // shane’s birthday is next week. ilya has gifts for him.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    why is this the best thing I have read... I feel sick actually

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    Lily, 9:19 a.m.
    i mean they were right
    just early. we hadnt won our cups yet
    but yes cocksucking faggots took over the major

     

    Ilya knows what he wants; he can wait out a year.

    [anybody looking around on Fri May 1: chapter is delayed for quality control, see you in a few days]

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    22 Apr 2026

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    what the helly this is UNREAL!!!!!!!!

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    Yuna pours him a glass of ice cold homemade lemonade without asking and hands it to him across the kitchen island, then announces, “Just as a heads up, me and David will leave for Japan over the weekend. My cousin invited us to spend the summer there at her lake house, and we could hardly say no to that. I will leave you a pair of keys so that you can still come and go.”

    Wide-eyed, Ilya blinks at her. “Um?”

    “You won’t be all alone,” says Yuna, immediately. “We have a son. Shane?”

    or: Ilya has been asked to fix up the Hollander house over summer. Shane Hollander, the elusive son of the family, returns to town after thirteen years to watch over said house. The next six weeks are going to be incredibly interesting.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    this is so sweet

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    The sun was pouring in from the windows, and Ilya was golden in the morning light, all hard lines and smooth shadows. His curls were a little rumpled from the flight. His face was soft, open. He looked smug, and a little expectant, and he settled easily onto the couch when Shane pushed him down.

    It had been over three days since he’d been properly fucked, if they were keeping count. Now, Shane looked at him and wanted, a sharp, twisting thing.

    “I have a surprise for you,” he said, swinging a leg over Ilya and sitting down on his lap.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    HAWWWWT

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    “Fuck you,” Marleau says, through breathing, wheezing laughter. “I didn’t almost die—”

    The flat of Shane’s tongue presses, hard, against the head of Ilya’s cock. Ilya narrows his eyes. Oh, I see, he thinks flatly. To the extent that there had been anything to forgive, Ilya is fairly certain that Shane had immediately forgiven his little stunt during the call with Pike. He had neglected to remember, however, that Shane’s mind tended to plan on a scale of weeks, months, or years, and that forgiven did not necessarily mean forgotten.

    Shane gets payback for the phone call with Hayden.
    Sort of.

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    19 Apr 2026

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    munch munch munch

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    After crashing his car in a blizzard, Robby wakes up in the care of Dennis Whitaker, the closet thing to a doctor in Amish country.

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    14 Apr 2026

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    I LOVE THE AMISH

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    Any registered nurse or physician found to be administering suppressant medication, or any medication that can be prescribed off-label to induce a suppressant effect, will be terminated immediately and subject to criminal proceedings.

    Protecting Omega Fertility is Everyone's Responsibility. See Something, Say Something.

    When you're one of only a third of the population who can bear children, and you want nothing less, there's little choice but to take the illegal drug, pose as a Beta for your entire life, and deal with the dysphoria, dysregulation and loneliness.

    It's been working out just fine (not fine) for Whitaker so far. He just didn't count on the two Alphas who keep screwing each other in secret to take an interest.

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    12 Apr 2026

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    I HAVE BEEN CONVERTED AND I LOVE IT HERE. SHOUTOUT BIGBOOTSMANOFWAR LOVE YA... UGH!

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    Abbot lifted his head to look down at her. “See, that’s the post-traumatic stress. Something happens that your brain decides is a life or death situation. You have a massive adrenaline kick while it’s all happening, and then when it’s bleeding out of you on the comedown, your brain throws out anything that’s not completely vital. The amount of car crash patients we have who don’t even remember coming to the ER when they submit requests for their medical records for insurance… the brain’s a weird thing, Mohan.”

    “Yeah,” she said, shooting him a look out of the side of her eyes. “It can even make you convinced you have to hurt yourself in order to seek external validation when the most logical course of action is rest.”

    He snorted softly, shaking his head and leaning it back. “God,” he muttered, his cheeks stained pink. “Robby was right. You should have gone into psych.”

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    A night shift from hell ends in Mohan giving Abbot a ride back to his place, where tensions finally boil over.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    perfection

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    Reposting after I removed the fic the first time.

    Abbot finds Whitaker curled up on Robby's bed, wearing one of Robby's hoodies. He takes Whitaker in hand, teaches him what he needs, and uses it to draw Robby home.

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    05 Apr 2026

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    genius, so glad this is back <3

  20. Public Bookmark 84

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    He thinks of her often. Relentlessly. He can’t seem to think of anything else.

    And that was the irony of it all; his life had narrowed in the past ten years into a pitiful existence. What else was there, besides her? She was everything. At work, at home, on the roof. She followed him, her presence haunting spaces she’d never even visited.

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    01 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    munch munch munch yum yum yum

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