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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    This is the only kind of story I ever really wanted to write.

    (....It's very simple and straightforward. It will examine a series of letters V addresses to Judy months after their final conversation from the hospital, sometime in the fall of 2079 and continuing for approximately the next year or so. These missives are Valerie’s attempts to maintain her fractured relationship with her leelou bean. V hasn’t had time to fall out of love and as a result, so many emotions are hitting her at the same time. Maybe the letters are the only way for her to cope with the trauma of losing her one, true love. Whether or not V ever shows them to Judy is unknown. What is known is that Jude intuitively feels the currents of the past. Of her first love. Temperate, turbulent breezes that remind her of the best and worst times of her life.)

    Her marriage to Bianca isn’t quite what she thought it would be. Theirs is a volatile relationship, filled with the highest of highs, and the lowest of lows. Judy misses Valerie and isn’t sure how to come to terms with her true emotions.

    As time moves and Valerie writes, she grows up…. In more ways than one.

    But will Judy ever know how much her calabacita still loves her?

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    16/?
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    15 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    Two months after waking up to a world where she has no chrome, no Relic, no Johnny, and a city that moved on without her, V is working behind the bar at Lizzie’s cynical, muted, and suffocating under the weight of lost time. Everyone had two years to grieve her for V, the loss of her life with Judy happened in a split second.
    Living in Watson with Alex, who chose Night City over Monte Carlo to keep V from going under, V survives on silence and quiet disdain in Spanish. But when Alex stumbles upon an exchange V tried to bury forever, she realizes V isn't just drowning in self-loathing—she's planning payback on Solomon Reed. Healing was never going to be easy, but bridging the gap between Night City and Pittsburgh might be the hardest thing either of them ever attempts.

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    Chapters:
    37/?
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    13 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 6

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    Night City only spoke about the body count and the chrome. V was no exception. It knew of her brief, explosive career and her lists of milestones: The Arasaka Counter-Intel agent stripped of her badge, the ambitious merc who breached Konpeki Plaza, the surviving walking corpse with Johnny Silverhand's digitized consciousness taking over her soul.

    But in the spaces between the firefights and stealth missions, V fought a silent war.

    Behind the mask, behind the fearless legend-in-the-making, she was a terrified girl holding onto moments of warmth, while fighting a losing battle from total erasure.

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    Chapters:
    9/?
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    30 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 21

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    After V moves in next door, Judy finds herself restless and fed up.

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    7/?
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    15
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    80
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    16 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 10

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    Judy has saved V. Returning home to Pittsburgh, she must face whether she has lost herself and everything else along the way, and deal with the cost to everyone who sacrificed to help her.

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    Chapters:
    3/?
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    16
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    613

    15 Aug 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 1

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    V survived the Relic.

    Two years later, she wakes up to discover that Night City didn't wait for her.

    Her chrome is gone.

    Her friends have moved on.

    Judy is married.

    And the legendary mercenary she used to be is little more than a story people tell over drinks.

    With nowhere left to go and no one left to save, V has to answer a question she's spent her entire life avoiding:

    What do you do when you survive the ending?

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    10 Aug 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 7

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    ....Sometimes, life takes us places and we have no idea how or why. Love fades, blooms, fades.... (can it blossom again?) Seasons change. People grow apart. They fall in love again and create brand new lives for themselves.

    December, 2082: Over three years have passed since V pinged Judy from the hospital and they said goodbye (forever?)

    After waking up from a two-year coma, a wayward, aimless Valerie returns (Relic-free) to Night City and is slowly swallowed up by the worst the city has to offer. As she tumbles further and further towards rock bottom, she very nearly squanders her second chance. The only thing that keeps her sane is the timely intervention of a close, former friend. Months later, V sets off on a path of redemption. To rediscover the beauty in herself, first and foremost. But will her journey also culminate with recapturing her first, best love - Judy Alvarez?

    ....And what will Jude think of all this? She's happily married to Bianca and living a very successful life in Pittsburgh. She's moved on from Night City and the pain of losing Valerie is just a distant echo in her heart. Has she forgotten her calabacita or will she fall in love with her all over again?

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    Chapters:
    26/?
    Comments:
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    01 Aug 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 26

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    V's life hasn't been the same since working with Rosalind Myers and the Federal Intelligence Agency three years ago. They'd promised her a way out, a way they could remove the biochip without killing her, a way she could live her life without the threat of Johnny Silverhand erasing her from her own body. She didn't know just how much it would cost. She didn't know she'd lose two years to a coma while everyone in her life moved on. She didn't know she'd never be able to use cyberware again. She didn't know the New United States of America's brightest minds were merely offering her survival rather than a life. She's spent the past year putting together what could pass for a life. She's got a job that passes the time, an apartment covered by a government pension, and a cat to remind her that at least something knows she exists. But when she meets FIA agent Rebecca Hirase while on the wrong side of a jail cell, V is met with possibilities she hadn't allowed herself to consider. She could get her old life back if she's willing to gamble with what little she's got left.

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    Post-Tower ending continuation for Cyberpunk 2077. V becomes an FIA agent and is promised specialized cybernetics that can work with her body.

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    8/?
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    26 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 10

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    Two years after disappearing from Night City, V wakes up from a NUSA coma—stripped of her combat cyberware and trying to navigate a quiet civilian life in Greensburg. Meanwhile, in nearby Pittsburgh, Judy Alvarez has built a stable, picture-perfect marriage with Bianca, convincing herself that California is a closed chapter.
    Everything changes when V reaches out through an old encrypted line.
    Determined to prove they can leave the trauma behind, they agree to meet and build a mature, transparent friendship from scratch. But as their past coordinates begin to blur their current realities, both will be forced to face the true weight of their connection. Can a bridge built on old memories survive the neatness of the suburbs, or are some legends simply impossible to rewrite?

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    Chapters:
    15/?
    Comments:
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    18 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 5

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    V is back in Night City after her two-year coma, while Judy has moved on with her life and is indifferent to the fact that V is alive; she doesn't want V to be part of her life, much to V's dismay.

    In Watson, the Vory V Zakone — powerful brotherhood of thieves immigrant from Eastern Europe — is struggling to recover from a scav attack resulting in the deaths of several high-ranking members. Furthermore, an internal power struggle is brewing, pitting Vor loyal followers of the brotherhood’s code against their tradition-defying opponents.

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    Chapters:
    3/?
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    06 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 8

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    When V vanishes suddenly from the Aldecaldos camp, Judy grapples with the fear that she chose to walk away from the life they’d been building.

    But things don’t add up, and Judy and Panam set out to discover why.

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    Chapters:
    6/16
    Comments:
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    22 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 14

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    Two years and five more.

    She stands out back of the Afterlife, living under someone else’s name, running on booze and a schedule that never clears—wrung dry into someone who can’t even stop long enough to feel the hurt.

    V’s thought about it more than once. What if she’d never listened to Reed? Never let them load her onto that transport to the NUSA? Never gone through that surgery that felt like a coin flip with her life on the line?

    What if she’d turned around instead—cut across the Badlands with Panam, thrown her lot in with a dust-choked road, a rattling convoy, and a shot of hard liquor? Would it have been different?

    What if she’d let Johnny stay, handed the body over to him, and walked into that light herself? Would it have been different?

    Too late now. She followed the road Bianca laid down, ended up in a city she didn’t know, surrounded by strangers.

    V doesn’t expect everything to go back to the way it was. She just wants one chance. A chance to stand in front of Judy again. A chance to stay by her side.

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    Chapters:
    18/?
    Comments:
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    01 Jun 2026

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    17 Mar 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 3

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    After two years lost to a coma, V returns to Night City only to find her life in ruins. With no friends, no loved ones, no home, and no hope, she’s forced to survive on the unforgiving streets, clinging to the dream of a better future. But just as she begins to carve out a fragile existence, shadows from her past emerge, old faces and bitter memories resurfacing to remind her of everything she’s lost.

    Haunted by these relentless ghosts, V faces a choice: confront the demons that threaten to consume her, or risk being swallowed by the city that never lets go. Can she outrun her past? Or will it claim her before she finds the happiness she so desperately craves?

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    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
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    20 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 8

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    3 years after leaving NC, Judy hesitantly agrees to leave Pittsburgh with her wife and leave their lives behind for a job opportunity. Bianca promised it would change their lives for the better. Until shit went south, Bianca got herself involved with some dangerous people and she accidentally reconnected with V.

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    3/?
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    18 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 11

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    ....Time moves on, even when the heart gets left behind.

    After the events of Phantom Liberty, V and Judy go their separate ways. Night City becomes something distant, something strange. V leaves the West Coast behind, moving east and trying to rebuild a life without chrome, without the identity that once defined her. She’s alive, free, and quietly trying to figure out what that means. Judy chooses stability. She marries Bianca, moves to Pittsburgh, and settles into a life shaped by routine and comfort. It may seem like they're moving on, but life's much more complicated than that. They lose touch. They don’t want to reopen old wounds. Both women tell themselves the past is safely tucked away where it belongs.

    Until one day, it isn’t....

    An unexpected event in Judy’s life forces her to confront feelings she never fully had time to process. As distance and grief surface, V and Judy are left to confront what was interrupted - not by love, but by timing, fear, and lives that moved too fast.

    This is a tender, character-driven story of love, loss, the aftershocks of trauma, and what it means to care for someone, even when letting go might be the most difficult act of all.

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    Chapters:
    44/44
    Comments:
    56
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    72
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    11
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    4,467

    11 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 5

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    Night City didn’t kill V.
    It just took everything that made her someone.

    After the Tower, she’s left without her chrome, her reputation, or a place in the city that once revolved around her. With no future waiting in the neon, V turns to what remains: her father’s old 1967 Impala, a road leading east, and a world that doesn’t care who she used to be.

    As she leaves Night City behind, V finds a different kind of work. Hunting monsters that don’t show up on scanners. Following salt lines and half-forgotten lore across back roads and abandoned towns. Learning how to survive without the power and status she once relied on.

     

    All the while, something watches from the shadows, quietly nudging events into place.

    This isn’t a story about reclaiming a legend.
    It’s about finding a place in the world after the legend is gone.

    Carry on.

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    Chapters:
    30/?
    Kudos:
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    5
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    1,360

    30 Dec 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 15

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    Valerie was told that the surgery to remove the relic would take only a couple of weeks. When she awoke, she was shocked to learn that she had been in a coma for two years and had lost everything and everyone, including the love of her life, Judy. Reed offered her a desk job with the FIA, but she decided to journey back into the unknown of Night City.

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    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
    24
    Kudos:
    74
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    15
    Hits:
    3,004

    16 Dec 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 6

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    2069. Judy is a lone 16 years old girl. Tinkering, missing school, listening metal music with her one and only friend, har ordinary life. Until repairing a firetruck with illegal methods changes the course of her life. For the worst... and the best.

    2070. The Unification War is coming to a brutal end. Valerie Halloway, alias "V", or commonly nicknamed "Mad Dog" in the corridors of her high school in Baltimore, barely manages her sanity, living alone with her aunt Lauren, deep SynthCoke and XBDs addict. Until an ultimate fight at school also changes the course of her life.

    Meeting in Portland, their fates, and friends might become what they never expected.

    Story talking about teenagers, bridge from high school to college, non-canon timeline with canon characters, deep topics like drug usage, thieving, loneliness, sociability awkwardness, and the extremely chaotic creation of powerful bonds between friends, and perhaps future lovers.

    Disclaimer : Usage of AI-Generated images. Only for visualisation and entertainment purposes.

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    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    11
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    22
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    818

    24 Sep 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 10

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    “I don't believe in chance. Nor do I believe in luck. I merely consider that every action, no matter how trivial, has broader repercussions than we can imagine. Until a fucking nuke blows just in front of your face.”

    Valerie, now embracing the full-blown life of a new-generation metal rising star with her band, finds herself facing numerous trials and tribulations. Between driving her body to absurdly high limits without the slightest bit of chrome, the cruel lack of affection and warmth that Judy’s body once provided her, everything is on the verge of falling apart.

    As for Judy, after a harsh awakening and discovering the sad truth about her wife Bianca’s toxic behavior, she finds herself in a state of hopeless despair, searching for a reason not to sink into the abyss in the face of a total loss of direction and emotional connection.

    Rita, isolated for too long in her work, can finally reach out and build a healthier, more enjoyable social life at Lizzie's. Perhaps one day, a lonely soul will cross her path as well.

     "The only failure is the one you never make. Nobody remembers the ones who were too scared to fall."

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    Words:
    223,596
    Chapters:
    23/?
    Comments:
    182
    Kudos:
    76
    Bookmarks:
    10
    Hits:
    5,214

    27 Aug 2025

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