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    Loneliness is an insidious thing. When Merlin looks at Arthur, he sees not just a prince waiting for his time to rule, but a young man struggling to find his place in the world, with little help from anyone else.

    The truth is, Arthur needs more than the friendship Merlin can offer. He needs people he can trust: men and women who will become his court and his confidants, and if he is going to survive to take the throne and lead Camelot into its golden age, he needs them sooner rather than later.

    Finding loopholes in Uther’s laws is no easy feat. Court life is a dangerous game, but it’s one Merlin has every intention of winning so that Arthur can have knights of his choosing by his side.

    And then there is the matter of his magic…

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    10 Mar 2025

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    Arthur's eyes widen minutely, and Merlin can see fists tighten by his side, but he doesn't move out of Merlin's grasp, doesn't show any other reaction. And Merlin has never touched Arthur like this, never so unkindly but he's reached a boiling point, the thought of carrying on with this thankless routine is agonising.

    His voice is almost a whisper when he speaks next. He leans in closer, unable to look at Arthur anymore, instead he says his next words a breath away from his ear. "You could thank me on your knees and it wouldn't come anywhere close to adequate appreciation."

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    In which Merlin is overwhelmed and underappreciated. Stretched thin between keeping the kingdom safe, playing the role of Arthur’s servant as well as the role of Gaius’ apprentice, and dealing with his magic, he snaps and quits. Arthur, of course, begins to realise the emptiness of life without Merlin. What follows is a mix of frustration, hurt, pining, and, finally, a reunion. Featuring the ever tired and concerned knights of the round table (except Gwaine, he doesn’t really give a shit.)

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    09 Mar 2025

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    The soldier standing in front her is not familiar. He’s thin and tall and haggard looking but Jyn thinks he can’t be too much older than her despite the weariness of his features. He’s as drenched as she is, if not more, his wet hair still dripping into his eyes. Jyn stares up at him, her clenched jaw aches. She can’t find her voice. The soldier clears his throat, raises a hand. There’s something clenched in it. He offers it to her. “In case you’re cold.” He says. His voice is gentle but the set of his mouth gives him away, the shadow of awkwardness that lingers under each carefully enunciated word. Jyn doesn’t help him, doesn’t reach for the jacket in his hand. She just keeps staring.

    [Or: After years held hostage by the Empire, Jyn is rescued from Eadu during a rebel attack.]

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    08 Mar 2025

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    After their rescue from Scarif, Bodhi, Jyn, and Cassian are stationed in the Yavin 4 rebel base. Polyamour ensues. How does it come about? How does the Rebellion perceive it? What happens behind closed doors?

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    04 Mar 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 28

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    Everyone in the Alliance, the Partisans, assumed Jyn and Cassian had an understanding. An arrangement. A…relationship? She’d cut the tongue out of the first being who dared imply that this made her soft, or a traitor, but it was also easier to let people assume. If it smoothened their way a little, then who cared if it was true or not?
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    Jyn and Cassian fake date...for the cause, of course.

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    03 Mar 2025

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    She has always been in second place.

    For her entire life, Jyn has known it. There is always something bigger, more important, than her.

    “Later, Stardust.” Papa cupped her face, before he left for work with the man in white.

    “I’m worried about your father.” Mama said and then she started to leave with Papa too.

    “Freedom above all else.” Saw taught her.

    So she understands. She has a lifetime of practice being in second place.

    But she would rather die than let her child be in second place.

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    27 Feb 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 21

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    At the end of the world, she whispers.

    "Cassian..."

    He stops her, "Kassa."

    Jyn closes her eyes. There it is. Her suspicions that she hoped were just some delusional thoughts, now lay out in the open.

    He holds her tighter, "My name. It's Kassa."

    Which is the bigger tragedy? Not knowing at all or knowing that there was always this invisible strings between them. One way or another, Jyn is always meant to find Cassian. All the what ifs running through her mind.

    But one way or another, do they have to die?

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    TL;DR - In which Jyn met Kerri, Cassian's sister, years ago in the Partisan and the reason Cassian could never find her because she was rescued by Saw Gerrera. It shouldn't change anything. But it did.

    Also the event in Rogue One takes longer.

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    27 Feb 2025

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    “Nothing it’s just,” Merlin shrugged. “You’re in the process of overturning the ban on magic, some of the kingdoms have made you their enemy, some have allied with others. We’re not sure who stands on our side in the fight for magic. I’m just... concerned some might try and take it out on you during the tournament.”

    “Well, I won’t need to worry, not with an all powerful warlock watching over me.” Arthur said confidently and Merlin gives him a toothy grin. “Though, if you’re that concerned... you could always, you know.... Give me your favour.”

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    Merlin insists on helping Arthur into his armour for a tournament, just to make sure everything is secure and his King is protected.

    Arthur asks Merlin to give him his favour, just in case.

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    26 Feb 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 49

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    King Uther of Camelot is a widower. still grieving the death of the love of his life, he has no plans to marry again. But a simple childhood accident, his son falling from a tree, stirs up fears in the kingdom's council about the fact that Uther has no other heir, should something happen to the boy.

    Princess Hunith of Essetir has never been married, but she has a son, born of a long ago tryst. Though her son's father had to leave, Hunith's heart still belongs to him. And yet, her duty is to marry, and with her past, King Uther is the only marriage prospect she has.

    The problem? Hunith's son Merlin has magic, and in Camelot, magic is punishable by death.

    Can a marriage of political convenience lead to love, when its participants both still love another? And if Merlin's secrets come to light, will love prove more powerful than hate?

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    25 Feb 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 87

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    Arthur notices a change in Merlin and Lancelot's behaviour since defeating Morgana and is suspicious. He enlist the help of Knights to discover what the pair are hiding and why. They never expected to see what they did, and Arthur doesn't know how to handle the questions it raises.

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    Merlin and Lancelot have been secretly courting since the defeat of Morgana but Merlin is still hiding one last secret from his lover. During a stolen moment on a hunting trip, Merlin decides to be completely honest with Lancelot. Neither knew they had an audience.

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    24 Feb 2025

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    After Merlin loses a patient, he finds that he can't stop himself from blaming Arthur for not doing enough to protect the druids. Unfortunately, the situation only worstens as Arthur's inaction and an innocent death starts off a chain of events that threatens not only Camelot, but all of Albion.

    Canon up until "With All My Heart;" story begins approximately a week after they return to Camelot at the end of the episode.

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    “Guinevere, I’m sorry, but this is important. If someone’s killing people in Camelot, I have to know who’s to blame—”

    “Then look in the bloody mirror!” For a moment, Merlin didn’t realize that he’d spoken aloud; he barely recognized his own voice, vicious in a way that Merlin had never allowed himself to sound in Arthur’s presence.

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    23 Feb 2025

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    Merlin has a habit of keeping Arthur out of trouble, without the prince noticing of course. But when it's the warlock's turn to keep himself from harm's way he's not as on top of things as he'd like to believe, leaving the task up to those closest to him. A series of connected short stories featuring our favorites from Camelot and their mission to keep one selfless sorcerer safe.

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    22 Feb 2025

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    In a land of myth, and a time of magic, the destiny of a great kingdom rests on the shoulders of a young boy.
    His name...

    Merlin.

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    A complete rewrite of BBC’s Merlin

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    21 Feb 2025

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    “Merlin, you’re not fine! You’re- you’re so far from fine! You died right before my eyes!” Lancelot shouted, disbelieving his own words as he tries to convey the seriousness of the situation. “Right here Merlin! In my arms!” His chest heaved with the unspoken words he wanted to express even as they died on his lips.
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    Everything changes when Merlin discovers the real destiny the fates had in store for him. The real meaning of the title he was given at birth, Emrys.

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    20 Feb 2025

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    Arthur dies, but it isn’t over: the Sidhe offer him an opportunity to make it right again. Since he’s in the lake of Avalon, he cannot be fully declared dead, it’s like he’s floating between the gates of life and death. But Death has touched him, it’s not in their power to send him back to life. They can, though, send him back in time, to the other time he has been touched by Death. From the bite of the Questing beast. Arthur accepts the offer, and he wakes up in his bed, seeing his father sleeping by his sickbed.

    So I’ve seen fanfics where Merlin goes back, or when they both go back to the startline, but I just had the idea, what if it was Arthur burdened with the knowledge of the future, more than Merlin, because the poor boy deserves some break. And it was fun thinking about what decisions would Arthur make, if he had to do it all over again. For Arthur the Questing Beast was like five years ago or more, so he doesn’t fully remember everything, just main events. For example he remembers that the Lady Catrina was a troll, but he doesn’t remember that it was Cedric, who was possessed by Cornelius Sigan.
    Also, English is not my first language, so sorry if I make mistakes! I hope you enjoy.

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    20 Feb 2025

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    When Leon's father's health takes a turn for the worse, Arthur seeks out a magical being who may be able to help him. However, during their search, Arthur and the knights learn a dark secret about Merlin's past, his hidden family, and life-altering connections to Camelot years before he ever went.

    Basically a kind of dark, very relationship-based story about Merlin's magic being revealed. And Merlin is a badass.

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    18 Feb 2025

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    When a delegation arrives to finally achieve peace between Camelot and Essetir, Merlin is thrown by the sight of his ex, who he hasn’t seen since he left for Camelot eleven years ago. Lord Parajh is determined to either win Merlin back, or at least flatter him to death.

    Merlin has mixed feelings about the sudden, very public affection he receives from his old love. Arthur is furious and madly jealous—maybe jealous enough to finally make his move.

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    17 Feb 2025

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    When Merlin gets injured on a hunting trip, Arthur is forced to face his true feelings for his stubbornly loyal manservant. Merlin is everything he should not want, and yet Arthur struggles to keep his feelings at bay.

    On top of all this, after learning of his father's lies and hypocrisy, Arthur hatches a plan to put an end to his people's suffering once and for all, finding unlikely allies along the way.

    Can the two boys bound together by destiny navigate their relationship amongst betrayal, secrecy, and a near-impossible mission?

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    16 Feb 2025

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    Merlin didn't really expect it to take five Knights, two old men, a woman and a horseshoe for his plan to work, but then again the extent of his plan had been more along the lines of an adamant 'I'm not in love with Prince Prat (except, really, I am)' than an actual plan. Written for goss for the merry_merthur fic exchange on lj

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    16 Feb 2025

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    In which Merlin and Leon are dating, and Arthur is super weird about it when he finds out.

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    11 Feb 2025

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