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  1. Public Bookmark 80

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    Mob, who finds himself still alive as a human, feels such guilt and emptiness he couldn't help but return to the arms of a being who loved him more than anything. Even when it was unhealthy, even when it was making his fragile state worse, and even when he was crossing lines he never should've crossed with a yellow ball AI.

     

    NOTE: Obviously, this is the Mob character and not the real person. Just wanted to clarify because it might've sounded confusing when referencing the real human past the Minecraft character.

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    22 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 37

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    Scout is staying with Soldier tonight! It won't be that bad, right?

    And then gay sex happens !!

    I have never played tf2, I probably never will unless I get a good pc. Thank you to my ex (who also beta read this!!) for introing me to these stupid idiots, I will always fall HARD for men with mental issues and nicotine addictions.

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    24 May 2025

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    The day RED Sniper spared an injured BLU Scout, he noticed that something about this guy was suspiciously off. In fact, he had long ago begun to notice: there was *something* off about everything around here.

    Or in other words, how does it feel to find out that all this time the people you and your friends fought... Were your clones?

    Who the RED and the BLU actually were? What other horrors were hidden from mere mercenaries? And what was wrong with the *faces*? Scout and Sniper from the opposing teams secretly bond together to find this out.

    Welcome to a story of forbidden friendship, conspiracy, and existential dread!

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    22 Apr 2025

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    "Scout, do you remember what happened?"
    The disappearance of his team, the destruction of their base, and add in the unusual jumpy and paranoid behavior of the typically brash Bostonian and you now have a recipe for something that Sniper knew was not covered in the contracts he had signed. (Crossposted from Fanfiction.com)

    Any and all art I find that others create of this, I will do my very best to link in the notes of the chapters they're based on. It's the least I can do for those who put so much effort into making fanart of an already fan-made project.
    *edit 4/09/24, I replaced the accents with the normal spelling of the words. It's easier to read and will make it a smoother transition to the other installments of the series*

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    Chapters:
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    08 Jan 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 97

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    Leon’s new plan of action was putting his muscles and flexibility to the test as he assumed his best yoga impression while folding himself beneath his own desk. The Welcome Leon banner fluttered in the cold drafty air where it hung overhead. The thunderous steps approached the door as Leon tugged the desk seat closer with a curl of his fingertips so it better concealed him in shadows. The door burst open as he folded his arms around his head to conceal his face and hair from view.

    The looming shadow of the monster bathed his little cubby space beneath the desk in darkness. Leon felt it was an adequate representation to how he currently felt, as he peered between the fold of his arm to watch the blood splattered toes of the creature's large boots adjust their direction. It hunted for Leon relentlessly.

    So terribly determined for some strange reason, to finally catch him.

     

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    A game of extreme hide and seek leads to an unlikely conclusion as Leon comes to face with the strange and bizarre that continues to plague this city.

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    14 Jul 2024

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    Three years after the Mount Massive Asylum Slaughter, the surviving patients are well on their way to recovery.

    Waylon Park has never felt worse.

    (Or: An obsession with the past takes Waylon down a self-destructive path that only leads to one place--Eddie Gluskin.)

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    12 Mar 2024

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    Waylon Park is held in Mount Massive for two weeks before the Walrider disaster.

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    08 Mar 2024

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    Handsome Jack could bleed the good from any man and Timothy Lawrence was no exception.

    - OR -

    Timothy saves Angel at the Bunker (unbeknownst to anyone), and they set off to escape Jack’s influence. Featuring: Tim as the #SadMurderDad with an Eridium addiction, Angel as the unstable Siren genius, Felicity as the fiercely loyal AI mum, Skaggy Mc MeatFace and two Digi-Jacks, one blue and one red.

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    Chapters:
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    28 Feb 2022

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    “Don’t have to act like a hero in here,” Heisenberg reminds Ethan, saccharine and cloying. “Just sit pretty and stop thinking.”

    Ethan's stomach somersaults as though he were on the rooftop of a skyscraper. The ground is dizzyingly distant, sure to be his end if he took his swandive—and yet, disgustingly, tantalizingly alluring. Wants it as much as every primal fiber of his being resists the very notion of it. 

    The rub of his boxers over his length as they’re tugged half-down his thighs makes his cock jerk. Craves that sort of touch much more than he’d allow himself to admit, but his physiology does all the talking Heisenberg needs. 

    “So eager to play already?” he asks, drawing out the syllables as he drags the heel of his palm just past the base of Winters’ cock, edging upward to stroke at his lean belly. “See? You just needed to trust me. I’m not here to do anything but take care of you.”

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    12 Jun 2021

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    Every deal we seem to make is another part of your shell I break.

     

    Ethan takes the deal, although with a few ultimatums of his own. After the chaos and the blast Ethan is now left with a new life, dead to the world along with Rose and struggling to make life and sanity work.

    Heisenberg realises he has much more to learn before stepping out into the modern world, a task he puts in a reluctant Ethan's hands. Doesn't help that the American just keeps getting more and more interesting.

    Trust is a rare commodity but one they must learn to share as one becomes more monster and the other more human.

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    14/?
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    09 Jun 2021

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    “Goodness, you bit Lord Heisenberg?”

    “…I panicked, okay?”

    In Ethan's defence, the village really should have a sign or a pamphlet about the Lycans.

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    09 Jun 2021

  12. Public Bookmark 70

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    “Last chance, you don’t want to know what’s in that hole.”
    Ethan considers just saying, “I'll take my chances,” and letting go of the arm keeping him up, but, as much as he would like to say no to working together, he admits that he’d probably die trying to get Rose back without any help.
    So, he swallows his ego and tightens his grip on Heisenberg’s arm.

    “Pull me up.”

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    30 May 2021

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    People are never exactly what you expect them to be. For one, Ethan Winters was an omega. How does this change the story of the father?

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    Chapters:
    30/30
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    29 May 2021

  14. Public Bookmark 9

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    It’s his own fault for getting into this type of argument in the first place. Freemind has never been the one to back down from a challenge, not even one from the likes of Gorgeous Freeman. 

    “Anyway, what I’m saying is I would still look better than you in it.”

    The look Gorgeous gives him has Freemind regret his words immediately. The muscular man’s eyes scan over Freemind’s clothed body in a way that never fails to make him feel naked. 

     

    Freemind wants to win at any price, even if that means dressing up for Gorgeous. Would be a pity if he started to like it.

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    19 Apr 2021

  15. Public Bookmark 22

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    Gordon finds Benrey getting riled up over a game and wants to help.

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    17 Mar 2021

  16. Public Bookmark 21

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    Gordon Freeman died. The game, and all they had built afterward, has reset. But things are not quite as they should be, and the threads of forgotten memories hang over Black Mesa like a thick fog. What has been lost can be found again, but will it be enough to break free of the script? Or will the AI fall back into their code, a future beyond Black Mesa forever just beyond their grasp?

    Hollow eyes and bone-white skulls will rig the outcome, but the Science Team have never been the kind of people who play by the rules.

    A direct continuation of We'll Meet Again (I Wish We Wouldn't)!

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    Comments:
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    01 Mar 2021

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    01 Mar 2021

  18. Public Bookmark 13

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    What happens when the subject of your trauma tries to comfort you about it?

    What happens when the one you love fears you?

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    23 Feb 2021

  19. Public Bookmark 3

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    Inconsistent, depressed and existential thoughts from Benry's point of view. Where I put my abstract vent writing.

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    07 Feb 2021

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    The generation that came of age during the occupation of Earth by the Combine, colloquially known as ‘The Last Generation’, was a unique assembly of soldiers, survivors, and fighters. Their childhood nursery rhymes sang the legend of their liberator Gordon Freeman; their early education was in survival instead of literacy. To a human who had not spent their childhood in warfare, they were borderline incomprehensible.

    To Gordon Freeman, their college professor, they were a headache.

    In which Gordon Freeman teaches community college, Alyx Vance has her great coming of age story, and Barney Calhoun pines like extinct vegetation. And in which everybody grows older, but nobody grows up.

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    Comments:
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    04 Feb 2021

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