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    Dean grew up thinking -- knowing -- he'd be an alpha.

    Until he failed to present. As a beta, he has no mating cycle, no noticeable pheromones, none of the physical markers that are so important in a world of alphas and omegas. He's out of place. How is he supposed to navigate his relationships and find love when he doesn't fit into the neatly-defined boxes he's used to?

    By the time he meets his new roommate, Castiel, he's more or less given up on finding a mate. He wears his secondary gender like a chip on his shoulder. But you never know what the future holds, who will come into your life, and how they might change it forever.....

    Queer themes, finding identity, reconciling the past, and a whole lot of smut.

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    19 Dec 2025

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    All titles taken from Toby Keith's "Bullets in the Gun," because ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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    25 Nov 2025

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    One of my faves, banter and rough sex on point

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    22 Nov 2025

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    When Dean moves into a new building following a bad break up, he meets his neighbor, Jimmy.

    The problem is, Jimmy isn't nice. Jimmy isn't even the name he uses for himself. Jimmy is the "nice guy" facade that Castiel uses as camouflage.

    Within a week Castiel has run a background check on Dean Winchester and has opened a backdoor to his computer. He's monitoring his email and watching him nightly through his webcam. What's even more alluring, Dean is into the same kinks as he is.

    It's a match made in heaven.

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    17 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 83

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    It’s been a while since Castiel last went to a bar. Especially a random one. He’s an introvert, capital I, and not much of a party animal for one, and two, it’s exhausting to be around straight people.
    But he goes, and he meets one handsome stranger.

    Cas looks at him. They’re roughly the same height but the guy looks a little younger than Cas. “Not my type,” Cas says, about the female bartender.
    The guy bites his lower lip as he studies Cas. “What is your type?” he asks then.
    Cas doesn’t know where the guy is going with this but Cas hates talking to straight guys and the best way to make them go away is by scaring them with the gay, so that’s what he does.
    He looks straight into the stranger’s eye, and dead serious, says: “You.”
    Instead of backing off, the stranger smiles. "Lucky me."

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    12 Jun 2025

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    12 Jun 2025

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    Dean's got no complaints. He's got a really cool job. He's married to a fucking amazing guy, even if Cas is an accountant. He and Cas have got a mortgage and a two-car garage, big enough for even Baby to rest her skirts. He's livin' the dream.

    Too bad it's all based on one really big lie.

    'Cause Dean's name isn't really Smith. He's not really a firefighter or a paramedic. He's the last thing from a hero, in fact.

    And contract killers make enemies.

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    10 Jun 2025

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    Dean has no strong opinions on his new therapist. Really. Doesn't think about his hands, or his eyes, and definitely doesn't google "can therapists fuck their patients" before he goes to sleep.
    He'd like to go on record saying he was against therapy in the first fucking place.

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    27 Jan 2025

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    The girl waves at Castiel, her bangles tinkling cheerfully. “Did you really let Claire get her eyebrow pierced?”

    Castiel blinks and glances at his daughter. He’d assume that would be obvious, since she's still wearing her current favorite—a yellow-gold sixteen-gauge curved bar, with tiny cone-shaped spikes on either end. “Yes?” he finally answers. What a lot of fuss about a tiny piercing.

    “Well, so what if she wanted a tattoo?” Emma presses. “Like. Just a little one. You wouldn’t have her sneak around and go to some scratcher, would you? You’d take her yourself and stuff. Since you know people in the industry. That'd be the right thing to do, yeah?”

    Castiel’s eyebrows rise. Claire smiles, smug and pleased with herself.

    “Um. That’s… I don’t…” he flounders.

    “What the hell. Kiddo, I told you ‘no,’ so now you’re tryin’ to get your friends’ parents to tell you 'Yes?'” a warm, deep voice growls over Castiel’s shoulder. “What’s the matter with you?”

    (In which tattoo artist Castiel meets the man of his dreams at his teenage daughter's school night.)

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    27 Sep 2024

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    Honestly, Dean doesn't know whether he should be offended, intrigued, or just plain amused. He decides on amused, ‘cause, damn, they are going to make so much bank today.

    The weirdo who decided to wear a trench coat to a high-stakes strip billiards game just blinks wide blue eyes at him from across the room.

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    15 Oct 2023

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    “How long have you been, uh, living here?” Dean asks, pulling the amulet out of his pocket and letting the small vial dangle in front of him, twisting in Castiel's light.

    “In my amulet? In total? Nine thousand, two hundred fifty-two years, and twenty days,” Castiel answers calmly. “Give or take a few hours, accounting for the change in the axis of rotation of the planet.”

    Dean has no idea what that means—rotation around what?—but he was not expecting that number.

    “Ten thousand years?” he blurts. “In this?” Dean dangles the necklace, swinging it back and forth, and studying the dull blue glow coming from the—apparently empty—pendant. “Geez, that’ll give you a crick in the neck.”

    (An Aladdin AU)

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    05 Mar 2023

  12. Public Bookmark 48

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    The thing is, Dean has seen this thing before in about a hundred movies.

    Okay, specifically, a hundred porn movies.

    They didn't look anything like this.

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    25 Jan 2023

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    On a routine mission gone wrong, colleagues Dean and Castiel find themselves trapped on an alien planet.

    Or,

    The one where exploration is in both Dean and Cas’ job description, although perhaps not this kind of exploring…

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    07 Jan 2023

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    Marshall Robert Singer has one hand resting on his hip, the other gripping the discarded practice pole. Castiel thinks he looks tired. That said, with how the kaiju have been crawling with increasing frequency out of the Breach with every passing week and decimating the cities lining the Pacific, no one can blame the man for that.

    Castiel knows there aren't enough Jaegers or Jaeger pilots left to defend the coastline against the monsters—but with his history, he's not getting back into harness. He's never joining his mind with anyone else's. Not again.

    “Congratulations. You boys done dancing yet?” Singer demands, thumping the butt of the staff on the ground with blunt, percussive force. “We got work to do.”

    “Work?” Castiel asks, frowning.

    “Congratulations?” Dean finishes.

    “Well, yeah.” The Marshall of North America's last battle-center looks back and forth between them, clearly questioning their intelligence. His lip curls just slightly under his beard—no doubt at their blank expressions. “You’re obviously Drift-compatible, ya idjits.”

    “What?”

    “What?”

    (A Pacific Rim AU)

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    23 May 2022

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    While collecting research material for his dissertation on queer aesthetics and desire in the pre-Stonewall era - in a word, old nudes - Castiel comes across a set of photographs irrelevant to his research but very relevant to his own desires. The last thing he expects is to run into the model in those photographs or to find him even more captivating in real life.

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    23 May 2022

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    Quarantine is a bitch and lockdown is worse, but Dean’s got a brand new neighbor with a balcony across from his who’s about to make things a lot more interesting.

    Gorgeous header and art for this fic by the extremely lovely CasArts (formerly mybelovedcas)

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    22 Apr 2022

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    Dean doesn’t know why his little brother wants him along at this pretentious party-slash-job-interview for the Broken Seals Corporation. Dean’s just a hunter—a badass one, sure, but Sam’s the big-shot mage. And Sammy’s sure as hell not listening when Dean tells him he’s got a bad feeling about Broken Seals’ CEO, Lucifer.

    When fucking Ruby shows up, well, it’s all downhill from there.

    Until a pretty, blue-eyed mage in an ill-fitting suit says, “You’re Dean Winchester” like Dean’s the famous one.

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    21 Feb 2022

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    Incredibly awkward and not ready to mingle Castiel finds himself in a bit of a pickle when his boss threatens to set him up with a relative, and Castiel's knee-jerk reaction is lying his way out of it. When the lie spreads like a high school rumour, Castiel finds it difficult to backtrack, but thankfully his sister, Anna, comes to his rescue with some sound advice.

    Hiring an escort to pretend to be your boyfriend might sound like the most expensive way to get out of a blind date, but Castiel discovers that it is the most emotional, confusing and rewarding way as well.

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    30 Jan 2022

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    “Well, it’s a silly thing to be worried about. The way that you enjoyed the company of women earlier on in your life has nothing to do with the way we are now. And, besides-” Cas’s voice drops to a shy murmur, matching the bashful, knitting rhythm of the way he’s currently playing with Dean’s fingers- “I think I’d like to hear about it.”

    Alright, Dean likes to think he’s pretty good at handling surprises, but he’s not even sure if his eyeballs are still in his skull at this point with the way they’re popping out.

    “Hear about the way I enjoyed the company of women,” Dean says like he’s waiting for the punchline.

    “Why not? What’s wrong with that?”

    “Cas, normal people don’t wanna hear about their boyfriend’s exes.”

    or the one where dean's a little insecure about his sexual history, cas wants to know about it, dean loves eating pussy, and cas loves dean

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    09 Jan 2022

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    'I would like to take in your most abused one,' Castiel says, looking at the rows of doors in the yellow corridor. 'Give him a good home.'

    After his accident, Castiel needs someone to help him around the small brick house he lives in and the bookstore he owns. So, he adopts Dean; an omega who barely survived being dumped in a ditch and left for dead. Dean doesn't talk, but that's fine; they learn to live together in the quaint, rainy city surrounded by a green forest. Castiel just wants to give Dean a peaceful life he deserves, and maybe also - become his mate?

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    22 Nov 2021

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