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Wild Things by HotDogandFries (DerpyMcButtface), Roatf for Roatf
Fandoms: Our Flag Means Death (TV)
31 Jul 2025
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For 2025 RBB with artist Roatf
Ed, Stede, and Izzy have retired to the house on the beach, and move in all their baggage. In a story that runs between the present and the distant past, even as they look to the future, their personal histories have a hold on them. Things come to a boiling point when they catch Izzy cutting to cope with the stress.
warning: graphic depiction of self-harm. contains non-sexy sex scenes.
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- 6/6
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22 Oct 2026
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"It didn't happen often, usually it was Edward who ended up stuck in bed, unable to move, to eat or drink. Usually it was Izzy that coaxed him into moving, eating or drinking. Usually it was him that prevented him from drowning in the sweet haze of cheap rum. But there was no one to prevent him from falling into it, was there?
Ed found Bonnet, he didn't need Izzy anymore.
No one needed him anymore."
title from "I Bet On Losing Dogs" by Mitski my queen
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22 Oct 2026
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Until You Get to the Sea by tenderly_wicked
Fandoms: Slow Horses (TV), Slough House - Mick Herron
26 Jul 2026
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River feels worn out and barely copes with his everyday life. With Louisa’s somewhat unusual help, it gets better … but then it gets even worse. Sometimes things have to be broken down before being built up again.
(It’s a sequel to Show Me It Hurts, but the main thing you need to know is that River, utterly broke and miserable, got himself entangled in a black op and was used as bait for a sadistic audience on the dark web. As might be expected, it didn’t go well, but he was pulled out of it in one piece, if not entirely unscathed.)
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21 Oct 2026
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Simon 'Ghost' Riley is the Monster under the bed for new SAS recruits to whisper about after lights out. Beneath the hype is a man walled in tight, haunting the ruin of his own life and mourning the daylight he'll never know.
Johnny 'Soap' McTavish is as rare as sunshine in Scotland: a fearlessly kind Chaos Gremlin with a gift for demolishing things, including barriers.
What happens when an unstoppable force meets an immovable object?CW: Rape/non-con is referenced as this is a significant part of Simon's past, but nothing further occurs in the story.
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- Part 1 of Call Of Duty: Love Conquers All
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Soap gets tortures and is unsure how to cope with it. Ghost is there to help in the best way the war criminal himself can.
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Everything, so far, had seemed entirely run of the mill, and he contented himself with it. Knowing that he could sink into the familiarity of it was reassuring, in his own, fucked up way.
Warning signs blared, in the back of his mind, however. Something felt distinctly wrong, but he ignored it.
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OR ghost stumbles upon a room that reminds him of roba, and proceeds to have a panic attack.
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- Part 1 of soapghost requests
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Bookmarked by Thealt4ap
13 Oct 2026
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Simon knows that everything that happened to him is his fault. For some reason Soap seems determined to convince him otherwise.
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13 Oct 2026
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It wasn't until the day of Graves betrayal that the Sergeants world got shattered. When Ghost pulled off his mask and revealed his face.
Johnny couldn't do anything but stare, nausea came up, he felt like puking his guts out at every moment. Oh God... it was him...
The scars... those eyes... this blond hair... Fuck! He wanted to throw up.
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In his young years as an SAS soldier, Soap was forced to work his way up the ranks of a terrorist group, by torturing people.
How could he know that his past will come back at him?
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12 Oct 2026
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"Colors were a coveted phenomenon in the world. Jamie loved colors. Or he figured he would."
Roy and Jamie discover they are soulmates, but will they be able to see past their differences in order to see the colorful world they live in.
With illustrations by Tarttymissk
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- English
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- 8/8
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07 Oct 2026
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there will come a time, you'll see (with no more tears) by trisarahtops for esaael
Fandoms: Ted Lasso (TV)
13 Sep 2026
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Everything happening now is something like a dream; he’s a premier league player, he just got back from getting capped for England, he’s getting private coaching sessions with Roy Kent, they’re playing the sort of football Jamie imagined as a kid—the sort that gets them wins every week with Jamie as an essential player and sure, he’s in the midfield now racking up assists rather than goals but he’s fucking good at it.
"Fuck," Jamie says to himself. "I wish little Jamie could see it all now, see how fucking good it gets."
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or, Jamie gets his wish granted.Now he has a fifteen year old version of himself asleep on his sofa.
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07 Oct 2026
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[Set S2, pre-Wembley]
Roy doesn’t trust this New and Improved Tartt, doesn’t trust his motivations. After all, the prick is only here out of desperation because no one else would go near him after the LCA stunt. He finally needs Richmond as much as they need him, and he’s probably realised that he has to be tolerable if he wants some fucking friends. So, no, Roy doesn’t trust him, and frankly, he’s just waiting for the ball to drop; for Tartt to go back to his annoying prick ways.
All of this to say, he feels somewhat vindicated when Jamie returns to his prick bullshit come Monday morning claiming he can’t play because he’s hurt, obviously sulking because Sam scored the match-winning goal on Saturday. However, when Roy walks in on Tartt changing and sees the man’s torso mottled with dark bruises, he realises just how wrong he is, and just how much pain Tartt’s been hiding behind the prick facade.
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06 Oct 2026
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Show Me It Hurts by tenderly_wicked
Fandoms: Slow Horses (TV), Slough House - Mick Herron
21 Feb 2025
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There’s at least one thing River Cartwright is definitely good at: toughing through pain.
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05 Oct 2026
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Prince Kester has spent eighteen years locked in chastity for the husband his father chose for him.
Now the wedding is three days away, the belt is finally coming off, and Kester is about to discover exactly why Atavian brides require such extensive preparation.
Elion’s task is simple: take one spoiled, sharp-tongued virgin prince and keep him desperate enough that by the time Prince Vorghan finally gets between his legs, Kester won’t merely tolerate his new husband.
He’ll be begging to be fucked.
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15 Sep 2026
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That’s not very “Talk it through as a crew” of you by Iamnotthewriteryourelookingfor
Fandoms: Our Flag Means Death (TV)
28 Sep 2022
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The crew decide to force Izzy to admit that he likes them by withholding their friendship until he asks for it.
They unfortunately don’t realise how fucked up Izzy is.Based on a tumblr post
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- Part 8 of OFMD Brain Rot
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12 Sep 2026
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It’s not Ed’s new personality that’s the problem, really. Or the crew. Or Lucius. Or even fucking Stede Bonnet, for that matter.
It was that, no matter what, the biggest guarantee on the Revenge is that he was going to be so fucking bored.
or: Izzy craves violence and pain like water or salt. After weeks on the Revenge with Stede’s no-violence policy, Izzy’s about ready to mutiny.
(please read the tags and read at your own risk)
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12 Sep 2026
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Izzy decides to get an early start on inventory, beginning with Roach's domain.
After the night before, Roach wants to make sure Izzy eats since he doesn't eat breakfast or lunch.
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- Part 3 of Of knives, of blood, of love
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07 Sep 2026
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Izzy has been spending all of his time and effort trying to pay Stede back for the things that Ed got rid of during his time as The kraken. It's catching up to him when Ed and Stede finally realize they need to take more care of him.
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- Part 17 of OFMD Happy Ending Izzy Oneshots
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03 Sep 2026
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Poison Testing; Not For The Faint of Heart by DarkHorseAsh
Fandoms: Our Flag Means Death (TV)
27 Oct 2023
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Izzy has been eating Ed's food before he could try it for decades. Poison is cheap and easy, after all. This crew, though...they don't quite seem to get what their first mate is doing for them, until one day when it becomes very clear.
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- Part 20 of OFMD Happy Ending Izzy Oneshots
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03 Sep 2026
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Luke Dunphy is hot, dumb and deeply confused about his own body, he’s been leaking precum and thinks that is cumming. When his college friends find out he’s never had a real orgasm and doesn’t even know how to jerk off they don’t correct him, instead they edge him constantly and build his “accidental” porn fame. Soon he’s the face of goon culture around campus, leaking precum on camera and smiling through it. He never cums for real but he doesn’t need to, he’s happy just leaking for the guys and accidentally handing them the controls to his body.
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19 Aug 2026
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Liam is a gooner who cant stop pumping his cock and gooning out all night long, not once letting himself cum. He has never been able to last longer then a week, and he is beginning to doubt whether he will ever be able to edge for longer. But when he hears about a unique store that offers him some new toys to try, things begin to change for Liam.
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18 Aug 2026