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    “Just-” Ilya starts, intending to tease, the offer of a massage more about getting Hollander back in a more relaxed headspace than anything else, but then the wire-tight tension in the muscles under his fingers registers, and he frowns, pressing testingly before making a noise of disapproval. “Fuck, Hollander, you are secretly doing crime or what?”

    “What?” Hollander asks, confused, starting to lift his head before Ilya pushes it back down absently, focused now on feeling out the knots Hollander seems to be completely made of. He’s felt tension in Hollander’s shoulders before, usually during coaxing little squeezes while coaching him through learning how to deep throat, but he’s always written it off as nerves from learning something new.

    Now he wonders if Hollander is just nerves, period.

    (the "ilya massages shane" fic inspired by hudson saying that playing shane made him sore because he was so tense all the time)

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    14 Aug 2026

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    “Okay, here's one.” Harris lifted his cider as he posed the question to the tipsy group. “Who would you pick, besides your partner, if you had to be with someone else at this table?”

    The Game Changers Camp coaches and partners get together for drinks at Monks after camp.

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    12 Aug 2026

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    One year for charity different professional athletes are asked to participate in a “how well do you know your rival” game and participating means you get to raise money for charity. Shane and Ilya get there and become overtaken by the need to Win and Be the Best. As soon as the questions start they lock in and decide that actually they have to demolish everyone else.

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    11 Aug 2026

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    In a room full of Centaurs teammates and WAGS, Ilya Rozanov first learns the term 'baby fever'.

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    10 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander has episodic migraines, where he has fewer than 14 headache days a month, and at least 5 of those days are migraine days.

    Shane is also a professional hockey player.

    And is in an active… situationship.

    How will these three things mix as years go by?

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    05 Aug 2026

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    ESPN: Shane Hollander To the Ottawa Centaurs after Tumultuous End to Montreal Metros Career

    @CentaursGirlie1995: obviously i feel very badly for shane but my beautiful failson of a team getting the two best players because of homophobia is perhaps the only good thing homophobia has ever done

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    Or: Shane's first season on the Ottawa Centaurs, as told by everyone else in the world.

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    30 Jul 2026

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    “You liked that didn’t you?” Shane said with a smug little expression on his face.

    Really too many people called Ilya an asshole when Shane was just as bad, or worse. Shane just hid it better, because Canada’s perfect golden boy could do no wrong.

    Ilya moved to cross his arms over his chest and lean back against the headboard, hating how it put even more space between them, but not being able to let Shane think he was right.

    “I don’t know what you are talking about.”

    “Sure you don't, baby.”

    Ilya was definitely not starting to turn the slightest shade of red.
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    Or: Ilya Rozanov learns he is in fact, Shane Hollander's baby.
    Chapter 2: Everyone else in their lives learns he is too.

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    30 Jul 2026

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    “I want a turn,” he says, handing Ilya his drink as he steps over the rubber lip of the small arena. “Someone time me.”

    Ilya holds his mostly finished beverage as he watches his husband eye up the bull much like Ilya had done, and effortlessly hauls himself upwards to seat himself in the saddle with a swift kick of his leg.

    He gets himself situated, a little wobbly at first from the alcohol that has Ilya believeing that he might not last even as long as he did, when Shane then glances at Luca, grin, fucking winks and then says in an octave lower than his usual register of speaking:

    This is how they do it in Canada.”

    Poor Haas is just as confused as before, if not a little intimidated, his brow furrowing tightly. “But there’s no bulls there either?”

    Shane hits the start button and immediately relaxes his hips to roll with the first wave.

    “I wasn’t talking about bulls, kid.”

    or: shane proves to his team how good of a rider he really is with a mechanical bull in a bar

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    29 Jul 2026

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    After the tuna melt incident but before Shane can reconcile with Ilya, he gets seriously injured on the ice. While in a coma he lives an alternate life where he hadn't run out if Ilya that day, where he'd actually stayed.

    However once he wakes up, he realises the beautiful life he had didn't really exist at all and Ilya isn't there (or is he?), So he's intent on remedying that in any way he can.

    This time he's adamant on staying, so when Ilya gets the news that his father has passed, he's not alone to tend to his grief, Shane and the Hollander's are there.

    Includes Lily is Ilya reveal. Good parent Hollanders. Good friends JJ and Hayden. Even Zane Boodram gets to shoot his shot (in a purely hockey way).

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    Epilogue: Bood and the Centaurs react to the news of Ilya Rozanov signing with Ottawa.

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    29 Jul 2026

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    “Aww Shane,” Ilya coos out as he looks at one of the goats that had just joined them, this one on the outskirts of the battle for food, “look, that one looks like you.”

    Shane did not, under any reasonable interpretation of reality, look like a goat.

    “What?” he said, the words coming out equal parts offended and amused as he followed Ilya’s gaze. “No it doesn’t.”

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    Shane is trying his best to be more comfortable being out with his and Ilya's relationship. His solution? finally start taking Ilya out on actual dates, which begins at a petting zoo.

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    29 Jul 2026

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    “I’m Rose Landry, and I have with me the first husbands of hockey, Shane and Ilya Hollander. Today we are going to be playing… the Newlywed Game.”

    Rose grinned at the camera. She had raised her eyebrow when Shane first told her about the premise for the video. Even though they were now out and married, Shane still liked to keep the details of his relationship private, and Ilya wanted whatever Shane wanted. Maybe he was feeling sappy after their first anniversary had passed, or maybe he was just tired of the endless speculation about the couple. When did it start? Who made the first move? When did it become love?

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    Or: A year after their wedding, they still manage to surprise Rose and the Centaurs with how obsessed they are with each other.

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    29 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 64

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    How had Shane Hollander lived this long without cataloging all of the colors in Ilya Rozanov's eyes? Oceans of swirling blues and greens and golden flecks that reflected the summer sun. They had always been there, but now it was like he was truly seeing them for the first time. They made the world quiet.
    The first thing Ilya Rozanov remembered about meeting Shane Hollander was his freckles. Even as a cranky seventeen year old, he was charmed by them, but seeing them up close, tanned from the summer sun, he realized they were actually a thousand tiny stars. He would never have guessed he would be entrusted to care for those freckles.
    The universe works in odd ways.

    OR: Shane has a horrible panic attack hours before his parents are coming to the cottage for dinner with them, and Ilya makes it his goddamn mission to take care of the situation in the most Ilya way(s) possible: doting, clinical level understanding of panic attacks borne from childhood PTSD, lots of love, Slavic-military family level cleaning, humor, and vodka (not because he's nervous, just you know. He could really use a stiff drink).

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    28 Jul 2026

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    Shane takes a deep breath and tries to calm down. "I'm just... I like kissing. Like a lot. With you. And sometimes I just want to kiss. Make out, whatever. I just feel like- is that weird? To like it so much?"  

    Ilya's heart squeezes in his chest. He wraps his both hands around Shane's neck and presses Shane against him. 

    "Moy pomodor, my love, my life, you silly little thing", he murmurs and kisses the top of Shane's head. "Of course it's not weird. Why were you nervous about that?"  

    He can physically feel Shane relax against him, as if someone cut off all the strings attached to his body. Shane lets out a huff of laugh and mumbles: "I don't know. I know I'm weird sometimes." 

    or, at the beginning of their relationship, Shane feels insecure for needing kisses and touches. Ilya comforts him. (Shane is just a small, autistic little bean and Ilya loves him dearly)

    Edit. Added chapter 2!

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    28 Jul 2026

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    Ilya knew that Cliff and his other friends wanted to convince him to celebrate his birthday together, but he had no intention of giving in, given that he had already made another very important commitment: he had found the courage to invite Shane to his house for his birthday and, against all his expectations, he had accepted.

    What he didn't know was that his friends organised a surprise party at his home.

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    27 Jul 2026

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    As Ilya's birthday approaches, Cliff, Hammersmith, Connors, St. Simon, and Carmichael decide they want to celebrate with him. However, Ilya insists that he wants to spend the day alone. Unable to accept the idea of Ilya spending his birthday by himself, Cliff joins forces with the others to organize a surprise party. But they discover that Ilya hadn't been telling the truth: he wasn't alone at all, he was with Shane Hollander.

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    27 Jul 2026

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    “Jesus, I’ve never seen Hollander this pale. Look at his lips, they’re fucking white —”

    “Whoa, dude, are you okay?”

    “Roz, I would get that bag ready if I were you…”

    “Is he even awake? It looks like he’s lights out, or about to be —”

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    Or, Shane has an ear infection and is stuck on a plane. His willpower will get him through it. (No it won't.)

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    27 Jul 2026

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    There are questions you simply don't ask Ilya Rozanov on live television.

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    24 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov agree to an exclusive photoshoot and interview with ICON magazine. Four setups. One boundary document. A rented house in Westboro Village, a photographer who stops directing halfway through, and an interviewer who asks the right questions.

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    24 Jul 2026

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    Scott watched as Hollander leaned in, further, to hear Rozanov. This was the part that didn’t entirely make sense to him. The missing piece of something that felt like it was just beyond his reach. This was quiet ease and small moments of comfort and a look that makes the rest of the world fade away. This was how he felt with Kip.

    Scott stilled.

    It was as if someone had whispered it in his ear. It was as if the final piece of this insane, deranged puzzle finally clicked into place. His heart was pounding in his ears. He was probably wrong. In fact he was entirely wrong. This wasn’t like him and Kip. It couldn’t be Kip. Scott had been watching too many romantic comedies. His head was in the clouds.

    But they weren’t touching.

    Hollander and Rozanov were as close as they could be, without laying a single finger on one another. They were specifically, rigidly, separate. The warmth between them was bridled. Entirely. And this, Scott realized, his heart sinking into the floor, was also how he had felt with Kip.

    Oh. Oh fuck.

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    OR: Scott Hunter figures out Shane and Ilya are together at the NHL award ceremony and tries (and fails) not to freak out about it

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    23 Jul 2026

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    The ED of Pittsburgh Trauma Medical Center could be a hazardous place. You learn that first hand when a violent encounter leaves you unable to work and needing help with everyday tasks. Thankfully, your attending, Dr. Abbot, takes it upon himself to ensure you get the safety and healing you so desperately need. It certainly doesn’t hurt that tension you’d thought was one sided seems to be pulling both of you closer and closer as your walls break down.

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    17 Jul 2026

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