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  1. Public Bookmark 90

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    Ilya wakes up with his wrists handcuffed to the headboard and his husband observing him like a pinned butterfly. And that really does it for him for some reason.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    Just months after being recruited by the Montreal Metros, Shane Hollander tragically suffers a career-ending injury. Twenty years later, he crosses paths with his one-time rival, the legendary Ilya Rozanov, at a youth hockey game. Why? Because they both have ten year old sons.

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    29 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander, 19, Russian Studies student at uOttawa, baby gay, is roped into a hair-brained plan by his best friend, Dominika Rozanova—come home to Boston with her for winter break and pretend to be her loving fiancé so her visiting aunt will stop lecturing her about being perpetually single. He’s promised two weeks of great food, and a chance to improve his grasp of the language and their culture to help with his studies.

    Ilya Rozanov, 19, Boston University’s star center, and Dominika’s twin brother, is also there.

    What could possibly go wrong?

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    29 Aug 2026

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    What if -

    Shane still doesn't send the 'We didn't even kiss' text and starts to spiral. Ilya finds him.

     

    Title from Iris by Goo Goo Dolls.

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    29 Aug 2026

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    Ilya smiled down at Shane and his eyes gleamed with mischief. 

    "You know, Troy is just a few doors down. We could call him over, make it a little party." 

    Shane's eyes snapped open only to narrow again as he glared up at Ilya.

    “Would you like that?”

    “No, I wouldn’t,” Shane snarled. 

    But his face was screwed up in frustrated pleasure. Ilya hummed thoughtfully and pretended to consider. 

    “Perhaps we could make it a competition then.” 

    Shane made an irritated noise and turned his face away. Ilya leaned closer and let his teeth drag down the length of Shane's clenched jaw.

    "You want Troy to see how well you take it, or do you want to see if he's better at riding my cock than you are?" 

    He had been teasing him, pushing at the jealousy that usually made Shane squirm and glare and tell him to shut the fuck up while his traitorous cock twitched and throbbed at how much he secretly liked it. 

    So when Shane did squirm away from him, Ilya followed automatically, pressing their chests flush together. He thought Shane was playing.

    “Get the fuck off me,” Shane spat.
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    Shane safewords out of Ilya's teasing about Troy.

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    28 Aug 2026

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    "They all think they know you," Rozanov muttered, his breath hot against Shane's ear. "They have no idea what the great Shane Hollander really wants."

    Shane and Ilya are both looking for a blind hook-up, end up face-to-face, and accidentally ruin their entire lives by realizing they're perfectly matched.

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    28 Aug 2026

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    A silly Hollanov Social Media AU, in which Shane has been running the most trusted Ilya updates account for almost a decade, but one day, he accidentally breaks character and sends Hockey Twitter into a spiral to help him get laid.

    [Also posted on Twitter and Tumblr.]

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    28 Aug 2026

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    I want you to jerk off in the mornings, Ilya had said, the first time. He’d been trying to sound casual. Get right up close. And don’t come.

    Shane had still been on top of him, a heavy weight impeding his breath, Ilya kept warm in the snug grip of his hole. At the words his ass had clenched softly, a little fluttering hug.

    Every day? Shane had asked. There had been something close to wonder in his tone.

    Every day, Ilya had said.

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    28 Aug 2026

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    "What is it?"

    "Just… what if you used me?" Shane's gaze drops to their intertwined hands, obviously feeling a bit self-conscious, Ilya can't help but smile at the gesture but then the words register in his brain.

    "Use you? Use you how?" He raises his eyebrows.

    Shane sighs. "Okay, so imagine… you come back home from the shoot and I'm waiting for you by the door, fully prepped and ready, on my knees, naked-"

    "Not naked," Ilya interrupts him with a strained voice.

    "Fine, not naked, you can undress me yourself if that's what you want," Ilya smirks. "Shut up, that's not all. The thing is… I'll be waiting for you and from the moment you enter through the door, whenever you feel like it, you can do whatever you want to me and with me"

    "Whatever?" Ilya gulps.

    "Yes, only if we've talked about it before though, because I won't be able to say no."

    "Fuck, Hollander."

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    28 Aug 2026

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    Being the best hockey player in the world (fuck you, Rozanov) and living in a city as hockey-obsessed as Montreal makes being gay a little bit complicated for Shane - he can’t exactly go out to meet a man, not even if it’s just for sex. So when Hayden brings up this super discreet, super high profile, super anonymous sex party in New York, Shane lets himself be convinced to go. In an unexpected turn of events, he actually feels attracted to one of the partygoers and hooks up with the guy. After, he can’t get the beautiful stranger with the golden mask and the lily tattoo out of his head. Even more unexpectedly, their paths keep crossing until Shane finds himself falling in love.

    The game against Boston comes at a pretty bad time, Shane being consumed by thoughts of his “Lily.” During a face-off against Rozanov, the ice is pulled from underneath his skates…

    Or: What if Shane fell in love first and realized Lily was his biggest rival later?

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    27 Aug 2026

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    Haley
    Hi Shane! Just messaging about our heater again. Do you think we could get it fixed today?
    Shane
    So sorry for the late reply, Haley! I’m at the Olympics and my time zones are all messed up. Messaged my HVAC guy and he’ll be there in the morning.

    Haley
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    Wtf?
    Katie
    Is this guy fr???

    Or: the trials and tribulations of renting from Shane Hollander.

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    27 Aug 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 78

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    He physically heard Shane turn around and it made him wince. “You want to watch your sex tape with me?”

    Ilya mumbled something vaguely affirmative, sitting a clear bag of cucumbers on the counter aimlessly.

    “Ilya.” Shane snapped, voice low and serious. It was scary to hear on the ice at one point, but now it just made Ilya’s stomach drop in a way that was distinctly not fear.

    Or: An old sex tape of Ilya’s gets leaked. A watch party is in order, and Mr. Hollander is quite the critic.

    Sub Top Ilya Week day 1: sex tapes/humiliation

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    27 Aug 2026

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    Yuna's breath caught. "What did you say, baby?"

    "Please." Shane's forehead was still pressed to his knee. "Please, please, please—"

    Hayden shifted closer. "Please what? Tell me what you need, Shane.”

    Then, so faint that all three of them had to lean in just to catch it. "...I need him.”

    Yuna's hand found David's. "Who, sweetheart? Who do you need?"

    “Ilya."

     

    Or: It's been a month since the tuna melts. Shane's been getting closer to breaking every day, until he finally does, in front of his parents and the Pikes. In the middle of the panic, he blurts out the only thing he needs: Ilya. So they call him.

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    26 Aug 2026

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    It's then that the alert comes though.

    It buzzes his phone lightly as the headline comes across the top of his screen, yet he only catches the words 'Ilya Rozanov' before the alert goes away.

    He clicks over to it, assuming it'll be a highlight from one of last season's games. They may not have won the cup that season, but they made playoffs. Shane was certain they'd get it this year.

    Only, when the article opens it doesn't say something like 'Ilya Rozanov, Best Goals Breakdown' or 'Ilya Rozanov, Craziest Come Back' instead it says:

    'Ilya Rozanov, Beloved Husband, Captain, and Friend. Dead at Thirty-one'

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    Ilya takes a brand deal without Shane out of the country. Somehow, his plane gets diverted to Moscow, Russia. As an out, bisexual, man married to a gay man, it isn't exactly where he wants to be. Yet he has no choice, and when someone tries to kill him, he isn't fast enough to stop the news from breaking and his world from slowly crumbling around him.
    OR or:
    Alexei is a piece of shit, Ilya is presumed dead, Shane loses his fucking mind. It's all downhill for a while but thing's start looking up eventually.

    (HE IS NOT DEAD)

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    23 Aug 2026

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    selbindery (on ao3 and instagram!) has fic bound this series and it is so, so wonderful, please go check out their beautiful work of art here! (fic binding is only ever acceptable for personal use! do not attempt to sell or monetize fanfiction!)

    This series is marked as complete and maybe it is, but I might return for the occasional in-universe one-shot, so feel free to subscribe if you're interested!

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    22 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander works at a coffee shop, plays hockey, keeps his head down, and doesn’t ask questions he doesn’t need the answers to.

    So when a new regular starts showing up—quiet, watchful, Russian-accented, and conducting invitation-only meetings in the back—Shane notices. When that same man takes an unsettling interest in Shane’s closing shifts, his routines, and his safety, Shane does what feels sensible: he adjusts his behavior and keeps his mouth shut.

    Ilya Rozanov orders an Americano. He reads, but only in Russian. He worries when people work late alone.

    They are operating with very different definitions of danger.

    If he didn’t ask questions, he couldn’t be lied to.

    The rules were simple.

    1. Do not ask questions you don’t need the answer to.
    2. Do not share personal information freely.
    3. Do not be alone with Ilya Rozanov.
    4. Do not give him a reason to think you’re afraid.

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    20 Aug 2026

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    Shane and Ilya collide on the ice in 2008, and Shane's career is over before it begins.

    In 2014, when they meet each other in a club in Boston, Ilya wants to make it up to him.

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    19 Aug 2026

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    Irina survives, flees with Ilya to Boston, and marries a woman named Debbie.

    Ilya's life looks a little different, after that.

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    18 Aug 2026

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    “So we’re keeping the baby?” He asked, trying to keep his voice steady even as tears welled in his eyes.

    “Well,” her voice broke, “yes. If you want it too. I know the timing is terrible but with everything…we might not be able to again.” He walked to her, dropped to his knees burying his face in her soft, flat stomach and kissing her warm skin.

    “Of course I want it. I want everything with you.”

    In a universe in which Shane is conceived while his parents are in college much stays the same, but much changes too:

    David Hollander is a professional level goalie, but gives up that dream to raise Shane, instead becoming the Centaurs’ emergency backup goalie.

    Shane is diagnosed with autism, trusts Ilya with his diagnosis, and they get together sooner.

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    One fateful night, David Hollander is called to take the ice and discovers his son’s secret relationship.

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    13 Aug 2026

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    Upcoming actor and well-known playboy Ilya Rozanov is good at getting what he wants.

    That is, until he wants hockey's golden boy Shane Hollander.

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    13 Aug 2026

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