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    Shane and Ilya text. A lot. People notice, because privacy screens are annoying and inconvenient.

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    27 Sep 2026

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    Ilya got what he wanted. Shane got his future husband and a maybe a chance to play hockey next year on the same team.

    Nevermind that he's being forced out of Montreal just like he had been forced out of the Voyagers like some kind of contagious leper. Nevermind he's lost the faith of an entire city and his legacy has been publicly torn to smithereens. Nevermind he's made a laughingstock in the tabloids. Nevermind he's being called and liar and a cheat almost daily.

    He grips the steering wheel until his knuckles turn white.

    He's happy.

    He's so fucking happy he could cry.

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    26 Sep 2026

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    The truth of it all was gnawing at him: Shane had been bad for the locker room in Montreal. He had made people uncomfortable. And it was homophobia at the root of it, sure, but he’d been the problem. Before he’d come out, things had been fine. After, it was a shitshow.
    So, as the new season approached, a different logo on Shane’s jersey, his shoulder missing the C it had held for almost ten years, one thing was clear: Shane couldn’t let that happen on the Centaurs.
    Which was why today, media day, mattered so much. Shane needed to make a good impression. He needed to be viewed as a teammate, not a liability or a mascot. He needed to be fucking normal.

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    It should be a fairy tale, to play on the same NHL team as your husband, with a supportive team excited to have you. Shane knows that. If only his mind could get with the program.

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    24 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander has been Ilya Rozanov’s manager for nearly a decade. But when Shane suddenly announces his resignation, Ilya is forced to confront some truths about their relationship.

    Like the fact that he may have been secretly in love with Shane the entire time they’ve worked together.

    or: Shane is clinically oblivious, Ilya is about to commit HR violations worthy of Olympic gold, and everyone else kind of thought they were already hooking up (wait, they’re not hooking up?).

    Sports Manager!Shane 🗓️ Hockey Player!Ilya

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    21 Sep 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 73

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    The house was silent, and he couldn’t see the glow of any lamps.

    “Shane?” He called.

    No reply.

    Ilya checked his watch, 8:49. Huh. He knew Shane went to bed early but not that early. He toed off his shoes and placed his bag on the bench by the table before heading upstairs to the bedroom.

    He opened the door, and sure enough, Shane’s sleeping form laid on the bed, curled up under the large duvet. Ilya smiled to himself before walking to the side of the bed. He crouched down and gently shook his sleeping boyfriend.

    “Shane,” he said softly.

    “Jesus Christ!” Shane huffed out, jolting awake.

    Ilya pulled his hand back. “Sorry! I didn’t mean to scare you.”

    Shane rubbed his eyes as he tried to wake up fully. “Ilya?”

    Or: Ilya decided to surprise Shane by coming to see him the night before he had planed to and finds out Shane is sick and didn't tell him
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    This takes place sometime during Ilya's first season as a Centaur and before Shane starts his performance diet

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    18 Sep 2026

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    Shane twists in Ilya’s arms to glare at him. “You shouldn’t be here if you have a wife,” he hisses.

    «Who the hell are we - you - married to?» Rozanov barks.

    Ilya’s attention on Shane doesn’t waver as he responds, first to Rozanov: «Our wife is the prettiest - constellations of freckles that spread in the summertime and big brown eyes like a baby deer’s even when they’re full of murder. Maybe especially then.» He bestows a kiss upon the furrow between Shane’s brows and thumbs the leaking tip of his cock. “Mm, maybe you’re right. My wife is very much the jealous type.”

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    After Shane doesn't get kissed in Vegas, a thirty-something Ilya Rozanov wearing a wedding ring engraved with Shane's number shows up to kiss him breathless in the elevator and give his younger self a lesson in how Shane deserves to be spoiled.

    (or or: Ilya uses a harmless bit of sexy dream magic to right an old wrong and show his husband a good time.)

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    11 Sep 2026

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    Hollander doesn’t chirp. He doesn’t argue. He doesn’t gloat about his second Stanley Cup. Instead he says, very calmly, “You can’t go to Russia this summer. You have to come to my cottage with me.” He sounds detached, almost.

    Ilya wants to protest, but cuts himself off by retching. He doubles over, but nothing comes up. Now that he thinks about it, he can’t remember the last time he ate.

    “When did this happen?” Hollander asks.

    “I don’t know, okay?” Ilya says. “I started feeling – bad – earlier during awards -”

    “No,” Hollander says. “When did you get bitten?”

    ---

    Ilya is turned into a vampire. Shane takes him to the cottage to deal with the transformation, and maybe also with their feelings.

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    09 Sep 2026

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    It is an unremarkable, dreary March morning in Ottawa when Ilya Rozanov’s life swiftly burns to ashes around him. Ilya had intended to spend the rare morning off of training sleeping off the lingering exhaustion from the seemingly endless stretch of away games as long as Anya would allow.

    Instead, it is barely past six in the morning when armed agents pound on his front door.

    (Or, a remix of the FanMail incident.)

    completed fic, updates every thursday

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    08 Sep 2026

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    SUBJECT: A long overdue apology
    FROM: [email protected]
    SENT: August 28, 2029, 16:12

    Ilya -
    It's been a long time.

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    07 Sep 2026

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    The man doesn’t look phased. On the contrary, he’s acting like it’s completely normal to talk about sex with a stranger.

    “Well, my wife wants me to…” David hesitates, but what damage could it do? Tomorrow, he’ll be on a plane back to Ottawa and he’ll never see this man again. “She wants me to try being more dominant.”

    The Russian grins. “Oh, you have met the right person.”

    Or: In 2014, David and Ilya become friends and start swapping sex advice. It's too bad they don't recognize each other.

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    06 Sep 2026

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    “I’m trying to figure out,” Rose wonders aloud. “Are you always a complete prick? Just with women? Or just when you lose a game?”

    Ilya barks a laugh, shocked and almost delighted, and his smile spreads wide enough that Rose can see all those pearly whites of his that are so much nicer than she expected any hockey player’s to be. “All the time,” he grins, “all the time. However much of an asshole Hollander has told you I am, double it.”

    She answers truthfully, shrugs her shoulders in her tiny silver dress. “He hasn’t mentioned you at all.”

    After a shitshow of an evening in a Montreal nightclub, Ilya wakes up the next morning in Shane’s bed. Only, he’s not in Shane’s bed — Rose Landry is, and he’s in Rose Landry’s body, and she’s in his. Well, what the fuck are they supposed to do with that?

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    01 Sep 2026

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    Carter Vaughn (NY): LISTEN UP I will give $1000 to whoever gets Shane Hollander drunk tonight

    Ilya Rozanov (BOS): easy $1000

    Ilya Rozanov (BOS): Hollander has never seen a good time because he lives in montreal with boring montreal teammates

    JJ 🏆💰: he had us in the first half ngl

    Shane: he had nothing in no halves

    Shane: I will have ONE beer

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    Scott Hunter makes a groupchat of everyone staying on the tenth floor at the hotel during the 2016 All Star Game. Shane has more than one beer.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    five times Shane Hollander struggled with his relationship between sex drive and success drive, and one time he didn’t have to.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    Shane has wanted to be a Voyageur since he was eight years old. Over ten years of playing in Montreal, he learns what he has to give up to be a part of the team.

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    5 times Shane felt separate from his team, and 1 time he felt like a part of it. A Shane Hollander character study throughout the HR and Long Game timelines where most of the Montreal Voyageurs really, truly suck.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    “Shane knows better.

    He does.

    He knows that, realistically, his worth must come from more than just hockey.

    If nothing else, he knows that he owes it to the people who claim to love him—his mom, his dad, Hayden, Ilya, though he can still hardly fathom it some days—to believe this love stems from more than just the number of goals he’s scored or cups he’s won.

    It has to help that he’s scored a lot, though, his brain offers. He’s won a lot. At the end of the day, he’s good at hockey; he has to be.

    Because when he isn’t, what good is he?”

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    or, shane has been haunted for years by the compulsion to ask whether his loved ones still like him even when he’s “bad” at hockey.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    His body is good for two things: hockey and sex—even then, the latter comes with an asterisk. He’s good at being available for sex, he supposes, and that is a thought he cannot afford to entertain. 

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    30 Aug 2026

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    Ilya’s obviously aware that there’s something up with Shane, okay? No one who spent their formative years (as well as their twenties and thirties) obsessively watching Shane Hollander Best Goal YouTube clips could glimpse what was going on with the Metros last season and think that nothing had changed. He asked and asked over the summer months, and Shane denied and denied and denied to the point where Ilya had to wonder if Shane knew there was something up with himself. But that was silly. Of course Shane knew.

    Ilya likes to think he’s the Shane Hollander whisperer. He knows about Shane’s dormant exhibitionism kink and how to trigger it without triggering what neither of them like to call an anxiety attack. He knows the difference between Shane's hungry stomach grumbles and impending-stomach-ache stomach grumbles. There’s probably not a freckle on Shane’s body Ilya hasn’t licked before, if he’s being honest. That’s not really impressive or a key to revealing Shane’s psyche or anything, but it’s probably worth mentioning.

    On Shane Hollander's transfer to the Ottawa Centaurs, and everything he left behind.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    2022
    Ilya Rozanov dies on a Tuesday. Shane spends five years mourning him.

    2027
    Ilya Rozanov returns on a Tuesday (he thinks). Shane is on his way - just hold on a little longer.

    In the wake of the Blip, half of Earth's population dies. One of them is Ilya Rozanov. Shane Hollander grieves him for five years. When Ilya returns, he's pretty sure Shane has moved on. Shane is just trying to get back to his husband, and if he has to rent a dodgy motorbike to do it, he will. Nothing's going to keep him from Ilya.

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    27 Aug 2026

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    Ilya smiled down at Shane and his eyes gleamed with mischief. 

    "You know, Troy is just a few doors down. We could call him over, make it a little party." 

    Shane's eyes snapped open only to narrow again as he glared up at Ilya.

    “Would you like that?”

    “No, I wouldn’t,” Shane snarled. 

    But his face was screwed up in frustrated pleasure. Ilya hummed thoughtfully and pretended to consider. 

    “Perhaps we could make it a competition then.” 

    Shane made an irritated noise and turned his face away. Ilya leaned closer and let his teeth drag down the length of Shane's clenched jaw.

    "You want Troy to see how well you take it, or do you want to see if he's better at riding my cock than you are?" 

    He had been teasing him, pushing at the jealousy that usually made Shane squirm and glare and tell him to shut the fuck up while his traitorous cock twitched and throbbed at how much he secretly liked it. 

    So when Shane did squirm away from him, Ilya followed automatically, pressing their chests flush together. He thought Shane was playing.

    “Get the fuck off me,” Shane spat.
    -

    Shane safewords out of Ilya's teasing about Troy.

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    27 Aug 2026

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    “How’s your head, baby?” Shane asks, his voice soft and steady despite the lingering fear.

    “I have never had any complaints.”

    “Jesus Christ,” Shane sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose between his finger and thumb. He’s smiling behind his hand, though. The relief in his body is still a palpable thing.

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    27 Aug 2026

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