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Hello. I watched your performance, and it did not disappoint. I have heard your voice many times over my life, and it remains as radiant as ever. I know we have an unsavory history, but I was simply doing my job. Surely you understand?
“I was simply doing my job,” Furina echoes aloud, scoffing. “For the Fatui!” —She continues on.
By “surely you understand,” I am referring to your masquerade. My Lady, the Lady of Love, seems to hold much respect for you. While I cannot fathom why, I realize you must have done something quite extraordinary to have earned the respect of a God. While you are justified in your fear of me, do understand that it was nothing more than diplomacy. I kept your secret; that should be reason enough to trust me.
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or, furina is having trouble using her vision, and the knave keeps making attempts to befriend her. things couldn’t possibly be worse, but maybe an unlikely friendship is what they both need. -
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The first thing Sasha says when they sit down is, “I went on a date this weekend.”
Anne’s breath hitches. Why does she care so much? Sasha deserves a happy life. “Oh. With who? Did you like it?”
Even this is unusual. In the Before, they’d always known everything about each other, from food preferences to idol biases.
Sasha is no stranger to confessions. This time, it’d been an eighth grader from the middle school department, a boy with fluffy red hair and freckles. He was cute , she admits, but in the same way a fad fashion trend or lost raccoon was. Not pretty, like the Perseids, Anne’s smile, or Marcy’s rambles. Sasha is… a selfish person. She was too cowardly to confess, so she went for the next best thing.
Did you like it? On that, Sasha contemplates. Going on a date with a random person to fill a void was not something a nice girl did. Sasha has long known she is far from a nice girl. Nice girls don’t steal.
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or, anne, sasha, and marcy, in the aftermath.Series
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all the king’s horses, all the king’s men (couldn’t put me back together again) by find_chideva
Fandoms: The Owl House (Cartoon)
27 Jun 2025
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Now that it was being said aloud, it really did sound horrible. The head of the Emperor’s Coven…
(“A lapdog for a tyrant!”)
…used a human teenager as bait to capture her sister. At the time, she’d thought it necessary.
(“To be great, you have to make sacrifices.”)
“I heard when you told Eda about the Emperor’s ultimatum," Luz said simply. She was still folding. “You still scare me, a little.” A little was an understatement. “But you had your reasons, so…”
“You’re a child. I was the adult,” Lilith replied, like it was the simplest thing in the world, like she hadn’t done it a few days ago. “If you feel uncomfortable with me living here—”
“I do,” she continued sheepishly. “But this is Eda’s house, and it’s not like you have anywhere else to go.”
Lilith swallowed.
“If it means anything, you saying sorry… makes me feel better.”
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or, five times luz feels afraid around lilith, and one time she feels safe around her. -
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“There’s an old Earth proverb that goes, ‘the nail that sticks out gets hammered down.’” She averted her eyes. “Kids my age, ‘sides my friends, just think I’m weird, and my parents probably think I’m a burden, even if they don’t say it. Earth is all about your social status, and people like me… have to keep in line. That’s the way of the world.”
Olivia considered. While Amphibia was much the same way— she knew every society had its roots in conformity— it could value real skill as much as anything.
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or, a few weeks after marcy arrives in newtopia, olivia learns something about her. months later, olivia tends a wound. -
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Sasha’d laugh. “Yeah. We run into incoming traffic, and then get put in that video game you like.”
“Imagine this:
You’re pulling the car over. Somebody’s waiting.
You’re going to die in your best friend’s arms.”
She’d close her book. “Vagabondia Chronicles.”
“Yeah, yeah. Whatever.” Because subconsciously, to them, Marcy’s interests were just that; hers alone. They didn’t need positive attention to flourish.
“And you play along because it’s funny, because it’s written down,
you’ve memorized it,
it’s all you know.”
Anne would look half-concerned, cup a few of her coveted goldfish into each of their hands— “Guys, don’t say that!”
“Chill. It’s just a joke.” A bite; aloof. Clear. Sasha Elizabeth Waybright, to the core.
“It’d be cool if it was real. Escaping to another world…”
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or, snippets of marcy and her feelings, during, before, and after the betrayal. what led to true colors, ft. richard siken lines.Series
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i’ll die like a girl (in your arms; as the world caves in) by find_chideva
Fandom: Amphibia (Cartoon)
20 Jul 2025
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a series of fics about the calamity trio, their lives, and their relationship with each other.
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a series of fics about furina, focalors, and their plan, spanning over five centuries.
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they both smiled; what a day to explode!
In her secret place outside of place, Focalors can feel every tear shed throughout the world.
Especially those of the gods.
Bookmarked by find_chideva
14 Oct 2025
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poor lonely cassiopeia, indeed
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One would think that turning into a monster, being shown enough love to turn back, and sobbing your heart out in front of your family and friends would be enough to cast out every bitter, angry, awful feeling you’ve ever had.
Apparently reality is a little more complicated.
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beautiful dreamer, awake unto me by hereforthehurts (orphan_account)
Fandoms: Amphibia (Cartoon)
06 Apr 2022
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This was an old story. An old song. And once upon a time, Olivia remembers how it goes. Olivia remembers how it ends, the last sentence, the last verse, the closing note. But now, fingers running through Marcy’s matted hair, she couldn’t even begin to remember how the story goes, lost between the uneven breaths, the constant beeps. The monotony she doesn’t know how she could even begin to see a way out of.
OR, olivia sings marcy a lullaby while she's in a post-darcy coma—except in this one, she's asking for her to wake up.
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but not forgotten by beecalm
Fandoms: 地縛少年花子くん | Jibaku Shounen Hanako-kun | Toilet-bound Hanako-kun (Manga)
31 Aug 2025
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Kou might’ve only met Sousuke's mom once, the longest summer of his life ago, but he remembers her well. Has met her indirectly hundreds of times since- in the shape of Mitsuba’s eyes, the similar way they enunciate their questions. (In the smell of incense, the realisation that there are some things you can never bring back. Kou stares at his untied laces, and hopes he can blame it on his burned up hand when he finds he doesn’t know how to look her in the eye.)
or; a mother who lost her son and a son who lost his mother find a shoulder to lean on.
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>young teenaged girls go missing.
>no cars were seen.
>disappeared after a flash of bright lightOh my god i figured it out guys.
They were kidnapped by aliens.