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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    Caspleif QPR AU. They don’t have the language to say that — but they need each other.

    They were the first.

    Sometimes that matters.

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    04 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    The right kind of pressure can push anyone into doing horrible things. Gloria knows this, and when she hears about Leif building a superweapon, she resolves to bring it up with him when he finds his way back to the diner before telling the others.

    She doesn't expect him to be so close to breaking down.

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    1/1
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    03 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    It struck Caspar, all of the sudden, that Leif was never a quiet man. Leif was never afraid to speak his mind, always found a space for himself in the world if he tried, and literally could not whisper to save his life. Leif was a loud guy; and as it turned out, this fact felt so natural and right that Caspar never fully realised it until this moment. This moment, where the loudness he came to expect was beaten and shriveled into short, hushed, fragile replies.

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    02 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 2

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    Early on into their time in Pasadena, Leif struggles to take care of himself. Gloria knows a way to help, and Leif bends all-too-easily. It's safer to be vulnerable, when he doesn't have to be a person.

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    1/1
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    14
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    110

    02 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 1

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    Ava and Caspar have a snow day. No one’s going to come into the diner when it’s snowing, so Caspar suggests they go out and enjoy the weather, and Ava begrudgingly joins him. Something something snowball fight, plenty of kissing, a blanket fort, and Caspar’s old man knees.

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    1/1
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    13
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    02 Apr 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 2

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    01 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 9

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    When David climbs down from the roof, he tries not to think of it as running away again. The man in the parking lot wasn't his father, after all. Unfortunately for him, escaping means getting past a cigarette-smoking theoretical physicist and her riddles three.

    Or, David and Ava discuss apologies and why Caspar is so bad at them.

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    1/1
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    Comments:
    19
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    77
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    Hits:
    333

    28 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 3

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    Last time he found her out here, he confided in her that sometimes, he has dreams where he would see smoke through the diner window and rush outside to greet her, only to find his ex-wife there in her place, ready to tear him to a million tiny little pieces. Ava pointed out that she was equally as likely to degrade him, and he said that yeah, of course he knew that, but at least he sort of liked her. That’s why she feels so comfortable pressing a few of Caspar’s buttons, shattered as he may be: she knows that he’s there for her, that he knows what he’s in for, and that he likes her. That’s why they’re allowed to play this cat and mouse game of theirs.

    (Kinktober, day 15: shotgunning)

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    36
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    27 Mar 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 31

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    Earlier that day, Yoshiki snapped at Hikaru for being too close to him outside, scared of being seen by others. He pushed Hikaru away.

    But now Yoshiki has to indulge a request from Hikaru as an apology. He hope it works.

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    Comments:
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    2,187

    23 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 22

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    15 Mar 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    “Sorry, Yoshiki,” Hikaru groans as tears come out of one eye and more of him comes out of the other. “Ughh, I don’t – ”

    Yoshiki can see how hard he’s trying to calm himself down, but it just isn’t working.

    “It’s ok,” Yoshiki says, quiet. “It’s ok. Instead of shovin’ it back inside completely, can you try just...lettin’ it out? Just a little bit?”

    He has no clue how any of this works, but maybe a half-measure is better than trying to force it all at once.

    “Okay,” Hikaru says, but it sounds like a sob. More of the unknowable, incomprehensible swirl leaks out into the dark room.

    “Yoshiki – shit – ‘m sorry but can I…” Hikaru’s face – what’s visible behind the bloom of him – twists in a small kind of agony. “Can I touch you? Not much. Just – ”

    It's been years since Hikaru first took the body of Yoshiki's dead best friend. Despite everything - every horror and hurt - they managed to find a home in each other. Not quite friends or family. More and not. What they have is complicated, but precious.

    But when Yoshiki escapes their small town – to college, to Tokyo – Hikaru follows. And things start to change for them both.

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    Chapters:
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    15 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    Lately, Yoshiki's been attracting a lot of attention—both from humans and from sinister supernatural entities.

    Sinister supernatural entities that aren't [Hikaru].

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    164
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    1,444
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    Hits:
    13,141

    14 Mar 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 3

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    08 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 10

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    It shouldn't be all too surprising that some of Thomas' Sides carry a certain level of superstition or religious faith. They're a part of him, after all, so it's only natural that they'd take on some of him habits or belief systems.

    It's only really surprising that Logan has taken on as much of it as he has.

    Or: Five times a Side saw Logan praying, and one time his prayer was heard.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
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    48
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    07 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 8

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    Logan and Janus meet up for their weekly wine night and it's one to remember.

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    Comments:
    6
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    59
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    8
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    173

    02 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 79

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    Logan is a cyber criminal, Remus is a cop tasked with tracking him down, and Virgil is Logan’s ex-roommate who keeps getting dragged into their mess. Ah, young love.

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    11 Jan 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    Logan has a complicated life. He has his research, his teaching, and his relationship to maintain with Patton and later their son Virgil. All of this is only even more complicated by his other frequent activity: being the superhero Bluebird. Logan deals with most of his issues the way he has since he was a child. He sorts, labels, and files them either in his mind or in his extensive physical filing system. Yet, despite his logical filing system, sometimes it fails. Sometimes he is forced to reevaluate and relabel some of his files. Other times, he simply watches as they shift around on their own. He learns throughout his life that sometimes things that don't seem to have a place, are the things that belong most with him.

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    11 Jan 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 60

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    Two days without eating and three without sleeping sound like the typical schedule for college student Logan Berry. He's in class all day, and he works all night in order to just barely scrape by every month. Constant bills leave little room for bare necessities, and it's clear that his current lifestyle is very damaging to both his mental health and his physicality. While looking for solutions, he comes across one that seems... mediocre at best. But, he's desperate. And what is this "mediocre" solution? A sugar daddy.

    Language:
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    Words:
    195,214
    Chapters:
    15/?
    Comments:
    159
    Kudos:
    533
    Bookmarks:
    60
    Hits:
    12,825

    05 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 66

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    04 Jan 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    Virgil somehow got two dads and no one's really sure how it happened.

    Language:
    English
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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    70
    Kudos:
    1,130
    Bookmarks:
    187
    Hits:
    7,837

    04 Jan 2026

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