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    What is Light to do when he wakes up after his life as a Shinigami is over, only to find himself with both his memories and his life back to the way it was before...with the Death Note in his school bag?

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  2. 45

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    The main problem Light faced was the utter dissonance between each of their daily lives and their complete inability and unwillingness to come to a compromise. Light was used to 8 hours of sleep every night, reasonable work hours, daily showers and at least an hour in the mornings spent on his hair and skin care routine (One couldn't look this perfect without putting in the work, after all, even if he made it seem effortless). L was used to.... well, Light couldn't describe it as anything but the devil's routine, coming directly from the 9th circle of hell and seemingly perfectly tailored to wreak the most suffering out of one Light Yagami.

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    Light tries to cope with his feelings for L as well as L's daily routines. It doesn't go as planned. Not as he planned anyway. L on the other hand, is very pleased.

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  3. 6

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    What if, when Light touched the death note for the first time at the end of the Yotsuba arc, he had a seizure bc regaining memories takes more brain activity than is safe?

    Basically a fix-it au where Light can never again be Kira after giving up ownership + FND

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  4. 8

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    Even the world's greatest detective has bad days. Thankfully Light is their to help him through it.

     

    Aka: L has a flair up day and has a meltdown and light unknowingly caregivers him through it.

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  6. 11

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    In which Light learns L was never taught basic self maintenance, and does it for him in an attempt to finally get himself and the detective clean and ready for bed.
    (illustration by me!)

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  7. 3

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    The worst part of L's day was, well, night. Thankfully, he had someone to keep the monsters away.

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  8. 10

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    L refuses to unchain himself from Light, so Light and Misa decide to fuck in front of him to teach him a lesson in privacy.

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  9. 46

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    Light Yagami was on the fast track to success until he accidentally killed two men with a Death Note dropped by a rogue shinigami. The awful realization caused a tragedy in the making as he desperately tried to justify and rationalize what he'd done in order to cope. He became a serial killer known as Kira. When L, the world's greatest detective, took on his case, he thought the mysterious man was just another obstacle in the way of the delusional lies he told himself to keep going. He certainly did not expect to fall in love with L during a daring memory gambit. As L closes in on him, Light struggles with his feelings, his actions, and his spiraling mental health.

    A retelling of Death Note that diverges from canon.

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  10. 3

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    Matsuda thought absentmindedly, gaze drifting from the notebook ever so slightly. When he read the notebook even further, he was… a little creeped out? On how detailed it is. You need a name and a face, in forty seconds or they die of a heart attack? Why in the world is the default heart attacks anyway?

    His gaze went back to the notebook, as he picked it up and opened it again, like if anything different was going to appear from the other ten times he opened it. When he thought about even more, it sounded ridiculous. No man would be killed with a flick of a pen. That’s not how kills work, there has to be effort after all. The hardest part about killing humans is killing humans. However now, this notebook is all up in front and saying:

    “Now even murder can be lazy! Isn’t that the epitome of humanity?“

    ….

    Or, a fic where Matsuda comes across the death note

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  11. 15

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    Misa hugs L. L is not sure how to react. Angst and hurt/comfort ensues.

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    "The boy was weird, and even though Light would never openly call someone a freak, he admittedly wasn’t surprised this boy was an easy target for harassment."

    L is a new student and Light decides to rescue him.

     

    ~~~~~

     

    (Indefinite hiatus)

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  13. 28

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    L, a conisour of all things sugary, is on the look out for a new bakery to order from as he works from Tokyo.

    He discovers 'Cake Couture' recently set up by an ambitious young Baker called Light Yagami, and soon finds himself traversing the tricky path of dating- helped by Watari, Aiber and Wedy who are desperate to get L out of his shell and help him to become more independent (and less of a brat)

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  14. 17

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    Here he is in the dusk, making sure his sheep has a happy life before he brings it to slaughter. He’s leading him by the chain down and down the stairs of his building.

    Chained together in his vast nearly-empty building, L begins to wonder if Light is autistic. He wonders, also, what the purpose of bringing up such a thing might be when their burgeoning friendship can only end in execution or murder.

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  15. 99

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    “L !” Soichiro whipped around, staring straight into the rearview mirror. “L, what the hell just happened ? What have you done to my son ?”
    In a hotel room on the other side of town, L stared through a TV screen at the horror before him. Misa and Soichiro splattered with blood. Light unconscious, bleeding profusely. This wasn’t supposed to happen. “I–I don’t know.”
    After L's plan to clear Light's name goes wrong, Light is left permanently disabled, his family picking up the pieces. Everyone wants things to go back to normal, but how can they ? The genius that was Yagami Light is no longer the same person as before.
    (A mock execution gone wrong AU, written by someone who gets way to deeply invested in the specifics of traumatic accidents)

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    In normal circumstances, L would assume his current belief that he is living out some sort of time loop of his own death is merely a bout of insanity that he should sleep or eat or work off. Again, if these were normal circumstances, not preceded by the proof of Shinigami and a notebook that kills people.

    (L lives the day of his death over and over again and attempts to escape the loop.)

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    Light était préparé pour la plupart de ce qui est venu avec étant menotté à L. Il n’était pas préparé à être diagnostiqué d’un trouble neurodéveloppemental à deux heures le matin. Ou, L se rend compte que Light ne sait pas que les deux sont autistes.

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  18. 90

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    When Light last looked up at Ryuk, his death imminent, he could feel the flames of hell licking at his skin. When he woke he finally realised that to be reborn he first had to be destroyed. Now he gets another chance at his ideal world and is ready to claim his throne, with L rightfully beside him.

    Light knows now that he wasn't justice. L was the scale that weighed the right and wrong and Light was action, execution and influence. They would need to be together, united, for Light's kingdom.

    Unfortunately Light wasn't the only one reborn anew.

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  19. 84

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    Somewhere along the way — the chains or the cell or the room with the birdsong — L had forced something in Light to open like a flower, or like a wound.
    Alone with L, Light was a different person. He was living another life, tucked discreetly underneath the first one. It felt much like being Kira had felt.
    Sometimes, it felt just as violent: this feeling that L inspired in him, that turned his insides and made a mess of him.
    Even when it simply felt soft between his ribs, it hurt.

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    “You and Matsuda can make out in the break room all you want, if that’s what you apparently like. I’m learning a lot about you today.”
    “You’re imagining it in quite vivid detail. Would you like to watch?”
    The corner of Light’s mouth twitched, and he calmed himself by imagining attacking Matsuda like a wild animal.
    “L,” Light said, smiling like he worked in customer service. “Are you going to eat the goddamn carrot or not?”

    — or:
    After Light gives up being Kira and L no longer considers him his prisoner, almost everything is sorted out. The only thing left are those annoying feelings lodged in Light's chest. Maybe he should confess?

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  20. 68

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    The moment Light writes in the death note he becomes a killer, but he could not become Kira without L. (L/Light, slow burn — Yotsuba Arc with all the mind-games intact)

    "The thing about getting rid of useless pride is that it is a scaffolding built of years. It takes more than the work of a moment; though you are begging in the windowless cell. What was I thinking, putting myself in here? You don’t remember. It’s beginning to disturb you, how much you don’t remember; although when you close your eyes and follow the trail—one event follows upon the other just as you had expected it to; and you can even recall the first time Kira killed, when all you saw was a reporter’s face through the screen of your TV. It was the end of your boredom, because though you were nothing but a spectator to the great battle, you already felt how Kira and L would pull you along in their wake just as any battle between titans would (because you would stand within the event horizon, if only to get closer).

    Perhaps that is where you are now. In the quiet dark within the black hole, where your self, gaunt and unfamiliar to you, has already irrevocably been altered. (Suspect. Name: Yagami Light.)"

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