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  1. 19

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    That dark stare, blank like the cloudy night sky covering the wonderful moon. “You seem lonely, have you ever thought about kids, Light?” L asked, finger on his lip, eyes never wavering from Light’s face. The black-haired man fixed himself on his cushioned chair.

    “L we are both men, besides would we even care for it?” Light took a sip of the sugarless camomile tea, the cup decorated in apples and greenery of many kinds, avoiding contact with those fish eyes. “ And certainly we can't adopt we would have to fill out documents and surely it would be too much compromise for our identities and location”

    “That's true..” The sound of sipping made Light steal a few glances forward, L was drinking the hot cocoa so obnoxiously loud, for a moment it made Light's ears sincerely agonize. “However I was not speaking about adoption, you don't seem the type of guy who would accept that Light, I always imagined you as a bloodline person” L then put down the clear white mug.

    What's your plan L? You got everything you wanted from me. What path are you deciding to take? “I don't get it”
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    Where Near is their fan kid

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  2. 38

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    Light Yagami, a recent Criminology graduate, secures an Internship at the Kira Task Force HQ thanks to his father. The Detective and the Intern learn what love and friendship is all about when sparks fly and feelings hit *hard* but, in between all that, they have a corporate giant to take down and the threat of a deranged but deadly girl to deal with...

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  3. 14

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    This fic started as a RP for fun on whatsapp but now it has evolved into a monster fic of over 500k words and the only summary we can give for it is: L and Light try to live their life as a happy loved up couple and shit just keeps getting weirder and weirder. This is also shameless smut with plot. like lots of it; smut and plot i mean

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  4. *

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    Light was prepared for most of what came with being handcuffed to L.
    He wasn’t prepared to be unprofessionally diagnosed with a neurodevelopmental disorder at 2am.

    Or,

    L realizes that Light doesn’t know they’re both autistic.

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  5. 47

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    The main problem Light faced was the utter dissonance between each of their daily lives and their complete inability and unwillingness to come to a compromise. Light was used to 8 hours of sleep every night, reasonable work hours, daily showers and at least an hour in the mornings spent on his hair and skin care routine (One couldn't look this perfect without putting in the work, after all, even if he made it seem effortless). L was used to.... well, Light couldn't describe it as anything but the devil's routine, coming directly from the 9th circle of hell and seemingly perfectly tailored to wreak the most suffering out of one Light Yagami.

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    Light tries to cope with his feelings for L as well as L's daily routines. It doesn't go as planned. Not as he planned anyway. L on the other hand, is very pleased.

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  6. 14

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    In which Beyond Birthday isn't killed offscreen by Kira and instead invades the Second Kira arc... very, very briefly. Surprisingly, this is less because of either Kira than because he made the mistake of running headlong into one of L's lesser-known Batman parallels.

    Or: BB kidnaps Near to get L's attention. Nobody enjoys this - in the end, not even Beyond himself.

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      seriously fantastic.

      near asking for a puzzle or game, matt having a very fitting font for his initial, the ichthyosaur that’s as large as near is, L thinking of the kids at Wammy’s as his family, and them not knowing, near using british swears to cuss out B. just. just terrific.

      near is one of my all-time favorite characters, he’s just fucking great.

      will come back later.

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  7. 77

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    Light wasn’t sure how or why it had happened. Tsuki was a stillborn baby. He was, for all intents and purposes, dead. He didn’t exist for anyone else, aside from Light himself. There was no one else who could see, hear or touch him. Tsuki, himself, couldn’t interact with the material world too much without using tremendous amounts of energy that left him weak and translucent, edges blurring into the background for hours afterwards.

    And yet, he had grown up right by Light’s side for all these years.

    °°°
    “Is that why you dropped this? To see what a human would do with it?”

    Ryuk rolled over on his back and fixed those bulbous red eyes on the twins, the image somehow even more disturbing upside down.

    “Perceptive, aren't ya, kiddo?” His smirk got impossibly wider. “Soooo…ya gonna use it? Either of you, I'm not picky!”

    ******
    Or, what if Death Note happened, but Light was an L fanboy and had an identical twin named Tsuki to keep him sane

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  8. 11

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    Even the world's greatest detective has bad days. Thankfully Light is their to help him through it.

     

    Aka: L has a flair up day and has a meltdown and light unknowingly caregivers him through it.

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    Light picked up the notebook, reading the English words on the cover. "Death Note," he mumbled, confused, "As in, a notebook of death?"

    He flipped through it, skimming the (remarkably intricate) rules on the inner cover before he closed the strange notebook with a shrug. He was about to set it back onto the grass where he'd found it, and chalk it up to some odd prank. But he paused, and ended up taking out his phone instead, tapping the first (and only) number on his favourites list.

    "Ryuzaki," he said, "I just found something interesting at school. I’m heading to the office now, meet me there and I’ll tell you about it."

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  10. 2

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    Light, a brilliant but bored former top student of Japan, has his world turned upside down when he meets a Vampire called Beyond Birthday...

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  11. 5

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    Light had treated himself to some new stationery, a Montblanc fountain pen that fits so comfortably in his hand he could forget he was holding anything, and a new fast-drying ink set. He filled the pen’s ink cartridge and was about to replace it in the pen before he decided L’s name on that page was too annoying. He pressed the cartridge to the page, hard and watched the steady pool of ink bleed through the page, slowly spreading to make L’s name invisible. He had tested out crossing out, erasing, and other methods of destroying names before, and knew this would not have any effect. He wasn’t looking for one other than erasing L’s effect on him completely.

    500 names later and he still couldn’t sleep. He was calmer though, and tired. Light found himself slipping into an almost sleepwalking trance. He felt like he was dreaming, watching his body act without him.

    He took the notebook, went to the kitchen, turned on the gas stove, and held a corner into the flame.

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    Let's see if L can still win, despite being dead, or if Light will find a way to rid himself of this inconvenient spirit.

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  12. 12

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    Light tells L the truth. L takes it...shockingly well.

    What does a man with a God complex do when he falls for someone?

    Basically; the rooftop scene, rewritten.

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  13. 73

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    L gets hurt in a car accident. Light has a lot of conflicting feelings.

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  14. 14

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    Chronic boredom—a feeling that eats away at you, reducing you to nothing before replacing itself with loneliness.

    There are many causes of such an unusual reaction in a human being, some involve trauma responses and some are this way since birth.

    In a world full of music notes and colour, what are the chances you'll meet somebody as achromatic as yourself?

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  15. 29

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    L, a conisour of all things sugary, is on the look out for a new bakery to order from as he works from Tokyo.

    He discovers 'Cake Couture' recently set up by an ambitious young Baker called Light Yagami, and soon finds himself traversing the tricky path of dating- helped by Watari, Aiber and Wedy who are desperate to get L out of his shell and help him to become more independent (and less of a brat)

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  16. 19

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    A girl suspected for multiple counts of kidnapping who has terrible prioritization skills spends way too long focusing on what she thinks is the world’s most concerning marriage instead of noticing that she’s already in handcuffs.

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    He didn’t do this for the money. If he wanted money, there were a thousand other things he could do - working on cases, freelance programming, playing the stock market - that paid much, much better. No, Light wasn’t here for the money. He was here for something much more valuable.

    In every other area of his life, he was pretending. The perfect son for his father, the perfect student for his school - even the prodigy detective he played for the NPA, was a façade. Nobody he knew had ever seen him.

    And Light knew, better than anyone, the suffocating power of a mask. The capacity it has to reshape the face beneath it, so that after a while, even trying to take it off is pointless. To someone whose life was lived behind an endless procession of masks, this prospect was unsettling.

    And so, he’d found an outlet.

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    AU in which everything is the same, except Light is a stripper.

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  18. 12

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    I'm not dead (yet), so here's a continuation of the smut oneshot I posted in, what, september? L has a day off due to new years (an unfortunate sign of when I started writing this) and you have a ton of sex in the morning, for the sake of trying new things. Simple, efficient, very L. I got so much love on the last one, particularly over my characterization of him, and I really appreciate that! I hope this lives up to the legacy of the other one, which is very subtly linked in the fic btw, but I'd also like to thank llehdouzohuma for prompting me to make this (When it came out. in september. I'm so sorry). This entire thing is smut, it starts very soon, so be prepared! Also, should I just put this one with the other one and call it a mini series? Let me knowwww!

    Heads up: Reader's hair is very easily washed/detangled, possibly unrealistic sex position, and shameless self promotion by linking my own fic in the fic and then putting it twice in the summary

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  19. 22

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    L walks through the rows of headstones—bodies abandoned by their souls—spotting a familiar grave. He smiles sadly to himself, clenching the bouquet of lilies in his hand, paper crinkling from the force.

    "Hi," L stood in front of the headstone, looking at the picture. Light looks– looked divine. His greeting was met with expected silence.

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    In simple words - L visited Light's grave after he caught Kira.

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  20. 8

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    L and matsuda bathe together.

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