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His jaw tenses and he fixes his sights on Minho’s date, appraising the slender man. He’s not exactly Minho’s usual type, but maybe that’s the point.
Gold bracelets tinkle as he tilts his martini back, swiping a lock of platinum blonde behind his ear. He laughs at a joke Chan can’t hear, bringing perfectly manicured fingertips over the row of glossy white squares covering his actual teeth. He looks expensive. Like the settings on a washing machine might confuse him. Like he’s never been punched in the face.
Minho leans forward, the buttons of his maroon dress shirt straining, and plucks the olive from the man’s glass. He pops it into his traitorous mouth, filling the man with giggles and hollowing out Chan’s ribcage.
After a year of self-imposed exile following his breakup with Minho, Chan reluctantly agrees to attend a birthday party on the promise that Minho won’t be there. Things do not go quite as planned, and as the intoxicating fog of alcohol thickens, Chan struggles to stay anchored in the present within a flood of old memories and the surge of emotions they bring.
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Sometimes, the weather in Seoul gets so hot that the sidewalk starts to sizzle. When he’d been a little kid, Changbin had touched his bare, open palms to the ground out of curiosity and screamed when they blistered, so loudly that even strangers had come running.
Sin results in death. Eternal damnation. A million, scorching sidewalks.
(Or: Changbin's new flatmate is gay. And Changbin isn't. He can't be.)
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Ryan’s scruff scratches Chan’s soft skin when their mouths disconnect, only for him to nip over Chan’s jaw and along his neck. The younger never felt anything like this, the prickly pain of a beard on him, hands so steady and knowing, not an ounce of uncertainty to be found.
Chan loves it. He loves the pure thought of loving it.
Twenty years between them and he desires it oh so bad.
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A look into the rut and heats of Chan, Minho and Hyunjin.
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- Part 4 of Domesticated
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Chan’s been excessively unlucky since he was born. Coming from an abusive orphanage to daily minimal mistakes while outcasting himself wherever he went, he sometimes wonders when he’ll finally be free from this burden.
Maybe by his death ?
And when he meets Minho, a weird stranger blunt but kind, he might finally understand where that exaggerated misfortune came from.
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- Part 2 of Through Hell and Heaven
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But of all the scenarios that had plagued him for hours, nothing prepared him for the words that come out of Hyujin's mouth.
Chan slowly swivels around in his chair to blink at him. The sleep deprivation must be getting to him; he couldn't have possibly heard right.
"What?"
Hyunjin licks his lips and repeats, "I want you to choke me."
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He didn't understand the electricity that ran through his veins, urging him to be reckless - the more dangerous, the more thrilled the buzzing seemed to be - just like he didn't understand the soul crushing sadness that seemed to lay itself on his shoulders.
He didn't understand, so he pushed it down as far as he could. As long as he got things done and took care of his boys, he was fine. Right?
Sometimes it takes almost falling over the edge completely before you can stand yourself back up again, and Chan has to learn to open up to his members before it's too late, and Stray Kids loses Bangchan for good.
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But Hyunjin knew himself better than this. He knew, as soon as he was behind closed doors, he would do it again, and again, and again, until his mind would shut up, until the pain was enough to keep the demons at bay, until the adrenalin got him high enough to forget about everything else.
Because he was an addict. And he’d been stupid enough to think he would never relapse.
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Hyunjin has left his old self behind – or so he thinks.
He has never planned to meet Chan and fall head over heels in love with him, but there is just something about him that takes Hyunjin right up to cloud nine. However, as things get more serious, Hyunjin can’t bring himself to show him his most vulnerable side. He’s convinced Chan would never love that version of him, the version he’s supposedly left behind. Too scared to lose him, he thus starts hiding and lying.
Hyunjin wants to come clean, but what if Chan figures it all out first?
Or: Hyunjin is madly in love with Chan and shitscared of losing him, so he tries hiding his self-harm scars and dating past.
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Felix takes a hold of his backpack and flees to the nearest bathroom. Once inside, he almost rips open the backpack, digging through it, desperately looking for the pill bottle he declined earlier. With shaky hands he opens it and shakes two of the oblong white pills into his palm. He takes a long look at them, mind racing before another one joins them. Tilting his head back, he swallows them dry.
No one needs to tell him he’s worse, he’s felt the decline. He can’t figure out how people survive this kind of thing, how they pick themselves back up and heal. He didn’t choose to be in this situation, someone else made that decision, but he’s the one dealing with the aftermath. It’s unfair.
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Please check the tags for trigger warnings before reading<3
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- Part 2 of Drown
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Chan kind of always knew that he would die young.
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- Part 1 of SKZ Angst
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A part of Chan's past from his training days comes to light. A past he thought he had put behind him.
A series of events (a misunderstanding, a confrontation, a concussion in the rain) follow that send him running and definitely not dealing with his trauma.“No one was ever supposed to know,” Chan looked his manager square in the face, hating the way his voice broke, “no one.”
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Chan is drowning.
His family is there to try and save him.
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- Part 1 of Can't Escape The Current
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During a spontaneous Chan's Room livestream, Chan reacts to All Too Well: A Short Film. He just hadn't expected it to hit as hard as it did.
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Or how Chris made a mistake in who he chose to love and the mess it proceeded to make of his life.
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- Part 3 of still astray
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“I’d just like to remind you, baby,” the older man starts, “That this little group project you’ve got going on is going to fail without my help. You will disband. Do you want that? Do you really want to put your members through that?"
“No!” Hyunjin gasps, and there are tears in his eyes now and his heart hurts, hurts, hurts. “No! No, I’m sorry, please, I want— I’ll do it. I’ll do anything. I swear.”
"Come here then. I'll help you with everything that you need." (For a price, of course, and not necessarily a material one.)
Hwang Hyunjin’s downfall starts with a man and a simple offer.
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- Part 1 of lol
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Hopelessly addicted and abused, a young prostitute is forced to become sober after another near-death overdose. A young doctor shows particular interest in their recovery, leading to personalized care - at the risk of losing the career he worked so tirelessly for.
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Hyunjin's life has become a trainwreck very early. Addicted to porn at age sixteen and losing his virginity for money at seventeen, he falls down a dark hole to the point of no return, trying to convince himself that he's satisfied with his own life. Until he meets Bang Chan, a young and caring CEO who offers him a helping hand after he gets beaten up by one of his clients. With the time they spend together, more and more repressed feelings start eating away at Hyunjin's stone cold heart.
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- Part 1 of Hyunchan Short Stories
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04 Mar 2024
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Absolutely amzing. One of the greatest texts iv ever seen, literally not joking.
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10 Sep 2023
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NON-MAGICAL AU
It's 1981, Remus Lupin struggles with various things, one of them being heroin addiction. His life is nothing to be proud of, he lives on the streets, earns money by selling his body and waits for the drugs to kick. But Remus doesn't want to change anything until he meets a guy named Starman and almost overdoses.
And Starman hates druggies.
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Life is not always kind. Life is not always easy. Life has always been against Sirius Black but he had thought that he would always have Remus at his back, at his side, acting like his anchor in the rough seas that were life. But that does not always happen, especially when Remus finds out what his deepest secret is.
He knew that this day would come, but he never expected it to be this soon. He didn't expect to lose everyone and everything with the harsh words that fell from Remus' lips.
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Wangxian Mythology Volume 1 by KNBSnkLover, LonesomePhantome
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon), 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
25 Jan 2021
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He laid Wei Wuxian among beautiful golden meadows and its sweet flowering blossoms and took him for the first time, afternoon sun casting a rich glow over both of their skin.
“Lan Er Gege," Wei Wuxian raised one slick leg in the air to expose his wet pink hole, still throbbing and filled with last night's seed, "You're the one who made me like this. You're the one who made me swollen with your children. You should take responsibility."
A collection of stories featuring variations of Lan Wangji and Wei Wuxian as different spirits/demons from Chinese mythology (Dragons, Snakes/Nagas, Tentacles, Hybrids) and fucking each other's brains out and Wei Wuxian getting filled with babies. (Mo Xuanyu is their third in the first chapter only, other times Lan Xichen will be their third. Check Chapter Titles for Pairings) Will update regularly!