18 Bookmarks by BeOkay

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    Jackson’s done being in the spotlight. London chewed him up and spit him out, and all he wants is the life of a regular teen again. But the secrets he carries are heavy, and Stiles refuses to back down until Jackson airs every bit of misery he’s been dealt since the day Derek bit him and psychos got a hold of his head.

    No one seems to blame Stiles for the nogitsune, but he can’t help blaming himself for letting it in. He’s having a hard enough time coping when Jackson suddenly returns from London, able to see through Stiles’s facade and tell him what everyone else denies as truth. It’s enough to make Stiles want to pry.

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    13/13
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    02 Feb 2018

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    05 Nov 2017

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    11 Sep 2017

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    In the beginning Jack thought the only way he could find his purpose, his love, his "sunshine" was by going to Santa Fe. Then he found it in the smoggy skies and muddy streets of New York. He found it in a starry eyed cripple that was armed with a crutch and an ever optimistic outlook on life.

    Jack always thought that Crutchie was unable to be touched by the real world. Until he was. And he always thought that he would have his sunshine right by his side. Until he didn't.

    In other words, what happens when something takes away Jack's sunshine.

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    1/1
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    11 Sep 2017

  5. Public Bookmark 34

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    Jack groaned. “When you don’t feel good, you let someone know. Or you don’t sell for a day so you can feel better. You don’t let it come to,” he waved his hand. “This.”
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    In which Jack needs to manage the two things that matter most to him: Crutchie and Manhattan. But Crutchie won't accept that he needs help, and Manhattan needs more help than Jack can give.

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    5,214
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    1/1
    Comments:
    12
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    376
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    34
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    11 Sep 2017

  6. Public Bookmark 58

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    There's something hunting people in the aspen forest. Dean tries to be the protective big brother, but the odds are already stacked against him when an earlier injury turns nasty and John is delayed. Pre-series with Sam aged 16, Dean aged 20. Who will end up being the hunted?

    "...Dean toed off his boots and peeled off his sodden layers of clothing until he stood naked and shivering, eyeing up the dirty scum on the muddy water without enthusiasm..."

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    05 Jul 2017

  7. Public Bookmark 58

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    There's something hunting people in the aspen forest. Dean tries to be the protective big brother, but the odds are already stacked against him when an earlier injury turns nasty and John is delayed. Pre-series with Sam aged 16, Dean aged 20. Who will end up being the hunted?

    "...Dean toed off his boots and peeled off his sodden layers of clothing until he stood naked and shivering, eyeing up the dirty scum on the muddy water without enthusiasm..."

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    12/12
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    05 Jul 2017

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    Castiel Novak is used to change. He's used to being the new kid in school. So when he moves with his family to the small town of Rail Pass, he doesn't expect things to be much different than the last three towns.
    But then he meets Dean Winchester, an aggressive fellow student who sees Castiel as the shiny new toy he and his friends get to mess with. Castiel has had his fair share of bullies in the past, but nothing like this. He's never felt this way about a bully, or anyone for that matter, before. Maybe something's wrong with him, that he could feel so attracted to someone who makes his everyday life hell.
    But then again, he sees the way Dean looks at him sometimes. And there's a lot more to Dean Winchester than meets the eye.

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    Chapters:
    42/42
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    04 Mar 2017

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    What begins as a transforming love between Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak in the summer of 1965 quickly derails into something far more tumultuous when Dean is drafted in the Vietnam War. Though the two both voice their relationship is one where saying goodbye is never a real truth, their story becomes fraught with the tragedy of circumstance. In an era where homosexuality was especially vulnerable, Twist and Shout is the story of the love transcending time, returning over and over in its many forms, as faithful as the sea.

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    12/?
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    23 Feb 2017

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    If I ever wanna crush my soul again.

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    The universe seriously hated Dean Winchester. Around every corner, something was waiting to ruin his day/week/month/year/life. Ever since he'd presented it had been a losing uphill battle. Until someone came along to help him carry his heavy load.

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    Chapters:
    47/?
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    31 Jan 2017

  11. Public Bookmark 78

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    When Dean was discharged from the army after getting wounded in an air strike, his life quickly turns to shit. No money, no home, and difficulty finding employment. He’s lucky to run into rich and handsome Michael, at least gaining him a nice boyfriend. Why Mike wants to be with a chain smoking, alcoholic, used up trainwreck like Dean, Dean will never understand. But hey, if it fits - it sits.

    There’s something off about their relationship though. Exactly how off slowly starts to become clear to Dean when he meets Nick, Michael’s estranged brother, who’s also a veteran soldier. Things start getting complicated. Dean doesn’t do complicated. Or at least, that’s what he tells himself…

    [This is a dirty, gritty story about two broken men on their decline into chaos and destruction. A story about how they discover that falling into the deep end isn’t all that bad when you have someone to hold onto.]

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    Chapters:
    112/?
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    Comments:
    617
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    584
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    78
    Hits:
    17,775

    28 Jan 2017

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    15 Dec 2016

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    The first chapter was all about exploring why Mick quit beating on Snart and what it would take to make things right between them. Now it's become an alternate take on the first season after the episode 'Progeny.' Adventures on the Waverider with focus on the relationship between Leonard Snart and Mick Rory.

    I DO NOT give permission for this work to be shared on any other platform including apps.

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    Chapters:
    32/?
    Comments:
    723
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    17 Nov 2016

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    01 Nov 2016

  15. Public Bookmark 16

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    He was there, standing next to such a scary character, casually slumped against the wall with his arms folded on his chest.
    He had a messy red mohawk, tired eyes and a few more years marked on his face but it was him. With the same hazel eyes and the same curls.
    The name slipped out of his lips before he could think against it.
    “Josh?”

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    Chapters:
    17/?
    Comments:
    108
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    180
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    17 Sep 2016

  16. Public Bookmark 8

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    Two men go on a journey to find the one thing they missed most.

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    26/26
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    89
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    125
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    8
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    4,432

    12 Sep 2016

  17. Public Bookmark 88

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    Tyler and Josh are two happy boys playing in a band together, touring the world and making the music they love.

    Until one day , when Josh is kidnapped and spends 8 months in captivity being tortured by terrorists in Syria.

    This story is triggering and dark and is not for the fainthearted.

    It's also inspired by real events. Read it with care

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    Chapters:
    45/?
    Comments:
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    08 Sep 2016

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    Josh has a great life, but that doesn't mean he's happy. He spends all his time working at Guitar Center, being a loner at school, and pining for the unattainable Tyler Joseph who probably doesn't even know Josh exists.
    Except that, unbeknownst to either of them, they've started sharing dreams.

    Get the tissues. We're going to face our issues.

    (Being Rewritten//Through Chapter 2 complete.)

    Language:
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    3,458
    Chapters:
    38/38
    Comments:
    1,049
    Kudos:
    1,595
    Bookmarks:
    227
    Hits:
    33,442

    05 Sep 2016

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