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Als and James don't really have an easy life, but that does not mean it will stop them from living it.
Collection of life snippets of the two young men in random chronological order.
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30 Dec 2025
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Forced into prostitution at sixteen, a normal life was never in the cards for Julian. Yet, that never stopped him from snatching bits and pieces of it wherever he could. That's how he meets Aaron, a college student who thinks Julian is just an ordinary boy, completely unaware of the life he’s hiding.
Craving the warmth and kindness Aaron offers so freely, Julian finds it impossible to stay away. But getting close to anyone is always a huge risk, especially since Logan—Julian’s abusive pimp—has a dangerous infatuation with him.
In the end, all it takes is one misstep to throw Julian’s entire life off balance. For better or for worse.
Something warm and unfamiliar ignites in his chest when Aaron starts playing with his hair. His touch is so gentle, so achingly soft that it leaves Julian breathless, unsure how to respond to a tenderness he’s never known.
As he locks eyes with Aaron's kind gaze, he decides to let himself have this. Just this once.
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02 Dec 2024
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He promised her. He promised her to keep him safe. And despite everything the promise still stands.
When Meave finds herself on the wrong side of Los Angeles and stumbles into a boy that looks a whole lot like her missing brother, she comes up with a plan. No matter what he wants or who he is pretending to be, she is going to try and get him back.
Finn has a whole different set of problems. Dave's watchfull eye and neverending demands, his little brother that depends on him and a sudden turn of events that he thought was behind him.
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- Part 2 of Shadows and Lights
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- 120,992
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- 33/33
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19 Mar 2024
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*NOTE: Don't Talk in the Car has been discontinued and is being revamped and re-written! Details to be announced.*
Lance McClain was good at what he did; he had a successful career as a restaurant owner, was a loving son and brother, was a good husband, and had managed to keep his family's criminal acts off the police radar for the past six years. Attempting to balance what little freedom he had in the gilded cage that was the family business and a tiny semblance of a normal life was made even more difficult when Keith Kogane began working at his New York restaurant.
Lance fell, and fell hard. But so did the dominoes that threatened to destroy the legacy he worked so hard to continue, that put him head-to-head with rival crime families, that put his family under a microscope held by the police, and that put himself in the crosshairs of a gun.
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12 Feb 2024
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So Keith is good at that, at waiting, at longing. No one would think that patience is a strength of his but perhaps that is because, more aptly put, it is actually his weakness. For when Keith waits, it seems, he always waits a little too long. He always misses the right moment.
Maybe, he muses in retrospect, that is because the right moment never existed in the first place.
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03 Sep 2023
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Or the one where Shiro's a shy, silent war vet who flips burgers for a living and Keith's the pretty waitress in a pink skirt.
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13 Aug 2023
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He promised her. He promised to keep him safe. So he will.
Two brothers are fighting their way through a rough life in foster care when things get out of hand. A blow to many and an accident in an inconvenient place leads them to a whole different life. A life that is rough and hidden in the shadows. A life that is one big sacrifice. It is just a matter of how far the boys are willing to go.
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- Part 1 of Shadows and Lights
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- 145,378
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- 43/43
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26 Jun 2023
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Keith was adopted into wealth. Lance was born into it. When they meet, Keith decides to teach the rich boy a few things about the real world, only to end up learning a few things himself.
With both of them having homophobic parents, they struggle to build what starts out a purely sexual relationship, while under the judgmental eyes of their families.
(Ongoing: last updated 1/9/24)
One chapter left.(Explicit Warning: Language, Smut, Alcohol use, Drug use, past trauma, PTSD, implied child abuse) This story is in no way trying to promote any of these things.
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20 Apr 2023
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08 Dec 2022
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Skylar hates his life. He's used, abused, and taken advantage of all the time, but he deals with it the best he can with alcohol and drugs. Now, to make matters worse, he gets kidnapped. But little does his kidnapper know, Skylar's life with this man may be better than it was before… Or is it?
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- Part 1 of His Captor, His Savior
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02 Aug 2022
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"It's just that sometimes, victims tend to feel guilty about being a victim. They think it's their fault that they were kidnapped. That's sometimes been the case for victims who have been with their captor for only a few weeks; but you were with him for nearly a decade. Do you feel guilty about being kidnapped, Paul?"
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Number Twenty-One has been Number Twenty-One for seven years. When he was eleven, he was taken from his own birthday party at the park while searching for a run away frisbee. He was denied his name, his style, his birthday, or anything that would give him a sense of individuality. All he was in life was Number Twenty-One.
But that was until he escaped.
Now that he's forged through all the traumatic events, he's faced with a harsh reality; who is he? Who was he? Can he ever feel like a person again?
Will he be Number Twenty-One forever?- Language:
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26 Apr 2022
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In a night, everything changes. In a night, Keith experiences something he never thought he would experience. He was a good student, goal-oriented, broody, tough, motorcycle guy.
He never thought that would make him a target.
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27 Jan 2022
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Blue Jay - PART I. HELL & PART II. PURGATORY & PART III. LIMBO & PART IV. HEAVEN- BEING REWRITTEN by DreamingUnderStarlitSky
Fandoms: Original Work, No Fandom
15 May 2026
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This work is being rewritten. I'll try to have two updates a week, as with the original.
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Aiden Jaylin Winterrowd, otherwise known as Blue Jay had a horrible childhood, marked by physical and sexual abuse and even more, including murder. He doesn't hope for a future, not that he has a real chance for it, after all. Then a strange encounter changes his life, giving him a second chance. Does he have the strength to heal from his past, can he find love, hope and future?
Elisabeth von Preußen had everything a child can imagine, yet, for most of her life she struggled, doubting herself and her abilities. Then on a day that was supposed to be fun, she finds herself in a situation she never even could have imagined. What follows after? Can she find herself, can she grow up to the role she was born to fulfil?
Except for the very first chapter, there's nothing explicit or graphic in the story (this is not a porn story, or a yaoi or etc.), the tags& warnings are there because of the topics covered and the things mentioned.
This story is set in an alternate universe. The German Empire is a thing - re-established with all the kingdoms and grand duchies and co. - just after WWII.
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- Part 2 of Blue Jay Chronicles
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- 130/?
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16 Dec 2021
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High school can be rough. It can be a place of nightmares. But for Nicolas it is a place of dreams.
Everything is better than being at home.
Because at school he is something. He is a jock, or as close to it as he will ever be. He is the predator.
While at home he is the prey. At home he is nothing.Series
- Part 1 of The NHITB collection
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- English
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- 363,592
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- 67/67
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09 Dec 2021
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04 Aug 2021
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In Which Yuri Learns About Life, Love, and Leaving by sparkle_ninja_glitter_bomb69
Fandoms: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime)
15 Dec 2021
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When Yuri moves in with Yuuri and Victor after his GPF win, he vows he won't get attached. They were his competitors, not his friends. Like almost everyone in his life, they too would eventually leave him.
Right?
Not only that, but Yuri struggles to keep two secrets from everyone. One that could change his life, and one that could end it.[ ON PERMANENT HIATUS ]
[....like, im done with this fic and movin' on]...but im movin' on to a BIGGER, BETTER FIC BABY!!!!
...stay tuned...*manic giggle-snorting*
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- Part 1 of In Which Yuri Grows Up
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29 Jul 2021
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After everything they went through, no one was really sure they could recover. Some days it seems completely impossible, but for it's easier when they're together. With no small amount of effort, everyone affected by what the Galra had done learns how to live their lives.
The aftermath of and healing from the events of Lion's Den, Made to be Broken, Left Behind, and the other two installments about Allura and Shiro I haven't written yet.
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- Part 4 of Lion's Den
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24 Jun 2021
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15 Mar 2021
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The first time Weslyn sees her, she’s working the corner, wearing short denim shorts and a black crop top with a ratty backpack placed against the wall behind her. She can’t be more than 18, he’s not even sure she’s that old. He goes to mention it to Tobis, but by then, the car has pulled ahead. Plus they were in the middle of something.
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21 Jan 2021
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Soleil, who's lived by the rules of his Master for most of his life, largely secluded but passed around like a toy, isn't prepared to suddenly be told his Master is dead one day and those rules don't apply anymore. He moves in with three people that insist they are not his new Masters and who seem to be the antithesis of his former owner. As long as he's able to protect and live with his pup, Ness, he's fine. Even so, he can't help new feelings he doesn't understand that come with this new life of his.
Athena, Ray, and Cyrill have settled into the nuances of their relationship over their years together. They make their relationship work largely through extensive communication and planning ahead. An omega hybrid who's too scared to look them in the eyes and whose vocabulary largely seems to be composed of the word "sorry" doesn't quite hit that mark, neither does his child who's never seen the outside world. Nevertheless they vow to help he and his child get back on their feet. Too bad they can't help the feelings they catch along the way.
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- Part 1 of Soleil, Cyrill, Athena, and Ray
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- 27/?
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04 Nov 2020