LottaVilja



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  1. Summary

    A collection of one-shots and short-fics about Astarion, aiming to explore the full range of emotions that arise from being entangled with him. Each piece primarily addresses a single sentiment. I’m curious to dive deeper into what I would call psychological writing—the attempt to capture specific moods and uncover the underlying layers of feelings, thought processes, and behavior. It’s a way for me to explore my own reactions, but I’d be humbled if you find them compelling as well. Please feel free to leave a comment to let me know what you think

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  2. Summary

    Imrae and Lymune are brother and sister by heart. Having spent some time together in their childhood, fate always seems to find a way to link their lives. No matter in which universe.

    This series is a collab between the wonderful Spillingteanotpermitted and LottaVilja, dedicated to their OC's Imrae and Lymune.

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    In shadows I was born. In silence I have bled.
    Hunger is my heartbeat, voices in my head.
    I saw you in the moonlight, drow eyes lit like flame,
    I thought I'd make you easy prey; just another game.

    You smiled like you were starving, but I still took your hand.
    A thousand wounds behind those eyes, too broken to withstand.
    Yet, I saw more than fangs and charm, I felt the man beneath;
    a soul still reaching for the sun, though bound by dark and teeth.

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  4. Summary

    A collection of sexy encounters with our favorite vamp.

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  1. Rec 58

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    28 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Wonderful trilogy. Wonderful read. Painful, blissful, creative. Hot :-). Great introspection. Astarion's voice is strong.

  2. Rec 6

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    Astarion and Tav make a life for themselves beyond the end of events of the game story. They discover Astarion is being hunted by some Vampires, and other nefarious individuals. It's their new adventure to find out why and how to break the curse that is on him. Alot of action and sexy intimate romance, as well as numerous characters from the game, who will come to join them. They will also find out about their past lives together through the elven trait of Reverie.

     

    Story is set post Baldur's Gate 3 game.
    A very fluffy romance and action story around Astarion and Tav character. World building is set in the D&D universe.
    Explicit/graphic depictions of sex. It is here and there, and fits with the overall romance. For Mature Readers Only.
    It is my depiction of Astarion's character. I hope I have kept him true to his character, although on saying that he will go through some character growth in this.

    Series
    Language:
    English
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    177,164
    Chapters:
    26/?
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    21
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    17 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I'm in love with this story. It's sweet, adventurous, fantasy driven. Next Chapter: 27

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    If the desperation in his eyes and the heartbreak on his face hadn’t already been enough to break you, the tremble in his voice would have done it. And even without all that, how could you ever say no to this man? He who stood beside you as you discovered your lost self. He who remained beside you when you learned your cursed history. He who bound the knots of your restraints and stroked your hair through the night, even as you writhed and fought to end his life. He helped you gain your freedom from the damnation of your birth. How could you possibly deny helping him with his own freedom?

    But, says a voice in your head, seven thousand souls.

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    A story in which we discover just how damned an ascended vampire can be, and just how far you will go to save the elf you loved.

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    Chapters:
    226/?
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    14 Mar 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Astarion in all his beautiful forms and varieties. Delicious treat.

    Left it at chapter: 225

  4. Rec 14

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    The year is 1988 and Cazador is living his best life. His band The Profane Ascension has made it big in the metal scene and his relationship with Sheena is going strong. He has no interest in giving a single thought to his old life, or the ghosts of his past.

    But when a series of unfortunate events sends Cazador and his bandmates to Faerûn, he’s forced to face what he left behind. When all is said and done, is redemption truly possible, or are some things unforgivable?

    Series
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    English
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    28,395
    Chapters:
    12/12
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    62
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    06 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Great continuation of Cazador's crazy road of redemption. I fucking love this author!

  5. Rec 3

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    The Dark Urge surprises Gortash with an unexpected gift. Written for World Heart Day, this vignette can be enjoyed as a standalone or as a window into Gortash’s perspective within my Shadows of Creation series.

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    “Good evening, my dear. To what do I owe the pleasure? I hadn’t expected you for another three days.” Enver placed his quill back into its rest with deliberate care, as though even this small act deserved ceremony. He withdrew a silken handkerchief, dabbing the ink from his calloused fingers, each motion precise, betraying nothing of the intrigue quickening behind his eyes.

    Her voice broke the silence, smooth and resonant, every syllable warm enough to disguise the knife-edge beneath. “I have a gift for you,” she said, holding out the pouch. “I think you might like it.” The bag was fashioned from waxed cotton, its dull sheen catching the unsteady candlelight. Yet at the base, something darker had begun to seep through—slow, heavy, unmistakable.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
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    12 Nov 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Super-written piece of a character study of Gortash.