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  1. Public Bookmark 49

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    Just one more day.

    That was Shane's lifeline this season. He's always thrived under pressure, but this was different. This was pressure meant to break the stone, not make the diamond. Every sharp glare, every whispered slur, every avoidable check into the boards. He could feel the weight of them deep in his heart. Just one more day, and it'll happen. You'll break. It will be over. He tried not to think about how much relief he felt and what that said about him.

    OR: Shane built the Voyageurs from the ground up, but when his secret is revealed, he thinks it might be what kills him.

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    17 Mar 2026

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    “You like it here?” Rosanov asked after a few more moments of silence.

    Shane looked over at him, but Rozanov was still facing away. “What, Saskatchewan?" 

    The Russian laughed, it was a bright and brilliant sound. “No, this place is shithole. Canada.” 
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    Shane Hollander spends five years of his life living in Japan, helping his Mother care for his sick Grandmother. It changes who he is, who he would have been, and shapes his life and career. Shane still finds hockey, he will in every universe, and where Shane Hollander plays hockey Ilya Rozanov is never far behind.

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    17 Mar 2026

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    Moscow, 2007.

    Ilya wasn’t expecting that along with a new assistant coach, he’d also be getting a new teammate for the summer. Shane Hollander turns out to be only one in the rink who can keep up with him. The tension between them builds fast, and it doesn’t just spill over the boards. It follows them home.

     
    Or: The thing with Ilya's coach's son, but it's Shane.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    Boston.

    Shane just got traded to fucking Boston. To where Ilya was. With no apparent fucking reason in the middle of the season. He just won them two cups, why was this happening?

    Shane gets traded in the middle of the 2016/2017 season, just before the All-Stars. The Tuna Meltdown never happens and Shane and Ilya amicably decide to stop seeing each other but remain ‘friends’. Both are very ‘happy’ with this decision until Hollander is traded to Boston. Now they must work with each other on the same team while Shane wonders what the hell happened in Montreal to get him traded in the first place. The Boston Raiders learn that Shane Hollander is not a chicken, or a virgin (lol) like everyone believes. And the Metros learn just how important Shane was in winning those cups.

    And Cliff Marleau is just trying to figure out why Ilya’s messages to Jane stopped.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    At the 2017 All Star Weekend, Ilya takes fate into his own hands to produce at least one out MLH player by the end of the season. Thus begins his part-time side hustle as community organizer, mastermind, and Commander-in-Chief of the Gay Hockey Army.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    When Ilya and Shane decide they want a plan to let them soften the rivalry and (maybe, eventually) come out without it being an NHL emergency, they ask Yuna for help. Yuna's got a 6 stage plan and it is absolutely, definitely going to work.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    After Rose helps Shane realize his sexuality, he decides he needs to come out to the important people in his life. He's not ready to be out publicly, but he needs friends in his corner.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander has built himself around routine, his life blood is hockey. Struggling to understand his team off the ice and the people around him, he carves out a few silent hours to himself. It's just him and his skates. But the hard fought peace is fragile, like cracks in too thin ice. It only takes a slight impact to shatter. Shane is fighting to hold his team and himself together as everything comes crashing down around him.

    Someone hacks into Rose Landry's phone in a club, they then release the images of Shane's texts online and all hell breaks loose. Shane is left to pick up the pieces. Ilya makes some choices in the aftermath that change everything. Shane decides to stop hiding and Ilya is a possessive asshole who makes it everyone else's problem. With far less reason to hide himself anymore, Shane begins to show more of who he really is behind the polite, media worthy façade. They instead find a team who are ready to fight the world for each other and a found family that has far reaching threads.

    Maybe Shane can have both Hockey and Ilya. The world will just have to deal with it.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    What if after tuna melts, whispered names and the Rose of it all - in a post All Stars Game world - Shane thinks the world is finally starting to make sense again to him. Once the ground is firm under his feet - or so he thinks anyway - it's turns out to be less than stable? What if when Shane was getting his hook ups in Mexico and Hollywood - he wasn’t as unnoticed as he had originally thought?

    When Montreal shows it’s true colors sooner, a No Trade Clause is waived and Boston gets an opportunity to build a dynasty that rivals the one of their largest rivals up North.

    What if Shane and Ilya’s worlds are turned upside down and things with their over 8 year long situationship (now maybe relationship?) suddenly got more complicated and somehow simplified at the same time? Shane honestly thinks this is possibly the most ‘them’ resolution to a situation he has ever found. Ilya is just doing his best - he thinks. Maybe.

    Also, the Power Play in Boston is about to be the thing of nightmares, if a certain Russian can stop blocking Shane's damn shot…

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    18 Feb 2026

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    If this is what growing up feels like, Shane Hollander doesn’t want it.

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    5 times nobody took Shane Hollander seriously + the 1 time they finally are forced to.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Shane never meant for it to get this far. He just didn't agree that he had to be medicated. He barely agreed with the diagnosis itself. Ilya had every reason to be broken like this. Shane didn't.

    Ilya didn't need to know about this.

    About his cuts. About his diagnosis. About his anything.

    Ilya didn't need more problems.

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    Shane has a psychosis and hurts himself badly, learning to some revelations where Ilya and multiple others take care of Shane.

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    29 Dec 2025

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    Episode 5 divergence

    Instead of getting hit on the ice, the Metros went on to win the game, and after setting up some plans with Ilya, the team ends up dragging Shane out to the bar. Shane was having a good time... until it all went wrong.

    Or: Shane is assaulted, and Ilya is there to comfort him.

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    27 Dec 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 40

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    Neil knows how to survive alone. He knows how to charm, deceive, disappear. But when the Foxes finally see the real him, survival becomes something else entirely.

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    27 Dec 2025

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    Shane genuinely never thought this would happen to him. Always thought that this was something you heard about in tv shows, heard about on the local news, read about online. He never thought it would be him.

    Evidently, he thought wrong.

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    shane gets roofied at a club, has one of the worst nights of his life. luckily he doesnt have to go through the aftermath alone

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    24 Dec 2025

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    5 times Hayden Pike almost uncovered the biggest secret in the NHL and the 1 time he actually did.

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    23 Dec 2025

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    When Shane lets himself think about what it might be like at All Stars, there's a blurry gap where he's standing. Ilya will be wearing something stylish and sexy — probably a shiny shirt that makes Shane want to grab him and never let go. There's nothing Shane owns that fits in that category.

    But Reebok and Rolex have both had him work with stylists for appearances in the past. He pulls up the photos of those events, and flips through the photos. He sends them to Rose.

    Which of these is better?

    She replies to the Rolex photo with six exclamation marks.

    Shane Hollander's five rules of how to not look gay (and how he breaks them for Ilya Rozanov) + one time he doesn't have to.

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    23 Dec 2025

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    All Shane had wanted to do was watch his fiancé play hockey. But when Ilya takes a hit their secrets start crashing down around them.

    Yuna loves her son, she thought she knew everything about him.

    And Hayden is just along for the ride.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    Instead of Shane, it is Ilya who suffers a concussion during the Boston-Montreal game in April 2017. Dazed and agitated, Ilya briefly starts speaking and responding only in Russian and the medics can’t calm him down. Luckily, Shane started studying Russian after Ilya spoke to him in Russian on the phone from Moscow. For no particular reason. Certainly not because he’s fallen in love with Ilya Rozanov.

    In Montreal with lingering concussion symptoms, Ilya is advised not to fly home for a few days, and the hospital won’t release him without assurances that he has someone to stay with him until his symptoms improve. Luckily, Shane conveniently has a condo in Montreal no one knows about and a few days before he has to travel again.

    But Ilya’s symptoms don’t resolve after a few days. Which is okay; Shane can handle it. He can take care of Ilya, study Russian, lead his team into the playoffs, and keep Ilya’s continued presence in Montreal a secret. He can do everything, no problem. He is Shane Hollander after all.

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    A whump fanfiction that is secretly a fix-it.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    16 Dec 2025

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