18 Bookmarks by taoissoswag

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  1. Public Bookmark 76

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    England, in an attempt to get rid of his most hated enemy, casts a spell that will erase his existence. As per usual, whenever England tries his hand at magic, something goes horribly wrong, leaving Romano to deal with the many different personalities of Spain. That sounds like a normal day for Romano, right? Well it would be if it weren't for the fact that each personality has its own personification now.

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    06 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 42

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    No one has heard from Percy in several days and Nico is getting increasingly worried about his best friend.

    TRIGGER WARNING:
    Weight loss, implied disordered eating

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    05 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 3

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    Mental illnesses are no joke
    What if it devolves into the worst ending though?

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    04 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 11

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    Ludwig enjoyed living far from others.
    He enjoyed his only company being his 8 dogs.
    He enjoyed writing and Disney movies.
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    Feliciano enjoyed living with his twin brother and his boyfriend.
    He enjoyed long walks with Noodle, his seeing eye dog.
    He enjoyed painting and baking.
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    Feliciano was desperate to never be alone, Ludwig was afraid of being close to anyone.
    Feliciano felt like a burden, Ludwig questioned his worth.
    Feliciano had nightmares, Ludwig never slept.
    Feliciano believed no one could love him, Ludwig feared someone loving him.

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    04 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 48

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    Update October 30th: next ch 1/3rd of the way done or so.
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    The room would have accepted the excuse without a second thought if it wasn't for the fact that America's hair was limp and unkempt, darker at the roots from missed washes. His skin was pale, almost sallow, and the dark circles under his eyes looked like bruises. The very sight immediately sent quiet alarm bells ringing in Japan’s mind.

    Their eyes met, just for a second.

     

    America flinched and looked away.

    That brief glance said everything. It wasn’t embarrassment. It was guilt.

    Canada noticed too. He always did. Chewing on the inside of his cheek, too unsure to speak.

    England noticed most of all. How could he not?He’d practically raised the boy. How could he not see the slumped posture, the hollow brightness in his voice. None of it was right.

     

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    In which America deals with the aftermath of something horrible and everybody else tries their best to be there for him. As it turns out, he's not the only one with problems or bad coping mechanisms.  Rape Recovery. Future AmePan and GerIta. Also FrUk. Character Projection from some personal experiences. Self-harm. FACE FAMILY STUFFS.

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    14/?
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    27 Oct 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 57

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    The Sun is always a strong figure, a powerful hand, a worthy provider. When people are asked to picture or visualize the sun they think of a strong figurehead with perfect everything. The sun was something special, it gave life to a single planet in the solar system and supplied the light for the moon to get attention as well. But even so, in the end, a sun is a star.

     

    Stars will experience supernovae but if they are small enough this doesn’t happen and they just expand and burn out, dying in that way as well. A burst, that spreads out the matter. It’s an explosion, and even before, there are always signs that that star is burning out, the dimming of its lights, the deteriorating of its physical state. Of course, nobody notices because there are thousands of stars in the sky. But when the sun does it, it's something people try to ignore or brush under the rug. It's hard thinking about the thing you rely on for your life…

     

    is just as fragile as you are.

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    21 Oct 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 6

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    Rainbow Dash is a mess.

    She tries to forget about that day, but, as it turns out, running away and avoiding your problems always comes back to bite you in the ass. It worked for a while, she would take extra hours of practice, stay longer at the gym, go to the library - then come back to the dorms and collapse onto her bed, falling asleep immediately, only to repeat the same process the next day.

    But then, Applejack got a text message.

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    In short - Rainbow Dash was sexually abused for months and it created a gigantic mess. Like AJ being told she was cheated on. Also RD is a figure skater bc I said so.

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    18 Oct 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 5

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    WARNING ⚠️ - This fanfic will have depressive themes such as, suicidal thoughts, self-harm, suicide, verbal/physical abuse, threats of verbal/physical abuse, and eating disorders. If you are at all sensitive to these topics then I employ you to please not read this fanfic, if you don't like it then DO NOT read it.

    What did I do to deserve this? Why? It hurts...why can't they leave me alone?

    I'm sorry....

    I'm so sorry.

    (Adopted from Art_n_Gaming_Wonderland)

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    06 Oct 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 10

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    In a world where Uncle's Sly's "change of heart" is just a little more convincing, Carter decides to try and give him a second chance.

    Carter decides wrong.

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    23 Sep 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 70

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    My problem has always been that I feel too deeply. Joy, suffering, sorrow. There are times when I wish I hadn’t felt anything at all.

    Why does my mouth taste like a mix of blood, unshed tears, and something bitterly nauseating, like sadness? Where is the taste of ecstasy from victory?

    Really, was there ever a time when my taste buds had the pleasure of tasting something so sweet, so addictive?

    The distance between Rin and Sae only grows with each passing day. The weight of the past overshadows the present, trapping them in a web of childhood memories and secrets that should have never been unraveled.

    Heavy silences, lingering tension… How can they reach each other when they stand on opposite ends?

    And when Shidou and Isagi step into the equation, the balance shifts even further.

    Dare to find out if the distance between them is too vast to be bridged.

    Versión en español disponible

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    21 Sep 2025

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    Rin is drowning; Sae, his parents, the expectations and desperation he imposed on himself to be the very best and finally prove himself to be worth something, anything, were really starting to take its toll… and the U-20 match had been the final crack in Rin’s already sinking boat, in the only thing keeping him afloat and safe from the tumulus waves of emotions crashing around in his mind like a never-ending storm. Day by day, each cold, dismissive glance, each sharp, biting word from what-used-to-be his older brother’s unloving, uncaring mouth continued to chip and crack away at Rin’s mind… and, at some point, the prospect of simply being swept away and forever-submerged by the tides stopped seeming so daunting.

    Meanwhile:

    How will Itoshi Sae, with a deeply-internalized, effortlessly-cold, and emotionally-detached heart confront his darkness-shrouded past, sense-of-self, and relationship with his little-brother when, after a eye-opening, grief-filled night of regret and terror, he realized that the consequences of his actions and the price paid for the perfectly-crafted mask of utter uncaring that he prided himself on were much steeper than he originally realized?

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    18 Aug 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 55

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    Rin always wanted to die gracefully.

     

    2:45 am.

     

    The world had never felt heavier and yet, as Rin stood on the oceanfront, he felt weightless.

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    Rin steps into the ocean, planning to not come back out, when he feels a hand grab his wrist. He turns around to find Isagi Yoichi desperately staring back at him.

     

    --All that you ever wanted from me was sweet nothing--

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    18 Aug 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 15

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    Twilight can not dredge up the will to care about anything this alicorn has to say. “I don’t help anyone anymore.”

    Sunny carefully takes a step toward her, “Look, I found out who you were a thousand years ago, that you were the Princess of Friendship, and I… I could really use a friend right now.”

    Twilight had six. They were perfectly fine. She doesn’t need another one. Doesn't want to be one. She watched enough die.

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    16 Aug 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 13

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    Junior year had been full of emotions for everyone, the Music Club had gained and lost a member all within a month. Jake had had a falling out with his best friends and gained a few more.

    Then he’d gotten a call from Drew who’d just gotten diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder and felt awful about what he’d said and suddenly his life was thrown back into a mess of trying to regulate friend groups and spend time with everyone.

    Drew’d stopped bullying the Music Club and mellowed down a bit, the Music Club certainly weren’t friends with any of Jake’s other friends but they could coexist (mostly) peacefully.

    Of course, their mostly peaceful coexistence led to some strange looks into Drew and Jake’s... relationship.

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    Idk them being in love very obviously and the music club second guessing and triple checking the facts in their head lol

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    27 Jul 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 8

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    drew’s a multi-millionaire with a god complex and a jake problem.
    jake’s a chart-topping musician who keeps saying he’s moved on—right before flying to LA to fuck his ex-best friend into the mattress.
    they don’t talk about the past. or the fallout. or the fact that drew’s still hopelessly in love.
    jake doesn’t know. jake doesn’t ask.
    until one night, he goes too far.
    until drew breaks.
    until jake finally looks.

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    1/1
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    27 Jul 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 38

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    Oliver had always been a target for girls. They all wanted him, but he never wanted to be with them. On the other hand, Zayden loved having attention. He always wanted to be around people. How could two polar opposites fall in love?

    This story is based on two heterosexual boys in our classes (well Oliver is straight Zayden though...) so we started writing this as a joke but then it started getting serious so enjoy.

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    8/?
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    26 Jul 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 26

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    A mound of dead soldiers is all they’ll ever be.

    And he will be the one that kills them all.

    Rin after the U20 match—losing himself to jealousy, obsession, and destructive tendencies.

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    22 Jul 2025

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    The room is too bright.

    It’s quaint, in a nauseating sort of way. Polished floors glint from the gleaming honeycomb chandeliers overhead, make him squint. A few vases sprinkled here and there, filling the room with a sickeningly sweet scent – even a waffle-cone headrest framing the silken sheets of a neatly-tucked bed. Outside, the golden sun gleams, the gentle rays of light spilling past curtains that waver in the afternoon breeze.

    It's meant to be beautiful. Luxurious. Welcoming.

    With one sweep of his cane, Shadow Milk tears it apart.

    [[ Completed ]]

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    16 Jul 2025

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