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For Want of Comfort in a Quiet World by Certified_RedEyes
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types
10 Feb 2025
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Something was happening to Bruce. It started with little things like a ringing in his ears and some dizziness, but it eventually evolved into something much more severe. Whatever this was, he wasn’t going to bother his family with it, especially his children. They didn't need to be burdened with an old man like him, seeing as they had their own lives, personal and vigilante wise.
They'll forget about him. They already did, didn't they?
...Right?
But, as Bruce's life always does, it never goes his way.
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A Little Like Freedom by ginabeana45
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man - All Media Types
01 May 2022
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He wished he could say he was at least a little disappointed in himself. He had been at the beginning of all this. He’d been almost hollowed by the guilt, disappointment, and utter disgust he felt. But that’s the most magical thing about heroin; do enough of it and all those shitty feelings evaporate like fumes.
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Before Stiles knows what happens, he finds himself shoved into the locker room. A lock clicks. “This is— I totally can explain this,” Stiles says, his voice a bit higher than he would have preferred. Whenever he dreams about meeting Brett again, everything is a lot happier, he doesn’t run away like a deer catching the scent of a hunter, and Brett is not almost strangling him with his sweater.
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- Part 6 of Kinktober 2022
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“Oi, Dazai. We’re here.” Chuuya reached into the car to shake Dazai’s shoulders a bit, rearranging his coat to lay over the man’s back. Dazai swayed and blinked up at him. Whatever painkillers he’d been given had stolen the sharpness from his face. Dazai looked fifteen again, wide-eyed and vulnerable.
And then he smiled. He smiled and Chuuya’s heart stuttered because it was so fucking real, so small and different from all the painted faces he wore now.
This was dangerous.
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- Part 1 of A mouth to empty into
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They always knew it would come to this.
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A Devil needs his Angel by Deffo_Not_Me
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
08 Oct 2025
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[updated every week]
As entire villages go missing throughout the night court without a trace, Rhysand puts his spymaster in charge of working out why. But it is clear Azriel won’t be able to do it himself. In an effort to keep these incidents quite they need someone they can trust. Eris Vanssera, desperate to prove his loyalty to their alliance gets roped into the unlikely pairing.The mating bond doesn’t care about history, politics or reputation. Instead it pulls the souled of its desired together, the mating bond can be wrong but how do you know if it is?
Azriel could never bring himself to stop hating Eris Vanserra let alone love him, and Eris could never love Azriel in fear of his reputation coming undone. Or could they? Even after a long slow burn romance, secrets still need to twine around them both but is it love or lust? Could it ever become love knowing everyone around you will disapprove?Azriel could be in love with a male – If it didn’t mean being in love with Eris.
Eris could be in love with Azriel – If it didn’t mean being in love with a male.-
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Donna had a blanket wrapped around her shoulders, like she was sitting huddled in the back of an ambulance; some sort of car-crash or housefire victim, watching the red and blue lights flash like Christmas decorations. She was shuffling behind the couch, doing something just out of sight, which set Laura's nerves on fire. Pricked them just to the finest point. She was all teeth and needles, a live-wire prepping for the spark. The shock. Anything that touched her would come with bruises, burns. Anyone who touched her would learn well enough not to touch her again. She was not the sort of thing to be touched. She didn't think she ever could be. Not now. Not anymore.
Donna tries to distract Laura, comfort her, with mixed results. But Laura loves her. So it's more than enough.
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- Part 2 of self-indulgent laura/donna
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Post The Tower Ending: 2080
It’s been three years since Johnny’s engram was ripped from V’s head and his body was stripped of his heavy chrome. One year since V woke from the surgery induced coma.He’s still alive—somehow. But his body is different, always hurting, nothing like the sleek-powered frame that once tore through Night City. Everyone he knew has moved on.
His friends who drifted, the fixers who stopped calling, even Kerry, who answered V’s one phone call with vague promises of help—then disappeared back into his tour and his fame.
Now, V wakes up each day in a too-quiet apartment and goes to work at the Afterlife as a bartender, learning how to live as a normal person.
And as for how Kerry has been all these years? Well, he makes music, he sells out stadiums and copes however he can. With whoever he can.
Ultimately it’s a poorly timed message and fate that decides it isn’t done with them yet, and throws them back together with all the subtlety of a car crash. Will they take this second chance?
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- Part 1 of Ballad of Us: 2080
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Buck tried to use what little strength he could muster to call down to Eddie, to make himself known, but the only sound he was able to come up with was a pathetic choked out sob. He hated this. This situation he found himself in, sad and broken with Eddie on his doorstep. He didn’t want to make him worry, he didn’t want to take up more of his time being a burden.
– Or Buck receives a text message he’s hoping he'd never receive, and he deals with that the only way he ever has, by avoiding it.
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chew me up, but don’t spit me out by damagecontrol (microdamage)
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
08 Aug 2024
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Regulus has it all figured out. He keeps men on a rotating roster so none can get too close, works nights as a dancer to make the most of his chronic insomnia, and pushes everything he doesn’t want to remember about the past ten years into the recesses of his mind. It’s easier to pretend none of it ever happened.
But when James Potter crashes into Regulus’ life with his fancy sports car, wealth beyond measure, and devil’s smile, it marks a switch in the natural order of things. James is a client; Regulus isn’t allowed to fall in love with him. Except James is the first man in a long time who can see past Regulus’ carefully constructed façade, and who could ever resist the temptation of being known?
Or, this is a story about identity, addiction, self-expression, and love in all of the varying shapes they can take.
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Alec and Magnus married to unite the Shadow World and prevent a war. Falling in love was just a happy coincidence.
Now enemy and ally are getting harder to tell apart. Alec’s career is hanging by a very thin thread, they both have to prove to the rest of the Shadow world that they can deliver on their promises, and parties within and without are plotting to dismantle the alliance they’re trying to build.
Can a marriage just starting to find its feet handle the strain of the choices they must make and the secrets they must keep?
If you want this in .mobi or .epub format with tidier formatting than you can get here from AO3, you can download the files at https://drive.google.com/open?id=12UK5Ib6LJWmq1If48SvGEgH2HWKRKcy6
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- Part 2 of One Easy Answer
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Hey,
I used to live in your house. I’m drunk in Seoul, and it’s the only address I know.
Happy Holidays.
Jisung.
Or: On the path that leads Jisung to try to navigate between his dreams and the ghost of a dead rock star father, he finds Minho.
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Pain is Cold Water (why can't i get used to it) by Astereae
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Danny Phantom
29 Aug 2025
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After Jason's overdose in Better Halves, he starts therapy with PHD Psychology student Jasmine Fenton. Tim told him he wasn't allowed to die, but he doesn't know how he's meant to live.
Basically I think Jason is the most Borderline teenage girl character who has ever been a 24 year old man. Put him in DBT.
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- Part 2 of Want (and what it has to do with it)
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Pain is Cold Water (why can't i get used to it) by Astereae
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1, Jason's therapy sessions. Part uno
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one day i am gonna grow wings by bluepenguin63
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
17 Jun 2025
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The worst part was knowing that the thing that bound you two together, the invisible thread between your hearts, wasn’t love, or laughter, or shared hobbies. It was pain. It was trauma. It was your fathers. Dirtbag dads with too much rage and nowhere to put it but down on their kids. That’s what started it all.
In grade school, you ran into a boy with a corduroy pants, a soft blue sweater, and a face just as blotchy and miserable as yours. Over the years, you both have a front row seat to each others' unraveling.
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Angel and Alastor Lose Focus And Have A Consensual Workplace Relationship by GayLord3000
Fandoms: Hazbin Hotel (Web Series)
21 Feb 2024
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Circumstances lead to Angel Dust and Alastor becoming friends to their mutual shock. At the first the friendship is a nice change of pace for both of them but will it cause things to spiral out of control?
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Spamton still has the loaded disk. Tenna still has a DVD drive. It’s the quickest way to catch up, they decide, no commercial breaks. And with an exhausting trip down memory lane ahead of them, Tenna isn’t sure he wants to say goodbye to everyone and everything he knows in favor of a new audience. Maybe nostalgia really is in style…
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Louis thinks he can solve all his problems on his own. Harry has too many problems to even count.
Or, the one where two polar opposites attract on different sides of a piano at the rehab facility just out of town.
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One of the best ever read.
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