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It's so hard to breath around you by Captain_Blue for Sp1d3rs4r3Sc4ry
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP, Minecraft (Video Game), 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series, Empires SMP
16 Dec 2024
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Etho watches as it swirls with the water before disappearing forever.
Etho swallows the weird feeling in his throat.
What's going on with him?
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Joel feels like Etho has been avoiding him all week.
Every time he see Etho he tries to start a conversation with the hybrid, but he runs away.
Joel's getting annoyed (and worried. Worried he did something wrong).
or, Etho gets hanahaki for Joel
Series
- Part 4 of Captain Blue's 12 Prompts of Christmas 2024
- Part 7 of Spider and Blue 12 Prompts of Christmas 2024
- Part 7 of CB's sickfics
- Part 2 of SmallEtho/Boat boys fics
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AHHH HANAHAKI ANGST MLLL
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Pack It Up and Move by Moobloom_Mention
Fandom: Hermitcraft SMP, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series, Naruto (Anime & Manga)
08 Oct 2025
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All my content for the Hermitcraft / Life Series fandom
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4 parts
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Falling and Falling and Falling (For You) by TheKrillish
Fandoms: 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series
13 Nov 2023
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Etho and Cleo get into a fight. Scar and Grian confess their feelings to one another.
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- Part 6 of truant.
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THERYRE SO AAAA
read sept 11th 2025 7:39PM
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Joel, please... by Captain_Blue
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP, Minecraft (Video Game), 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series
09 Oct 2024
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Etho wakes up slowly. His body feels sore, and when he tries to bring his hands up to his face to rub his eyes, he finds he can't.
He pulls on his hands and finds them tied to the back legs of the wooden chair he is sitting on.
Actually so are his legs and chest/upper arms.
“You're finally awake!” Someone says cheerfully from the shadows across the room.
The fox hybrid recognizes that voice instantly, “Joel!” he says, “what’s going on?”
“You know how you said I’m obsessed with you?” Joel asks, stepping out of the shadows, his kimono swishing around his legs as the tanuki walks.
He stops in front of the fox hybrid, and leans forward, whispering in Etho’s right ear, “you were right.”
or, Joel kidnaps Etho and locks him in his basement.
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- Part 9 of Captain Blue Whumptober 2024
- Part 3 of SmallEtho/Boat boys fics
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A bolt of what looks like black lightning slams into the dirt, scorching the area where they had just been standing.
Not the warmest of greetings, but not surprising either.
Gem bares her teeth, raising her wings and looking up towards the house. Pearl is perched on the railing, her sword leveled at a shadowy figure standing in front of the door. The whole world seems to freeze as the shadow’s head tilts. It lifts its hand slowly, pointing a finger at Pearl, and then draws it diagonally across its body. A rip appears and splits across his body. Dark, voidic tentacles erupt from the rip, grab hold of Pearl and yank her in. The rip closes behind her.
“Pearl!” Gem screams.
Or, the man of the forest did not want to be found.
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hahaha time to murder a necromancer NAUR CLEOOOO
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His body felt too heavy, too tired, and the idea of moving felt impossible. He wanted them to leave- no, he didn’t want them to leave… he couldn’t figure out what to do. He felt trapped between his own exhaustion and the fear of being vulnerable.
His breath hitched, frustration welling up inside him as he struggled to communicate. He couldn’t. Not now. Not like this.
Or, Etho overworks himself and regresses. Beef comes to his rescue.
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ethooethoooooooooetho sobs and cries and screams
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this day is for noone but you by olekbbeans
Fandoms: 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series, Hermitcraft SMP
14 Feb 2025
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Their celebration of Valentine's day was supposed to go by spending quality time by themselves but when Jimmy suggests a doggy date between the three pets, Joel just can't pass by.
aka: Etho planned the day hour by hour, only for it to be completly ruined by a sudden hangout with their friends.
(really bad) Valentines special !!
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- Part 5 of two boys one boat (smalletho fics)
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"tell me tomorrow (we're on the same boat)" by almiyanxx
Fandoms: Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series, Double Life - Fandom
30 May 2025
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The Deep Dark was deep underground, darkness surrounding you on all sides. Sculk absorbs light, hence even with a torch it's always dark. You can make no noise if you value your life (and your soulmate's). No matter how prepared you are, the longer you stay there the more you go insane.
( the correct word is paranoid, but he might as well have lost his mind )
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'Get it together, Etho.’
The voice in his head would demand. He’s acting out of character. He would never have let his emotions rise so easily, especially pain and weakness.
He blames Joel for making him too soft.
'I believe in you, Etho.' A foreign, yet gentle voice whispers in his head.
How sweet.
He's actually worried about me.
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The Deep Dark is an unforgiving place, and it leaves you with nothing but terror. Fortunately, his soulmate is a lot more empathetic than he originally thought.
( or: joel comforts etho after the deep dark leaves him w/ a little terror )
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Watching The Track by Ringravity
Fandoms: 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series, Minecraft (Video Game), Hermitcraft SMP
26 Feb 2024
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“Listen closely, Evo. I’m only saying this once,” the voice started.
Jimmy glanced at Grian and then Budbs, but neither of them had the telling look of it being a prank of their doing.
“I am the Watcher, and I have the singular demand of Evo to cancel the championship race this year. Now, should they refuse to do that, there will be consequences,” the voice snarled before a click in the microphone.
Jimmy froze and watched as the nervous glances jumped over the fellow racers.
They all knew what that was…
It was a threat.
:Or an AU where Jimmy and the other life members scramble to deal with a threat to their Championship race and the threat hanging over their heads.
:Or or an AU that is Jimmy centric where they race cars, and a huge dose of hurt/comfort, whump, angst with a happy ending.
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- Part 1 of Evo Racing Adventures
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so good, love the story and the plot, then ending is satisfying, racing AUs are not as common in this fandom and we love to see it
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He woke up to the sound of water splashing. "Hey, Etho."
Etho, in question, had his hands deep into a basin filled with ice cold water. He was scrubbing furiously, gloveless, scars covering every expanse of pale, exposed skin. There was a dazed look in his eyes, as if he there was film draped over his face, unfocused and unmoving. Always unmoving.
As if he was trying to scrub blood stains out from underneath his skin.
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Memories haunted him as if he were a ghost hunter in a haunted house, every ghost watching his every move, waiting patiently to strike, and when it finally attacked, it slowly ate away at him, every memory making him somewhat impossibly more hollow in his heart.
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Settling at his desk, he pulled out the letters, letting the paper scrap into his hand. Laying them on the desk, he put them in order of the dates. All it took was a glance at the top of the open one to tell him where it went in the timeline. To anyone else the handwriting would have been impossible to understand, but Impulse read it with ease.
Setting that letter at the far edge of his desk, he sighed. The date on that one was December 30th, exactly two years ago today.
Impulse wasn’t ready to read that one.
If he was being honest with himself, he might never be.
Or an AU where on the anniversary of a painful day, the new King of the land, Impulse, receives an unexpected gift. That gift is from his best friend, Skizz a spy, written during the war to free the kingdom from a tyrant.
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For once, Etho is having a decent time at a MCC party. Someone he grows up with ruins the party for him, and thankfully he has some friends to help him.
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It started as a friendly rivalry; a comment here, some mycelium there-
But jokes can turn into actions.And actions? The Hermits now know all too well that the smallest actions can quickly turn into wars.
It’s been three months, but there’s no sign of it stopping. Scar’s reign of terror is only getting worse, and the fabled Resistance has been left in tatters.
Only the strong may survive, but even they can’t go on much longer. The turf war has never been in more dire need of a conclusion, but the cost of peace may be far higher than anyone ever expected.
-Tea
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This fic is a collaborative effort inspired by Rin’s TWBSAU.
Siggi is the main writer, and the rest of the team helps out.TWs will be left at the top of chapters and comments are appreciated!
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On a worse day than usual, Etho reopens some old wounds and starts spiraling. Lucky for him, he has a much better family now than the one he left behind.
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- Part 24 of Whumptober 2024
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AWHHH EEFO WE LUV UUU
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“I need to get out of this town, Tango,” Bdubs sighs, “go live on a farm somewhere, build it all myself. Then I'd have nobody to answer to.” He tilts his head back and blows smoke at the ceiling.
Bdubs is wrapped up in a city wide turf war he never signed up for when he helped his friend Scar rise to power. Etho finds himself in the hands of the enemy after being abandoned by the people who made him. Between all the drama, they find each other. Maybe by the end of all this they'll find some damn peace too.
this fic is written as a qpr but can be easily read romantically I think!
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AGHHHHHHH VOMITS SCREAMS CRIES CH3 AND CH4 ARE SOSOSOSO GOOD
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B.E.S.T. android ever written.
Reference intended.
Also not intended because this fic is:
Supercalafragalisticexpaladotious.
(Mary Poppin fans will know that one)
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the king & the exile by birrdie
Fandoms: 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series, Hermitcraft SMP
04 Dec 2024
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Orphaned at a young age, Etho finds himself indebted to the Frost Kingdom as a mercenary in the face of a looming war. Growing up in a castle that is as cold as it is heartless, he finds the unexpected: solace, pain, family, and then a reason to leave it all behind.
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AHWHAHAH ETHO PRINCES GUARD AU TANDO IS THE PRINCE THEY BESTIES
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to ghosts of scars, to blood long dried by zedif_y for wisepuma23
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP, 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series
15 Dec 2022
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Etho doesn’t dream. This is fact number one.
Fact number two: Etho knows what dreams are supposed to be like… As a general concept. Sometimes you wake up and you feel like you’re still in it (so he’s been told), clinging to you even when you’ve opened your eyes. Sometimes they’re startlingly realistic– other times they make no sense at all.
Sometimes…
(He’s trapped, gasping and gasping for air that won’t come. He can’t see, can’t hear a thing over the pounding of his heart, he needs–)
Sometimes they’re terrifying. At least, that’s what he’s been told.
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suicide in your arms | feels like i'm drowning by olekbbeans
Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series
03 May 2025
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Etho never knew where the saying had come from.
Untill he met the subject of the saying sitting beside him.
aka: Etho meets the ghost of Joel Beans, they talk about suicide and the infamous saying.
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- Part 9 of two boys one boat (smalletho fics)
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MY BABYYY
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Why's it so Cold? by fynnfynnfynn
Fandoms: 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series, Minecraft (Video Game), Double Life SMP
25 Jul 2022
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"Any luck?" Jimmy asked, wincing as Etho let out another pained wail.
Grian hummed, eyebrows furrowed in concentration.
"I think so," he huffed, "but it'll come at a price. It's a glitch in Joel's code, preventing respawn, but I don't know what fixing it will do to Etho."
"Just do it." Tango's words were harsh, "He's suffering so much Grian, please, just do it."Series
- Part 1 of Hot and Cold
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Angsttttt