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It's been over a month since Robby left for his sabbatical and Dr. Baran Al-Hashimi has taken over the day shift at the Pitt, and Dr. Trinity Santos feels like she can't catch a break. She is going crazy under Dr. Al-Hashimi's critical, watchful eye, and she hates her for it. Dr. Al-Hashimi could not feel further from the same.
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Trinity hates Baran Al-Hashimi; that doesn't stop Baran from winning her over.Title from Revolution 0 by boygenius
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my red string of fate (is the color of his blood) by fleezerweezer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Feb 2026
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Ilya Rozanov's new life began at eighteen years old.
But his new life truly started at four hundred and thirteen years old when he met the love of his life.
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As he stared down into the lumpy grey goop that was his evening rations, he contemplated whether it was really worth it.
They’d come a very long way just for Grace to give up and die at the last hurdle, both physically and emotionally. The Tau Ceti system was a long, long way away now, and Grace had faced not one but two highly emotional suicide missions. Three, if you counted the time before he was given a military grade roofie and hucked into space without his memories.
Rocky and Grace make it back to Erid! Huzzah!
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we didn't even kiss... so i kissed him instead by purplepenguin87
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Apr 2026
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Ilya crouched down until he was at eye level with Shane.
He reached out and brushed his hand along Shane’s jaw gently. Shane’s eyes fluttered closed as he leaned into Ilya’s touch.
Ilya watched it happen, how it was so instinctive… the same way Shane always softened immediately under his hands or when in his presence.
“You’re so responsive for me, Shane,” he murmured, lifting Shane’s chin slightly to face him. Shane slowly opened his eyes to look at him.
Ilya leaned in, bringing their faces close enough that he could feel the hot air from Shane’s breath.
“So tell me something,” Ilya said quietly. “Does Hayden ever get to see you like this?”
“Or is he just playing with my property?”
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OR: Hayden finds Shane after the MLH Awards in Vegas where Ilya left him sub dropped & hurting. Hayden makes Shane feel better and the lines between their friendship get blurred. Ilya gets incredibly jealous and fights to win him back. They all end up hurting until they learn how to communicate.
There are both Shayden & Hollanov spicy scenes but *no threesomes* - This fic gets VERY messy and toxic but has a happy Hollanov ending!
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- Part 1 of We Didn't Even Kiss (Series)
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Forgotten by you (ABO Desire AU) by Subha16
Fandoms: 垂涎 | Desire: The Series (China TV 2025), 垂涎 - 弄简 | Desire - Nòng Jiǎn, 垂涎 | Desire: The Series (China TV 2025) RPF, nong jian - Fandom
29 Apr 2026
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Sheng Shaoyou and Hua Yong are married, their misunderstandings forgiven, and their love is finally at peace. They are planning a honeymoon, a future, a life together, until a sudden car crash changes everything.
Hua Yong wakes with no memory of their life, their love, or the promises they made, only fragments of a distant past. The man who once held Sheng Shaoyou's heart now sees him as a stranger.
Will he remember the love they shared, or will the enigma everyone feared rise again?
A dark, angsty ABO Desire AU about love, memory, and second chances.-
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HY forgets his dating and marriage with SSY😞
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All the wrong by Pansy_Blues
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
30 Mar 2026
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Mistakes happen. Everyone makes mistakes, some more than others.
But what Katsuki did to Izuku in middle school? That was far from a mistake… and he knew it too.
It was only a matter of time before everyone found out the truth.
(ORRRR! since I’m incredibly bad at summarising, in a very interesting line of events, “the middle-school incident” is revealed to Class 1-A. How will they take it? :0)
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Remus saves Sirius from Azkaban, who takes one look at Privet Drive, and takes his godson away without a second thought. Years later, they’ve built a home with Harry, tea-stained mornings, forehead kisses, and love without question. But the past never stays buried. Between raising Harry, healing old wounds, and an unexpected proposal, Sirius and Remus find themselves caught between love, war, and the vows they’ve already made without speaking them aloud.
(or Harry just wants his godfathers to get married already!)(Warning: This is filled with tooth-rotting fluff, ridiculous amounts of kisses, and an ungodly number of cuddles. Sirius and Remus are completely obsessed with each other, and yes, it will make you gag. This is fluff that’s been raised in fluff town, in fluff country, in fluff world. Proceed with caution.)
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- Part 1 of Of Godson and Vows
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Opportunity makes a thief by UdSoul
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
27 Oct 2019
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Natasha Maria (Tasha) Stark was not a happy kid. She was an unwanted kid. She was a loner, but she met a God. A fucked up God, who chose to fall. Natasha jumped after him.
A stupid, irrational, on the spot decision, that gave her much grief, especially when her fucked up God rolled over and died.
Then she had fallen knowingly and discovered multiverse.
She was truly happy to know that for some of their versions everything was coming up roses.
She didn't plan to visit any of the universes, until, she did.Series
- Part 16 of Assholes in love
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Opportunity makes a thief by UdSoul
Part 16 of Assholes in loveSeries Information:
ID: 945672
Words: 46,259 | Works: 20 | Complete: No | Bookmarks: 54
Description:Loki was an asshole. He did what he wanted. He never spoke the truth. He terrorized the Earth for laughs. He was cruel, and generally heartless, and he, as hell, did not need forgiveness. But that was alright, because Stark was an asshole too.
Work/Series ID: 20404246
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Natasha Maria (Tasha) Stark was not a happy kid. She was an unwanted kid. She was a loner, but she met a God. A fucked up God, who chose to fall. Natasha jumped after him.
A stupid, irrational, on the spot decision, that gave her much grief, especially when her fucked up God rolled over and died.
Then she had fallen knowingly and discovered multiverse.
She was truly happy to know that for some of their versions everything was coming up roses.
She didn't plan to visit any of the universes, until, she did. -
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A Tragedy Told In Metals by inbeautifulwriter
Fandom Iron Man (Movies), Marvel, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
24 Apr 2026
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Toni Stark is a fighter against the whole world. She faces aliens, terrorists and hydra with an iron heart. But what just might break her is the ones she loves the most.
A Gender swap canon AU of the MCU, starting pre- Iron Man 1.
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Why the fuck am I in space by Enjoyer_Of_Fandoms_And_Stuff
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Project Hail Mary (2026), Iron Lung (2026)
29 Apr 2026
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Simon had sprinted out of the lung from the first gaps of light that where made from someone cutting a new door into it.
This event did lead him to slam what he originally assumed was a 60 year old man directly into a metal wall, ignoring the blood still pouring out of the lung, and then get "restrained" and hosed down, but not the worst thing that could happen in comparison to the blood ocean.
Aka: queer platonic bloodymary hurt/comfort with lots of angst ❤️
Warning, this is slow, very slow, and QPR means they won't actually kiss (sorry romantical folks)
They will cuddle though if that helps-
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Do I wanna know? (If this feeling goes both ways) by Orbitsaroundyouu
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
27 Apr 2026
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Trinity Santos was a normal freak, that she was sure of.
Sure, she got the occasional intrusive thought of having an older woman ordering her around, maybe even punishing her 'The Secretary' style if she got it wrong, and rewarding her with her fingers in her mouth and her strap thrusting into her when she got it right-
But that was it, mere thoughts.
But she wasn't some..some depraved freak who craved praise and..touch. She knew she wasn't. She was a normal freak.
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Dr. Al-Hashimi waltzed into The Pitt and decided to mess with Trinity's previously clear understanding of her kinks and she desperately needs it to stop.
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Beyond the Door, There's Peace I'm Sure by inexplicifics
Fandoms: Wiedźmin | The Witcher - All Media Types
10 Jan 2024
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Coën, last of the Griffins, is not coping well with his solitude.
And then, to his surprise, a Cat and his Wolf appear.
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- Part 4 of Cats Among Wolves
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cumbersome and heavy (fall apart without me) by cozyqueerchaos
Fandoms: Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types, Sonic the Hedgehog (Video Games)
20 Mar 2023
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Some days are worse than others.
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not quite fixed, but
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Unsighted by JustForTheFanfic
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
16 Sep 2022
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Star light, Star bright
I wish to see a star tonight
I wish I may, I wish I might
Have the wish I wish tonight.═══⇛⪼𝔅𝔎𝔇𝔎⪻⇚═══
Imagine waking up one day and realising that your eyesight is gone. In such a situation, what would you do or more likely, how would you feel?
Izuku Midoriya is an Omega who had lost his vision due to complications during a rogue attack.
As a consequence of this, he was forced to leave his home in hopes that he could get treatment for this issue, leaving his childhood best friend behind.
Katsuki Bakugo is the Superior Alpha of a known pack. He's fierce and allows nothing to slow him down.
Sadly, he had lost his mate and ever since, he had been dealing with the withdrawal of losing his partner. This only seemed to cause the Alpha to shut down, making him known as one of the most cold-hearted Alphas that one could ever come across.
What will happen when the Alpha's childhood friend makes an appearance again? Especially, when the Alpha is given a second chance of having a fated mate?
NB:// Izuku has a love interest at the beginning that is an original character. However, the endgame is BakuDeku.
*Posted on Wattpad - JustForTheFanfic*
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Nicole actually doesn't let Ari walk away when she breaks up with her. SHE should be doing the breaking up, so they have to stay together until she can.
So she just manipulates Ari into staying with her, let's shit stay sweet for like a week, and kicks the bitch to the curb, probably being extra cruel for good measure. Happy End(for Nicole). Except it doesn't go that way, at all. In fact Nicole learns pretty quickly that forcing the issue was a huge mistake.
AU of the Ari romance route
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HELL YEAH JUST WHAT IVE BEEN LOOKING FOR
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Panem et circenses by I_aced_being_bi_by_being_bi_myself
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025), Squid Game (TV 2021)
01 Apr 2026
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Zoey is alive.
Or she guesses she is.
Ever since Huntrix split, ever since she cut bridges with the only people who gave her a sense, she hasn't really been feeling like it.
Unable to hold a job, unable to forgive herself, unable to forget.
But she's breathing, so that means she has to be alive, right?
Well, the man in a suit seems to think she is, or he wouldn't be offering a card.
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Mira is surviving.
Stuck in a loop that leaves her feeling like she's been doing nothing but repeating the same actions for the past three years, head stuck to a perfect relationship she won't be getting back, fagocitating what little is left of it in a hope to still feel like she's there.
With a family she will never get back.
Taking a gun in her hand every year.
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Rumi is dead.
Or, at the very least, that's how she feels.
Jaded.
Every year, watching others play to die under Celine's ever vigilant eye.
Missing the treasure she used to have in her two best friends.
Her partners.
Betting on losing dogs.
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Selfish Creatures by Anonymous
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
29 Apr 2026
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Somewhere on the road, Mary Hatford gets pregnant with her second child. When she passes, she leaves behind not only Neil, but his toddler brother. Survival is difficult without also raising a kid. Worn out and desperate, Neil still somehow ends up at Palmetto, only this time, he brings his four-year-old brother with him.
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- Part 1 of The Sun Still Rises
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i keep on losing my spot so im here rn alr
also ive procastinated commenting on this but when i tell you when i finish this i will write the longest and most genuine comment ever since i promise you this fic has changed my life like this is 10000% in my top three fics literally ever like i cry thinking about it and whenever i see a kid now im like omg its alex josten or liek when i see a sun rise im like omg the sun does still rise anyways this fic means so so so much to me i finished legit a third of it (so liek 200000) words in like a weekend (my screen time was crazy lol) like i cant even think about this fic like i cant even be normal about it this is js supposed to be a bookmark and ive written a paragraph omg
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Harry Potter's friends are all moving on after the war and he just... can't. Harry decides to leave his seventh year at Hogwarts to go searching for Bellatrix Lestrange, who escaped after the war. While searching, Death finds Harry and makes him an offer that he can't refuse.
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The one where Lord Death and Lady Magic don't want Harry to be sad anymore and yeet him into another timeline.
***This is an upload of the deleted fic "The Alchemy of Happiness" by lovelyviciousxv
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“Did you know there’s this weird thing called a lock? And, get this, they signify wanting to be left the fuck alone."
“That’s funny, real, fuckin’ funny, March,” Healy sneers down at him. “You don’t get that luxury when you can’t even take care of yourself.”
March furrows his eyebrows, having the gall to look offended. Healy resists the urge to punch him. “What is that supposed to mean?”
Or Healy gets to see what March does when things get bad. Neither are equipped to handle the emotions that come with it, and they're both having a bad time on the bathroom floor.