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In Another Life (It's You, It Will Always Be You) by Amee19
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
27 Sep 2026
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The last thing Shane and Ilya expected when they died after living a long, happy life together was to wake up back in their 17 years old bodies the day they first met.
They get to redo everything together and to fix what they got wrong the first time.
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- English
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- 233,822
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- 46/?
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29 Jun 2026
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"I don't mean to come here and freak you out," Scott said, though he knew there was no avoiding it. He'd been where they were before. It had felt like he was dying, back then. "I just don't want you to think you're the only ones, okay? There's lots of us."
Their eyes snapped to him in unison, startled and intense. Hollander croaked, "What?"
"There's over sixteen hundred guys in the MLH and AHL," he reminded them, because it had felt improbable to him when he first heard until he remembered the sheer size of the hockey world. "There's — well, we don't know how many of us there are, but there's at least seventeen of us that know each other. Plus you two. We watch out for each other."
His eyes enormous, Hollander asked, "There's, what? A secret underground gay hockey network?"
Scott shrugged. "Yeah, basically."
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Ilya and Shane find their way into The Tennis Club, a network of closeted hockey players that hook up - so long as everyone keeps it casual. Which is no problem! They can do casual, right?
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- English
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- 139,317
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- 17/27
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- 5,449
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02 Jun 2026
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The Centaur Family by liljenrocks
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Sep 2026
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- 269,224
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- 10
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- 1,212
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27 Mar 2026
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the secret society of stick handlers by gurlsrool
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Apr 2026
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The queer NHL players (begrudgingly) unite via group chats in the face of social media scandals.
These stories take place on a (slightly loose) chronological timeline and make the most sense when read in order. However, they're all independent stories/scandals and can be read as standalones.
All stories take place post TLG and include spoilers for the books.
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- 75,918
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06 Mar 2026
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LONG fic charting the marauders' time at Hogwarts (and beyond) from Remus' PoV - diversion from canon in that Remus's father died and he was raised in a children's home, and is a bit rough around the edges. Otherwise canon-compliant.
1971 - 1995This IS a wolfstar fic, but incredibly slow burn. Literally years. Long build up but worth it I promise!
PLEASE DO NOT COPY TO WATTPAD. SERIOUSLY, WHY??
Spotify playlist:
https://open.spotify.com/user/htl2006/playlist/3z2NbLq2IVGG0NICBqsN2D?si=Liyl_JKJSx2RUqks3p50kg(Compiled by amazing reader, JustAnotherPerson)
DISCLAIMER: I do not support JK Rowling's disgusting transphobic views.
NOTE: I AM NO LONGER READING OR REPLYING TO COMMENTS ON THIS FIC
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- Part 1 of All the Young Dudes
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- English
- Words:
- 526,969
- Chapters:
- 188/188
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02 Jul 2024
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It's Tea Time by ellizablue
Fandom Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Cursed Child - Thorne & Rowling
05 Apr 2026
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- 4
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10 Jun 2024
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Steve Rogers is on a mission to get dicked down after a shitty week at work.
Bucky Barnes tries not to think like the Soldier anymore, but this is one time he's more than happy to be a mission assist.
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- English
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- 5,291
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- 1/1
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- 92
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13 Nov 2023
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Baby Steps by BlueSimplicity
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
22 Apr 2022
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When Bucky is hit by a spell and de-aged to six-years-old, Steve brings him home, knowing he’s the only one who can care for him. Wracked with guilt, Steve initially ignores Bucky to focus on getting the spell reversed. Until a close call leads to a near disaster, and Steve is forced reevaluate his priorities; the little boy now in his care and what he needs from Steve.
With help from Scott Lang and the rest of his teammates, Steve embraces the role of guardian. He makes mistakes, but also learns to see the world through a child’s eyes, rediscovering things not just about Bucky, but himself as well. As the days pass into weeks filled with trips to the zoo, giant teddy bears, and the sounds of Bucky’s giggles, Steve is faced with a difficult choice; allow Bucky to grow up happy and free, never knowing what his future holds, or reverse the spell and turn him back into an adult, with all the pain that life entails. Either choice will come at a cost, one both of them, but especially Bucky, will have to pay. But maybe, just maybe, with a little bit of luck, they’ll find their way and remember not only their love for each other, but how to play, carrying that new spark with them into the future and whatever it may hold.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 115,236
- Chapters:
- 22/22
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- 1
- Comments:
- 2,473
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- 1,369
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- 356
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08 Aug 2022
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My Brother, The Hero by Odsbodkins
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
29 Jun 2014
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Becca Barnes is eight years old, and her big brother can do no wrong.
The events of the two Captain America movies, from the perspective of one of the sisters Bucky leaves behind.
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- English
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- 16,427
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Collections:
- 4
- Comments:
- 449
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- 5,401
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- 1,860
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- 45,168
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28 Jun 2022
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tear me to pieces, skin to bone (hello, welcome home) by voxofthevoid
Fandom Captain America - All Media Types
19 Aug 2020
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There is a Captain America, and there is a Winter Soldier, but seventy years ago, they were very different men.
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17 Sep 2021
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sharpen your teeth (tell yourself that it’s just business) by voxofthevoid
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types
09 Sep 2020
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Barnes knows what Rogers would like to hear.
I remember you.
He doesn’t. He has wisps of memory as insubstantial as everything else the chair took from his brain. They’re always accompanied by the taste of metal in his mouth.
He stays because it’s safe, because Hydra cannot get to him here, because Rogers—still waiting for his dead friend to claw his way out of the Winter Soldier’s broken psyche—will go to the ends of the earth to find him if they do. There’s a strange security in this knowledge, but Barnes knows it won’t last. Rogers will only wait for so long, and Barnes cannot tell him that his friend died screaming in the cold.
So he watches Rogers watch him, and Barnes doesn’t know what he’s looking for, but he knows he has found it the first time he sees Rogers’s eyes drop down to his lips and dart guiltily away.
Barnes pretends he doesn’t notice and unlike Rogers, he can act. The Red Room made him well, and the Americans could ruin only so much.
He changes his act, a few weeks in. He starts looking back.
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Bucky tries to play the long game.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 24,740
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Collections:
- 1
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- 431
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- 2,316
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- 665
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31 May 2021
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Odinbrood Adventures by beradan, follow_the_sun
Fandom Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Unbeatable Squirrel Girl, Thor (Movies)
14 Aug 2022
- Words:
- 102,270
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- 4
- Bookmarks:
- 243
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10 Apr 2021
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Steve and Bucky didn't know HYDRA was working to breed a new supersoldier from their DNA, but they're pretty glad they get to keep the little boy, even if things aren't exactly smooth sailing all the time.
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- 106,200
- Works:
- 2
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- 1,211
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05 May 2020
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A Year in the Life of Sarge's Person by BlueSimplicity
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
22 Jun 2019
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This is the tale of a year in the life of Sarge’s person, AKA James Buchanan Barnes, as he tries to recover from everything that’s happened to him over the past eighty years. During that time, he is forced to deal with bad therapists, people with their own agendas, memories he doesn’t want, horrible losses from his past and almost insurmountable odds.
But this is also the story of all the crazy people Bucky meets along the way, who help him when he’s at his lowest, point him in the right direction when he feels lost, make him laugh, grow to love him for who he is, and most importantly, give him hope when he needs it most.
It’s a long and difficult journey, as Bucky works not just to let go of his past, but to also rebuild his own identity and a future for himself. And with Sarge at his side, Bucky slowly comes to realize that not everything he once loved is lost, and if he can just have enough faith in himself and those around him, he might, just might, get his very own happy ending.
Bucky IS Sarge’s person after all. As the once abandoned puppy Bucky saved one night from freezing to death, he knows, more than anyone, just how much Bucky deserves it.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 189,125
- Chapters:
- 21/21
- Collections:
- 4
- Comments:
- 2,970
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- 2,321
- Bookmarks:
- 955
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- 60,666
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05 Apr 2020
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Blue Scales by chaya
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies)
14 Mar 2017
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Ridiculous AU. Bucky and merSteve met as kids in Brooklyn. When Bucky goes off to war, Steve gets the help of Merskine to get some human legs and extra muscle to go save his POW boyfriend. Together they form the Howling Commandos and fight the good fight before going down in a plane together and getting frozen for decades. When they wake up, canon is more or less restored, minus the part where Bucky was never kidnapped a second time and Steve shapeshifts back and forth from scaley to fleshy. (All very minor details.)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 52,224
- Chapters:
- 41/41
- Comments:
- 1,785
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- 4,352
- Bookmarks:
- 1,095
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- 78,463
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03 Apr 2020
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The Mandalorian, his son and the Storm Trooper by LadyIrina
Fandom Star Wars - All Media Types, The Mandalorian (TV)
19 Apr 2026
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A Mandalorian and his newly adopted son takes in a lost Storm Trooper.
This is a love story, yes, it is about love between two people, between family, between parent and child, between friends, between friends that become your family. It is about love giving you strength to overcome your past and not giving up when life tries to break you. It is about the absence of love and finding it again. It is about thinking you are unworthy of love and discovering just how beloved you are. This is a love story.
- Words:
- 661,436
- Works:
- 12
- Bookmarks:
- 1,272
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03 Apr 2020
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Dear Teacher, With Love by fancyh
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
05 Jun 2019
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In which Bucky Barnes becomes a teacher. Includes snarky teenagers, copious amounts of Starbucks, a cat named Alpine, and a soft redemption story for our favorite hero.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 61,499
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Comments:
- 272
- Kudos:
- 1,957
- Bookmarks:
- 827
- Hits:
- 23,355
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26 Feb 2020
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Niccolò Machiavelli's The Politician by crinklefries, Deisderium
Fandom Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
26 Dec 2019
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Four score and two whole dumbasses ago
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- Bookmarks:
- 342
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25 Jan 2020
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i was found and now i don't roam these streets by hipsterchrist
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel
07 May 2014
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They’ve decided to start producing Bucky Bears again, now that he’s all shiny and redeemed and fighting for good on this big Avengers misfits team. "He has a little shiny gray arm," Bucky says, wiggling the stuffed arm in question, one of the tweaks made in the new model. It takes Steve a second to realize that Bucky’s got a small smile on his face, actually looks a little bit proud around the eyes.
Or, Bucky relearns himself and how to be on a team, the rest of the Avengers try to get answers, and everyone watches too much Criminal Minds.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 15,613
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 475
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- 14,201
- Bookmarks:
- 4,815
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- 174,404
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11 Dec 2019
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Steve Rogers gave up on joining the army and worked for Stark Industries writing policy letters by hand. It's a dull job, right up until the office across the fire escape is given to an attractive stranger with one arm and no personal boundaries.
Was going to be PWP but then there was like... a little plot? Steve and Bucky if Steve & Bucky never met as kids, I guess.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 28,661
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Comments:
- 259
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- 3,831
- Bookmarks:
- 1,114
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- 49,664
Bookmarked by Alwaysstuckhere
25 Sep 2019