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Blue Hydrangea by Flower0192
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Oct 2026
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Ilya has been in the psychiatric hospital for six months. He’s learned the routines, memorised the staff, made a friend, and accepted that every day is going to be more or less the same.
Then Shane arrives.
Ilya knows better than to get involved with new patients.
Unfortunately, he also knows better than to stare at a stranger’s freckles for as long as he does.
Or: Ilya meets Shane, Shane doesn’t want to be perceived, and neither of them is particularly prepared for what happens next.
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16 Sep 2026
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Shane built his life on control—on routines so strict they left no room for anything real. What started as harmless discipline turned into something sharper, quieter, until even he couldn’t tell where the control ended and the damage began. By the time anyone noticed, Shane had already given up on himself.
Ilya never believed in control to begin with. His world unraveled slower, heavier—until one night, he stopped trying to hold it together at all. When he wakes up in a hospital bed, broken but alive, the only thing he feels is anger that it didn’t work. Ilya has given up on life entirely.
Against both their wishes, they’re sent to a remote rehab center and forced into the same room—two strangers with nothing in common but the ways they’re falling apart.
As the walls between them slowly crack, anger turns into understanding, and silence into something softer. Because maybe, just maybe… you don’t have to want to be saved to start finding a reason to stay.
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- 41/?
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16 Sep 2026
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matter of time by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Sep 2026
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“You need your papa. Is no use pretending you don’t when we both know it. It has been weeks.”
Shane doesn’t unhelpfully point out that they’ve gone a lot longer than weeks before. It’s different now, since Ilya took all the reins. They’ve both gotten used to doing it more often.
“Not right now. Not—“ Shane’s voice breaks off, “You’re hurt.”
He isn’t really, at least not as bad as he could be. He’ll have some nasty bruises for a while, but that’s par for the course with their jobs. Shane knows this, logically, but it’s like his brain can’t get the message to the rest of his body, still tight with tension. Stuck in the same place he’d been when he’d seen Ilya unmoving out on the ice.
(or: ilya knows best, shane just needs a reminder of that sometimes.)
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- Part 4 of tender
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- English
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- 15,225
- Chapters:
- 2/?
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11 Sep 2026
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A nineteen-year-old Shane Hollander is a completely normal college student-- well, almost. In between studying and lectures, he kills vampires.
In a world where vampires crawl the earth, feeding on the innocent, there has to be someone to stop them. Or multiple someones. Shane is one of them, more out of tradition than anything else. He doesn't take pleasure in killing vampires like other hunters do. Despite this, he continues to hunt, to protect the earth from these dangerous, unpredictable, bloodthirsty monsters.
Ilya Rozanov is also a completely normal nineteen-year-old college student. Other than the tiny little hiccup that he's one of the bloodthirsty monsters Shane's grown-up hunting.
Despite their differences, this unlikely duo teams up in an attempt to find what vampire has been going around killing hunters.
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08 Sep 2026
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Burn the Hard Drive by Violets4roses29
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Sep 2026
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Today's news: Shane Hollander has been placed on waivers by the Montreal Metros following a shocking revelation earlier this week…
or: Shane goes to Ottawa earlier. Too bad he's no longer dating the captain.
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- English
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- 10/?
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07 Sep 2026
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I found love (where it wasn’t supposed to be) by soul_wanderer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
06 Sep 2026
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One moment Ilya and Shane believe that the draft will turn them into opponents.
But when they both get drafted to the Metros, the narrative changes.
Yuna knows her son doesn't want to live with one of his older teammates. She also notices Ilya looking lost.
So, there's no harm in suggesting they live together, right?- Language:
- English
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- 42,630
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- 20/?
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06 Sep 2026
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“Shane,” Ilya is saying. “Are you okay?”
All Shane can bring himself to do is let out a quiet hum, muffled against Ilya’s skin.
There’s a pause. Ilya’s nails gently scratch at Shane’s scalp.
“Can you look at me? Hm?” Ilya coaxes. There’s a certain quality to his voice, now. Soft. Shane can’t place it.
Still, he slowly tilts his head, peering up at Ilya. He has to look up so far when he’s crouching like this. His neck is nearly craned all the way.
“Zayka,” Ilya murmurs affectionately, his hand sliding down from Shane’s hair to cradle the side of his face.
The threads suddenly come together in Shane’s mind. He pulls away from Ilya’s hand as though burned, embarrassment gripping him.
“Don’t, Ilya,” he says. It sounds more like a plea rather than an admonishment.
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After seeing Shane fuzzy for the first time, Ilya comes to the cottage with gifts. Shane reckons with this, and reckons with letting himself be small around Ilya.
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- Part 2 of Fuzzy Verse
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03 Sep 2026
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A Single Loose Thread (and it all comes undone) by Spoonfullofsugar
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
12 Sep 2026
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The next pop was almost deafening in the aftermath. The energy in the stadium shifted in an instant. The screaming turned terrified.
Those were shots, Shane realized, a second too late.
"Get off the ice!" someone yelled.
All hell broke loose.
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April 2017
Marlow's hit doesn't knock Shane out. But then shots are fired in the arena and suddenly everything changes. After all, it's difficult to hang onto secrets with death looming over their heads.- Language:
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- 9/13
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03 Sep 2026
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i can't change, even if i tried, even if i wanted to by chadbradbradley, Flowerlrt
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Sep 2026
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Shane Hollander is nervous about his first year as a Resident Advisor.
Ilya Rozanov is ready for another year as the fan-favourite RA.
The twelfth floor of Gleason Heights is about to become a war zone, when Ilya and Shane meet as floor partners for the first time.
Let's hope their rivalry doesn't get too heated...
OR: Shane and Ilya are RA floor partners. They hate it.
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26 Aug 2026
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27 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have been friends since they were five years old. From neighbors, to peewee hockey, to college, and beyond, they've been in one another's orbits for nearly their whole lives. What happens when that level of knowledge and intimacy goes from friendship to... something more?
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- English
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- 32/46
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23 Jul 2026
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The Dirtiest Control by adonisthevamp
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Jul 2026
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He flushes the toilet from his spot on the ground and leans his back against the bathtub. He wiped his face with his hands, only smearing everything together more. Slumping down onto the bathroom floor, Shane starts to cry again. He bangs his head against the tile a few times, feeling completely stupid.
But the dark part of his mind corrects the thought. It wasn’t stupid if it felt good and worked.
The realization is a dangerous thought. He did feel better. Very marginally. But better. The guilt and disgust were eating away at him, but he couldn’t shut down the fact that he felt better empty. After the crying stopped, he almost felt calm. Knowing that he could fuck up and fix it in less than an hour. Way less time than if he exercised it off like normal. Worst of all, the only part he really felt bad about was eating the junk in the first place. He couldn’t make himself angry about throwing up. Being empty was too simple a feeling to ever be angry about.
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Shane develops an eating disorder in his strive to be the perfect hockey player. All he's trying to do is set himself apart with an extra bit of determination, but it goes sideways when the dieting turns into something damaging.
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19 Jul 2026
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"You're an awesome player to watch."
"I watch you too…I like watching you."
One line changes everything.
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OR: Instead of turning him down, Ilya and Shane become fast friends at the Prospects Cup. Their relationship (and how they hide the truth) completely changes when the media poses them as best friends instead of rivals.
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Reads as a series of connected oneshots within this AU. Now including prospects cup 2008, draft celebrations, rookie all-star weekend, their first MLH awards, and the cottage.- Language:
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12 Jul 2026
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Spring Awakening by lav3nd3r_lak3
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 Aug 2026
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This fic is basically a time capsule of being a queer teen in the late 2000s/early 2010s
"Shane Hollander. I, um, wanted to introduce myself."
Rozanov turned to face him, cocked an eyebrow, and moved to shake Shane's hand. His grip was strong, his large palms calloused and surprisingly warm in the winter cold. The contact was over in a breath and still sent a tingle down Shane's spine. Focus, don't make this weird. You've practiced what you're gonna say to him.Or: What happens during the gaps in canon leading up to Hollanov’s first time™?
They’re just two kids with big fat crushes trying their best!
Featuring: teenage angst, awkward sexual experiences and the buzzy feel of first love (shhh they don't know that part yet)Bookmarked by a_Username_perhaps
12 Jul 2026
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A Year In Montreal by KatHowardApologist
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Sep 2026
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Once the glow of the cottage fades and the boys have to head back to the real world, they have to start the long difficult year being separated before Ilya signs with Ottawa. Or at least that was the plan, until Ilya opened his mouth and accidentally got himself traded to Montreal. But it’s fine, just one year for Ilya in Montreal and then their 10 year plan is back on track… Right?
Through their year on the same team, Ilya helps Shane come to terms with the fact that his team kinda sucks, Hayden gets chirped into oblivion but still realizes that maybe Ilya Rozanov isn’t nearly as bad of a guy as he thought, and Hollanov come to terms with a new question they didn’t expect to ask.
Now that they’ve gotten a taste of living together and being on the same team, how are they ever going to give it up?
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- Part 1 of A Year In Hollanov
- Language:
- English
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- 86,004
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- 15/15
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06 Jul 2026
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Constellation by Malikat22
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Sep 2026
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Ilya Rozanov was 12 years old when he was adopted by his billet family in Ottawa, Canada, 7158 kilometers away from the place where he had once lived entirely unknown to one Shane Hollander. Shane’s life hadn’t been the same since — a lost piece of himself found, a brother he never knew he had been missing for so long, a connection that was instantaneous and… forbidden. Wrong. Undeniable.
Now, following another cruel twist of fate, Ilya is back and Shane must finally face the wreckage of the years that had passed between them, and the dissonance of the brothers they were meant to be on the surface versus the family they had always been locked away in the shadows of their hearts.
A hollanov brothers au
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- English
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- 136,689
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- 9/11
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05 Jul 2026
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The View from Halfway Down by supersillynewt
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Sep 2026
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It went something like this:
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On January 10th, at approximately 3:29 a.m., a single-vehicle collision occurred on the overpass of Charlesgate over Commonwealth Ave. Witnesses at the scene and surveillance footage indicate a an orange Porsche 718 Cayman traveling northbound on Charlesgate, in the rightmost lane on the Phillip G. Bowker Overpass. Footage shows the vehicle veering suddenly off the overpass at high speeds, colliding with a nearby tree. The driver, male, approximately mid-to-late twenties, was injured and unresponsive when authorities arrived. Airbag w/out seatbelt deployed successfully. Driver was quickly transported to Massachusetts General Hospital for treatment, there identified as Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov. No other vehicles or pedestrians were involved in the collision.
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Ilya Rozanov, before and after.- Language:
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- 31/?
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03 Jul 2026
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A teenage Ilya arrives at an elite six-month development programme already planning to kill himself.
Shane keeps accidentally interrupting his suicide attempts because he’s obsessed with rules, routine, and following proper protocol.
- Language:
- English
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- 56,018
- Chapters:
- 13/13
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- 1
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- 1,214
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02 Jul 2026
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Wake Up Alone, And I’ll Be Forgotten by RavReads
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
18 Sep 2026
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Yuna
5:26pmIlya, are you not feeling well? The announcers just said you aren’t playing tonight. Do you want us to drop by with some dinner or need any medicine?
Yuna
6:01pmIlya, could you just let us know you are okay?
David
6:35pmWe are going to drop by your house, Ilya, we will be there in fifteen minutes
Yuna
6:57pmShane, call us as soon as the game is over.
Somewhere private.
- Language:
- English
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- 15,684
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- 11/?
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01 Jul 2026