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Three months old, perfectly healthy, and the sanest one in the room: baby Connor meets his mama's traumatized, competitive, deeply weird found family.
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The Vessel is the monastery's highest honor, a living tabernacle carrying god Cazador's seed. For Astarion, it has been twenty years of endless torment. Yet, when his body tries to give birth, he begs to remain sealed, choosing eternal suffering over abandonment.
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Seventeen months after Cazador's death, Astarion clings to Karlach through nightmares that may or may not be memories, learning to trust that he is real, here, and believed.
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- Part 3 of dogfic tortureverse
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all that noise you're silencing by stolenglow (xlph)
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
15 Mar 2026
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Through a rare soul bond, privileged magistrate Astarion feels every wound inflicted on exploited child Cazador—and what begins as an unwilling connection becomes a bridge to saving him.
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Behind famous celebrity Astarion's vaunted authenticity lies horrific abuse by his manager Cazador. When the secret begins spilling through anonymous exposés, Cazador's paranoid retaliation escalates to punishments that push his captive star to the breaking point.
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right where it hurts (cazstar dead dove kinktober '25) by stolenglow (xlph)
Fandom Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
30 Nov 2025
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halstarion modern au by char_and_ichor, stolenglow (xlph)
Fandom Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
27 Oct 2025
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blacklit paradise (soulbonded cazstar joint ascendants au) by stolenglow (xlph)
Fandom Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
20 Oct 2025
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but they bring their boys up different by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Feb 2026
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Ilya knows what he is. He has always known what he is. The word for it in Russian tastes like something you'd scrape off a boot.
The word in English is bisexual, which is a nicer word, which he has heard, which he does not use. He uses other words. He uses the word his brother taught him. He uses it on himself before anyone else can.
He grows up. He gets good at hockey. He moves to America. He... falls in love.
(Or, five times people fail to notice Ilya being queer, and one time they have no choice.)
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Bookmarked by xlph
20 Mar 2026
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Summer: blistering pavement, spontaneous thunderstorms, warm nights filled with sirens that wail and whine until dawn. Summer: despair, withered optimism; (silk sheets, sibilant whispers, ice baths, terror);
There's a lot to hate about the city during the summer months.
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Bookmarked by xlph
01 Mar 2026
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shifting my shape when your tongue forms the words (like: i hate you when i love you the most) by stendhal
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
21 Aug 2025
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Should anyone have bothered to ask, he’d tell his
truths—(delusions):- Language:
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Bookmarked by xlph
01 Mar 2026
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He walks, eyes half-shut, and thinks about:
New York City, all those decades ago—skylights, fine jewels, designer clothes and Broadway shows; he thinks about:
London, all those centuries ago—cold Aprils, the clack-click-clomp of horse-drawn carriages on cracked cobblestone, dear sweet Sebastian; and now: now, he has:
Los Angeles: home to real stars, real wealth and the city’s own brand of filth that lives in the putrid grime buried beneath the glitz and glamour.
It's been a good night, but there'll be more: days, nights, years, decades.
Bookmarked by xlph
01 Mar 2026
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Astarion was the only thing that had kept Gale alive this long. So Gale felt it was only fair to demand that Tav help them deal with Cazador.
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Bookmarked by xlph
27 Feb 2026