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Love’s a coach with gilt hopeless wheels mired by itskindnessinfinite for redolentred
Fandoms: Persona 5
15 Aug 2026
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Akira shouldn’t have stared at Akechi’s pose, suggestive, forward, while Akechi was playing pool (his turn to shoot), but he did. And then Akechi said, I win, in his bright voice that sends shivers down Akira’s spine, and Akira said, Oh, uh, I guess I have to make good on my promise now, don’t I? And Akechi smiled that red-eyed scintillating smile of his and said, yeah, you do. You have to take me on a date. He’d popped the T in the word date in such an attractive way that it made Akira tingle all over. Not such a bad punishment for losing: getting to take this gorgeous, fire-hot boy on a date. He hopes he has shiny dreams that night, the night before he’ll see him, but he tosses and turns, so excited and nervous, that he can barely sleep. So that’s how he ended up here, the back of his hand brushing Akechi’s long delicate fingers, buying both their tickets while Akechi waited for him outside the queue, pampered like a princess; that’s how he comes to enter the Shinagawa Aquarium double doors with Goro Akechi at his side.
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- Part 1 of iki's e. e. rotica
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she floated on a silly nonworld’s how precarious inexistence by itskindnessinfinite for lovepsaalm
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
15 Aug 2026
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“Ymir,” she said, “you have to feed.”
“No,” Ymir said with the last of her strength.
Historia sighed. They’d come here so that Ymir could find someone to feed on, finally, after she’d been unexpectedly turned; Ymir had insisted that she would not drink Historia’s blood, no matter how many times she’d kissed her ordinarily pale but now summer sun-kissed neck, no matter how much Historia liked it when Ymir got rough in the bedroom.
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- Part 2 of iki's e. e. rotica
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the coarse and terrible structure of the night by itskindnessinfinite for lovepsaalm
Fandoms: Banana Fish (Anime & Manga)
15 Aug 2026
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“Since when do you birdwatch?”
“I don’t.” Shorter waits for Eiji to say more. It comes, like trickling water from a tap; from Eiji, things always spill out. “But I used to like taking pictures of interesting things. Sordid things, sometimes; photojournalism is like that. But also, I liked taking pictures of beautiful things.” Eiji readjusts himself, so close his open leg is almost leaning into Shorter’s, then sighs. “I’m trying to look at them. To remember what it was like to look at beautiful things.”
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He needs to leave right now and meet Yut Lung, who’s texting him, needy. Shorter is a bad texter, always has been; he always misspells things even with autocorrect on, leaves people on read for hours at a time, then sends, like, four hundred funny memes from Instagram instead of responding to people’s serious questions. But Yut Lung, withholding affection until Shorter replies in full, correctly-spelled (or close enough) paragraphs, demands more of him. For the first time, Shorter feels like fixing his life. Like being more, even if it’s just a little bit.
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- Part 3 of iki's e. e. rotica
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the streets beautifully writhe, it is for you; do not frighten them by itskindnessinfinite for redolentred
Fandoms: Banana Fish (Anime & Manga)
15 Aug 2026
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It gets easier, too, every time he looks at Yut Lung. Yut Lung, who’s now got some color in his cheeks, as he drains his mimosa glass and the bubbles, it seems, swim up to his head; Yut Lung, who’s turning his body toward Eiji, saying “well, not quite verbatim, in those words, but some bullshit like that anyway. I felt so angry, I just saw red. Like my whole head was swimming with wine.”
Eiji feels anthropologically curious about Yut Lung, like he’s a subject of a particularly complex and tangled article he must make sense of; like he’s a model for his photos, viewed through a 50mm lens.
Maybe he’s staring, because Yut Lung recoils. Eiji can physically see him withdrawing, turning away from him. And at this moment, Eiji, drunker than he’s ever been but with a certainty he’s never had before, needs to keep him close.
He chooses self-disclosure. “I felt the same when Ash said that. Who does he think he is?”
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- Part 4 of iki's e. e. rotica
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poetry cannot go near because perfectly fearful by itskindnessinfinite for Varazserdo
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga)
15 Aug 2026
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“You’re Kira, aren’t you?”
It takes everything in him to say no, no. He’s overstimulated, crying already, overspilling. L is thrusting into him so deep he feels his very core will come apart at the seams, shatter, break; it’s hard to keep his wits about him. Light Yagami, top of the class: pathetic and reduced to a puddle under L’s expert hands. Light’s Kira himself but he’s nothing here, beneath L or Ryuzaki or Ryuga or whatever the hell his real name is.
Light never thought he’d like sex. So messy, the whole idea. All the fluids. He didn’t like that, preferred to be abnormally clean, free of human smells and human intricacies. He told Ryuk he loved being Kira so he could punish miscreants and through the Death Note create a better world, but the truth was: he wanted to transcend humanity. Become a God.
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Light won't confess to being Kira, so L tries something new: having sex with him.
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- Part 5 of iki's e. e. rotica
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you asked me to come: it was raining a little, and the spring by itskindnessinfinite for ilejeshi
Fandoms: 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Anime & Manga)
15 Aug 2026
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Shinobu swoons. She sighs.
“Yeah,” she says weakly. “You look good.” There is no word good enough to describe how Mitsuri looks right now, but certainly good is unfathomably weak; the borders of the word curl in, feel uncertain, too tame in Shinobu’s taut mouth. Mitsuri must know she looks good, right? She must. But she still smiles big and brightly and says, “Thank you! Now it’s your turn to get ready!” and brandishes makeup brushes at Shinobu like Shinobu just said she’s: regal, elegant. Perfect. Which she is. Perfect.
“Oh, I—”
“It’ll be fun!” Mitsuri grabs Shinobu’s arm, who teeters on the edge of her bed like a praying mantis and finally falls gracefully to the floor. “We’ll dance all night! Have a great time! Meet soooo many guys!” She giggles, a light and airy laugh.
For some reason, it’s the last part that feels like a dagger in Shinobu’s throat.
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- Part 6 of iki's e. e. rotica
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on whose deep nakedness death most believes by itskindnessinfinite for LuccaBear
Fandoms: カラオケ行こ！ | Karaoke Iko! | Let's Go Karaoke! (Anime & Manga)
15 Aug 2026
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He meets Kyouji at a bar for the first time since he was a kid. He’s taller, yes, his voice grown deeper and no longer soprano; but he’s hardly less nervous, feeling still fourteen and weak in the knees, perhaps even more jittery that he had been before—before leaving, going off to study in Tokyo despite being native to Osaka. He had felt he needed a change of scenery, the streets of Osaka, always alight, feeling charged to him, imbued with the essence of his hot and heavy and embarrassing adolescent memories.
He didn’t mean to meet Kyouji again. It was just one of life’s maybe-happy accidents.
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- Part 7 of iki's e. e. rotica
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covering the soiled pillows with her violent hair by itskindnessinfinite for LuccaBear
Fandoms: Steven Universe (Cartoon)
15 Aug 2026
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“It’s wonderful, isn’t it?” Rose continues. “How they can change? Grow?”
“And they die so fast,” interjects Pearl, perhaps uncharitably.
“Hm. Come closer.”
Oh. Rose always needs her to fall asleep.
Pearl curls up next to Rose, and they cover themselves with a felt blanket Rose had made herself, clumsily, laughing at her own clumsiness, after seeing a woman do it from unspooling threads. Pearl had watched her do it, held an end of it when done for her, dutifully, and marveled wide-eyed at all the things Rose was bad at in this newfangled world. So now they cuddle, close, and Pearl thinks: maybe tonight their cuddling will turn into something else, or maybe it won’t. Pearl hopes it does.
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- Part 8 of iki's e. e. rotica
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kissing with little dints of april, making the obscene shy by itskindnessinfinite for Varazserdo
Fandoms: But I'm a Cheerleader (1999)
15 Aug 2026
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After, Graham smokes a cigarette, directly outside their bedroom, at the True Directions yard. Megan would rather be inside, but the smoke will alert the others, and worst of all, Mary, and besides, Megan would rather watch Graham than do just about anything else. She lays back on the grass, and the blades prickle her bare back; she wears nothing but a ghost of a slip around her breasts, and Graham looks. Just as Megan looks at her, thinking, wow, what a smokeshow, and smoking at that, Graham looks.
“Wow,” Megan says, airy, because she can think of nothing else right now. “Wow.”
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- Part 9 of iki's e. e. rotica
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first she like a piece of ill-oiled machinery does a few naked tricks by itskindnessinfinite for jounoism
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga)
15 Aug 2026
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“Rem, tell me,” Misa says sweetly, brushing her hair.
Rem will tell Misa whatever she wants. Shinigami don’t really sleep, but sometimes waiting around gets really boring, and Rem dozes off. But no matter what, no matter where she is, if Misa calls, Rem will come running.
“How does your body work?”
Rem wasn’t quite expecting that question from Misa.
“It’s a body,” Rem says. “Like yours.”
Misa laughs. “I really doubt that, Rem! Since you can pass through walls and follow me, no matter where I go!”
Whenever Misa says her name like that, all tender and sweetlike, Rem can hardly hold herself back. She knows she’s partially incorporeal, not quite real the way the others are, but—could she? Could she allow Misa to touch her? Would she become more real, more physical, through that, more like a person herself and a little less godlike? And isn’t this exactly what she wanted?
“Why don’t you come closer,” Rem says, and her voice, deep as always, catches at the back of her throat.
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- Part 10 of iki's e. e. rotica
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gather of thy languorous mouth the thrilling flower by itskindnessinfinite for ilejeshi
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
15 Aug 2026
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When Ymir invited Historia to a Harry Styles concert, after a lifetime of following her around and secretly stalking her social media, watching when her Now Listening section on Spotify changed, deciphering her likes, her tastes, she didn’t expect there to be hail. Not rain. Hail.
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“Fuck,” Ymir groaned, under her breath and chattering teeth, at a volume she hoped was low enough it would pass unacknowledged.
It did not. “Are you okay?” Historia said, and looked up at her. Then she raised a hand to Ymir’s face and touched her cheeks, touched her lips. “Does it hurt?”
Like a miracle, the hail stopped, and now they were only standing there, amidst all these people but still just the two of them there, under the softening pouring rain.
“Not anymore,” Ymir said, and smiled, and Historia’s brows furrowed.
“Aren’t you cold?”
“Not with you right here.”
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- Part 11 of iki's e. e. rotica
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Again, hush, God, please hold tight by itskindnessinfinite for redolentred
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
15 Aug 2026
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It was over. Marley had won. And now that everything was fine, that Shiganshina had fallen and Paradis collapsed, now that Eren Yeager was dead and the Founder captured, in possession of one of the strapping new Warriors, now that he had only months to live: he’d grown fat and friendly, lazy, he felt, as the top brass and Magath let him live out his meager life by himself, unbothered. A mercy. A kindness, granted to him only because he had served his country so well. Taken all that pain so well.
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Bertolt and Reiner have a feeding kink, and some other kinks, too.
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- Part 12 of iki's e. e. rotica
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the dirty colours of her kiss have just throttled my seeing blood, her heart’s chatter by itskindnessinfinite for ilejeshi
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
15 Aug 2026
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She should leave. She should announce herself. But as the water in the other stall turns on and someone sighs, someone whose weight and build and voice she knows well, she realizes: it’s Mikasa. Mikasa’s showering.
Annie shouldn’t be listening in, but she is.
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Two times Annie and Mikasa met in bathrooms: one during training, and one much later.
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- Part 13 of iki's e. e. rotica
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my deathly body’s deadly lady by itskindnessinfinite for Varazserdo
Fandoms: Carmilla - J. Sheridan Le Fanu
15 Aug 2026
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There are two things she knows about Carmilla: one, Carmilla sleeps most of the day, and two, Carmilla has a mole on her neck.
Since she’s come by, crashed here in a (fortuitous?) accident, Laura’s had strange dreams. Carmilla sleepwalks, and she also walks around unknowingly, wanderingly, even when she’s awake but Laura’s in the land of dreams, in the dead of night.
One night Laura awoke and Carmilla was standing right beside her, by her bedside, her nightstand pulled apart so Carmilla could look at her even closer. In the moonlight, Carmilla’s eyes were almost red. Laura blinked slowly, stupidly, and then said, “Did you get lost?”
Carmilla replied, “No, of course I did not get lost.”
So Laura offered: “Would you like to come to bed with me?”
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- Part 14 of iki's e. e. rotica
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i bite on the eyes’ brittle crust by itskindnessinfinite for The_One_Who_Kind_Of_Writes
Fandoms: 七つの大罪 - 鈴木央 | Nanatsu no Taizai | The Seven Deadly Sins - Suzuki Nakaba (Anime & Manga)
15 Aug 2026
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“Excuse me,” Gelda says.
They’re not listening to her. Cold fury runs through her body until a worker, finally, looks her way, dead-eyed.
“He asked for no pickles.”
Zeldris’s eyes are darting elsewhere. “It’s fine—” he begins, but Gelda cuts him off.
“It’s not,” she says. She turns back to the dead-eyed worker. “Please, fix this.”
When the worker walks away, ready to remake their burger, Zeldris is somehow shrinking into himself. Into his own clothes, maybe. “You didn’t have to.”
“You’re allergic to pickles.”
“I would have picked them off.”
Gelda stares at him. “Yeah, and then what? Your mouth would burn from the pickle juice?”
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- Part 15 of iki's e. e. rotica
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only always your kiss will grasp me quite by itskindnessinfinite for lovepsaalm
Fandoms: Banana Fish (Anime & Manga)
15 Aug 2026
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Blanca, retired in the Caribbean and living with Yut Lung, invites Ash to a threesome. Except Blanca and Yut Lung are really into each other, and, well, it's awkward.
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- Part 16 of iki's e. e. rotica
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He was like water and the other was like air. What a mess, what a mess they'd made of their lives together. Climbing up the stone stairs, Calvin wondered how he'd ever get out of this, make Jean happy. It felt like eons ago that he was just a freckled lonely child, one day holding his mother's hand and the next--not. Now he'd become the very thing he'd sworn to destroy. It would be funny, a terrible cliché, if it wasn't his life.
"Where have you gone, mon chéri," a disembodied voice said.
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- Part 17 of iki's e. e. rotica
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the modern flame of her indomitable body by itskindnessinfinite for lesbiancommunista
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
15 Aug 2026
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It's beautiful in the campus where Mikasa and Annie both study creative writing as graduate students. In the fall, Annie asked Mikasa out. By the spring, they lived together.
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- Part 18 of iki's e. e. rotica
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just as we turned the corner of Divinity avenue by itskindnessinfinite for string_of_hearts
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
13 Aug 2026
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“You really don’t like it, do you?”
Reiner shook his head. There was a twinkle in Bertolt’s dark green eyes—like he knew Reiner’d never liked hard candy, like it was part of the pleasure of teaching Reiner marksmanship, to watch him squirm.
“You could pass it to me instead.”
Reiner felt confused. He’d been taught, under pain of having his knuckles bruised, to never open his mouth while eating. It was impolite. Unbecoming of a future Warrior. And at this rate, he’d never even have a chance at becoming a Warrior, unflappable politeness aside, since he couldn’t shoot for shit. Couldn’t run. Couldn’t be anything but last place, panting, losing, watching his family’s chance at normality and his own chance at eternal glory slip away.
“With your mouth,” explained Bertolt. “If you kiss me.”
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- Part 19 of iki's e. e. rotica
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we intricately alive, cleaving the luminous stammer of bodies by itskindnessinfinite
Fandoms: 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Anime & Manga)
18 Aug 2026
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“We must go help them,” he says.
“Of course,” Shinobu says, sickly sweet. He never says much; sometimes she feels she has nothing to go on when it comes to him. Sometimes she wonders why she even likes him, is almost supernaturally compelled to sit closest to him whenever they do not have a preordained order. To sit farthest from him sometimes, because she thinks she can’t resist touching him, reaching a hand out, tactile as she is. Sometimes she wonders why she spends every free waking moment she has, of which there are precious few these days, with him. Often she wonders why he lets her. But he intrigues her so much, so she keeps pushing.
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They're supposed to be getting ready for a mission. Keyword: supposed to.
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- Part 20 of iki's e. e. rotica