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I never stopped calling by Wizbiff
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Jun 2026
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He was walking to his Jeep when the stench of cigarette smoke hit his nose. A few feet away, a tall, broad shouldered figure was standing, back to Shane, watching the sunset. Propped against the wall next to him was the bi-pride flag emblazoned sled.
“That was a great game.” Shane said, taking a couple steps in the direction of the sledge hockey center. “You’re an amazing player to watch, but you’re really not supposed to smoke here.” The man stiffened and then pivoted slowly towards Shane. Backlit by the setting sun, his facial expression was indiscernible.
“Oh my God Hollander, you are so boring.”
Ilya was dead.
Or at least, Alexei Rozanov said he was. Even after two years, Shane still hoped to see him again. He never imagined reuniting in the parking lot of a community center in suburban Ottawa.
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A family emergency means Ilya and Shane never meet in Las Vegas. In Russia, Alexei uncovers Ilya's sexuality and attacks him, inflicting grievous injuries. Ilya escapes with his life, but is forced into hiding, seeking refugee status in Canada where he builds a quiet, but meaningful, existence.The only problem: even two years later, he misses Shane Hollander.
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06 May 2026
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[Story repost due to deletion]
Tommy lives with the fallout form a traumatic brain injury in his teens, and navigates a love life, a working life, and a family life that all seems to be massively impacted by that injury - sometimes, it feels like everyone else is more affected than he is, and sometimes it's as though he cannot even see a life outside of his disability. He's sharp, and skilled, but he has his weaknesses and they're exploited once they're found out.
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04 Apr 2026
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until the world finds you again by Catzzy
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Iron Man (Movies)
22 Jun 2026
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Being forgotten is so frighteningly lonely that it makes him spiral sometimes. How can he explain that he feels like he’s in a dark tunnel and he can’t even tell which way he came in from or where the exit is.
That he longs for the feeling you can only get when someone knows you. When someone cares for you.
And on days like this, he wants to quit. On days like this, he wishes he hadn’t even made it out of the crumbling apartment and May’s arms.
OR- Post NWH but Tony Stark is alive, and he’s wondering where the photo in his kitchen came from. Naturally, against all advice, he must track down this boy.
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28 Mar 2026
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What We Refuse to Lose in the Fight by WatchingKnight_911
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Feb 2026
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“How long has this been here?” Shane asked.
Ilya frowned. “What?”
“This,” Shane said, pressing gently.
Ilya flinched, more surprised than hurt. He twisted awkwardly, reaching back, fingers searching. “I don’t feel anything.”
“You don’t feel that?” Shane asked. His voice sounded wrong to his own ears.
Ilya sighed, irritation creeping in. “You’re poking me. Of course I feel that.”
“Ilya.”
“It’s probably nothing,” Ilya said, already pulling away, sitting up. “Muscle knot. I don’t know.”
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Ilya is used to surviving alone. Shane won’t let him. When illness forces their lives to change overnight, they learn what marriage really means. Not in vows, but in the relentless decision to stay.- Language:
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21 Feb 2026
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The shape of recovery by ArcticSwan
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Mar 2026
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Following the events in In an instant where Ilya suffered a career ending injury that leaves him with a permanent physical disability.
This installment in the series will take on his time at the rehabilitation hospital, the big and small highs and lows of having to re-learn how your body works (or doesn’t work), how Shane and Ilya adjusts to this new reality.
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- Part 2 of Anatomy of a life
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21 Feb 2026
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Anatomy of a life by ArcticSwan
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
04 Mar 2026
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The “Hollanov’s” lives are forever changed after Ilya suffers a life altering injury.
The series starts with the fateful evening when Ilya gets injured and the early treatment.
Later installments will be “snapshots” of how life unfolds as they get used to their new normal.- Words:
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10 Feb 2026
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In an instant by ArcticSwan
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Feb 2026
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(Post long game).
During an away game against Washington, Ilya and Shane's lives change forever.One second Shane is headed for the bench after passing the puck, the next there's a bad crash and Ilya is laying motionless on the ice.
This fic follows the acute period of Ilya’s injury, and the way the boys try to comfort each other, as they try to understand and come to terms with how life is going to be from now on.
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- Part 4 of The Hollanov files
- Part 1 of Anatomy of a life
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09 Feb 2026
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On the eve of the one year anniversary of the Battle of Hogwarts, Harry Potter is rushed to St. Mungo’s. He insists that his Calming Draught overdose was accidental, but as secrets are revealed, Harry is confronted with his past trauma and is forced to take on his most daunting challenge yet: figuring out how to accept help.
Featuring:
—Remus Lupin being a good uncle
—some light, slow burn Drarry
—a little Severitus
—golden trio friendship
—an emotional support snake
—poetry references
—a love letter to 70s and 80s music
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27 Nov 2025
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Remus has spent years in hospital, he's had what were supposed to be the best years of his life stolen from him. This time, he's not sure if he can waste it. If he's dying, he doesn't want to suffer until there's nothing left to give. He wants to achieve something, or see the world. Maybe, get into crippling debt doing things he enjoys because he doesn't care anymore. He doesn't care.
The Hallows have reached stardom. With a World Tour on the horizon and an album weeks from releasing, they're close to everything they have ever dreamed of. Except, Sirius can't let go of the past, and it's close to ruining him.
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- Part 1 of To Love Somebody
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08 Nov 2025
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Was on chapter 20 but now they have all gone 😭😭😭 so read when some comes out ig
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Natalie was still fucking hounding him about ’self-care’ and ‘therapy’ and all that other bullshit, and now Sydney would team up with her, and it was all because of that stupid fucking article that decided it wanted to come in and fuck up the closest thing to normalcy he’d ever had in his entire fucking life.
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01 Nov 2025
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Following the disastrous Third Task, Harry begins to notice two things about himself. First: his appearance has begun to change. Second: something is very, very wrong. The Cruciatus shouldn't continue to be causing him pain this far out from having received it, should it?
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13 Oct 2025
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Sydney didn't think much of it. People die everyday. She got out of bed, got dressed, and went back to scrolling through Indeed.com and applying to every cooking job in a five mile radius from her apartment that paid sixteen an hour and had discounted food benefits. She didn't spend all morning reading about it. She didn't try and fail to find more about him online. She didn't imagine him doing it.
or, AU where Carmen dies in New York, Michael can't go through with his plans, Richie runs the restaurant alone, and Sydney grieves a person she never met.
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28 Aug 2025
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03 Aug 2025
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Nick gets diagnosed with Stage IV cancer during his second year at Leeds. Thankfully he's on a relationship break when that news gets dropped in his lap, unfortunately he still has to figure out how to tell his family and friends before it becomes obvious that he's started chemotherapy.
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02 Aug 2025
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Now he sits in the room, waiting for Dr. Lyra to come back. They did a CT scan for some reason. But Buck didn't think too much of it, thinking they just wanted to be cautious. But when she came back into the room, he could tell something was wrong.
"Hello again, Buck." Buck didn't let her finish, knowing she was just gonna best around the bush about it.
"What is it?"
"What do you mean?" Buck scoffs.
"I know that look. That's the look people get when they have to tell me yet another thing is wrong with me, so what is it?" Dr. Lyra sighs. She always hated giving news like this to patients.
"We did a CT scan as you know. And we found something that we originally thought was a blood clot in your brain." Buck nodded waiting for her to continue. He had a feeling he knew where this was going.
"I'm sorry Buck. We found cancerous tumors in the temporal and occipital lobe in your brain." Buck closes his eyes and turns away. In a way he feels like he's known for a while. But he never thought it was serious. It's like, you know when your brain tries to trick you into thinking you have cancer, or internal bleeding or something, but you never actually believe it.
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18 Jul 2025
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Once he’s safely in the Jeep Buck lets his head fall back against the seat. He’s not having a panic attack, he’s not going to be sick, and he’s certainly not going to cry. Buck just feels lost. Suddenly he’s as much the kid the others think him to be. How is he supposed to cope with this.
“Why are you still fucking dead?” Buck asks the imaginary Bobby in the passenger seat. “You were supposed to be here for me for this sort of shit. You were supposed to tell me what to do.”
In the wake of Bobby's death and the birth of his nephew, Buck receives a diagnosis and makes some well meaning, but ultimately ill considered life choices. Will the path he's set himself on break him? Or will it be the making of the next new iteration of Buck?
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02 Jul 2025
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"He was right when he said Carmen was strong. He worked for what he wanted like a fucking dog. He wanted to stop stuttering, so he stopped fucking talking and quietly practiced in his room until he got past it (for the most part) without the help of a speech therapist. He wanted to open a restaurant with Michael, so he sketched blueprints, made menus, and tried (and failed) to calculate the expenses (and he would have opened it too, if Michael had done it with him). He wanted to be a professional chef, so he became Food and Wine's Best New Chef before he turned twenty-one. And now he wanted to die... and the only thing that could stop him was God Himself."
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a world in which Michael lives because Carmen almost diesBookmarked by 1bannana2
17 May 2025
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Lights will guide you home / And ignite your bones / And I will try to fix you by Username_991
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man - All Media Types
10 Jun 2025
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Beneath him, the alley was painted red. His blood had seeped into the cracks in the pavement, mixing with puddles of oil and trash. Flies buzzed lazily around the scene. He was barely recognizable—just a broken boy lost in the filth, beaten to the edge of death and thrown away like garbage.
And yet, he was still alive. Somehow.
Orrrrr
After vanishing off comms, Peter Parker is found nearly dead in a filthy alley, his body shattered and bloodied beyond recognition. Brutally tortured and left to die, he’s discovered by Clint Barton, who fights to keep him alive as help races to their location. As Peter clings to life back at the Tower, the world soon learns the truth—the attack wasn’t just random. The people responsible wanted everyone to know. With the public reeling and Peter barely hanging on, the Avengers launch a relentless hunt for those behind the assault, determined to bring them to justice before anyone else falls.
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While abandoned, this fic technically does have an ending in the last chapter.
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21 Apr 2025
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When Eddie moves away to Texas Buck gets some news. How will Buck handle the news without his “straight best friend” there.
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03 Apr 2025
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Sometimes its the family we find along the way by Incoherent_screeching
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
17 Jun 2026
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Peter Parker is a lot of things.
- a twice-orphaned foster kid
-a genius (according to his friends and professors)
-a survivor
and lottttttssss more.
Oh yeah! He also happens to be a certain web-slinging Vigilante :Dor
When Peter parker gets accepted to an internship at SI, he doesn't expect to meet TONY STARK!!!
Much less to be taken on as his personal intern-
He's met the man as spiderman, yes. But it's one thing to meet him as a chatty vigilante, and another to meet him as a selectively mute foster kid that most people wouldn't give the time of day.
Can he keep his alter-ego a secret from his new mentor and the merry band of heroes living in his new workplace?
Or mayyyybeeee will he find a family as certain secrets come to light? :0Featuring:
A very smart but traumatized Peter.
If you like fics where Peter being a vigilante with vigilante experiences isnt ignored? Pleaseee give this a try.I HAVE CREATED A TIKTOK!!!! USERNAME: @screech6542
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31 Mar 2025