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And there’s a pattern to his exhales that Johnny knows well enough to read as: I don’t deserve you. I don’t deserve to say it too.
But he lets Simon hold him like that, his face pressed against the side of his temple, breathing in the scent of his hair, arms cradling and tightening simultaneously, as if Johnny is both the most precious and most dangerous thing in the living room.Fools in love, family, and finding a way... The complimentary bonus epilogue of 'all that's said in the low light'
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- Part 2 of silver and gold
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09 Feb 2026
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Yearning, Ghost realizes, aches even deeper than a bullet wound.
He’s trained himself not to desire, the same way he’s trained his body to sprint while in full tactical gear, the same way he’s trained his eyes to focus through a sniper scope for hours on end.
But he’s never wanted someone—anything—like he wants Soap.
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09 Feb 2026
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In theory, it’s an easy plan of action: Soap heals with Ghost by his side and life goes back to the way it was before. Effortless and efficient, just like how they’ve always handled tough missions.
But with a newly broken brain, pent-up feelings, and a possible medical discharge looming on the horizon, everything is often easier said than done.
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09 Feb 2026
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“Not old.” A scar ran down the side of Ghost’s face, perpendicular to the cut of his jawline, and it shifted as he spoke, “Younger than Price.”
“Really?” Soap’s stool scraped across the floor as he tugged it closer. Far too close for two grown, military sculpted men to be to each other but Soap had had at least two tequila shots even before he’d started on his next drinks, so it felt like nothing at all to be able to smell that Ghost was clean. No blood. No dirt. Clean, washed skin underneath his clothes and mask, “I mean, that wee glance you gave us of your mug back before the raid wasn’t much to go on.”
“Thought you might have gone rifling through my file.”
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Or: Ghost and Soap are the last ones left in the bar after the final MW2 mission, knees touching, and Soap can't help himself. Can't stop the little, needling shit that lives in the back of his head and cajoles him into pushing himself into Ghost's vision. 'Just a snog, sir. We don't have to tell.' Except, it's not really that easy, is it?
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- Part 1 of i think i was meant to keep you warm
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09 Feb 2026
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Taking place after the events of Call of Duty Modern Warfare II, both Soap and Ghost are dealing with the harsh realization that maybe they see the other as a little more than just a brother in arms.
After a night when their flirty banter escalates to a new level, both are convinced that the other is interested in a strictly sexual relationship as they begin to learn new things about themselves and each other, all the while convincing themselves that their feelings are not reciprocated.
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09 Feb 2026
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Draco Malfoy has been missing for three years. Harry is assigned the cold case and finds himself slowly falling in love with the memories he collects.
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- Part 1 of Running on Air
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- 17/17
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28 Jan 2025
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Good manners dictate that, when one’s best friend Apparates onto one’s doorstep holding the unconscious, haggard body of the schoolyard bully and begging for sanctuary, one ought to invite the two of them in for a cup of tea. Harry Potter sometimes wishes he weren’t so polite.
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- 10/10
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17 May 2024
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Former Things Come to Mind by dodgerkedavra for mallstars
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
14 Dec 2023
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Harry Potter has had a headache for seven and a half years.
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- Part 1 of Former Things
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- 12/12
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17 May 2024
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it would have been you (a generation ago) by peytonn
Fandoms: Dune - All Media Types, Dune Series - Frank Herbert, Dune: Part Two (2024)
09 Mar 2024
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“Enough questions.” Feyd snarled lowly, taking a step toward Paul, his biceps rippling with restrained force. “What have you to say, Atreides?”
“You are… Were part of something much greater than you were led to believe. You have earned your place among my people by proving your loyalty, but... I need more than loyalty.” Paul’s tone was at the edge of the intricate rug that adorned the floor, tugging at a loose thread.
Feyd’s anger went as soon as it came. He was intrigued, gaze leaping around Paul’s face as he remained silent, waiting for more.
“I desire your devotion. As it should have been if my mother hadn’t chosen love over the Sisterhood.” Paul stated, eyes now glimmering, reflecting the warm hue of the floating glowglobes.
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Paul Atreides spared Feyd-Rautha Harkonnen after he sunk to his knees with a crysknife in his chest, pledging his loyalty to and desire for the new Emperor.
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- Part 2 of desire and devotion
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- 3/3
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Bookmarked by Bokkat
24 Apr 2024
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He wades in it now, eyes still open, fixed on the speckled ceiling, begging himself not to crave bomb blasts and artillery fire in his childhood bedroom. Although…there might be something beautiful about it all, Johnny supposes, those noises in the thick. The gasps in between discharge that say: I’m here, I’m a part of this song too.
After a near-fatal injury, John MacTavish finds himself back in his hometown in Scotland. Fresh off an untimely discharge, he's forced to cope with disability, his dysfunctional family, and the lingering knowledge that there are some things he's just not ready to leave behind...
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- Part 1 of silver and gold
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- 15/15
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10 Jun 2023
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Every brush with Johnny kept Ghost coming back for more. He was an addict hunting for his next hit. Sometimes it was a pat on the shoulder to signal they were on the move, a fist bump after a good mission. A brush of hands passing a cup of tea across the counter. Nothing that should linger but somehow Johnny stuck to him like a burr.
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Ghost finds himself warming to Soap, unable to stop himself from falling a little more everyday. What do you do when you find something that feels more important than the job you've shaped your life around?
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18 May 2023
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Ghost isn't like most people. He doesn't like most people. Life for him is going about his days as a soldier, a warrior, a killer. A survivor.
Until…
"Let's get ourselves a win, yeah, Lt."
Until John 'Soap' MacTavish. From there...a journey begins.
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07 May 2023
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There’s a quality in Simon’s voice that John’s never heard from him before, but that he’d recognize anywhere. It’s the tone his niblings use when they aren’t sure if they’ve done something wrong. The hesitance he hears from another vet who isn’t sure if the story they’re about to tell is appropriate for present company because no one really debriefs you from a life of violence and killing and casual dark humor to a life without it. The sound of a man burned and turned away so many times that he never had a chance of discerning what he’d done wrong. The sound of a man who, nine times out of ten, was manipulated into thinking he was wrong in the first place.
The sound of a man who desperately needs a safe place to land, but only ever found it in bits and pieces if he found it at all.
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After over a decade apart, John and Simon find safety.
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15 Jan 2023
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Sex and the Art of Castle Maintenance by birdsofshore for PukingPastilles
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
29 Dec 2018
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"Come on, boys," Zabini drawled. "You’re only delaying the inevitable."
Trouble always had a way of finding Harry, and eighth year was obviously going to be no exception.
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11 Jan 2023
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Just one bite; to taste, and let go.
Or, the on-field flirting is getting a little ridiculous.
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31 Dec 2022
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Harry gets de-aged. Malfoy has to help him.
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17 Dec 2022
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The most annoying thing about the weird rumours that go around about Ghost, is that some of them are true. It's almost cliche to admit that he likes violence and pain... likes it a lot more than he should. Enough that sometimes he gets too worked up to wait until the mission's over to sort himself out. It's never been a problem. Not until Soap walks in on him. Then it's a big problem, but maybe not for the reasons either of them were expecting.
OR: Soap learns something about himself.
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04 Dec 2022
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Now that Harry is back at Hogwarts with Hermione for eighth year, he realises that something’s missing from his life, and it either has to do with Ron, his boggart, Snape, or Malfoy. Furthermore, what, exactly, does it mean when one’s life is defined by the desire to simultaneously impress and annoy a portrait? Harry has no idea; he’s too busy trying not to be in love with Malfoy to care.
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- Part 1 of Azoth
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Who we are in the shadows by orphan_account for drarryruinedme7
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
14 Dec 2019
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What happens when you’re forced to become the very thing you despise?
Ex-Auror Harry Potter, tossed out of the Ministry for something he had no control over, has been looking for a way back to his former life. When he comes across Draco Malfoy in the criminal underbelly of Wizarding London and in need of protection, Harry figures bringing him in to face the Ministry's justice is his ticket back to everything he's lost.
But nothing is exactly as it seems. Not even Harry himself. And as he gets drawn further and further into Malfoy's world of honour and deception he finds himself questioning everything he thought he knew—about his childhood nemesis, the Ministry job he misses so much, and most of all, about himself.
What happens when you’re forced to see that you were wrong?
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- 12/12
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15 Jan 2021
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There's no use running from fate.
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Bookmarked by Bokkat
02 Dec 2019