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    When Arnim Zola pulls Bucky Barnes out of a cage and into a laboratory, he sets in motion a chain of events that will forever shape history. No matter how hard he tries, a part of Bucky fears he will never walk out of that factory.

    Steve Rogers may have become Captain America, but he's still the same scrawny kid from Brooklyn in his heart, especially when it comes to Bucky Barnes.

    Fighting side by side in the deadliest conflict in history, Steve and Bucky struggle to accept that there are some things the serum cannot change, some battles they will never be able to win, and some loses neither of them will survive.

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    10 Jun 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 72

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    Six weeks. It had been six weeks since the failure of Project Insight. Six weeks since the asset had any orders. Six weeks since the asset had been wiped.
    This was unprecedented.

    Steve thought he'd never get Bucky back. But when fate delivers Bucky back to him, it's not the Bucky he knew. The Bucky he loved.
    But he knows he's still in there somewhere, and so does Bucky. But there are those who have other plans for the Winter Soldier...

    Or, a long, painful recovery from the Winter Soldier to Bucky Barnes. Recovery hurts. For both of them.

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    09 Jun 2025

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    The Asset knows that Steve has read the Handlers Guidebook, so why is Steve such an inept Handler? Handlers do not cry when they are supposed to dole out punishments, especially when the Asset is so deserving of it.

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    13 Dec 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    Bucky had been shut down, emotionally. He’d gone through the motions of his day, a technique his therapist had recommended for his harder days, the ones where he just wanted to curl up in bed. He’d drank his coffee, and had a slice of toast for breakfast. He’d put on a documentary, but Steve could tell he wasn’t watching it. Lunch was quiet, with him barely touching his food. By the time dinner had almost come around, Steve couldn’t take it any more.

    “What do you need, sweetheart?” he asked, cupping Bucky’s face. “How can I help?”

    Bucky’s eyes slid off to the side, his teeth chewing at his lower lip for a moment before he met Steve’s gaze again.

    “Need to hurt,” he whispered.

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    Spanktember 2024 Day 5: Aftercare

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    22 Oct 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 69

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    Bucky can't seem to let go enough to have an orgasm. Bucky trusts Steve, so Steve helps in a very "platonic" way. (that's a lie it's not platonic, it's very gay. No one listen to Clint)

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    25 Jul 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 63

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    [ formerly titled "tremble wolf" : never abandoned i just update slow !! ]

    Steve moves his arms, palms sliding to cup its cheekbones, thumbs brushing over the deep bags under its eyes. His hands are calloused but they are warm and the Asset is far too warm at the moment but it's Steve touching it and would a leper, no matter how infested by sickness, pull themself from God's hands? No.

    or: Steve tracks down the Winter Soldier after the bridge fight, but not in time — he is still wiped and again doesn’t remember him. SHIELD (in an operation spearheaded by Steve) captures him, and amidst Bucky’s drug withdrawals and trauma responses, try to rehabilitate him. Considering himself an it, a machine and nothing more, Steve tries to have a decimated Bucky remember who he is.

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    15 Jul 2024

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    ***mind the tags please.***

     

    You never expected to need to move back home in your mid-twenties. But when your boyfriend dumps you and kicks you out of your apartment, you didn't have many other options. Thankfully, there are two men in your life you've always been able to count on to be there for you; your dad and his lifelong best friend and your honorary uncle.

    But moving home wakens something that you thought you'd shoved into a deep, dark corner of your mind. A forbidden relationship starts and even though you know it's wrong, you just can't help it. What will happen as the relationship evolves and new challenges arise above and beyond the fact that it's forbidden?

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    02 Dec 2022

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    Good intentions.

    That’s all anyone ever claims they are.

    His friends. His family. Even his government.

    But for an Omega like James Buchanan Barnes, good intentions are rarely any good. And the road they pave can only ever lead to one place.

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    An Omega verse AU of Captain America: The First Avenger in which Bucky is an Omega, Steve is an Alpha, and the journey they take together leads to a life much darker than anything the MCU ever had planned.

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    06 Nov 2022

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    Bucky and Steve have been each other's constants since 1929. Through the Depression, the War, Hydra, new enemies, the stretch of a century - doesn't matter. Steve is determined nothing will keep them apart.

    As Bucky's memories slowly return, he finds that he tends to agree.

     

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    Featuring Soft Stucky and a bit of whump.

    Mind the TAGS.

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    29 Jun 2022

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    Steve’s heard people say that Captain America appeared in the future twice the man he had been before. That could be debated, of course, but it’s true that he’s still more or less whole. But Bucky...he arrived here fractured. It’s as if only a few fragments of him made the journey through those decades intact and the rest was shaken loose and left behind somewhere, scattered across time like shreds of cloth in a storm.

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    12 Nov 2020

  11. Public Bookmark 22

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    But Steve looks at him and sees Bucky. He says Bucky like it’s fact, like he’s alive, like Bucky is the person standing there. But he’s not. He’s not, and the longer he allows Steve to go on believing he is, the more it’s going to hurt him. And whatever else Bucky doesn’t know, whatever his mind won’t give him, what’s clearest above everything is that he doesn’t want to see Steve hurt. Never again.

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    09 Jan 2018

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    The long slow recovery of Bucky Barnes after his escape from HYDRA.

    (And the longer, slower recovery of his sex life.)

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    23 Dec 2017

  13. Public Bookmark 97

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    Steve's been hiding in plain sight for so long, but he can no longer hide from what's happened to Bucky, and what Bucky means to him.

    And Bucky? Bucky's been hiding, too, but Steve's going to find him.

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    20 Nov 2017

  14. Public Bookmark 13

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    The Soldier has to obey. They use him. They hurt him. They mock him. They treat him like an animal. This shield..... But the Soldier has to obey. - WARNING : This story contains numerous descriptions of physical and psychological pain happening to the main character, if you are of a sensitive nature (which is perfectly fine), please be aware of that ! - During CATWS. Whump!Bucky.

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    19 Nov 2017

  15. Public Bookmark 3

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    For my h/c bingo square "heat stroke". Very convenient to have that square this time, because there's a brief mention in my gardening fic "Oasis" (now part of a series with this one) about Bucky having gotten heatstroke one time, and I had been wanting to write that anyway. So I did. Pure shameless idfic h/c, plus banter of course, because it's them.
    --Written by Sholio

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    18 Nov 2017

  16. Public Bookmark 57

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    Weeks after the helicarriers go down in the Potomac, Bucky Barnes breaks into Steve's apartment sick and injured. As Steve tries to help Bucky and Bucky tries to figure out who he's supposed to be, they both have to confront everything that's happened to them, and they can't do it alone.

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    03 Oct 2017

  17. Public Bookmark 99

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    Bucky gets these nightmares. Awful memories. Hydra remnants. Sometimes the metal arm starts hurting him and Steve can’t stop it. Sometimes the arm makes Bucky do things…

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    02 Oct 2017

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    Post Civil War/Pre-Black Panther
    Seventy years as Hydra's property leaves Bucky haunted by the ghosts of his past, filled with guilt and hiding the Voice in his head that torments him. There's no easy fix for the trigger words and the one thing Hydra worked to wipe away for all those years is now the one thing they want. His memories. Steve is determined to not give up on Bucky or his hope for their friendship. Deep down he has to admit to his beyond-friends attraction although Bucky seems too vulnerable. Steve can always hope. Bucky feels it too, now if only the Voice would stop talking.

    “It’s darker out there in the real world than it is in here pal.” The Voice in Bucky's head.

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    09 Jul 2017

  19. Public Bookmark 16

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    Two damaged men are reunited in Europe during World War Two. For the longest time they'll think they've already seen the worst horrors the world has to offer, but from the very start they know that each is the best of the other's life.

    Or; Steve & Bucky's lost war time chronicles (set during Captain America: The Winter Soldier)

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    05 Jul 2017

  20. Public Bookmark 63

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    After the SHIELD/Hydra leak, The Winter Soldier finds himself lost in this new century, yearning to find himself again. That all changes when Hydra catches up to him. Meanwhile, Steve has to face his demons while searching for his best friend. Two years later, Steve finally finds Bucky, and it's up to him to save him and help him recover.

    Triggers throughout the story: Self-harm, Starvation, Depression, Anxiety, Violence, Manipulation, Mildly Dubious Consent, Major Character Death, Mentions of Rape, Non-glorified Hydra Trash Party in Chapter 5 (does not go into extremely graphic detail but some incidents mentioned).

     

    Please note that this fic will not glorify any hardships Bucky faces during his recovery. Any memory he recalls of his days as the Winter Soldier are unforgiving and harsh. I will try to point out any trigger warnings as each chapter is posted, but if I forget, please tell me! I apologize if I missed any TWs in my beginning notes.

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    02 Jul 2017

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