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    30 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has been saying I love you into the void his whole life.

    To his mother’s cold hands at twelve, making promises she can’t hear. To his teammates through fist bumps in tunnel rituals that cost nothing because they ask for nothing. To a sleeping man, in Russian, because his native language is the only container safe enough for what he actually feels. To a country he is slowly losing the ability to love back.

    He keeps saying it. No one says it back.

    Until they do.

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    28 Mar 2026

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    selbindery (on ao3 and instagram!) has fic bound this entire series and it is so, so wonderful, please go check out their beautiful work of art here:

    https://www.instagram.com/p/DWhgjfuFsVr/?igsh=MTlmbDBvbDBmMG55bQ==

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    28 Mar 2026

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    “I want our family,” Ilya said. “I want children. Permanence, I think is the word... A life with you. More than anything.”

    Shane felt his throat tighten. “I want that too.”

    Ilya nodded, eyes swelling. “I know. That is why I need to say everything now. Before I lose the nerve.”

    He took Shane’s hands, grounding himself. “I am trying to be strong for you. But I need you to be strong for me too.”

    “I am,” Shane said immediately, almost offended.

    “I know,” Ilya said. “But I need you to listen.”

    Shane nodded. “I am listening.”

    “I do not want to play hockey much longer,” Ilya said quietly. “Maybe couple more seasons. And then I am done.”

    Shane stared at him. “Done?”

    “Yes.”

    “With hockey. You’re serious?”

    “Very,” Ilya said.

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    Set one year after The Long Game, this story follows the fallout of a commissioner who refuses to loosen his grip, and the players who finally refuse to bend.

    Shane and Ilya are done playing by the rules of others. They're ready for a life, a family, each other and determining what their legacy really is. They're ready to play for keeps.

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    21 Mar 2026

  5. This has been deleted, sorry!

    18 Mar 2026

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    A place to stir the Hollanov brain soup

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    17 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander always had a strategy. He had a strategy for winning the Cup, a strategy for managing the press, and a strategy for keeping his relationship with his rival-turned-boyfriend, Ilya Rozanov, strictly in the dark. He really was good at managing it all… Right up until the moment a medical impossibility turned into a positive pregnancy test, and the only man Shane ever loved asked him to do the one thing he couldn’t: tell the truth.

    Five years post-breakup, Shane is technically winning. He has the trophies, the privacy, and their brilliant daughter, Airi. And he is perfectly co-parenting with his ex, Ilya Rozanov. The rules are simple: minimal contact, polite text messages about their daughter, and absolutely no acknowledging about their past.

    Until Yuna Hollander decides to intervene. Suddenly, the ocean Shane put between them is gone. Shane’s new strategy is simple: survive seven days with Ilya without falling apart.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    20 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 85

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    Shane Hollander has everything he ever fought for — a husband he loves, three children who call him Dad, and a home filled with laughter.

    On his birthday, that happiness is on full display.

    But it only takes one missed call to remind him how quickly perfect things can fall apart.

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    17 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 26

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    It started with a video.

    Shane opens up in an interview, and suddenly he’s everywhere—talk shows, viral clips, even fucking headlines that have nothing to do with hockey. The whole world has fell deeply in love with his husband.

    Ilya is proud. He really is.

    But pride doesn’t stop the comments. Or the flirting. Or even the way the arena cheers just a little louder when Shane’s face hits the jumbotron. It wasn't jealousy that his husband was keeping more fame, but it was from the way everyone desired him for themselves and the fact that Shane didn't see any actual problem with it.

    Ilya has never been good at sharing.

    And for the first time in a long time, it’s starting to show.

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    17 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 87

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    It started with a lil innocent amnesia one-shot, and then boom, a whole universe developed...

    It is technically completed until I decide to add things to it heh

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Shane and Ilya have been married for four years, won two cups and overcame a whole bunch of adversity -- the plan has always been to wait until retirement to have kids, but the more success the couple achieves the more they yearn to share it with more people they love. IE: Shane and Ilya start their family

    All fluff!! Set post Long Game, contains spoilers.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    13 Feb 2026

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    13 Feb 2026

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    09 Feb 2026

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    09 Feb 2026

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    09 Feb 2026

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    When Eddie was shot by the sniper, Buck’s world fell apart. When Eddie is placed into a medically induced coma, Buck receives the news that Eddie made him his power of attorney and Christopher’s legal guardian. Reeling from the news, he did his best to take care of Christopher and make Eddie’s medical decisions in accordance with Eddie’s wishes. If only the other people in Eddie’s life understood that, instead of challenging Buck at every turn.

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    30 Sep 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 38

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    Another version of Buddie already in love.

    Hope you like it.

    :)

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    30 Sep 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 56

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    Buddie College AU, where Buck and Eddie meet at nineteen and fall in love at UCLA in 2011, with a six-month-old Christopher.

    This is their story.

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    30 Sep 2025

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