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Paying For His Mistakes by Retrogeekgal
Fandoms: Constantine (TV), DC's Legends of Tomorrow (TV), Lucifer (TV), Constantine: The Hellblazer (Comics), Hellblazer, Arrow (TV 2012), Hellblazer & Related Fandoms
11 Oct 2025
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In the aftermath of what you experienced in Hell, your relationship with John struggles to regain it's footing. It's a cruel twist of fate that now, you're the one keeping secrets from him when all you wanted was his honesty. But John's finally free of the guilt he felt over the Newcastle Incident, and you'll do anything to protect him from this.
Instead of the man you love, you confide in the person who saved from you from Hell in the first place, Lucifer Morningstar. You owe him a debt for what he's done and as intriguing as the man may be, you can't forget who he truly is. But it's a double edged sword; you're plagued by visions of the Triumvirate's plot to use you and John in the coup against Lucifer. And despite the danger his presence brings, he may be the only one who can help.
When presented with a way to end the power struggle, you find out John's been keeping a secret from you for years and it becomes painfully clear that you won't walk away from this unscathed. In the end, you'll need to make a devastating choice; let John pay for his own mistakes, or risk everything, once again to stand by his side. No matter what it costs you.
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- Part 4 of Nothing Good Was Ever Easy
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It Hurts To Say Goodbye by Retrogeekgal
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America - All Media Types
12 Oct 2025
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Under the thumb of your controlling father, you know your choices as a woman in the 1940’s are limited. Despite having a college education, marrying the man he chose for you would mean an end to any freedom you could grant yourself. And you know you’re meant to be more than just a housewife.
A chance encounter with Howard Stark provides an escape from your life when you need it most. He offers you a job on his weapons development team and a chance to help the allies in the fight against Hydra and Nazi Germany. When you agree, you’ve no way of knowing that the decision will lead you to meeting the man you’ll want to spend the rest of your life with, Captain Steve Rogers.
Against the sweeping backdrop of World War Two, you and Steve fall deeply in love. He’s everything you ever dared to want; loving and a good man. But as the war takes its toll, you find yourself unable to believe that you’re going to get the happy ending you both want. A ghost from your past haunts your every move and in the end, Steve’s role as Captain America will force him to make a tragic choice that will affect your life for decades to come.
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- Part 1 of As Time Goes By
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We'll Meet Again by Retrogeekgal
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies), Marvel, Captain America, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
04 Nov 2022
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Shortly after Steve's disappearance in 1945, you're attacked by what you think is a Hydra operative on an S.S.R mission. When you wake up again, you realize that you've been frozen for over seventy years. Somehow you survived what happened to you, but more importantly, the love of your life, the man you thought you lost forever - is alive.
Trying to navigate the present day and find your place in Steve's life again proves to be challenging. Especially when there are forces at work determined to shatter the life you and Steve are building. Hydra will stop at nothing to destroy you both, even if it means manipulating the very person you care for most.
You love Steve more than anything, but will it be enough to withstand what Hydra has planned for you?
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- Part 2 of As Time Goes By
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(Loving Me Would Be) Your First Mistake by Retrogeekgal
Fandoms: Constantine (TV), Constantine: The Hellblazer (Comics), DC's Legends of Tomorrow (TV), Arrow (TV 2012), Hellblazer
29 Oct 2021
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When you first meet John Constantine, you can't stand him. He's a frustrating mix of arrogant, charming and cocky as Hell. Exactly your type, and exactly the type you should stay away from. You tell yourself that despite his obvious flirting, you have no interest in him whatsoever.
As he deliberately puts himself your path, you begin to see the jaded con man differently. Your mutual attraction becomes undeniable, especially after John saves your life. He reluctantly agrees to tutor you in the Dark Arts, a decision that will irrevocably change both your lives.
But being with a man like him is far from easy. John has secrets that threaten him and what he feels for you. When his past refuses to stay buried, will John choose you or risk your life by surrendering to his own previous mistakes?
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- Part 1 of Nothing Good Was Ever Easy
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Nothing Burns Like The Cold by Retrogeekgal for Tobi_Starr
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Comics), Winter Soldier (Comics), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
28 Jun 2020
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When you’re captured by Hydra, you have no idea what they truly have in store for you. After they've taken your blood, the Winter Soldier is sent in to eliminate you. Having Super Soldier abilities yourself, you’re able to defend yourself while reminding the Soldier who he really was.
As you’re forced to remain in close quarters with him, you start to fall for the Soldier when he remembers more and more the man he used to be, Bucky Barnes. When Hydra comes for you both, you realize how deeply S.H.I.E.L.D. has been infected by the same people that want you dead, people you thought you could trust.
With time running out, you realize that no matter how much you care about each other, it's impossible that you’ll be able to escape from Hydra unscathed.
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As Time Goes By by Retrogeekgal
Fandom: Captain America, Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
12 Oct 2025
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Nothing Good Was Ever Easy by Retrogeekgal
Fandom: Arrow (TV 2012), Constantine (Comic), Constantine (TV), Constantine (TV) RPF, Constantine: The Hellblazer (Comics), DC's Legends of Tomorrow (TV), DCU (Comics), Hellblazer, Hellblazer & Related Fandoms, Justice League Dark (Comics), Lucifer (TV), The Sandman (Comics)
12 Oct 2025
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"Will you love me, even when I disappoint you?" aka 'No one said being in love with John Constantine was going to be easy.'
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28 Nov 2025
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Razorblade Without a Handle by adoctoraday, Stuckonstuckony (adoctoraday)
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Iron Man (Movies), Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
09 Nov 2025
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Bucky is just some 22 year old former high school dropout working too many jobs to pay for his shitty apartment and his sister's tuition, so when he meets Steve Rogers and Tony Stark and they take an interest in him, it makes no sense.
He can't understand why they would want to spend time with him, let alone date him, but he's just lonely and greedy enough to cling onto what they're offering and hope that when it ends, it won't crush him.
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04 May 2025
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Mr. & Mrs. Stark by theimaginesyouneveraskedfor
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), Iron Man (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
24 Nov 2022
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Warnings: this fic includes dark content including rape/noncon, kidnapping, anal, oral, fear, manipulation, cheating, and other potential triggering elements. My warnings are not exhaustive, enter at your own risk.
This is a dark!fic and explicit. 18+ only. Your media consumption is your own responsibility. Warnings have been given. DO NOT PROCEED if these matters upset you.
Summary: Your life is turned upside down. First by Tony Stark. Then Steve Rogers.
Characters: Stony x reader
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07 Feb 2023
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Paying For His Mistakes by Retrogeekgal
Fandoms: Constantine (TV), DC's Legends of Tomorrow (TV), Lucifer (TV), Constantine: The Hellblazer (Comics), Hellblazer, Arrow (TV 2012), Hellblazer & Related Fandoms
11 Oct 2025
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In the aftermath of what you experienced in Hell, your relationship with John struggles to regain it's footing. It's a cruel twist of fate that now, you're the one keeping secrets from him when all you wanted was his honesty. But John's finally free of the guilt he felt over the Newcastle Incident, and you'll do anything to protect him from this.
Instead of the man you love, you confide in the person who saved from you from Hell in the first place, Lucifer Morningstar. You owe him a debt for what he's done and as intriguing as the man may be, you can't forget who he truly is. But it's a double edged sword; you're plagued by visions of the Triumvirate's plot to use you and John in the coup against Lucifer. And despite the danger his presence brings, he may be the only one who can help.
When presented with a way to end the power struggle, you find out John's been keeping a secret from you for years and it becomes painfully clear that you won't walk away from this unscathed. In the end, you'll need to make a devastating choice; let John pay for his own mistakes, or risk everything, once again to stand by his side. No matter what it costs you.
Series
- Part 4 of Nothing Good Was Ever Easy
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04 Nov 2022
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made a monster by witch_of_the_sea
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
11 Jul 2022
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while out for your daily walk, you have the sense someone's following you—turns out steve rogers has been stalking you for weeks, and he's decided it's time to take what's his.
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30 Jul 2022