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staying. by mar1p0sa_papp1l0n
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jun 2026
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He knows no one would believe him. Plenty of guys get smacked around by their girlfriends. Pussy-whipped, dog-walked, whatever. She’s talking way too fast for Ilya to understand. It’s just one of her little harmless punishments, when he fucks up. Sometimes she ignores him just to watch him squirm and try to figure out what he did. They don’t talk about his family, and he doesn’t tell her that his father used to do the same thing. Bringing it up will just make her angrier.
It’s a little bit more than a slap this time. The edge of her knuckles connects with his nose and blood is running down his chin before he can blink. He runs his tongue over the smooth surface of his teeth on instinct like he always does after he hits the ice face first. Ilya always expects it, yet it always takes him by surprise.
After the news breaks about Shane and Rose, Ilya gets himself into something...simpler. But simpler turns confusing, and then manipulative, and then violent. And that's when people start noticing.
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02 Aug 2026
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True Blue by mar1p0sa_papp1l0n
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Jul 2026
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The thing is, David’s pretty sure the kid’s living in a car. Or a motel, or something. Things aren’t good; he’s sure of that. He’s not the most observant guy, and he’s kind of shocked Yuna and Shane seem completely oblivious. Ilya’s twelve years old and wears a sweatshirt that hugs his shoulders far too tight, jeans that ride up past his ankles. He grimaces every time he has to force his feet into his shoes, clearly also too small. He absolutely, patently refuses to be driven home, and Irina never picks him up. He says he doesn’t know his mother’s phone number when Yuna asks for it; David suspects she doesn’t have one. And Ilya completely shuts down when someone mentions joining a hockey team.
Ilya and Irina find themselves in Ottawa in 2003. Or more accurately, the Hollanders find them, and never seem to let go.
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02 Aug 2026
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the intricate brocade of this happiness by waxing__crescent
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Jul 2026
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But Ilya shakes his head, absolutely mute. There’s no universe, no universe where he can talk about this. He moved to America to forget.
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02 Aug 2026
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I've Drowned (and Dreamt This Moment) by Ineffable_Rivalry (I_Ineffable_Idiot_t)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
26 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov, after seven years of being whatever the fuck they’d been, are officially boyfriends.
They’re at Shane’s cottage. They’ve officially said “I love you”, they came out to Shane’s parents, and they’d promised to be honest with each other while here. So why does it feel like Ilya is still hiding something?
All day, Ilya has seemed nervous, uncertain. He hadn’t even seemed like this when they’d gone to talk to the Hollanders after David had caught them at the cottage. He almost seems like he’s preparing for rejection, which is stupid. Shane has waited way too long for this to let him go now.Or: Irina was a mermaid, making Ilya half merman. The reveal, and everything that comes along with it.
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- Part 1 of Don't Forget Your Seaside Days
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26 Jul 2026
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Hope You Open Up to Someone Kind by LittleDisAwesome
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Aug 2026
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Shane leaves Ilya on his couch in the dark, and they spend the next year and a half learning how to live without each other. Shane behind a relationship that isn't real, Ilya inside one that's all too real and slowly killing him. It takes getting outed to the entire world for them to find their way back.
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“You will be very angry. With me.” Each word came out weaker from the one before it and by the time Rozanov was done speaking LeClaire had to strain his ears just to hear what the other man way saying to him. “By morning. Is going to be everywhere.”
LeClaire muted the television. Whatever Rozanov was calling about was going to require his full attention. It didn’t sound like there was any way this was going to stay in Boston or be something the Bruins could cover up. He ran through the possibilities in his head: vehicular manslaughter, Kent-esque accusations, Rozanov finally deciding to jump off the Storrow overpass. He honestly wasn’t sure which one of those would be worse.
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23 Jul 2026
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“Ah.”
“‘Ah’,” Ilya repeats, giving him a look before he looks back to the tidily stacked frozen mouse packages in the freezer and makes a face as a little badly-hidden shudder moves through him. “Why the fuck do you have mice in your freezer, Shane? You are doing serial killer shit now? This is why you have cottage in the middle of nowhere? For serial killer things?”
“It’s for Spaghetti,” Shane says.
Ilya gives him an absolutely horrified look at that and turns a little green, which makes him remember that Spaghetti isn’t just his snake's name.
“Not food!” He rushes to explain. “Not food spaghetti! Snake Spaghetti!”
“What the fuck are you even saying right now,” Ilya says, looking honestly a little concerned that Shane might have something going wrong in his head.
(Distancing himself from almost twenty years of owning a snake, Shane can indeed see why this situation might be a little alarming for someone on the outside looking in.)
(It also clues him in to the fact that maybe it’s not just Spaghetti who should have gotten a little adjustment period.)
(in which i give shane allergies AND a snake)
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19 Jul 2026
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none of these stories are interconnected. they can be read in any order, and you're not missing something if you skip some of them. it's just all my HR fic, gathered in one place.
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17 Jul 2026
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“She likes to haunt my freezer,” Ilya says, as Shane shuffles out of his Reeboks and into a pair of Ilya’s house slippers.
It had seemed like a joke, when Ilya first brought it up. Their last morning at the cottage, dropped casually as they scrambled eggs together in the kitchen, a parting gag for the road. Oh, by the way, you know that dead mother I told you about? The one who killed herself and left me to find the body? Yes, okay, so, she is also a ghost and she haunts me. Well, my house, really. No, I am serious, Hollander! I am so serious, Russians do not joke, please! You do not believe me? You do not trust me? Fine. You will come over to my place some time and I will show you. She likes flowers, please bring daffodils.
Shane brought the daffodils.
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- Part 25 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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17 Jul 2026
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he was my girl first by whorecoded
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Jul 2026
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17 Jul 2026
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the flower of the world’s manhood by hehered
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Jul 2026
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Fucking Ilya Rozanov is the quickest way to end Sai Hollander's career. Liliya Rozanova decides to cross their carefully drawn lines, even if she can't be fully honest with Sai.
Or, the WLW version of the Tuna Meltdown featuring closeted MTF Liliya Rozanova.
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- Part 9 of sweetbitter
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17 Jul 2026
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little blue dot by Rozalov
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
29 May 2026
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Ilya had told Shane to go. He would make it four nights without him. They couldn't stop everything every time Ilya was tired, or they'd never do fucking anything. Shane had not liked that answer at all.
Ilya has a depressive episode while Shane is at a photoshoot. Shane comes home early.
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15 Jul 2026
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Yuna can’t help it. There’s just something about Ilya Rozanov that rubs her the wrong way.
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14 Jul 2026
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we only know the love we’re shown by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 May 2026
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Ilya has always known Shane could do better than him. It shouldn’t come as a surprise that he’s finally found it.
Found someone else.
Because that’s what this is, isn’t it?
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11 Jul 2026
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Growing up's a Waste of Time by soufflegirl123
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
22 Jul 2026
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In a world where humans are living longer than ever, society can't cope. It's globally decided that anyone under 30 will become a minor again. Their adulthood stripped from them. Their guardianship handed over to their parents or any eligible next of kin. As a kind of grace period, there is a short period of time between the announcement of the law and the enforcement of it where anyone 18-30, who does not want to return to their parents' custody, can instead voluntarily sign away custody of themselves to a person of their choosing, as long as they are over 30.
Ilya Rozanov, who is only 22 and has just become captain of the Boston Raiders, is suddenly found with nowhere good to go. He's about to be deported back to Russia unless he can find someone he trusts, who is over 30, and might just like him enough to sign the Blue Form and at least keep him out of his father's control
Scott Hunter, who is 36 and only just came out as gay the year before by kissing Kip Grady on the ice, was not planning on becoming a parent. He definitely wasn't planning on becoming a parent to the player who has been the biggest pain in his ass for the past 4 years.
Eventual Hollanov. Shane does not appear in first few chapters
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08 Jul 2026
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sweetbitter by hehered
Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 Jul 2026
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Sai Hollander is the first female NHL player ever. Ilya Rozanov is the rival that everyone is convinced is secretly in love with her.
Liliya Rozanova watches and wishes for everything that she can't have.
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08 Jul 2026
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Tell Me You Know (Tell Me It’s Okay) by inkstainzed
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Jul 2026
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"Okay." Ilya takes a deep breath, letting it out. He lays down, resting his head on a pillow, and lays the phone on his diaphragm after he puts it on speaker. He hums, thinking. "Do you like chai actually? Or your, uh— friend, he decides for you?"
There's a long, long silence after that. Ilya swallows, hoping he hadn't asked the wrong thing. He went on a limb, in a way, because that's what Ilya always does. He assumes things, and butts in where he probably shouldn't and gives boys who look like they're emotionally one foot in the grave notes with his number on it. For some reason.
"No, he doesn’t." Shane says, eventually, and all Ilya's muscles un-tense. "I do really like chai. Caramel chai, mostly, if wherever I go has it."
"This can be arranged." Ilya says, his hands behind his head. "I am very good barista."
Shane snorts, then. Ilya makes it his goal to get him to laugh, and he'd say he's making pretty good progress so far.
Or, Shane is in a severely abusive relationship with his boyfriend, Ash. When they visit a nearby café one day, their server, Ilya, realizes something isn’t quite right between them.
Ilya can’t help but try and do something about it.
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06 Jul 2026
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Eighteen Years of Us by The_Archetypist
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 Aug 2026
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A sequel to A Slow and Certain Charm, with each chapter showing a snapshot from each of the eighteen years between the ending of that story and its epilogue. Mind the tags!!! Please, mind the tags.
Shane and Ilya are married, and navigating the difficult decisions, compromises and challenges that come with being ex-porn stars who still kinda want to be porn stars. Between Ilya's depression, their children growing up too fast, and unreliable birth control, life has gotten a little more complicated than they anticipated wedded bliss would be.
Posting will be weekly on a Sunday.
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- Part 2 of A Slow and Certain Charm: Omegaverse
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06 Jul 2026
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The body keeps the score (and I can't win without you) by Confusedmonkey
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
18 Jul 2026
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There was nothing Ilya loved more than fucking Shane Hollander – except, as he’d finally said out loud, maybe Shane Hollander himself.
The time at the cottage was perfect – more than perfect. Lifechanging. Universe-shifting. He had a boyfriend. A family. Everything he’d ever wanted – except that now it was time to go home, and deal with the one thing he still didn’t want to talk about.
His heat.
His disgusting, miserable, painful heat – that he would handle alone. Like he always did. But then Shane was asking him why, and that was the question, wasn’t it? Why, why, why?
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05 Jul 2026
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The United States has implemented laws requiring all fertile omegas to be registered with the new theocratic government and distributed for use as breeders to rich and powerful Alphas.
Even though he's the only omega in the league, Shane Hollander thought he'd be safe playing one last game in the states before the new laws officially went into effect. After all, he's not even a US citizen.
He was wrong.
Think of this as a sort of queer-ified, alternate take on The Handmaid's Tale, but make it omegaverse. Specifically masc-omega-4-masc-omega. It's dark and violent and angsty but the guys do get their HEA eventually, even if they have to go the long way around to get there.
Big thanks to Kit for suggesting such a fun concept!
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01 Jul 2026
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And yeah, Shane knew that Ilya hadn’t been okay last time he was in Russia, but Ilya had had the very real excuse of a funeral to blame things on. Ilya had downplayed it as much as he could, and Shane hadn’t been there; he’d heard the fatigue and he’d seen Ilya’s tired smile, but he hadn’t felt the way Ilya’s hands were cold the entire time he was there, hadn’t seen through the screen the way Ilya dropped eight pounds in three weeks, hadn’t kept time when there were twenty hours in Ilya’s day instead of something closer to sixteen. Or, on the flip side, for the week or two after, when there had been approximately ten conscious hours in a day.
It was one thing to see something. It was another to feel it in your hands.
Ilya and Shane are so, so happy for their first year married. They’re playing in Ottawa together, they’re fucking winning, they’re together and out.
So now, after a year, Ilya should be fine. He should be great. He should not be flinching at small noises or nearly punching people off the clock or feeling like he’s drowning whenever he’s not on the ice.
Or: Ilya Rozanov, meet your PTSD.
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29 Jun 2026