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    Following an afternoon of sex and tuna melts, Shane goes searching for the explicit rules of what being 'friends with benefits' entails. In his humble opinion, they're nailing it.

    Once friendship is on the table, Shane reconsiders the usefulness and immutability of the public rivalry narrative. Surely the NHL can make just as much money from a bromance as it can from a rivalry?

    A missed call from J.J., a dinner at All-Stars, and an ill-considered mad dash to the airport send Shane's season in a very different direction to the disciplined three-peat he'd been planning back in October.


    "This rivalry thing: it was everyone else who said we hated each other off the ice. There’s no rule that says we have to keep doing that forever.” Shane stared outside, past the blinding billboards and down at the streets below. “It was nice. Hanging out, last time.”

    He knew what it looked like when Rozanov shut down, when he closed himself off and pushed the world away. He’d finish the conversation abruptly, curt, clipped, and retreat. So Shane knew he’d won when Rozanov finally answered with: “Are we six years old, Hollander? Asking if I want to play in sandbox with you?"

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    18 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have a lot in common. They are both ex-hockey players living in Ottawa. They are both single parents of children with special needs. They're both queer.

    When Ilya meets the beautiful man with tears in his eyes who can't seem to speak, he can't get him out of his head.

    When Shane meets the statuesque man who shows him kindness in a moment of struggle, he can't escape thoughts of him.

    Friends to lovers to blended family story (idiots at all times) ♡

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    11/?
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    18 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 81

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    Tony Cipriani is completely in love with Eliza Hollander-Rozanova and can’t wait to raise their child together.

    There’s just one problem: he still has to meet her dads.

    And they don’t know she’s pregnant.

    And her dads are divorced.

    And apparently still vacationing together.

    This story follows Tony’s POV as he attempts to navigate the Hollander-Rozanov family.

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    10/?
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    15 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander needs housing.
    Ilya Rozanov needs to improve his reputation.
    A fake engagement solves both problems.

    OR: Professors Shane and Ilya fake an engagement, but end up with some very real feelings

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    Chapters:
    25/25
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    14 Sep 2026

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    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

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    Chapters:
    18/18
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    14 Sep 2026

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    The ritual is simple: morning skate, home for a protein shake, then Shane strips to his briefs, lies in bed, and starts scrolling.

    Or, a Grindr AU

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    Chapters:
    7/8
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    14 Sep 2026

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    "You suck at seducing targets," Ilya grits his teeth. "Remember Prichard's daughter?"

    Shane throws his hands up. "Oh come on! That was a long time ago."

    "Two weeks ago," Ilya fires back. "If fate of communism rests on you getting someone into bed we would all be dead."

    Or: hollanov spy!AU, where sexpot extraordinaire Ilya Rozanov and lethal intelligence officer Shane Hollander have to pose as normal, American college students by day and overthrow the U.S. government by night.

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    5/5
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    19,885

    14 Sep 2026

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    Shane and Ilya broke up after their Boxing Day fight, and life has… kept happening.

    Shane met James. He likes James. They’re dating. Shane is moving on.

    Ilya is moving on too.

    The only problem is that Shane and Ilya are still completely, inconveniently, hopelessly in love with each other.

    So this is mostly the story of two people doing a pretty convincing impression of moving on while slowly, stubbornly, and somewhat disastrously finding their way back to each other.

     

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    Or basically: Shane and Ilya broke up after the Boxing Day fight, and then life did what it does and kept going. They’re dating other people, technically, but neither of them ever really stopped loving the other. They also have years of baggage and a communication style that would make Jane Austen tired as fuck. This is them finding their way back, slowly but surely.

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    14 Sep 2026

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    When their eyes met for the first time, Ilya knew. He knew that this rather shy waiter with adorable freckles decorating his nose and face, who introduced himself as Shane, was exactly what Ilya had been looking for all along.

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    Chapters:
    27/?
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    14 Sep 2026

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    Chapters:
    28/28
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    14 Sep 2026

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    Four years ago, Shane Hollander suffered a career-ending injury after getting hit by Marlow on the ice. Despite Ilya’s best efforts to reach out, he never hears from Shane again. Nor does anyone as Shane Hollander disappears from the public eye. Complete radio silence.

    That is, until Ilya receives a call from his agent, asking if he is willing to ‘say a couple of nice words on camera about Shane Hollander’. Why? Oh. Because he will be inducted into the MHL Hall of Fame in three weeks. And said Canadian golden boy will likely be there.

    Ilya is totally okay about this, of course.

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    Chapters:
    22/22
    Comments:
    611
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    14 Sep 2026

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    A series of darker AUs exploring power, control, and all the ways things can go wrong.

    Across different worlds, Ilya and Shane are rarely on equal footing. The circumstances change, the damage looks different, and the cost is never small.

    But some things remain consistent. There is always the pull between them, the devotion they can’t seem to shake, and the quiet, stubborn ways they choose each other anyway.

    Each work is standalone and can be read independently.

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    13 Sep 2026

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    Twenty years after everything fell apart, Shane Hollander is on the cusp of becoming MLH Commissioner when Ilya Rozanov walks into his office and back into his life.

    "I don't know, I’m pretty late to the game," Shane says.

    “Everything good happens in third period,” Ilya counters.

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    Chapters:
    24/26
    Comments:
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    13 Sep 2026

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    "You take her." Shane waits for Rozanov to take Lucie, but when he doesn't do anything, Shane flicks his gaze up to see Rozanov's eyes widen. "What?"

    "You want me to feed her?"

    "Yes. You literally just held her. What's the difference?"

    "I-I don't know what to do."

    Shane passes Lucie over to him, then guides Rozanov's hand to the bottle to keep it up. "You just hold it like that."

    "Then what?"

     

    Or: Shane has a one night stand with a woman during the six months Ilya ghosted him, and he's left with a little girl. Lucie Hollander wraps them both around her little finger and changes the course of their love story.
    (set in the canon universe)

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    7/9
    Comments:
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    13 Sep 2026

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    “Eyes on me.” There is a sharp satisfaction as those eyes lift immediately to meet his again. “I need your name.”

    The man’s lashes flutter. “Shane, sir.”

    Ilya nods and lets his hand move through Shane’s hair. It is soft, and Shane leans into the touch, eyes closing briefly as if the contact alone is enough to ground him. The response is so natural that it gives Ilya pause.

    “Tell me about your limits.” Ilya doubts he is going to be close to any limits tonight, as Shane looks like he already had a pretty rough night. But he still needs to ask, good hygiene. 

    A small smile appears on Shane’s face, he looks at Ilya deeply, eyes not wandering away as he speaks, “There are no limit, sir.” He looks at the disbelief appearing on Ilya’s face and offers, “I’m the house slave.”

     

    Or, Ilya didn’t come for attachment, but Shane, bruised, obedient, and unraveling, becomes the one thing he can’t leave broken.

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    Chapters:
    22/22
    Collections:
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    3,120
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    179,201

    11 Sep 2026

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    SUBJECT: A long overdue apology
    FROM: [email protected]
    SENT: August 28, 2029, 16:12

    Ilya -
    It's been a long time.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    400
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    3,912
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    36,504

    11 Sep 2026

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    10 Sep 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 81

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    Shane Hollander doesn’t do too great with the unexpected. Especially when the unexpected is a new Russian transfer student named Ilya Rozanov that ends up unexpectedly making Shane another teenage pregnancy statistic.

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    Chapters:
    26/26
    Comments:
    118
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    10 Sep 2026

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    The Boxing Day argument changes everything.

    This time: there is no emergency Centaur plane landing. No moment of clarity. No grand realization waiting around the corner.

    Instead, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov come to terms with the fact that they are not on the same page about their relationship. Ilya, the physical touch king, is ready to stop hiding. Shane, the reserved, this-needs-a-15-step-plan king, still needs more time.

    So they break up.

    Ilya throws himself into therapy, starts taking antidepressants, adopts a dog, befriends a very attractive new reporter, and develops a newfound commitment to living authentically. Shane is left wondering: what happens when hockey, the thing that’s always defined him, no longer feels like enough?

    A canon-divergent story beginning after the Boxing Day argument in The Long Game.

     

    OR: because my daddy Ilya deserved more than a plane-crash induced panicked proposal & my baby Shane deserved more than a social media outing.

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    37,547
    Chapters:
    17/17
    Comments:
    302
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    929
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    23,214

    10 Sep 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 55

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    Ilya had everything a person could ask for, good job, good friends, and a boyfriend. Most people would kill to live the life he did, yet he still yearned for more, or more specifically yearned for someone else.

    or, Ilya cheats on his boyfriend with Shane.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    30
    Kudos:
    421
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    55
    Hits:
    4,290

    10 Sep 2026

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