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    Ilya pauses, and runs the words through his head, not sure if hes confused because of the alcohol or because the English language is just so fucking stupid. “What the fuck is that? Baby trapping? You get a baby stuck somewhere?”

    Hayes laughs, loud and bright as Barrett goes to answer, completely cuddled up against Harris, “Nah dude it's like, you're forced into coparenting the kid, the kid is what keeps you guys together, even if you don't like each other. You do it for the kid.”

    Ilya gives a confused hum, switching from person to person to see if someone can explain.

    “Hayes continues, “Like when omegas poke holes in the condoms! And just sabotage you guys’ to have a baby.”

    Ilya ohhhs in understanding, and outright laughs with everyone, “Thats fucking insane!”

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    Shane Hollander isn’t great at asking for what he wants, lucky for him, Ilya is great at giving him whatever he wants.

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    Ilya finds out Shane wants to baby-trap him and he is very much on board with the idea.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    Shane is an omega passing for a beta thanks to suppressants, until he finds himself hospitalized and can no longer pretend.

    The NHL is not ready for omega Shane Hollander. Not even close.

    Least of all Ilya Rozanov.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    “Olesya.”
    “Oh-lee-syah,” Shane repeated slowly, making sure he pronounced it right. “What… what are you going to do?”
    “I don’t know,” Ilya said, resting his head in his hand. “I don’t fucking know.”
    Shane’s voice was steady. “What can I do?”
    How long had it been since someone offered to help Ilya? He took care of his family, carried his brother’s financial burdens, tended his own injuries, paid his way through life without aid. The question, softly spoken and rich with genuine intent, was enough to bring tears to his eyes. Could he really trust it? Could he ask someone for help?
    For once, he wanted to try.

    OR: Ilya is left with sudden custody of Alexei's daughter and calls Shane to help.

    (Set just before the cottage.)

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    21 Apr 2026

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    Shane's breath catches on a sob, and he muffles the sound with his hand. Everything feels like too much. He’s naked, and he can feel entirely too much on his body, inside his body, and he hates how it's starting to feel gross. His head is pounding, and he can't even focus on placating his mind when his lungs are also screaming in his throat for breath.

    Ilya hears, and his hands reach out to hold Shane, tension lying in every part of his body. “Shane—”

    “Don't touch me,” Shane snaps, more desperation than yelling as he rips his arm out of Ilyas's grasp. His tears have nowhere to go now, and they finally spill over, hot and humiliating, down his cheeks.

    Ilya freezes in place, hand hovering mid-air. A myriad of emotions flicker across his face: confusion, hurt, fear. Ilya takes an unconscious step back like someone shoved him. His body curls in on itself, trying to make himself appear smaller.

    He looks... terrified. Like, Shane just called him a monster, and he believes it.

    OR: inspired by the fight in the long game when ilya had told shane he could have sex with other men because he did not believe in cheating.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    Ilya is only six years old when he gets lost at the airport and runs into Yuna and Shane.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    Here’s the thing: Ilya is the dog person between the two of them. Shane has never had any issue with dogs, but of the two of them, he’s the least likely to initiate an interaction with one. 

    Cats are quiet. They don’t usually bring you slobbery things. They just seem more Shane’s speed. 

    “No,” Ilya huffs, pouting a little bit, “Is not true. You love Anya.”

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    17 Mar 2026

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Sarah
    Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.

    Jackie
    Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.

    Jackie has added Lily to the conversation

    Lily
    what
    what is this

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    25 Feb 2026

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    If there was one person or thing on earth that could keep him here, it’s Shane. Ilya knows he’s been lucky to love Shane and be loved by Shane, especially for as long as they have. There’s people who go their whole lifetimes without ever knowing or feeling that sort of love, and Ilya was lucky to find it in this lifetime - he prays he’ll find Shane again in the next one.

    But Shane deserves so much more than the broken mind Ilya is living with. Shane deserves to not have to put up with Ilya’s meltdowns and depression spells and crying jags. Shane deserves to be happy. Shane deserves to put his whole focus into someone worth the trouble, and Ilya knows he’s not worth the trouble any more.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Suddenly, there’s the sensation of a hand in his and Ilya smiles, turning to see his mother, Irina. She’s just as beautiful as he remembers. “Hi, mom.

    A sad smile crosses Irina’s face in return - a smile Ilya was all too familiar with as a child. It’s the smile she used when she was trying to cover her pain.

    Ilya is confused - he thought his mother might be happy to see him, the way he is happy to see her. “What’s wrong?”

    Irina shakes her head a little, staying silent. 

    Tell me, please,” Ilya says, a little desperate. 

    You need to go home, Ilyushka.”  His mother shakes her head again, squeezing his hand. “This is not your home.”

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Or: the WAG Ilya thing.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Something's wrong with Ilya and it feels like Shane is the only one who can tell.

    Once he talks himself into checking on Ilya at his Boston apartment (despite a glaring lack of booty-call texts) he in short order:
    (1) finds Ilya with a fever,
    (2) stumbles straight into Ilya's childhood trauma,
    (3) meets Svetlana, and
    (4) gets acquainted with old Russian cold remedies.

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    Canon-diverging Sickfic. Set during the last game Ilya plays before his father dies. Contains spoilers for The Long Game.

    Happy ending (but it might hurt a little bit on the way)!

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    19 Jan 2026

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    It began with a cup of tea meant to lift a Viscounts melancholy

    It ended—well, it hasn't ended yet.

    When Penelope Featherington was invited to visit Aubry Hall after her first and unsuccessful Season. She could not have dreamed up how different this visit would be.

    Penelope finds herself wandering Aubrey Hall’s library late at night, the last thing she expects is to encounter a Viscount that was more Rake than gentleman due to his consumption of a "moodlifting" Tea.

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    13 Nov 2025

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    08 Jul 2025

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    In which the author has an aesthetic appreciation for Red-Heads. An inside joke within my readership, really, in which I had a strong preference to write about Red-Heads who have complex, more than likely tragic, backstories. Not truly interconnected, spans genres, fandoms, and levels of age.

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    01 Jul 2025

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    What protection afford a flower from the harsh elements of change? Patience, care and a little warm from the sun would always be the best hope to flourish.

     

    (Set after the Featherington Ball in Bridgerton Season 2, written before season 3 release, non-canonical so)

    Lord Fife/Penelope.
    Mentions of Colin/Penelope but not a Polin Endgame.

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    21 Jul 2024

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    Ben thought it would be a funny joke and maybe the kick in the pants Colin needed he had no idea this was going to happen

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    27 Mar 2024

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    Generation after generation the three are forced to cross paths, each time Ganon falling to the blade of the hero. Zelda sick of the constant cycle of her people being dragged through this has came up with a compromise.

    Little does she know Ganon has other plans.

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    26 May 2023

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    Ivy Harriet Potter is just too cute to resist. The only person who doesn't think so is her aunt. Then Tony Stark walked into her life. A few years later, Deadpool happened and Harry Potter from another reality came.

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    14 May 2023

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