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  1. 94

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    ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪── After your father threw you out, you were left to rot on the streets with nothing but the clothes on your back. A gang then scooped you up, not out of kindness, obviously, but because you made a great unpaid intern. Then they vanished one day. But not without leaving you a sweet, thoughtful little gift: crippling debt and loan sharks ready to filet you. And then you enter a death game. Hooray.

     

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    [Name] is a 16-year-old homeless disaster who stumbles into a death game and somehow collects a group of unstable adults who…care???

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  2. 17

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    You are not a very happy person.
    You want to ruin your life, but your attempts so far have failed.
    So, the next best thing is to ruin someone else's life. He's the closest thing to perfect you've ever seen, so he'll make the perfect lap cat.

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  3. 8

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    You were god's plaything. And you really, really, just didn't care anymore. Your life is aimless, and you really just want it to all stop. But it won't. So what do you do? Just start again.

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  4. 2

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    You were found sitting on a rooftop, staring at the stars where you hope to be soon. Aizawa, a hero you've seen, comes and helps. Giving you a reason to live, being the light in the darkness. It didn't work at first, but it did and you nearly did something you would've regretted.

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  5. 8

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    You're looking to put an end to your misery and guilt, but find healing instead.

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  6. 11

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    Pain is all you've ever known. From every breath you take, praying it's your last.

    You're alive because he wants you alive. laying on the operating table everyday, as your organs are poked and prodded, your screams and tears of pain falling on deaf ears.

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    Somewhere, a young quirkless boy is bullied day after day. He knows pain, emotional and physical.

    So of course you two gotta meet!
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    follows MHA's canon events.

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  7. 3

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    Thundercracker could only like a human who was smart enough to want to die, anyways.

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  8. *

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    You don't need help, you don't want help. You're sick of life, and you're trying to off yourself. Sucks that some real monsters are gonna do their damnedest to change your mind. Heavy trigger warning, for future use.

    *EDIT*
    You also end up destroying a couple thousand AU's as well.

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    What had started out as a minute interest evolved into something more as the Sun and Moon observed it the past few years. So curious. It had an emptiness about it. It had no light in its eyes. They didn’t even know if it was truly human. Interest became obsession, and the duo enacted a plan long in wait to discover more about the being; whether the being wanted it or not.
    Why did they fall in love with a toy so broken?

     

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    Possibly the most reprehensible thing I've ever written.

    Read the tags.

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  11. 9

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    The man shambles out into the moonlight; he looks up at the sky, toward the aurora.

    Poor fool, you think. Clearly, the man is lost. But when are wizards not lost? Have you ever seen one ask for directions?

    Still, it is a good sign, you think, sipping on your spiced, mulled wine. A wizard, at least, can survive on his own. You need not go rescue some fool Muggle lost in the antarctic wastes this night. You need not save them from the creatures which only hunt at night, beneath the aurora. You need not warn the International Confederation of Wizards that Muggles are turning up beneath the long Antarctic night again, reminding them of the doom that sleeps beneath ice no matter how much they’d rather forget. A wizard, at least, knows the risks. A wizard, at least, is none of your concern.

    The man looks back up at the aurora.

    Poor fool. Go home. Go away.

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    Featuring a hermit herbologist reader in her mid-20s living in Antarctica. 1986 / Post-First Wizarding War. Severus is a 26 year-old Hogwarts Potions Master looking for a rare ingredient at the end of the world. E for Eventual Explicit Sex.

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  12. 1

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    You didn’t really care, they were just distracting you now, distracting you from the sea of stars above you, your hand lifting of its own volition — the stars shine, just out of your reach.

    One foot lifts, the heel falling away, clattering noisily to the floor, your toes pressing daintily to the terrace’s railings, bracing as you heave yourself up to stand, skirts billowing and flowing and flying about your body as your remaining shoe falls away as well — you extend your hand again, curl your fingers like you're shielding a small, shivering flame from the soft brushes of the wind.

    The stars shine, just out of your reach.

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    You didn't want your life, so he asked for it instead. You agreed to lend it to him until you were twenty-five, but then you were leaving.

    To you, it's a relief to know that you only have to struggle until you're twenty-five.

    To him, it's a race against time and a struggle to keep you from drowning, but if you're truly bound and determined to leave by that time, then he's going to damn well make sure he won't be living with too many regrets when you've gone.

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  14. 65

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    ☆— After getting kicked out by your father, you roamed the streets homeless without a cent to your name. You were taken in by a gang who used you as an errand runner for a few months before they vanished. but how sweet of them, they left you a present. Loan sharks. And then you enter a death game. Hurray.

     

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    [Name] is a 16 year old homeless teen who somehow joins a death game and finds a bunch of parental figures who actually give a fuck about them.

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  15. 17

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    I stared at the ■ blankly. All emotion left my body until I became as numb as can be; despite that, my voice shook.
    "Th-This can't be... It-It isn't true..."
    My trembling hands slowly reached up to cover my mouth as I began to laugh weakly. "H-ha... Haha... Hahahahaha... Haaaahaa..."

    "What choice do I have then?"
    In the darkness of my room, the only light came from the ■■■ as I clicked '■.' As my body and consciousness faded, my tear-stained face showed no emotion while describing one clear word. "■■." 'I've given up trying to deny it all.' was the last thought I could muster.
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    You are transferred into the ORV timeline. You are known as Min Baekdal. You are suicidal and male, but you have a task you need to do to achieve ■■ when ■■■. The task is, of course, not very easy.

    [Hidden Scenario-■■■]
    Difficulty: ??
    Conditions: Help ■ Planet ■■■.
    Time Limit:--
    Compensation: ■■, ???
    Failure: You cannot die ■ until the task is completed.

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  16. 2

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    Feeling extremely depressed and exhausted, reader tries to attempt suicide by plummeting off her New York apartment building. Instead of dying, she finds herself trapped in the year 1994. Lost, confused, scared, she still has one goal. Find and talk to Nirvana singer Kurt Cobain. Kurt becomes intrigued by reader, who is beautiful, edgy, and only nineteen, with a strong talent for singing. Kurt and reader bond over despair, cigarettes, suicidal thoughts and alcohol.
    Also includes U.S president Bill Clinton from 1994. Bill Clinton tries to question reader about the future. Reader is terrified by this.
    THIS FANFIC IS CRACK TAKEN SERIOUSLY. NO DISRESPECT TO KURT. I'M DEPRESSED, IT'S JUST A JOKE.

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  17. 7

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    They've killed you again and again. You've felt their blades pierce your flesh time and again. You wonder when it will be enough.

    Death hurt, but what hurt more, was watching people you loved so deeply end your life with a glimmer of hatred in their eyes.

    You're tired, so tired. Broken and exhausted. Ready to welcome death with open arms.

    Why did they suddenly change their minds?

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  18. 9

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    They’d always speculated how'd it felt to fall. Now they no longer wondered. It was peaceful, breathtaking, and loud. The perfect way to die. Their heartbeat accelerated, adrenaline coursing through their body as the thumping in their ears became ear-splitting. Finally, the long-awaited peace.

    Until a sudden flash of green light appeared, and their body no longer felt weightless.

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  19. 10

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    She’s spread out like a star on the roof, the lights from the moon making her tears glitter in the dark as she laughs. She wants to scream, but she doesn’t. She doesn’t scream, but her laughs do start sounding suspiciously like sobs.
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    The wind picks up, it pulls her hair back and away from her face. It feels like the wind is trying to push her off the edge, trying to rip off her blazer. It’s cold, she hadn’t meant to be here for so long. Her body tenses, her shoulders rise, she gets ready to take the last step over the edge.

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    Attempting suicide on top of an abandoned roof shouldn't have any issues. Then why, is she still alive? Also Eraserhead's here, how'd that happen?

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  20. 91

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    Li (Y/N) is the daughter of Tapeesa of the Southern Water Tribe and Li Yang of the Fire Nation. A Child of beauty and grace, cursed with the miserable ability to take the very life out of someone’s eyes by the use of bloodbending - used, abused and manipulated by those she loves, Li (Y/N) grows up in the Fire Nation’s Imperial Court with Prince Zuko and Princess Azula, forced to master her bending or suffer the consequences of failure.
    With a distant mother whose very life depended on (Y/N)’s success and merit in the eyes of Firelord Ozai and a father who expected her to be at her best, always, (Y/N) struggles to discover who she is, and is made to walk a thin line between good and evil.

    Warnings: Gore, Blood, Manipulation, Domestic Abuse, Child Abuse, Mental Illness, Suicidal Ideation, Death

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