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  1. Summary

    The fics in this series don’t have to be read in order, most of them make perfect sense by themselves, but if you want to read ALL OF THEM, reading in order is the best way to do it :)
    This is a series with my same Dean and Cas because I love them. So this series is gonna be a bunch of in between and random sex they have and also first times.

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    Cas makes a list of kinks and sex acts that he wants him and Dean to try. Dean finds it and loves it, that is once Cas tells him what all the words mean. Dean starts calling it 'Cas's Kink Catalog' and wants to try them all out.

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    Cas discovers that Dean has a drawer full of different sex toys and things. Cas, excited about his discovery, starts calling it 'Dean's Sex Drawer' and suggests that they try everything in there. Needless to say, Cas is more than supportive.

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  4. Summary

    Less than 1000 word stories about my Dean and Cas from the other series’s. Check them out too if you’d like! These guys are fun and get into some pretty interesting stuff.

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    Velle (Latin): to want.

    “It was the act of bodily union that achieved marriage, and after which the indissoluble bond was complete.” -J.R.R. Tolkien, “Laws and Customs Among the Eldar”

    For the whole year they have been living and working in Minas Tirith, Legolas and Gimli have postponed their marriage – planning to wait on even their elven wedding until the conditions are right for the dwarven ceremony as well. But on the eve of their parting to Ithilien and Aglarond, faced with the prospect of an indefinite separation, they decide they can wait no longer. They want to be wed now, so they can part as true husbands – and so they can finally satisfy long-deferred desires.

    To both of their distress – and the great amusement of Legolas’s companions – they are soon to learn that some desires are not so easily deferred . . . and that the formation of the marital bond is only the beginning.

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    Chapters:
    6/6
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    12 Mar 2025

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    Gojo needs a place to crash for the night and there's only one person he can let his guard down to rest.

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    20 Jan 2025

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    Jack pulls Cas out of the Empty, just in time to save Dean. With Dean unable to live without him, ready to die on that rebar, neither of them expected to live to speak about Cas’s confession. But he’s back.

    After six months of pure hell without Cas, Team Free Will deserves a vacation. Along the road, with the confession looming and Cas unabashedly in love, Dean is forced to confront his own feelings and the trauma that made him the man he is. He’s tried for years to show Cas the worst of him, to warn him. To prove that he is not worthy. And yet, Cas always came back. He didn’t want the perfect, clean, Righteous Man. In his final moments, from the very first meeting, he saw straight through to the core of Dean.

    And he loved it anyway.

    This is the story of how Dean Winchester learns to be free.

    This is how Dean learns to be loved.

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    17 Apr 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 17

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    Dean has had insomnia his entire life. Sleep was always scary for him -- his mother died when he was asleep, and there was nothing he could do about it. When Dean was 22, Sam thought he was asleep when he said, "I'm leaving, Dean." And Dean couldn't do anything to stop it. Four years later and Jessica Moore dies in a house fire. And Dean couldn't do anything about it. He meets Castiel, a strange, nerdy little guy, and falls in love. And there's nothing he could do about it.

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    Chapters:
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    08 Feb 2021

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    The heart ripping one

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    Dean watched an anime porn about this once, but real life turns out to be way less interesting.

    Or, the one where Dean gets turned into an octopus.

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    10 Oct 2022