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Your Soul may be Hurt but it isn't Beyond Repair by viediary444
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
29 Jul 2023
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Han Jisung is in a psych ward because of an eating disorder. Nobody can convince him to recover, no one can convince him to get better, no one has the right to tell him what to do.
However, one nurse, who may not be able to fix his broken soul does give him one thing that might just make life worth living for.
Love.
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03 Jul 2024
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what you have done is terrible (and now you carry it with you) by chronically_ill_chemistry
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
23 Jan 2026
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It goes like this: Jisung thinks about Minho every day. A piece of him is missing and he knows it. He will never be whole again. It is his fault. He deserves it.
Jisung looks perfect. He always looks perfect. Every morning it feels like he is putting on a costume. Every day he feels like he is part of play in which everyone received their lines except him. He speaks to almost no one. Jisung can barely get out of bed. Looking in the mirror makes him feel as if he’s being shredded inside. Every time someone looks at him tears pool in his eyes.
It goes like this: On days when getting dressed feels impossible he imagines Minho with him telling him it is okay. Telling him that it doesn’t matter, that he loved him anyway. He imagines Minho sitting on the floor of his dorm room, tucking Jisung against his side as he struggles to change out of the clothes he’s been wearing for the past 48 hours.
AKA. Jisung broke up with Minho in the parking lot outside their high school. Jisung thinks about Minho every day for eight years, through college, through his transition, hoping that if he ever sees Minho again Minho won't hate him. He sees Minho again. Minho doesn't hate him.
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02 Jul 2024
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"What are you thinking about?" asks Jisung in a whisper, passing Minho another cup of hot chocolate after he finished rambling about the stars they have just witnessed.
"I have just realized... I am lost."
"Duh, you are here on my star and not at home."
Minho looks at him with a death glare but instantly melts at the shy smile on the other's lips.
"Am I supposed to ask why do you feel lost?"
"No. You ruined the moment. Tell me more about the fucking stars."
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Han Jisung is an Asterin, a species of alien that lives on the stars alone. Minho is a Noctis, an alien who goes from planet to planet to defend innocent creatures. They meet unexpectedly when Minho's spaceship crashes on Jisung's star.
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17 Jun 2024
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It's not selfish to want to live ✅
Come home my world ✅
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Jisung does not trust pirates, and for good reason. So it's safe to say when he gains consciousness tangled in a fishing-net aboard yet another pirate ship, he is not happy. He wants, with every fiber of his being, to get off the ship as quickly as possible. But as the weeks go on, he finds himself growing fond of the crew. He grows attached to them without meaning to. But it's up to the captain whether or not he's allowed to stay.
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Stray Kids on a pirate ship, what could go wrong???
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When the pressure of being an idol became too much, Minho and Jisung unintentionally discovered each other’s unhealthy coping mechanisms. In an attempt to cover up their secrets from the group, they pretend to be in a relationship. Little did they know that what they feared the most would be the exact missing piece to finally help them.
Or Minho has an eating disorder, Jisung self-harms and they both almost get found out and pretend to be in a relationship in a desperate attempt to hide the truth. Unexpectedly sharing their deepest and darkest secrets helps them feel a little less alone on the rocky road to recovery.
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“Who is he?” Felix said, staring at him with an eyebrow cocked.
“Hmm?” Jisung kept his eyes trained on the bartender who was carefully pouring out his shots, her eyes slipping to admire Felix occasionally.
“Lino, somethings not right there. You tensed up, went evasive, and ran to get drinks. What is it? Was he an asshole in high school?”
“He was mine in high school.” Jisung sighed.Or: Years after Jisung's first boyfriend broke his heart, he walks back into his life, already befriending his friends and sleeping with one of them. We follow how Jisung copes with the surfacing feelings and memories from the past as he tries to pretend seeing Minho in his life doesn't break his heart.
A fic about heart-break, mental health, and learning to accept your own past and trauma.
(Mental health heavy angst, tags are mostly trigger warnings, there is still fun in this fic, but I like to give fair warning.) -
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Jisung is an average high school student, and Minho is his "bully," but what do they have in common? A lack of friends and a love for male idol groups and otaku culture!
When they are forced to work together on a school project, they gradually begin to develop a strange sense of what almost resembles friendship. From there, Jisung's world begins to open up, and he's now faced with all new feelings and thoughts.
Minho likes him, and... maybe Jisung likes him back.
(Title from the 12 Rods song, "I Wish You Were a Girl")
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09 May 2024
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Jimin is an aspiring actor desperately wanting his big break. He believes he might finally find it in the form of a pirate based TV show, but quickly realizes that he and the director have different visions for the character he's auditioning for. During a take, he makes the mistake of grabbing a prop that was an authentic 18th century pirate relic and finds himself transported to the middle of a battle between the Royal Navy and the infamous pirate ship The Agust, its captain Min Yoongi saving him from death. Jimin has to quickly learn the ropes of the world of pirates while also working through his growing feelings for the intriguing captain.
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- Part 5 of Fics Based on Choices Stories
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my pain echoes through time by ruinedwrites (veriexoxo), veriexoxo
Fandom Stray Kids (Band)
28 Mar 2023
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All set in the same universe with Jisung struggling through life as he deals with depression, anxiety, and internalized homophobia that are written through his diary entries.
1. dear diary, [im sorry] : Jisung's diary throughout high school.
2. the beginning of [never-ending] recovery : Jisung's diary as he is in recovery in a mental hospital.- Words:
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01 May 2024
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Han Jisung doesn't have the best home life. His parents act like they don't love him, as if he were a mistake. They never celebrate with him, his good grades are never acknowledged, and he's tossed aside whenever given the opportunity.
His school life isn't any better. Jisung has two friends, Felix and Seungmin. Outside of his two friends, everybody else at school either pretends he doesn't exist or makes his existence a living nightmare.
He feels as though he's been tossed aside by the world. As if nobody truly loves him.
But he's not alone. There are some who admire the boy. They want to save him from his dull and traumatic lifestyle. They've been admiring him from afar, watching how cruel everyone treats him. It breaks their hearts.
And so, one day, Jisung is rescued. But is it really being rescued if it's against your will?
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- Part 1 of He loves me
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- English
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- 56,253
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- 55/55
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28 Apr 2024
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One fateful morning, a five hundred year old god meets a rather peculiar boy.
It is a boy with scraped knees, with a foolish smile revealing crooked teeth and with crescent moon eyes.
The god has never seen a small human child from up close before in his long years on Earth.
Han’s hand remains outstretched in the space between him and Minho. He cackles. “Here,” he takes Minho’s hand and holds it in his. “Parents hold their children’s hands when crossing the road or when they’re scared,” he explains. The god’s delicate hand is cold in his, but oddly pleasant. It’s soft against his tiny, rough hands. “It means I will take care of and protect you. It also means ‘follow me’. In this case though,” he shifts his hand so that now Minho’s holding his hand instead, “I’ll do the following. That means you must care for and protect me.” He smiles, bashful; his cherubic face turns rosy.
Minho is captivated: humans are enthralling.
OR, alternatively, a boy and a god experience the agonies and ecstasies of growing up and growing old in a sensitive tale of friendship and yearning.
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- Part 3 of the gods lie
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“The question isn’t whether this is all I’ve got,” Minho whispers, his fingers roaming around the edge of Jisung’s shirt to play with it, slightly. “It’s whether you can take it.”
The hand in front of Jisung’s cock is what snaps him out of it.
The thought, ‘I’m so deep in my dry spell that this will probably get me hard’ triggers the slight niggling in the back of his mind that it would be bad. Why would it be bad? Minho’s attractive and Jisung—
Is meant to be a good Christian boy.
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Wanting to avoid court, Minho is shipped off to The Red Sea Academy when his parents find out he deals drugs. The institute promises to guide ‘troubled young men’ such as himself through their transition to adulthood with God, but it’s not faith Minho finds on his first day.
He finds Han Jisung, a devout Christian who’s maybe too acquainted with the Devil for a priest’s liking.
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- Part 1 of Books of the Bible
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Once the news reaches the palace that the king and queen are lost at sea, Crown Prince Jisung is set on uncovering the mysteries of the map that has transfixed his family for generations. Left with no other options for fear of the unknown, he runs away from the palace, and aboard the Minotaur; home to the notorious band of savage raiders known as The Damnation.
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Minho and his crew raid a ship to discover hostages aboard. While Minho is used to dealing with all that comes with pirating life, one of the hostages gives him much more to deal with than he expected.
Infatuation with a doe-eyed young man that he can't seem to get off his mind wasn't supposed to be in the cards.
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Jisung has found relative peace with his life working at an Inn as an unwilling sex worker with his best friend Felix. Everything is flipped upside down when a group of pirates show up and kidnap the pair aboard their ship. With a new dynamic to adjust to and a world outside his home island to explore, Jisung and Felix are in for an adventure.
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Waking up in the body of a character from his favorite game? What sounded like a dream come true to many gamers and nerds all around the world seemed to become more and more like a nightmare to Jisung. Not only was he running away from monsters trying to eat him, being yelled at by immortal beings who had more than one screw lose in the head and....nope, he didn't even want to think about what those cultist hell-bent on taking over the world had in store for him!
And if that wasn't enough, Jisung also has to escape the fate that was set out for the character he had taken over with the supposed Main Character nowhere in sight and the original characters friends accompanying him - who were either amused or suspicious at his "new" antics - looking at you Hyunjin! Now if only Lee Minho would stop looking so gorgeous over there and stop being so distracting? Jisung would much appreciate it.
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Jisung has no idea how to handle waking up in his favorite video game and Lee Minho is confused why Chan's little second-in-command is acting like a complete different person.
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- Part 3 of SKZ Fantasy Universe Collection
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13 Apr 2024
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In day to day life, Minho is a simple farmer who would be overlooked by the Nobility in the blink of an eye, but as the night falls, he becomes their greatest fear.
No one knows him of course, well, not by name, but everyone knows Robin Hood, the masked Stealer who robs the wealthy population to give to the Poor. And really, they are the same person.
This time, Robin has had enough of stealing from the Dukes, the marquis and the Vicomtes. Tonight, he wants to take on bigger. Tonight, he's going to steal from the King.