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F.E.A.R (Forget Everything And Remember/For Everything A Reason) by PaxAm
Fandoms: The Martian (2015), The Martian - Andy Weir
14 Apr 2026
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The close observation of the food packets ceased as Mark realised something. As his eyes passed over the pile of silver, he noted mentally that there weren’t many left. It should have occurred to him that Duh, of course there’s not many left, you’re only here for another week.
But that voice of reasoning was instantly flattened by the instinctual worry created by eighteen months of worrying about fucking starving. It had been wired in Mark’s brain to instantly spiral in anxiety when he saw anything of the likes; not enough food, broken Hab canvas, frozen-over potatoes-
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Mark spirals when he sees the food supply dwindling. Beck and Martinez help him out.
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Benton had left without a word, but when Carter swivelled around, ready to leave himself, he’d spotted the man’s crumpled undershirt, laying in a heap on the bench. It was no conscious decision, really, that pushed him to snag the shirt.
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Carter jerks off to the scent of Benton's stolen shirt.
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All it had taken was four words.
“So, about that blowjob?”
Seconds later, Mickey found himself crowding Ian into a cramped bathroom stall of the shitty diner they’d stopped at, pressing rough kisses to Ian’s neck and palming himself over the rough fabric of his jeans.
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Ian takes Mickey up on his promise of "any time"
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Steve Harrington and Eddie Munson are both in need of a slot of a summer concert being held by their music college, both for different reasons. It turns out, there's only one space left.
They're forced to work together for a final concert, struggling through past conflict and fighting current afflictions.
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A MusicCollege!Au in which steve and eddie are reunited.
On an indefinite haitus
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I Was Me, But Now He's Gone. by PaxAm
Fandoms: Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
22 Jul 2025
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What if the fight scene in ROTS ends more abruptly?
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Anakin is caught off guard in his duel with Obi-Wan.
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PaxAm's Whumptober 2024 by PaxAm
Fandom Band of Brothers (TV 2001), Deadpool - All Media Types, Dream SMP, Hannibal (TV), Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic), Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, The Outsiders (1983), The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Pacific (TV), Wolverine (Movies), X-Men (Alternate Timeline Movies), X-Men (Movieverse), X-Men - All Media Types
24 May 2025
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Whumptober 2024 - Non-Completionist.
Fandoms:
- X-Men [8]
- Star Wars (Prequels) [6]
- Band of Brothers [2]
- Heartstopper [1]
- Deadpool & Wolverine[1]
- The Outsiders [1]
- Hannibal [1]
- The Pacific [1]
- Dream SMP [1]- Words:
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The story of "You're Like a Breath of Fresh Air", both from Eugene's and Babe's perspective.
I wrote Eugene's view, then the lovely Lady_Rhaena inspired me to write Babe's.
Eugene can't stand to listen to the cries of his men, knowing he's been instructed to sit back from the patrol. It's when he finds out that someone is drowning that he steps in.
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Medwhump May Day 13- Chronic Pain
Kerry knows something is wrong for days before anything happens. She sees it in the hunch of his shoulders, the dark circles under his eyes, the winces he lets slip when he thinks nobody is looking.
Nor does it surprise her when she ventures the question to him and is met with obfuscation on his first day back.
“John, are you still in a lot of pain?”
“It's not too bad.”
And she tries. She really does.
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A patient injures Carter shortly after his return to work. The façade falls.
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- Part 13 of Maisie's Medwhump May 2025
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- English
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- 1,892
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by PaxAm
23 Apr 2026
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“Dr Whitaker! What are we doing here? Thought I already sent you home.” Abbot called, speedwalking towards the resident.
“Oh, hey Dr Abbot, just here to check on a patient, don’t worry” Dennis wasn’t really surprised that he had been noticed, but it happened a lot faster than he expected.
”Which one? Everyone from the day shift was stable during hand off.”
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After a very hard shift, Dennis starts to unravel, much to the dismay of the Night Shift Attending, Jack Abbot.
Bookmarked by PaxAm
23 Apr 2026
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Kerry didn’t sleep that morning, unable to scrub the images of Carter and Lucy lying motionless, bleeding and pale on the floor. Her thoughts spiralling through the what ifs and possible outcomes.
How long had they been lying there?
Would Lucy still be alive if they’d been found just a little bit sooner?
Was she ever going to sleep again?
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Kerry Weaver and Peter Benton after S 6, ep 14 All in the Family.Bookmarked by PaxAm
22 Apr 2026
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The faded cross hung from his neck as a consistent, dull reminder. A reminder of what exactly, he tried not to think about. Though the symbol didn't mean so much to him now as it did in his youth, Dennis couldn't help but reach for it subconsciously. It was something he found comfort in, though he didn't know why.
Comfort did not surround his past. It didn't even support his present. All he could hope was that it would at least be on the sidelines for his future.
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A journey through Dennis' struggles with... well, everything really.
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21 Apr 2026
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K is for Ketoacidosis
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Five days after Chase’s overdose, John is summoned into his grandfather's office, still dressed in the wrinkled shirt and pants he threw on before his shift this morning. He's exhausted. Borderline hypoglycemic. All his spare hours have been spent sitting vigil at his cousin's bedside, and he wants nothing more than to go back to his apartment and shower.
But he has been summoned. And a good Carter dog always obeys ‘heel’.
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A S4 Diabetic!Carter AU where John is cut off from his family and spirals.
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- Part 11 of The A-Z of Wyle Whump
Bookmarked by PaxAm
21 Apr 2026