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  1. Public Bookmark 17

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    Wylan still hadn’t told Jesper, or any of the Crows for that matter, that he was, in fact, the son of Jan Van Eck; a notorious merchant among the Dregs of Ketterdam. How could Wylan possibly explain these thoughts that plagued him constantly? How could he express that every time someone raised their voice at him, he imagined his father’s cold and unloving stare piercing his skin? How could he tell Jesper, the man Wylan was convinced was the love of his life, that he had been lying to him about his identity throughout their entire relationship?

    He couldn’t. He just couldn’t.

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    This is a show-canon take on the Van Eck Reveal where Wylan has nightmares about Jan Van Eck but can't let Jesper find out because that would mean telling him the truth about his past. Wylan would stop at nothing to rid himself of these nightmares, even if it means risking his own health and relationships.

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    11 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 41

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    Stand upright. Chin up. Feet planted strong beneath you. Let the world condense into a line between yourself and your target. Envision in your mind what your heart calls you to do.

    The words of Wylan’s tutors echoed in his ears, but they served little help. His heart didn’t want him to do anything but turn and run.

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    Wylan Van Eck is supposed to be a hero. That is the legacy he was born into and the expectation he's been raised under. Now he's sixteen and somehow still powerless, certain that he will keep failing to defend himself until at last he cannot outrun death.

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    22 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 30

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    Wylan wants to live a normal life and drift through high school unnoticed. This plan changes when a certain boy keeps visiting him in the art room. This is further complicated by Wylan’s home life and the secrets he keeps from everyone, including himself.

    Read tags, this is a rough one

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    21 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 5

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    Wylan is very sleep deprived, upon a visit to Colm Fahey and the farm where Jesper grew up Jesper figures out of a way for him to finally get his grumpy sunshine a really good nap.

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    05 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 17

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    It was a dangerous business being a mouse, and Wylan many times wished he could be any other creature. He thought this most intensely when shadows swooped above him and he had to dive among the tree roots, hoping against hope there were no snakes in the leaf mould around him—or huge, hairy, horrible spiders—or—

    He shuddered, trying to calm his racing heart with the promising thought of his prize if he could simply make this journey. It made no sense to go back now, not as far as he’d gone. The scent was getting stronger, more intoxicating. He would taste it soon. Just imagine…

    Or: A folklore-ish tale of love and misadventure, featuring mouse!Wylan and witch!Jesper, along with two familiar friends.

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    27 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 10

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    Wylan is planning on proposing to Jesper and tells his mom about it. Marya can't help but think of Jan.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    After an invite to the Crow Club by Kaz on a busy summer evening, Jesper and Wylan meet up with their fellow crows for a couple drinks and laughs. But things become too loud and Wylan starts to spiral.

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    Or... Wylan getting overstimulated and Jesper just being the best.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Rising star Jesper needs a fake boyfriend to save his public image. Through sheer luck he finds the right person for the job - for the right price: Wylan, a pretty prostitute who keeps many secrets close to his chest.

    The relationship is fake, but when the feelings become real it gets dangerous.

    (Pretty Woman AU but with many changes)

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    14 Jan 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 52

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    welcome to my alive gabriel goodman au!

    everything's pretty similar to the n2n canon (with the london cast in mind), except that gabe survives. diana and dan managed to find doctors that caught the obstruction in time to save gabe's life, but not quick enough to leave him entirely unscatched. gabe struggles with chronic illness symptoms daily, including extreme abdominal pain, low blood pressure, headaches and migraines, dizziness, shakiness, etc. which in turn leads to the canon of natalie being left out by her parents often.

    natalie is born, not to replace gabe this time, and they're the best siblings. henry is still your lovable stoner. dan still struggles with ignoring gabe sometimes and dealing with his son. diana still struggles with bipolar.

    this will mostly just be a bunch of oneshots surrounding the characters in this universe! hope you enjoy <3

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    28 Dec 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 3

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    The first time Melchior Gabor had met Moritz Stiefel was in middle school.

    OR

    A symphony of first times.

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    21 Dec 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 18

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    Orpheus' shoulders ache.

    For the first time on this long, long, walk, he takes off his lyre. He cranes his neck around to look at his shoulder and is horrified to find that his shirt is completely soaked through with red.

    He looks at the lyre in his lap and runs his hands along the leather strap attached to both ends of it. Then his fingers come across something wet.

    When he draws his hand away, his fingers are stained red.

     

    or: after all the time orpheus spent walking through hell with his lyre, wouldn't it have scarred?

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    21 Dec 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 39

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    Sometimes, if you want something enough, the world will see fit to grant it to you.

    All Natalie Goodman wants is someone who will protect her.

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    19 Dec 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 37

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    Jesper likes the tables, maybe a little too much, but he likes Wylan more.

    Wylan knows that.

    But Jesper's weakness for risk is beginning to put their relationship in jeopardy. Or, more specifically, it's put Wylan in jeopardy...

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    28 Nov 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 3

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    5 times Melchior comforts Moritz and the 1 time Moritz comforts Melchior

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    21 Nov 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 45

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    When Wylan heard and felt Kaz's steps and cane coming towards him, the pain and torment that was swimming in his mind became unbearable. He clenched his hands so hard they shook, and he felt waves of anger and fear course through him brutally.

    Kaz approached slowly, so as not to startle the kid. He stopped a pace behind him and stood, his cane in his hands solemnly, and watched the waves.

    “You aren’t supposed to be awake right now,” came Wylan’s voice, surprisingly strong, considering the tears on his face and the tremors of his frame.

    Kaz smirked to himself. “Have you ever seen me sleep?”

    Despite his state, Wylan rolled his eyes hard. He couldn’t feel his legs anymore, which, in the back of his mind, made what he intended to do so much easier. His head began to pound mercilessly.

    Kaz stared at Wylan, listening carefully as the boy’s breathing rapidly increased. Kaz felt the bottom of his stomach drop and he took a deep, silent breath.

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    19 Nov 2025

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    When Wylan dragged himself out of the shores of Ketterdam, the first thing he did was find a place to hide. While he wandered the streets, he saw a boy bleeding out, with another boy standing over him.

    Naturally he had to help.

    But this was Ketterdam, and nothing was done without a price.

    Or, a fic where Wylan found his place in Ketterdam doing something very different.

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    28 Oct 2025

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    When Wylan saw the smoke coming from the White Rose, the last place in the Barrel that didn't belong to the Crows, he started running.

    He ran to the tannery (never for long; it was the first place Dirtyhands looked for him)

    To the harbor (never close to Fifth Harbor; the Sharpshooter would notice him in a second)

    To the pleasure-houses (never the Menagerie; the Wraith would have him in her grasp before he could scream)

    To the restaurants (never the ones that serve waffles, the Heartrender would sense his wildly beating heart the second he entered)

    To the inns (never the ones with wolves painted on the doors, they reported to the Soldier the quickest)

    Wylan ran and ran and ran.

    But no matter where Wylan fled to, his murder of Crows was never far behind.

    And it was only a matter of time before they found him.

    After all, what were Crows if not scavengers?

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    14 Oct 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 47

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    Title from "This Side Of Paradise" by Coyote Theory

    5 Times One Of The Crows Woke Up In Kaz’s Bed, Plus The 1 Time Kaz Woke Up Not In His Bed

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    29 Sep 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 23

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    Wylan thought things would change after he moved in with his momma. He thought he would stop feeling like…this

    Or: Wylan’s plan to kill himself is interrupted by the one and only Jesper Fahey

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    Comments:
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    2,045

    08 Sep 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 37

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    One day Buck decides to write Eddie love notes in Spanish and leave them around the house. Eddie does NOT freak out about it.

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    The five times Buck writes Eddie love notes and the one time Eddie writes one first.

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    1,996

    26 Jun 2025

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