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    You were just trying to survive in a world that had been nothing but cruel to you.

    Mutant turtles got in the fucking way of that.

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    Ever since they defeated the Kraang, everyone’s mystic powers have been a bit out of control— especially Michelangelo’s. Whenever his powers would abruptly surge, it set off a chain reaction between everyone else’s powers. As you would expect, it ended in a couple broken objects and maybe injuries if they were extra unlucky.

    Still, nothing too bad had happened since Baron Draxum stepped in rather quickly, trying to give them training. Even then, for some reason, Mikey’s powers were just so unpredictable. The training exercises he was given only worked 50% of the time.

    On one particularly unfortunate night, he’d been playing Just Dance with his siblings, and when Leo went to fall backwards into his arms (as instructed by game choreography), their mystic powers surged at the same time. When the smoke cleared, Mikey was not in their game room. He was in midair, falling from an apartment building.

    He wasn’t sure how long he laid there, bleeding out on the pavement in a haze, when three turtles suddenly huddled around him— they definitely weren’t his brothers, but they sure were convinced he was theirs.

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    Another 2012 and Rise Mikey dimension swap, but semi-angstier!

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    Leo always protected them since he saw himself as the oldest, “If not me then who?” is what he would always say to Raph whenever he tried to get Leo to understand that none of the brothers liked seeing Leo take hits for them.

    “At least let me protect you,” Raph stated, trying to look Leo in the eyes as he avoided the contact.

    “I can’t ask that of you Raph,” he sighed as he stood, and Raph grabbed his hand. “You’re not asking.”

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    After the S1 finale Leo does not come out of the wreckage like he originally does. Raph is lost because now he has to be the one to step up, but he can't find himself too. Until that night theres a crash in the lair and a familiar shadow is coming back home.
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    Title is from 'I Ain't Done' by the Crane wives, my fav song, was originally going to be called "They only Love Him Cause Hes Dead" from Crown by Gigi Perez

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    Raph has never been good at handling emotions, especially not his own. His anger often pushes away the people he cares about, and over time he turns to an unhealthy coping method to deal with the pain.

    Or, a canon-adjacent story following Raphael as he quietly begins to struggle with self-harm throughout the series.

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    this is one of the first pieces of work on this account, meaning its old. the first few chapters may be awfully written and ive not gone back through an edited anything. however, give it a chance! despite the bad writing i assure you its worth the read.

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    Today was a bad day for leonardo. Hes had bad days before and always hides them. He doesnt understand why hes so stressed out, why he cant speak, why everything is just too loud and bright and disgusting horrible textures oh my god- its fine he can hide it. Its just weaknesses!
    Until he cant hide and his family finds out. His brothers find out theres something wrong with him. Donnie comes to a conclusion, and explains to him that there isnt anything wrong with him,

    Hes just autistic, and thats okay.

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    OR how leo got a very late autism diagnosis after a meltdown, and then learns to be more open about his sometimes very concerning mental health.

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    rarely ever hurt/no comfort, and there will definetly be chapters that are just fluffy and sweet (moral of the story im not just going to dehumanise autism and make it seem all super bad!)

    TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ there will be chapters with suicide, self harm, eating disorder ect

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    A routine errand becomes a fight for survival when Donatello is ambushed by Karai on a rooftop. She manages to injure and poison him, smirking at him as she tells him how she plans to throw his body at Shredder's feet.

    In a moment of desperation, he wishes for someone to come and help.

    Imagine his surprise when, seconds later, he and Karai are abducted by some strange-looking humans...

    TLDR: The X-Men meet the Hamato Clan, and en route throw a gigantic wrench in the Foot Clan's plans.

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    The past was never as dead as they believed.
    She remembers a mountain temple in Japan, a quiet boy with gentle eyes, and a life stolen by fire and mutagen. Now, faced with her father’s shrine to the brother she lost, Karai begins to wonder if the ghosts in her memories ever really left.
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    Raph stands beside her, and for the first time, he feels the ache of a truth he was never meant to learn—that he was never supposed to be the eldest, never meant to fill a space that belonged to someone else.
    And Splinter, silent behind them, bears the same guilt he once carried for Karai: the failure to protect, the shame of surviving, and the unbearable hope that maybe this time, fate is offering him a second chance.
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    An orphan raised by a distant clan in the mountains of Japan, Aoi has always felt the pull of something missing—something American, something home.
    Now in New York, following the fragments of a forgotten life, he finds himself crossing paths with faces he doesn’t yet recognize… and hearts that never stopped waiting for him.

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    Stuck inside the lair the turtles become antsy and aggrivated, so it's up to Mikey to make sure he's there for everyone, but who's going to be there for Mikey?

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    When a rough mission leaves Mikey and Raph on edge, things come to a head and unspoken words are spilled out. Words have just as much power as fists, after all.

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    "Raph, that's enough!"

    Someone shouted behind him- a hand grabbed his shoulder, and made him turn around. It burned. It burned. Get rid of it, distraction, it kept him from punching, it was a distraction it burned- "Dude, stop, you're gonna hurt-"

    Swing.

    Hit.


    Crack.

    The one in red froze as soon as he felt something crack underneath his fingers. 

    Someone shouted, someone fell, and someone else grabbed him and pulled him away- but just before Raph could freak out over that, he was let go. There were still too many emotions bubbling under his skin- but the shock of what he had just felt had him frozen. Stunned, Raph just stood there.

    His hands ached. Numbly, he rubbed over his knuckles... and looked down.

    His fists were covered in blood.

    That... what had just-

    "Are you hurt anywhere, Mikey?"

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    Raph didn't mean to hurt the youngest.

    Whumptober, day 6: Not realizing they're injured, unhealthy coping mechanisms, "it's not my blood"

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    "You're pushing me away just like you always did!" Raph accused, earning him a scoff in contempt. But he went on anyway. "Why!? Why is it so hard for you to admit you're hurting too!? What are you so afraid of!?"

    Leo opened his mouth as if to answer. But changing his mind he turned around to continue walking down the street. Raph followed, matching his slowed pace while Leo didn't have the energy to deal with another yelling match right now so listened instead.

    "I want things to go back to the way they were before with us."

    No response, Leo kept on walking.

    "Or if they can't go back that way there's nothing saying we can't work on this, together."

    For reasons he didn't quite understand Leo walked straight past his apartment building, continuing on down the wet New York street.

    "I don't want to leave things they way they are between us. It's been too long, don't you think?"

    . . .

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    Whumptober 2025 - #26 "Nothing Like a Relapse to Rehash the Kid who was Scared"

    prompts: power cut, drawn curtains (ch 1); relapse (ch 2)

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    Raphael can't sleep, feeling too wound up over things out of his control, and heads to the sound-proofed dojo to vent some frustrations until exhaustion finally kicks in. At least, that's the plan, until he's just outside the doors and hears someone else inside.

    As it turns out, Mikey had much the same idea.

    (any ‘verse aside from rise should work, but it was written with 2003 (and a dash of 2012) in mind.)

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    A speculation of what Casey Jones could turn out to be in the Mutant Mayhem world.

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    It's Casey and Raph. Raph and Casey.

    What more does anyone need to know?
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    Queerplatonic Raph and Casey, except neither of them know what the hell that means and they don't really care.

    Featuring: Gratuitous violence (because what else would there be in a fic about the two of them), the bros and April being thoroughly confused, and Splinter witnessing the most serious, functional relationship any of his sons have been in in the most unconventional ways.

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    Rose Soriano has had a hard life, but her tenacity and give 'em hell attitude gets her through most everything. Most. When the guys save Rose from an attempted assault and the turtles are introduced to this tough red-head, craziness and romance ensues. Raphael and Rose begin to have intense feelings for each other, but Raph's fears keep getting in the way...not to mention a certain turtle in blue who's also taken a keen interest in her.

    all turts are late 20s, based off the bay movies

    NSFW Smut and Dark Themes, Trigger Warning- drugging, assault, and violence

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    Leo had always followed rules, so why is rule number 6 so hard to follow?

     

    A short practice for Leo and April’s dynamic and relationship for my future series to come. One day.

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    Reality hasn’t quite sunk in yet, he thinks.

    It’s not until he takes a step back, not until his foot crunches on something hard and triangular, that the sheer weight of what’s happened crashes down on him. His body is trembling, his stomach churning, and there’s a hot stinging pain behind his eyes as he lifts his leg to get a look at what he just stepped on.

    It’s no bigger than a bottle cap. Could be some bit of debris, but no, it’s caked in blood and patterned with an unmistakable texture. The little piece of shell is like a knife—it even drew a bit of blood from the bottom of his toe. And dammit, it’s not the only piece. He’s standing in a minefield of shattered turtle shell.

    Raphael thinks he might puke.

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    IDW Raphael reflects on his relationship with his genius brother, who's facial expressions leave something to be desired.

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    Leo is calm, focused, disciplined and a great leader!

    (no matter what his brothers say)

    So why does his brain short-circuit every time a certain samurai visits?

    Suddenly clumsy and emotionally off-balance, Leo finds himself spiraling and of course! Somehow his brothers notice before he does.

    Desperate for clarity, he turns to the people he trusts most to help him figure out what’s wrong with him.


    Or: 5 times people realize what Leo’s feeling, and the 1 time Leo finally catches up.


    (Title is a quote by Maya Angelou!)

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