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    New York is home to around 8 million people from all backgrounds, ethnicities, and orientations. There’s billionairs, working class, tourists, anyone and everyone.

    It’s also well-known for it’s more…charismatic inhabitants.

    Mutant turtles that saved their city from weird aliens most likely does not top the list for "Five Strangest Things Seen Living in NY.”

    The New Yorkers, however, are very protective of their resident turtles.

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    tl;dr a oneshot book revolving around the turtle’s lives after the Kraang and how they experience new things the surface has to offer.

    Updates happen sporadically

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    There are days, Raph notices, when his Pops can't get out of his armchair and time passes him by in a daze, and it worries him a lot. Even from a very young age. Who is going to look out for his little brothers?

    Raph steps in, practically no questions asked. He sees their Pops struggling and as the oldest, decides it’s his job to help whenever he can! He just… maybe would prefer it if the others didn’t know about Dad’s situation. Like, at all.

    Cue Donnie: hungry for knowledge and attuned to the patterns of the family. So what does he do when he notices Dad’s absences growing more frequent, and stretching for longer periods of time? He finds out what’s happening, of course!

    From then on, Raph and Donnie work together to keep Leo and Mikey in the dark about the severity of their dad’s state. But how long can they keep it up before everyone finds out just how much Raph and Donnie have taken over caretaking?

    (a.k.a a 5+1 fic, where we see five times Raph and Donnie took care of Leo and Mikey because Splinter couldn't, and the one time they don't have to. Begins in their adolescent years and slowly progresses up to canon timeline.)

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    After the lair gets destroyed, Donnie finally crashes. Raph tries to help.

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    Two different worlds. Two different teams of siblings. One enemy that refuses to stay buried.

    When Raph vanishes through a crackling portal, her family discovers a nightmare they thought was over: the alien conquerors are back, their grotesque machines spilling across dimensions. A rescue mission becomes a race against time as the turtles search rooftops, shadowed alleys, and hidden realms where mystic power is stripped away — while Raph fights to keep herself from falling into the uncontrollable fury of her Savage state.

    But this battle isn’t theirs alone. Another team of turtles, older, battle-worn, and scarred from their own war with the invaders, is pulled into the chaos. Two generations. Two dimensions. And one impossible choice: trust each other, or watch both their worlds consumed.

    The portals are opening. The Kraang are waiting. And family may be the only weapon strong enough to survive.

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    Leo watched him awkward. Instinct told him to try to relax and make a joke, but something made him feel that this one would not be well received.

    "Don't worry, big brother," said the one in red bandana.

    (And something in that sentence was wrong).

    "You'll get your memories back and then we'll all be training together again, you'll see" he told him with a confident smile, looking like he believed every word he said. But faltering at the end of the sentence, showing a bit of his doubt.

    Leo tried to smile back, only ending with a strange grimace.

    Everything was wrong, his body was wrong. And even though he didn't know what was going on, he was just sure that those people were not his brothers.

     

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    Rise and 2012 Leo change dimension. The problem? They both have amnesia, they are in each other's body and they both just woke up from their respective coma.

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    A series of (non-sexually) intimate moments between Raph and Casey. They're boyfriends, your honor. T rated for language.

    TW: Graphic Anxiety Attack

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    There was a sudden weight in Casey’s chest. There was something- no, someone here.
    But it wasn’t a physical form… more like a spirit of sorts. It didn’t seem threatening, but Casey couldn’t let his guard down.
    There was a noise… Like whispering. He couldn’t make out what it was saying… Its words sounded like meaningless jumbling. The closer he listened, the more his head hurt. It was like a migraine.
    The voice got louder, yet he still couldn’t understand anything. He gripped his hair, his chest developing a sharp pain.
    You aren’t supposed to feel pain in dreams, right?

    Or:

    Casey has a few nightmares, his Raph from the future/apocalyptic timeline returns, and shenanigans ensue.

    Just some silly goofy fun times with the occasional piece of angst. Because of course there has to be angst

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    some time you’ve had and you’re almost out

    Things go very wrong for Donatello when side effects start to appear from the Krang ship and only worsen as time goes on. Who says a mutant turtle immune system can connect with a giant spaceship and be ok?

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    With the Rise boys stuck until they can figure out a way home, they decide to chat with their inter-dimensional counterparts.

    Safe to say the 2012 Turtles have a lot of questions.

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    a long-lost brother takes the long way home

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      the archer series by GibbousLunation, remrose, Soldraws, taizi
      Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles

      The turtles had an unknown fifth brother, long thought dead. Giorgio had fallen through a portal as an infant and was raised alone, until another portal brings him back to his original dimension and he meets his brothers. He meets them twice, in fact. First, as their youngest brother, in a future where Mikey was unable to save Leo and the family broke in his absence. And then again, as their oldest brother, after travelling back in time to rescue Leo.

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    You and Raph have known each other for a couple years now, and as time has gone on, you've developed feelings for the turtle big enough to pick you up in one arm. Not that you've had the guts to tell him so, though- you value your current relationship of platonic cuddles too much to risk it.

    Then, as spring looms over the horizon, you find yourself woken up from a cuddle session by something poking at your legs from behind.

    (moving this out of the tags actually: hi this is the author after getting exactly 3 hours of sleep. i CANNOT stress enough that this is a hot accident and that (once everything's cleared up) neither party feels bad. while the possibility of it being rape is briefly discussed afterwards, it's made pretty clear that neither of them wanted or was trying to take advantage of the other and that neither of them holds what happened against each other. whether rape/noncon rustles your jimmies or not: ok 👍 that's not what happens here tho. it's just teetering on the hard-to-archive-warn line for me.)

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    Leo was okay.

    Sure, he was having nightmares every day, and he had been avoiding his brothers like the plague, especially a certain purple individual, but hey, at least he was finally stepping up as a leader, right?

    Okay, maybe he wasn’t doing amazing, but it's not like it was anyone's business!

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    After the Kraang invasion and another failed mission because of Leo, he finds himself wishing for things to be as simple as they once had been. But sometimes our wishes are granted in the most unexpected ways, only to come back and bite us in the ass.

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    Raph is no stranger to pain-- body, mind, and soul. Good thing he has family and friends to offer comfort and care, whether he wants it or not (and deep down, he wants it)

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    Buckle up, we're doing a Bad Things Happen Bingo across multiple incarnations, featuring Raph hurt/comfort.

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    Ten years prior, they escaped Draxum's lab. Ten years prior marked the death of actor and Battle Nexus champion Lou Jitsu. Two years prior, Orange went missing. Truly, can things get any worse for them? That's a rhetorical question, of course they can!!!

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    The events of the Shredder left its mark on the Hamato Family. Quite literally in Donnie's case, with the gashes marring his softshell. While Leo is able to patch that up, Raph can't shake his own anxiety that something will go wrong.

    And given that Donnie is refusing to comply with the demands put into play for his own safety, his worries might not be unfounded this time.

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