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Staring at the Sun by Nerve_Itch
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Apr 2026
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The first sound Ilya hears is a thin, discordant symphony of beeps and whirs. Something vibrating.
The next thing he hears is…wet. A sort of shaking, gargling sound, that feels like the ugliest crying he’s ever heard. And through it, Shane’s voice.
“I’m with him now, mom. He’s— he’s not fine. He’s not. I know—”
Ilya wants to ask who's not fine, but he can’t feel his own body, his mouth, enough to ask.
“Yeah,” Shane is saying, only slightly calmer. “I know. He wasn’t breathing—"
Ilya knows there's a link, between the clinical musicality of medical settings, Shane’s audible, awful distress, and his own physical incapacity. It’s just, it’s so tenuous, and the air around him is so thick, so heavy. It would be easy, to sleep, a little.
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Footage of the last game between Ottawa and Montreal is everywhere; it’s breached containment from the sports world, and now it seems like everyone is baying for Montreal’s blood. Except, Ilya is oblivious. Not exactly blissfully so, but as the fight for accountability within the league rages on without him, Ilya just wants someone, anyone, to tell him what happened.- Language:
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- 52,394
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- 8/?
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- 1,266
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Bookmarked by Ihavetoleave
12 Apr 2026
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In his efforts to become the best captain possible, Shane accidentally cultivates among his teammates a debilitating praise kink.
(Or, the unforeseen consequences of prolonged and repeated exposure to Shane Hollander's beautiful big brown bottom eyes, and its documented effects on a worrisomely increasing number of professional hockey players.)
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- English
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- 16,031
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- 2/4
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- 542
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- 2,945
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12 Apr 2026
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The View from Halfway Down by supersillynewt
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Apr 2026
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It went something like this:
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On January 10th, at approximately 3:29 a.m., a single-vehicle collision occurred on the overpass of Charlesgate over Commonwealth Ave. Witnesses at the scene and surveillance footage indicate a an orange Porsche 718 Cayman traveling northbound on Charlesgate, in the rightmost lane on the Phillip G. Bowker Overpass. Footage shows the vehicle veering suddenly off the overpass at high speeds, colliding with a nearby tree. The driver, male, approximately mid-to-late twenties, was injured and unresponsive when authorities arrived. Airbag w/out seatbelt deployed successfully. Driver was quickly transported to Massachusetts General Hospital for treatment, there identified as Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov. No other vehicles or pedestrians were involved in the collision.
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Ilya Rozanov, before and after.Bookmarked by Ihavetoleave
08 Mar 2026
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just think of her as resting by Faye_Ferox
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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When he is twelve, Ilya finds his mother's body on a bathroom floor.
When he is twenty-nine, Ilya finds Yuna's body on a bathroom floor.
He refuses to lose his mother twice.
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19 Feb 2026
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"Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"
Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.
"Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"
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or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.
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- English
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- 69,994
- Chapters:
- 16/?
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- 3,659
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- 15,156
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04 Feb 2026
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“I’m going to check your scent real quick, okay?” The man was already peeling back one of the patches.
Mathias scrunched his nose as his own sour scent leaked out. He wore scent blockers all the time per regulation, only taking them off to put on a fresh set. His own scent was foreign and revolting to him. He couldn't imagine how it smelled to complete strangers.
The man’s mouth flattened into a thin line, and he looked back up at the woman as he smoothed the blocker back into place. “Omega.”
“Jesus,” the woman breathed.
The man stroked Mathias’s neck a few more times. There was something sad in his expression.
“I’m not an omega,” Mathias said hoarsely, finally able to pull away. “They don’t exist. That’s just an excuse for you to oppress half your population.”
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- Part 1 of The South
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- English
- Words:
- 43,137
- Chapters:
- 12/12
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28 Jan 2026
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To Fly Against Headwinds (Sometimes Requires Two Hands) by periwinkle_bumper_cars (Sunsets_Beget_Starlight)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
24 Mar 2026
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“Blooming, thank you, Professor Karkaroff,” Dumbledore replies, but whatever else is said is lost on Shane's ears as right then, Shane makes eye contact with Durmstrang's second-in-commend.
Ilya fucking Rozanov stares back at him.
And
winks.
The girl in front of Shane squeals like it had been directed to her, but Shane knows Rozanov too well from the one time they'd played each other in the 17-and-unders. Or rather, Shane knows him as the chaser that kept Team Canada from winning the junior league last year.
Ilya fucking Rozanov only winks at people he wants to piss off.
Shane is so, so fucked.
Or: Durmstrang student Ilya and Slytherin Head Boy Shane commiserate about the lack of Quidditch, and maybe even solve the mystery surrounding their strange new DADA professor. (And possibly fall in love, if Harry Potter would stop accusing Shane of being an evil Slytherin.)
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- English
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- 100,078
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- 8/?
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- 297
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23 Jan 2026
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no babe, i’m just waking up by bchxrlie
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Feb 2026
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His head ricochets off the plexiglass so hard, his helmet visor cracks and he crumples to the ice, unmoving…
The crowd gasps as Shane heaves and the medic that was directly in front of him quickly moves aside as he vomits onto the rink. Ilya’s blood runs cold as he watches.
It turns to ice when Shane starts convulsing.
Or:
The hit from Marlow was more than a concussion and a collarbone fracture. Ilya now has to learn how he can best support Shane, right under David and Yuna’s noses.
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- English
- Words:
- 12,841
- Chapters:
- 5/?
- Comments:
- 169
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- 1,751
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- 570
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- 29,486
Bookmarked by Ihavetoleave
16 Jan 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is very good at getting what he wants. Shane Hollander is very good at not wanting anyone. This becomes a problem.
Or,
Ilya Rozanov makes a bet that he can sleep with every president of every sports club on campus. Twelve clubs in, and there's still no challenge. Until he meets Shane Hollander.
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12 Jan 2026
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“I’m sorry, buddy,” he says, “I should’ve known you weren’t feeling it.” Shane finally looks at him. He makes a low, unfamiliar sound, vibrating through the water. It is confused and searching, a sound Hayden doesn't hear from him often.
Somewhere deep in the facility, a heavy impact reverberates through the walls, metal groaning under the strain. Ilya. Hayden closes his eyes. Ilya is bigger, faster. And he wants to kill Shane.
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Hayden thinks the new wild mer in the aquarium, Ilya, is trying to murder his best fish friend, Shane. Turns out he's got it all wrong, and murder is the last thing on their minds.Series
- Part 2 of hollanov aus
- Part 1 of my lover stands on golden sand
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- English
- Words:
- 22,100
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Comments:
- 295
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- 3,828
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08 Jan 2026
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Breaking the Ice by PeterChristensen
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander is a hockey legend known as "The Golden Alpha of Canada:" and Captain of the Montreal Voyagers. To the roaring crowds, he’s cocky, dominant, untouchable Alpha they want in a hockey star. Yet, behind every goal, Shane hides a secret that could destroy everything he's built up. He isn’t an Alpha at all. Born Omega in a world where Omegas are sidelined from traditional "Alpha" sports, Shane’s entire career is built on a lie: daily suppressants, fake scent, relentless self-control. The cost is soul-deep exhaustion and the constant fear that a single mistake will cost him not just his trophies, but his identity.
Enter Ilya Rozanov, known as “The Dirty Russian” by fans and foes alike, a brutal, magnetic Alpha who’s battled his own demons to make it on the Voyager team. Growing up in the shadow of an abusive father who threw him into sports to "make me fucking rich", Ilya learned to survive by being harder, meaner, and utterly unbreakable. Hockey is his way out, but family obligations and old scars still chain him down..
When a chance encounter lets Ilya see Shane for who he truly is, both men are forced to confront the walls they’ve built, around their histories, their bodies, and their hearts.
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- English
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- 247,762
- Chapters:
- 29/29
- Comments:
- 1,043
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- 4,233
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21 Dec 2025
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Jason Todd is dead and Bruce is still grieving when an alternate Bruce Wayne from a different dimension opens a gateway into his house. The alternate’s intentions seem benign, but while Bruce is in his manor he comes across that universe’s Jason, frightened and bruised.
Bruce takes him home but he has no idea what his alternate has truly put Jason through and for his alternate son he’s only traded one captor for another. Jason only sees one way out of the hell he’s in. Someone his old universe doesn’t have. Someone who’ll save anyone, no matter how broken they are.
Somehow he needs to find Batman.
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20 Nov 2025
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Honeydew (Salted) by Autumn_Bitters (Winterlynne_Norvic)
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types
19 Nov 2025
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“You’re stewing.” Dick comments.
“Mulling,” Slade corrects. They’re the same thing, really, but Dick nods like this makes the most sense.
“Like fine wine.” He agrees. “Although, I do enjoy a good stew.”
This from the man Slade has given his all against more than once, the omega who’d have evaded his less than subtle manoeuvring if he didn’t want it—need it—after the fissure between him and his pack alpha following Jason’s death. Practically the most capable person in any room, the only vigilante worth his salt. And yet somehow, his default mode of humour is to pun, and he genuinely thinks he’s funny too.
No one is perfect, Slade supposes.
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Dick returns to Bludhaven with his new pup, alpha, and pack, but pulling on the Nightwing suit again might have to wait a minute when danger comes knocking on their new front door.
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- Part 2 of Woodsmoke & Honeydew (Spiced)
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14 Nov 2025
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The Dark Side of the Looking Glass by writersagainstwritersblock
Fandoms: DCU, Batman - All Media Types, Justice League - All Media Types
08 Apr 2026
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As a general rule, Bruce believed time, space, and dimension were not to be messed with. However, in this case seeing as an alternate universe’s Batman had come to their universe with the intention of killing him, replacing him, and tearing down their Justice League from the inside so his Justice League could implement their own brand of justice on as many universes as possible, it seemed like a problem best not left to fate.
“I say we take the fight to them,” Hal said. “If they want to go around messing with our dimension, then fucking up theirs is fair game.”
“Play on their home turf? No way,” Barry said. “They’re bound to realize their plan didn’t work eventually and then they’ll have to bring the fight to us.”
“And who knows how many other unsuspecting civilians that may be caught in the crossfire of their attack,” Clark said.
“I say we find out everything this imposter knows and then face them head on,” Diana said.
“Oh please, if that doesn’t work on our Batman, there’s no way it works on evil Batman,” Oliver said.
“Bruce?” Clark asked.
“It was a good plan,” Bruce said.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 45,832
- Chapters:
- 10/?
- Comments:
- 390
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- 1,410
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- 364
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- 23,808
Bookmarked by Ihavetoleave
28 Jun 2025
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“The alpha set the mug down in front of Max, and took his own bowl when Isaac offered it. Max stared at the steaming mug a moment too long—it was blue with white speckles, a chip in the handle—before he forced his eyes back down to his folded hands. As tests went, this one was obvious.“
A continuation of “Seeking Shelter” by sphagnum, opening from Max’s first morning with the pack, because be the sequel you want to see in the world.
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- English
- Words:
- 27,071
- Chapters:
- 2/3
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- 427
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- 2,892
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28 May 2025
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Freefall by onArete
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, DCU, DCU (Comics), Justice League - All Media Types
04 Mar 2026
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Being Robin feels like flying: steady, wind-whistle certainty that what he and Batman are doing is right. Even with his hands bloody, Dick doesn’t waver. He knows they’re doing good: permanently removing the murderers and criminals from Gotham.
Of course, nobody can fly forever.
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- Part 1 of In Freefall
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 154,313
- Chapters:
- 26/33
- Comments:
- 553
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- 511
- Bookmarks:
- 127
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- 23,417
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10 Apr 2025
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Bruce finds baby Jon-El in a pod that crash landed in his backyard. The Justice League warns him that Kryptonians are not to be messed with, that they're incredibly powerful, that they're conquerors. That little baby Jon may be a toddler, but so was a lion cub.
Bruce doesn't care. A baby is a baby, and Jon is his baby now.
The one thing he didn't count on, however, was the lion returning.
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06 Apr 2025
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a hard rain's gonna fall (ten thousand miles in the mouth of a graveyard) by countrycoleslaw
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics), DCU (Comics)
30 Dec 2025
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Bruce gets to experience the wonder years of toddlerhood with a son he’s already failed once before. He’s determined not to do it again.
Meanwhile, Dick is planning Jason’s future career in football, Tim is being force-fed soggy snacks from sticky toddler hands, Damian is already trying to teach Jason to read and tie his shoes, and Cass has become the champion of older sisters everywhere. Stephanie is very busy taking pictures for a commemorative album, of course. It’s totally not blackmail at all, Tim, c'mon, but yes obviously she'll share.
Or, the one where Jason makes a mysterious wish and ends up a toddler and maybe quite possibly and inadvertently brings his family back together. Maybe the real bonding experience was all the baby proofing we did along the way.
How well do we know the people we love?
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- English
- Words:
- 29,921
- Chapters:
- 9/?
- Comments:
- 178
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- 1,248
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- 319
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- 21,741
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06 Apr 2025
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fear what you will become (not what you have been) by limitedtimeonly
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), DCU
20 Jul 2025
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Another world ending calamity has hit Gotham, this time- aliens. How festive.
When their only hope of survival nose dives into an unknown danger, it's up to the most heroic of their family to take the stand. Too bad Batman has the bulk of a blundering bull, and the door to victory happens to be the size of a cat flap - looks like Damian is going to have to figure this out on his own.
In an unknown world, with significantly less capes and significantly more spandex, Damian looks for assistance. And hey, a billionaire with a business centered on his last name and who happens to be a hero? Looks like Batman may exist in this world after all.
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26 Dec 2024
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Jason Todd was nine and a half when his Ma died.
He turned fifteen last month. Six years on your own is a long time, but six years in Gotham—especially in Crime Alley—is nothing short of a miracle. That’s why, taking all of this all into context, what happens next isn’t all that surprising.
Jason punches his client square in the face.
Long-lost father, my motherfucking ass.
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Jason Todd, undefeated champion of Bad-Things-Happen-Bingo meets a man who claims to be his father.
That man is none other than Bruce Wayne.
Bookmarked by Ihavetoleave
07 Dec 2024