StarlightXNightmare



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    The good (and the bad) moments in the lives of the egos. Things sure as hell weren't sunshine and rainbows but they definitely won't give up without trying to hold their little world together for as long as they possibly could.

    Series title taken from "Walk Thru Fire" by Vicetone, Meron Ryan

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    Everything I've ever written with these lovable dorks (except Anti—he can piss off)

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    He isn’t in control.

    Everything feels cold and distant and empty. Shane stares at his shaking hand, loosely gripping the door handle, and begs it to move, turn, so he can get away. He can’t be here anymore, and yet there is nowhere else he’d rather be. He’s suffocating; there is no air left in this room, he’s sure of it. He tilts forward without meaning to, leaning his forehead against the door, trying to stay upright.

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    Shane experiences subdrop after the events in Vegas, because he absolutely would.

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    04 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 49

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    "Ilya now had a worryingly narrow window of time to reach Hollander before he went completely off the rails and had some kind of insane, career-ending Grindr orgy on a Thursday night."

    AKA: Shane sends The Text and promptly gets high. Ilya has to go pick him up.

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    04 May 2026

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    04 May 2026

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    Shane drops. Ilya isn't there to catch him.

    — An alternate ending to s01e02 aka the famous We didn't even kiss moment. Kinda.

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    03 May 2026

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    Shane doesn't send the "We didn't even kiss" text, but he's still hurt by it by the next game he has to play against Boston and more importantly, Rozanov.

    Ilya notices him playing like a robot, and wonders if there's something that needs to be fixed.

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    03 May 2026