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The first time he asked her was eighty years after he had stabbed her to death. She stabbed him right back. Hundred years ago, he had asked her, and she averted her eyes. Last night, he asked her again. This time, she was ready.
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29 Dec 2025
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You were the one to teach me how to use knives (Merlin re-write) by Obsessedwithfanfiction
Fandom Merlin (TV)
05 Jan 2026
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Re-write of BBC's Merlin from Season 2 Episode: The Nightmare Begins, focusing on emotional catharsis and continuity
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10 Dec 2025
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We never actually see the first time Merlin meets Morgana in the show, even though we witness his first meetings with all the other major characters. That always annoyed me, so I decided to write my own version of their first encounter.
And since I’ve always loved stories that come full circle — and especially ones that lean into tragedy — I wrote both their first and last moments together. But in this version, Merlin and Morgana are in love: two people destined to fight, and doomed to love.
The lines “Forgive me” and “Next time you knock me over, try to catch me before I hit the ground” came to me unexpectedly — and yet they fit so perfectly in both scenes, as if they were meant to be there all along.
I hope you enjoy this fic as much as I loved writing it.
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21 Aug 2025
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Until You Know My Heart by dreaming_pen
Fandoms: 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Anime), 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Manga)
21 Aug 2025
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In this alternate timeline where Shinobu survives the war, Giyu continues to struggle with the silence that has long defined him.
This AU follows him as he struggles between silence and confession, caught in the slow unraveling of feelings he can no longer deny.
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21 Aug 2025
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Quadrumvirate by Arthuria_PenDragon
Fandoms: Merlin (TV), Arthurian Mythology & Related Fandoms
30 Mar 2020
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Merlin, despite the dragon’s warning, reveals himself to Morgana and offers a helping hand. Arthur finds out about Morgana and then about Merlin. But instead of going to his father to have them on a pyre, he helps them.
Merlin, Morgana, Arthur and Gwen start working on helping magic users and generally everyone, whom Uther dismisses as unimportant. The four of them stand united, even against the forces of destiny.
So much for Kilgharrah’s prophecies...- Language:
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- 60/60
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11 May 2025
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Walburga Black decides to spent her last days with her remaining family members and tries to fix her relationship with them.
Or I think that Nothing Matters by The Last Dinner Party is the Black family coded and the Evans sisters are also there I guess.
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- Part 1 of Nothing Matters and the Outakes
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11 May 2025
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This is a story about the Ancient and Most Noble House of Black, or at least what is left of it. In 1987, Cassiopeia Black receives a shocking letter about a metamorphic child, who may or may not be a Black. From there, House Black has a choice: come together and overcome their differences or fade into obscurity.
This is a slow-burn fic with a lot of politics and POVs from all Blacks (including the usually forgotten ones). This is the perfect fit for those who love the Blacks, extensive world-building, and captivating mystery.
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- 186,113
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- 32/?
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04 May 2025
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Agent Merlin “Emrys”, is renowned for three things in the Magic Agency of Camelot; being a lady's man, getting things done no matter the cost, and working alone. That was how things went. Bashing down buildings with a tank, blowing up secret nuclear headquarters, flying out of Russia on the back of a dragon, rescuing damsels in distress, it’s all part of his legacy, growing more and more insane with every passing day.
But such charm hides pain, sins he cannot atone for. He had a partner once, one he could trust and rely on. Someone he cared for more than anyone else. At least, until she betrayed the kingdom.
It was life or death, the lives of countless or her. The choice was made for him.
But pleasures of the flesh can only fight off guilt and loss for so long. Of course, when an opportunity arises to atone such sins with visions of those long thought dead, Merlin is set on the job. Bring her home, preferably alive, before she has a chance to ignite the flames of a long cold war.
Can Agent Merlin stop this war before it's too late? Can he earn forgiveness for the unforgivable? Can he fix his long broken wrong, and ensure she'll never leave his side again? Or are there sins that can never be atoned?
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14 Mar 2025
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I'd Marry You in Every Concert Stops with Our Paper Rings by j_eriya
Fandoms: EXO (Band), Red Velvet (K-pop Band)
02 Jul 2024
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– Irene just resigned from her work when her favorite artist, Yixing, announced his concert. She promised herself that she’ll go with her long-time boyfriend, Junmyeon, at every stop but with her current financial situation, maybe she will not be able to attend any of them.
..or so she thought.
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02 Feb 2025
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missed connections by kimjunnoodle (myeonkais)
Fandoms: EXO (Band), Red Velvet (K-pop Band)
11 Mar 2020
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Things change and little girls grow up.
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- Part 4 of parang atin ang gabi
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02 Feb 2025
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The day she said goodbye by bunnypeach1422
Fandoms: EXO (Band), Red Velvet (K-pop Band), ExoVelvet - Fandom
26 Jun 2020
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Finally, Joohyun tells her friends why she and Junmyeon broke up.
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02 Feb 2025
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Destiny is an intricate knot. The more you try to escape the tighter the knot becomes.
In the mid-20th century Morgana is hired by Merlin, an eccentric man, to research a historical figure called Emrys. As she delves deep into the annals of history, her curiosity leads her to unearth more than just forgotten words—within the walls of Merlin's manor, she stumbles upon hidden truths. The things she uncovers in her search for answers reveal only more mysteries about Merlin and herself.
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04 Jan 2025
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When Regulus Black entered the cave, he knew he’d never leave. The darkness of his life would end with one great act of good. As the fingers of the undead pulled him beneath the lake’s dark waters, he knew it was all over. So when he appears broken and bleeding on the cracked linoleum of his older brother’s kitchen, he’s suddenly faced with a future that he never imagined.
Learning to live with his broken body in the midst of people he doesn’t trust, Regulus finds himself having to confront a life that he never expected and isn’t sure he wants. He soon learns that neither past nor future can be outrun, and he may just be more vital to ending the war than he ever imagined possible.- Language:
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23 Oct 2024
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In the Black by izzythehutt for iamfitzwilliamdarcy
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
03 Jul 2018
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Regulus Black survives his adventure in the cave and brings the locket to an unlikely ally: his estranged older brother. The ex-Death Eater strikes a bargain with Dumbledore, cooperation in exchange for his family’s safety. Sirius Black is faced with his toughest mission yet: managing Walburga and Orion Black—who, to his surprise and dismay, decide they rather enjoy having both of their sons back, and very quickly scheme to make this temporary family reunion permanent.
Or: the story of how one night completely changed the course of the war and Sirius's life.
[AU of the First Wizarding War in which stealing part of Voldemort's soul brings a broken, dysfunctional family together - Winner of 2018 Shrieking Shack Society Silver Marauders Medal for Best Sirius Characterization]
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- Part 1 of The Black Sheep Dog
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23 Oct 2024
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The portrait of Cygnus Black I that hung in the Ministry reported that her firstborn had been sent to Azkaban without any trial.
It made Walburga furious. Not on His behalf, of course, but because of the utter disrespect shown to a scion of the Noble and Most Ancient House of Black. How dare they? If she let them get away with it, then next time those filthy blood traitors might think it was perfectly fine to treat that way a worthy member of the House of Black. After all, it had set a precedent. A bad precedent. It mustn’t be allowed.
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Walburga Black saves Sirius from Azkaban, and it changes everything.
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23 Oct 2024
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The time has come and the world needs Arthur and his knights again. Merlin and Morgana bring them all together to fight off the evil that's returned.
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- 5/?
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17 Sep 2024
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Surely this was poison. He was bound to know the difference by now.
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06 Sep 2024
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An unexpected guest arrives at Seulgi's house.
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- Part 1 of RED
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03 Sep 2024
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Merlin decides to make a special delivery.
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25 Aug 2024
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His face flickered as if she had struck him with the sword. It was the worst possible time for a conversation, the worst possible moment to tell her the truth. She was already in league with Morgause, she hated him and would hate him more. The castle was under siege. Arthur could have been hurt. But Merlin felt it in his heart. 03x02 Magic Reveal! The Tears of Uther Pendragon II
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25 Aug 2024