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The Hate In Me Bleeds Through You by Aspendoesinfactlive
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
13 Dec 2025
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There was a silence that ate at Dazai’s soul. It lasted after the binges and after the cutting. It lasted when he tried to die and when he forgot how to live. It lingered when he talked and echoed when he stayed silent.
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Dazai struggles with his mental health and pushes everyone away in an attempt to die; luckily for him, the people in his life love him too much to let him go (well, some of them do)
ft. torture, ED(s), SH, lots of arguments, and gay people being sadSeries
- Part 1 of Bleed Me Bare, Bleed Me Dry
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Be My Peace And Watch Me Die by Aspendoesinfactlive
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
02 Oct 2025
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Dazai was a bad person. That childish fact sat in the room; it dredged up the dust and clogged his throat. Hate was an easy thing. A trap waiting to be fallen into. A lesson waiting to be learnt. Dazai rarely took the bait, but sometimes it was easier to pretend that he did. Hate bubbled in his brain and froze his body still. He couldn’t move, not with the monstrous hate foaming over his senses.
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When the lights dimmed Dazai’s eyes grew cold and lifeless. Whenever Dazai’s was like that was like that the other agency members continued on as if Dazai’s light flickering was nothing more than a habit or curse, but Atsushi couldn't help but keep his eyes glued to Dazai’s unmoving frame. To look away was to abandon who he thought Dazai was when they first met.
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There was something wrong with DazaiSeries
- Part 25 of Starlit Tears
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Chuuya sighed, “You can’t keep doing this.”
A voice filtered through water, Chuuya’s words pierced through Dazai’s spine. It was wrong for Chuuya to be so calm when Dazai was fraying at the edges. It was unnerving to hear Chuuya’s voice when Dazai had been so used to screaming.OR
Dazai is sent to a mental hospital and comes back even more traumatized. Chuuya and the agency are left to fix the shattered pieces of Dazai's existenceSeries
- Part 26 of Starlit Tears
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“It appears you have… a condition of sorts,”
Dazai’s blood didn’t flow, and his lungs didn’t expand.
“It’s an addiction.”
Dazai wasn’t there.
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Dazai is addicted to self harm and learns how to heal
+ Soukoku side plot for the girls and the gaysSeries
- Part 27 of Starlit Tears
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Bleed Me Bare, Bleed Me Dry by Aspendoesinfactlive
Fandom: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
13 Dec 2025
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Basically Dazai wondering why people want him to just be him.
These are all set in the same universe as the first work(The Hate in Me Bleeds Through You), so if you like that one and want to see why Dazai acts the way he does and how he grows/regresses throughout the years, this series will dive more into that- Words:
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In their life they made me realize how beautiful the world could be and in their death, they reminded me how ruthless it was. Was I reckless to love you, was I a fool to hope?
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I exist now so does this series of very sad, occasionally fluffy works that take place with roughly the same characters.
YOU CAN STEAL DAZAI ANGST FROM MY COLD DEAD HANDS- Words:
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Loving like shattered glass by Aspendoesinfactlive
Fandom: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
30 Dec 2024
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Dazai learning how to love and be loved
All set in the same universe, can mostly be read as standalone or as sequels/prequels- Words:
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- Works:
- 7
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basically a bunch of fics that have to do with how Dazai's bad habits and mental issues affect his life and relationships
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- 72,341
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These guys are so gay and tragic, like correlating au's that are based on each other. These are all tied to "Stargazers".
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"GREAT! Just great! As if this could GET any better!" Zanka bites out, seething. Of course he's stuck here, injured, in a damp, dirty cell, and of course he's stuck here with fucking Jabber of all people.
Jabber whistles appreciatively, "Man, you're in a mood today. Wake up on the wrong side of the bed?" and cackles at his own joke. Zanka's gonna strangle him. He's gonna rip out those bars with his bare hands and use them to beat Jabber to death.
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Zanka is taken by some people who want to study givers. Jabber is there too. This somehow makes everything both better and so much worse.
Disclaimer: do NOT feed my work into generative AI or I will fucking GET you.
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- Part 1 of your honor they make me insane (Janka)
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It’s winter in Hawkins, and Mike and Will aren’t speaking anymore. Living in Mike’s house, Will tries to be invisible, spending most of his time in the basement.
Then the power goes out — and if there’s one thing he dreads more than facing Mike, it’s the cold.
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Seven nights in which Mike and Will have to sleep in the same bed, even though they’re barely friends anymore.
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Bookmarked by Aspendoesinfactlive
08 Dec 2025
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Omg I'm literally going to explode with joy this is so awesome
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“What if I want it to?” Dazai retorted, “What if I wanted to be sick again?”
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Or, Dazai relapsing.Series
- Part 13 of D as in "Dying"
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after, after, after, and now. by fish_writes_words_and_stuffs
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
15 Aug 2025
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“Nice plan, by the way,” Ranpo said, sarcasm thick.
“I have no idea what you are talking about,” Dazai replied.
Ranpo fixed him a look. One of those that said, I know what you refuse to say aloud. I know too much.
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Or, going too far in a mission and facing the aftermath.Series
- Part 12 of D as in "Dying"
Bookmarked by Aspendoesinfactlive
15 Aug 2025
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crying my eyes out
+extra kudos cause this was awesome
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Nat knew when it started. She knew when people noticed and when they didn’t. When her ribs popped and hips aches, and cheeks so dull, you might think her mouth had no teeth or flesh at all. Just an empty plague of unmentioned pain.
A second too late, her friends notice, one by one.
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Natalie Scatorccio has anorexia, and it’s doing everything but getting better. She doesn’t know how to ask for help and she doesn’t want to.
Help comes slow, eventually.Bookmarked by Aspendoesinfactlive
12 Aug 2025
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This is so beautiful, I think I ascended
I could not recommend this enough, just, wow.