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  1. Public Bookmark 58

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    There was a silence that ate at Dazai’s soul. It lasted after the binges and after the cutting. It lasted when he tried to die and when he forgot how to live. It lingered when he talked and echoed when he stayed silent.

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    Dazai struggles with his mental health and pushes everyone away in an attempt to die; luckily for him, the people in his life love him too much to let him go (well, some of them do)
    ft. torture, ED(s), SH, lots of arguments, and gay people being sad

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    11 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I need this, I live for this, I'm sad for this and I'm not going to get better

  2. Public Bookmark 2

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    An art student gets assigned to sculpt a loved ones face.

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    10 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 11

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    Another mission that went entirely as planned.

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    04 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    classic skk soulmatism, they can read each other´s mind :p

  4. Public Bookmark 24

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    “Do you respect me at all?”

    “Yes. I do.”

    “Then speak.”

     

    Chuuya and Dazai break up, and have a talk about what it means to love and to be loved.

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    25 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    "Oi, Dazai! What the hell is taking you so long?!"

    "Kunikida-kun, move. Something bad happened in there." That was a new voice that belonged to Rampo-san, "I think Dazai just now seriously hurt himself." At the recognition of the situation that he was in, brunet instantly paled and looked down at his bloodied hand with a knife.

     

    Russian translation!

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    25 Jan 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 18

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    There’s a lump in his throat. His chest is tight and he thinks, if he’s not careful, he might start crying. He doesn’t understand. The tears are blinked back on impulse though he sniffles a little louder than intended.

    “You okay?”

    Grief is an unfunny thing.

    He lies with a nod of his head.

    “That thing you said about us being strangers?” Chūya prompts. Dazai reveals a somber grin as he realizes where the other is headed. “That goes two ways y’know. If you want to talk about shit, I’m all ears. Got nothing better to do for the next,” he checks the time on his phone, “45 minutes.”

    --
    Or, two strangers meet at a train station.
    (Please read the author's note before engaging with this work!)

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    03 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 43

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    After his death, BEAST Dazai wakes up in the original timeline.

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    15 Dec 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 97

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    “Alright,” Chuuya muttered. “Bath time. Up. Don’t deadweight me on purpose. I’m not carrying your scrawny ass around like a princess.”

    “That sounds nice,” Dazai mumbled into Chuuya’s hair.

    Chuuya nearly dropped him. “Stop—saying shit like that.” His voice cracked just enough to piss him off. “Get in the damn tub.”

    or: bleeding, dissociated, and half-conscious—they stumble into intimacy the only way they know how: through blood, bathwater, quiet kisses, and chuuya holding dazai together when he’s too far gone to ask for it, and too exhausted to pretend he doesn’t want it.

    Hurtcember 2025 - Day two - Wounds

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    07 Dec 2025

  9. Public Bookmark *

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    “Ah - I see,” Chuuya folds both hands on the desk and raises an eyebrow. “Your name is?”

    “His name is Dazai,” obnoxious businessman answers in his place, grating Chuuya's nerves. Here’s another man, treating omegas as though they’re barely human beings, answering for them, stealing their autonomy…

    “Right. Dazai.” That’s when the brunette finally raises his head and makes eye contact and oh. He’s stunning.

    Or;

    Chuuya finds love in the tormented, deep brown eyes of one Osamu Dazai.

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    17 Sep 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Waos

  10. Public Bookmark 38

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    Because Dazai isn't Shuuji.

    Dazai is not the boy raised in the den of wolves, protected and sheltered, free to roam beneath the watchful eyes of god. Dazai is not the child with the loose-tooth grin, overexcited and full of life, endlessly speaking to anyone who will listen.

    ‘Dazai Osamu’ is what is forged between the marble of the mafia, what is formed when stone is heated to a diamond cracked, fractured, and yet labeled as 'faceted' as a diamond should be. Dazai Osamu is the teenager with the covered eye, wounded and afraid on the front steps of a house he doesn't know, that his heart knows, gun pointed in protection while beaten by the rain.

    Fukuzawa Yukichi does not know 'Dazai Osamu'

    So all he can do is learn.

    OR
    Fukuzawa, Chuuya, a broken Dazai, what it means to start again

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    26 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Fucking peak 。⁠:゚⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)゚⁠:⁠。 Literature, metaphor, depth, everything; I died

  11. Public Bookmark 50

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    “A gang of kids… You don’t find that very often… The Sheep, right?”
    Chuuya’s eyes widen before narrowing warily. Beside him, Shirase draws his knife with a loud clang.
    “How do ya know?” he snaps.
    “And you,” he continues leisurely as if a knife wasn’t pointed at his throat, turning his head towards Chuuya and staring at him with a deep black pupil, “you must be Nakahara Chuuya. Quite well known around here.”
    “Wha…”
    “My name is Shuji Tsushima. I was about to jump into the ocean when a bunch of kids tried to rob me.”

    It’s in Suribachi, where he lives with the Sheep, that Chuuya meets Shuji.
    Surely, he should have been wary of his big smile and blank stare.

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    15 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Like a shot to the head, it was painful

  12. Public Bookmark 28

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    Chuuya sighed, “You can’t keep doing this.”
    A voice filtered through water, Chuuya’s words pierced through Dazai’s spine. It was wrong for Chuuya to be so calm when Dazai was fraying at the edges. It was unnerving to hear Chuuya’s voice when Dazai had been so used to screaming.

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    Dazai is sent to a mental hospital and comes back even more traumatized. Chuuya and the agency are left to fix the shattered pieces of Dazai's existence

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    14 Aug 2025

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    A series of events causes Osamu Dazai and his coworker Kunikida Doppo to switch bodies.

    After encountering a rather dangerous criminal on quite a treacherous job, Dazai and Kunikida get injected with a serum and wake up a few hours later with a different voice and a plethora of different problems.

    Will Kunikida be able to cope with the memories contained in Dazai's body that constantly scream?
    Will Dazai want to return to the horror story that was barely endured before?
    He's got a reputation and specific persona's to uphold after all...

    Dazai's burden has always been Dazai's burden alone.

    Or

    a body swap soukoku angsty fic where Dazai has different chronic pain conditions and a body littered with various issues he kept hidden that Kunikida has to deal with because my dislike of ignorance is real :)

    Oh, and Soukoku have a messed up backstories :))
    (Eventually lovers again dw)
    -May have gone off the rails and made them feel lots of emotions because I need them to-

    Sneak peaks on discord, tiktok and pinterest (links in notes) :))

    A new chapter on the first ish Monday of each month 🥰 next update sometime in 2025 when I get medicated and am stable ✨✨

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    14 Aug 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 31

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    “Atsushi, sometimes, people don’t know how to convey their feelings, okay?”

    “Okay.” The boy accepted it, because if there was anyone who was to always be believed, it was his Papa.

    “And Dazai…” Odasaku ran his hand through the younger man’s hair gently, as he covered him with a blanket, a soft smile in his face. “Dazai is really bad at it.”

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    “Chuuya-sensei isn’t stupid, is he?”

    Chuuya’s patient smile only cracked a little, and he had to remind himself that this was a kid, a little kid and his boss’ only son. “Ranpo-kun, I believe we’ve talked about insulting words before.”

    “Sensei isn’t answering my question!” The kid protested, a little pout forming in his mouth as Chuuya let go of his hand for a second so he could open the library that they had finally reached. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

    Ranpo sighed, as if he was the one dealing with a very annoying child and not the other way around. “Chuuya-sensei is in love with Dazai-sensei, isn’t he?”

    ///

    Or, that one where Dazai and Chuuya are teachers and have been pinning for 7 years, until their students decided enough is enough

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    18 Jul 2025

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    “something happened,” oda says before he can stop himself. "with me and dazai, i mean. something weird. he asked me to sleep with him.”

    “ah,” says ango, and his face relaxes. he takes a sip of his drink. “so he propositioned you as well. i was wondering when he would.”

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    a drunken dazai assumes oda wants to have sex with him - after all, that's what usually happens after a nice older man takes care of him when he's hurting.

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    18 Jul 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 43

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    ‘It's time that the tale were told
    Of how you took a child
    And you made him old’

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    16 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Omg no way

  17. This has been deleted, sorry!

    12 Jul 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 3

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    Me projecting onto Dazai again. And again with some fucked up shit that happened real life to me.

    Tw in tags

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    07 Jul 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 19

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    “I’m not driving 8 hours for a fucking day trip to our—”
    “Chūya,” there was a sudden gravity to his tone, the jesting lilt all but dissipated, “please. I didn’t know who else to call.”
    Chūya huffed, flopping down onto his bed. The one that was, at one point, intended for two people.
    “What business do you have in Aomori anyways? I thought you hated our hometown.”
    “I do.”
    “So…?”
    “Please?”
    “Dazai—”
    “Chūya, I’ve never asked you for anything—”
    “That’s a blatant lie—”
    “Fine, anything big,” they clarified, “and I promise I’ll never ask you for anything else of this magnitude. Please. I just. I just need a ride.”

    --
    Or, now-estranged childhood best friends go on a roadtrip.
    OR, my gift for the SKK Summer Exchange 2024 <3

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    05 Jul 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 53

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    He accepts that Dazai wasn’t trying to commit suicide in front of Oda.
    He was just trying to commit suicide.

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    Or, it's Dazai's birthday and he's thinking about a lot of things.
    CWs in the tags!

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    24
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    413
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    53
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    6,931

    04 Jul 2025

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