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Hope You're Not Waiting For Me to Wait For You by Latigra
Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Aug 2026
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AU where one of Shane’s rookies comes out early on in his career. Organized in chronological order.
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25 Aug 2026
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The Year of Soft Launch by midnighttypewriter
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
22 Aug 2026
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The slow soft launch of Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov's relationship as told by social media.
Takes place 2020 - 2021.
With guest appearances from multishippers, Shaydens, Marlow/Rozanov shippers, Svetlana fans and the firm believers in Hollandry endgame.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 66,200
- Chapters:
- 35/?
- Comments:
- 2,901
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- 5,588
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- 1,272
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- 174,229
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24 Aug 2026
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Canada Day by frondsanemones
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Apr 2026
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June 2018. Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are about to execute the first step of their ten-year plan, with Ilya signing with the Ottawa Centaurs when free agency begins on July 1.
Except Shane accidentally, drunkenly, outs himself to the Montreal Metros at the end of the season. Who are not as okay with it as Shane would have hoped.
AKA the most eventful Canada Day that the MLH has ever seen.
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- English
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- 34,827
- Chapters:
- 6/6
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- 1,413
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- 15,527
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23 Aug 2026
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Verdant's Heated Rivalry Fics by Verdant_Words
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Men's Hockey RPF
08 Jul 2026
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- 109,547
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- 18
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19 Aug 2026
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Future Tense by alidesidero, Rebo758
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
11 Jun 2026
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"After an hour of breathing exercises, retracing what he had learned about himself and others, he opened his Notes app:
want:
Ilya
Stanley Cups
Awardsnot doing:
Dissociating
Making myself small to make others comfortable
Waiting ten fucking yearsWatching the clock, the time he had been waiting for was finally there.
Time to remind Ilya where the smoking area was."
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In 2021, Shane and Ilya are sent back to 2008. And they are determined to do it better this time.
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- Part 1 of Inspired By... Hollanov
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- English
- Words:
- 71,855
- Chapters:
- 12/12
- Collections:
- 7
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- 1,496
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- 6,911
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19 Aug 2026
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to have & to holler by badmetaphors
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 Feb 2026
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Two years of playing together, and it still hit him every time. The casualness of it. My husband. Said out loud, in public. After years of hiding—stolen moments in hotel rooms, careful distance in public, the constant exhausting performance of just teammates, just rivals, nothing to see here—now Ilya could say it like it was nothing. Like it was easy, like it was the most natural thing in the world.
Because it was. Finally.
In which Ilya Hollander-Rozanov cannot shut up about his husband. (Subtitled: No one asked, Ilya. Ilya. No one asked.)
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Clarity by minormajor
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander expected a lot out of the combine before the 2009 NHL draft: meeting the competition, impressing possible future teams and ultimately securing his spot in the NHL.
What he didn't expect was 50 questions that were about to change his whole damn life.
Or: How an autism diagnosis, a therapist and something magical called communication rebuild the whole trajectory of the Hollander/Rozanov saga bit by bit.
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- Part 1 of Therapized Hollanov vs The World
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- English
- Words:
- 145,071
- Chapters:
- 22/22
- Comments:
- 2,826
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- 4,105
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- 1,475
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19 Aug 2026
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Breaking The Internet by a_stray_thief (ashtraythief), aythia
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Aug 2026
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Ilya, Shane, and the Centaurs keep breaking the Internet. A social media fic of the first year post The Long Game.
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- 40,657
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- 2
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- 328
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18 Aug 2026
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Panic! At The League by fffpppp
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 May 2026
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The league reacting to Canada's golden boy and modern hockey god Shane Hollander signing with Ottawa to be with his husband. Did we mention that the husband is Ilya Rozanov, the league's bad boy and also a modern hockey god?
(As told through texts (mostly), mainly focusing on Eastern Conference boys).
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- 6
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18 Aug 2026
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So You Need a Place to Stay? by RubyRhodes
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
29 Jul 2026
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A snowstorm strands the Boston Bears in Montreal with not enough hotel rooms and nowhere to go in their rival’s city.
On a reckless impulse, Ilya volunteers to stay with Shane Hollander.
His teammates think it’s a joke.
Shane plays along.
No one knows they were in the same bed just hours ago.- Language:
- English
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- 51,810
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- 14/?
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- 1,286
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- 7,378
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- 245,169
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18 Aug 2026
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Favorite Son by midnighttypewriter
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jul 2026
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Life after Heated Rivalry from Yuna's POV, with lots of texting.
Technically a sequel to "Shane's Lily", but you don't need to read that in order to understand this.
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- Part 2 of Yuna's Boys
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 26,109
- Chapters:
- 34/?
- Comments:
- 3,302
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- 10,519
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- 1,636
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18 Aug 2026
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Ilya Rozanov-Hollander vs. the PTA by bespelled
Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Jun 2026
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- 2
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- 187
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18 Aug 2026
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Save Us Jane, You’re Our Only Hope by halfheartedlycynical
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 Aug 2026
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Cliff Marleau doesn't know what the fuck happened between Rozy and Montreal Jane a month ago, but if Rozanov doesn't let up on all this extra conditioning he's going to lose a rookie.
Rozanov has been miserable ever since the last time they played Montreal, and Marleau's smart enough to put two and two together. This reeks of girlfriend trouble.
Or of "not quite girlfriend" trouble, as the case may be.
Whatever his Captain did, Marleau takes it up on himself to tell Montreal Jane just how sorry Ilya is, and beg for forgiveness on his behalf.
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Set post-tuna melt, but pre-All Stars.
Now ft. Ilya's reaction, and Marleau's reaction to finding out who the mysterious Jane was this whole time (part 3).
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17 Aug 2026
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Won't be Alone by halfheartedlycynical
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Jun 2026
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There are so many things these days that Nikolai Petrov can’t believe. He can’t believe he’s actually going to get to play professional hockey. Can’t believe he isn’t going to be relegated to some second rate Russian league in Moscow. But most of all, he can’t believe that he’s standing on Ilya Rozanov’s doorstep.
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The Ottawa Centaurs have a new Russian rookie - the first Russian rookie Ilya's ever had, and Ilya is determined to make him feel welcome. Petrov finds that Rozanov and Hollander aren't at all what he expected (Hollander is somehow even more Canadian than he thought possible), but they somehow make him feel just a little more at home in this strange new country.
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- English
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- 20,841
- Chapters:
- 7/9
- Comments:
- 504
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- 6,890
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17 Aug 2026
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Shane Hollander vs hockey vs his not-serious hook up.
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13 Aug 2026
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Hostile Ice by Rachel Matteo (Rachel_Matteo)
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 May 2026
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Shane Hollander has spent his entire career in careful control - of his image, his privacy, and the parts of himself he wasn’t ready to share with the world. One leaked conversation strips all of that away overnight, and what’s left in its wake is a locker room that’s turned on him, a coaching staff that wants him gone, and an organization that has decided the easiest solution is to make him disappear quietly.
Ilya has been in the league now long enough to understand that some things are too dangerous to want. He has his career, his team, and the laws of his home country to think about. He has very good reasons to keep his distance from Shane Hollander and the storm currently surrounding him. But he’s never been good at doing what he should do.
A story about what it costs to have everything taken from you - your privacy, your safety, your right to tell your own story - and what it looks like to slowly, painstakingly, build something real in the wreckage. About two people who have been circling each other for years finally running out of room to keep pretending. About found family, hostile ice, and the difference between the life you survived and the one you actually get to live.
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- Part 1 of The Ice Between Us
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 33,275
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Comments:
- 103
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- 1,497
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- 408
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- 26,911
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10 Aug 2026
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After an eventful loss to Montreal the night before, Coach LeClaire is happy to get his team on the road back to Boston. It's only when they're about to go through Customs that he realizes the Raiders have a stowaway on their bus.
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- English
- Words:
- 9,316
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 145
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- 4,606
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- 1,001
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09 Aug 2026
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break my heart and start again by spookyfoot for agemp
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 Jun 2026
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Shane is tempted to blame Hayden. Hayden had mentioned Boston Lily, poking and prodding Shane for details. Shane had done his best impression of an oyster. To keep his mouth shut and deny that secret hope that the grain of sand stuck on the roof of his oyster-mouth that is his and Rozanov’s situationship might turn into a pearl. A relationship. Fuck.
Shane, tired of Hayden’s questions, agreed to head out to the bar with the team. Mistake two. As it turned out, Hayden hadn’t given up. He’d waited until Shane’s anxiety about fitting in found him nursing a beer. It went to his head like bubbles in a fresh popped bottle of champagne. A bottle of champagne that Shane shook too hard, annoyed by the endless questions, and, well, the cork blew. However, instead of a cork, “I’m gay” shot out of Shane’s mouth. It changed everything as much as he feared it would.
or: Shane gets traded Boston by way of Florida.
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08 Aug 2026
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something in the river by meebles (firelord_zutara)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jul 2026
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Twitter, June 16th, 2018
Andy Coleman Sportsnet @AndyJColeman
Hearing reports that the Voyageurs are looking to trade Hollander. Will update as this develops.Émile @OleVoyageursOle
Replying to @AndyJColeman
oh so we’re at that point in the off-season where you just start talking out of your ass huhOr: It’s the summer of 2018. To the disbelief of the public, rumors claiming that the Montreal Voyageurs will be trading Shane Hollander begin circulating online.
As is often the case with professional hockey, Montreal’s loss is Boston’s gain.
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- Part 1 of something in the river
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08 Aug 2026
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boston bear shane hollander propaganda by cj_spoons
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Jul 2026
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- 2
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08 Aug 2026